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Ness is a certified personal trainer with 10+years in helping clients build strength & confidence
After a month of experiencing insane fatigue, an unrelenting cough and achy body, glandular fever has been confirmed.
The funny thing is they can tell if you had it before. Apparently I have. Who knew? š¤¦āāļø
Thereās a beauty in knowing where youāre at. Itās validating to hear, because something wasnāt right.
Itās just frustrating as hell - as I donāt do rest well. Who does?
I hate disappointing clients, cancelling appointments & running on empty with my kids. I havenāt exercised in weeks.
My default state is high functioning exhaustion. I love pouring out energy, supporting, nurturing, doing, experiencing. Itās grand. Life is to be lived.
Jump two feet first.
But my body is also saying slow down, tiger.
Settle in. Weāre shifting gears.
I did a beautiful guided meditation this week and was asked, what does your soul need you to hear?
And my soul replied āplease be very kind to meā. š
Iām listening.
Iām now settling into an unexpected season, that requires so much more self care and requires greater discernment with where, and who, and how I expend my energy.
And I have no doubt there will be great learning (and unlearning) from all of this.
Onward and inward journey š«āØ
Ness x
This is something very close to my heart š
I would love to invite women on Sydneyās Northern Beaches to join myself for movement, meditation, and connection each week in Dee Why.
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Date: Every Tuesday (next session tomorrow, May 14)
š Time: 11:30 AM - 1:30 PM
š Address: Unit 6, 17-19 Mooramba Rd, Dee Why (we occupy a gorgeous sun-soaked room at the divine pilates studio, )
Specifically for women in their midlife, these sessions are designed to help you find inner peace, balance, and connection to your body and mind.
Iām a certified Personal Trainer and Intuitive Mindfulness Coach who loves building community.
Hosted by & myself, we invite you to join us for 2 hours, each week, in a practice that will leave you feeling energised and nourished in mind, body and spirit.
Weekly sessions are broken into 45 minutes of movement followed by a 15-minute mindfulness-based practice and lunch or coffee at a nearby cafƩ for connection and conversation.
These sessions provide an opportunity for you to feel more embodied and connected to yourself and those around you.
Workouts vary weekly from yoga-inspired stretching to strength training.
Youāll also be guided through somatic movement and breathwork to help release stored tension in your body.
This practice is designed to help you move more and stress less. ā¤ļø
Cost:
$30 pp per session (Connected Women Members)
$40 pp per session (Non-members)
To reserve your spot : https://bit.ly/4dFaQW8
Iām so looking forward to sharing this practice with you & building a supportive community together,
Ness x
Happy Motherās Day to all the mothers that make the world go round.
And a huge shout out to our support crew who make it possible to raise awesome humans ā¤ļøš«
Sending so much love and appreciation - from my body to yours ā¤ļøš«
Ness x
Being the safest place your kids want to sleep ā¤ļøš«¶ā¤ļøš«¶
If youāre always running on adrenaline, norepinephrine and cortisol, continually pushing yourself and ignoring your holistic needs, you will never be in a state of wellness or ultimate health.
Allowing your body time to rest, play, be in nature, seek joy and connection, is just as vital as exercise and a nourishing diet.
I use to run on fumes.
Always going. I never gave myself a break. Until my body shut down.
The body is supremely intelligent and always keeps the score.
What changed was when I truly started to listen to it. Be in right relationship with what it was communicating with me.
Honouring all the systems (especially my nervous and immune system that were perpetually flashing red in distress) and changed my approach to exercise and how much I expected of my body at any given time.
Learning more about the four phases of the menstrual cycle - menstruation, follicular, ovulation and the luteal phase and the optimal time to demand more or less of myself during these phases - also created so much more harmony.
Iām not perfect and as a single mum, juggling work and kids and life, but Iām far more at ease and comfortable in my rhythm with exercise & rest than Iāve ever been.
Itās a journey and Iām glad I have a more intimate understanding of and compassion towards myself and my health š
Ness x
Traveler, there is no path,
The path is made by walking.
By walking the path is made
And when you look back
Youāll see a road
Never to be trodden again.
- Antonio Machado
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What a difference a year can make. š«
Iāve never subscribed to ātime heals all woundsā.
Itās what you DO with the time you have that heals or harms you.
Our healing requires conscious effort and participation.
Movement.
Stillness.
Connection.
Compassion.
Meditation.
Talk therapy.
Journaling.
Somantic experiencing.
Nature.
Breathwork
Cold therapy.
Allowing myself to cycle through all the emotions without attachment to a narrative my ego so desperately desires to hook into.
Allowing things to be as they are but deeply trusting the process that all things evolve, including my spirit and perspective. š
Healing is a journey and a year on, Iāve never felt stronger in my backbone, heart, body and soul.
If youāre going through a harsh season, I encourage you to listen deeply to your spirit and respond to what itās asking from you.
I designed a vision board at the very beginning of my healing journey and a quote that profoundly resonated with me was āGIVE YOUR HEART THE LOVE IT NEEDS.ā
And I am.
I invite you to join me ā¤ļøš«
Ness x
A message I feel is worth sharing ā¤ļøš«
The more energy and emotion we channel into something - the greater it becomes.
Be conscious of where you are giving away your power. If you canāt control or change something - control and change the way you engage with it.
Michael Singers book āUntethered Soulā radically changed my life when it came to this subject.
Your peace is paramount.
Safeguard it.
Ness x
Merry Christmas from my family to yours ā„ļøšāØ
I hope today is full of joy, laughter & peace
Ness x x x
There were many connections made on my travels in Tanzania. Two in-particular, standout, that I wanted to share.
To preface this - I donāt do superficial conversations well. I like to get to the heart of things ā even with people Iāve just met.
I met A. after he returned from Kilimanjaro- he was unwell and unable to continue up the mountain with his close mates. So an unexpected evening unfolded for both of usā¦
After chatting for awhile, I pulled out Esther Perelās conversation cards - āWhere Shall We Begin, A Game of Storiesā - and over numerous hours and Serengeti beers, we drew cards out of the deck and shared stories on life, love, conversations that shouldnāt have happened or that need to happenā¦ it was refreshing to share this moment in time - listening to one another, empathising and holding space. It was one long, open and transparent conversation. We both walked away all the better for it.
Then a few days later, I connected with N. She was helping to facilitate my safari and climb. In the space of a car trip to the bank together, she shared with me that she had been dating a Muslim man for 3 years and keeping this secret from her devout Christian mother.
At 31, she wants to marry and begin a family with her man but was scared to disappoint her mother. She planned to tell her in a years time, hoping to coincide the unveiling of this information with wedding plans, if all went well.
I listened to her and then I shared my thoughts. You can either live in fear or freedomā¦ you decide the outcome.
And so she spoke with her Mum.
I share this, as we are often so self conscious about what to say, how to say it and where to begin. With loved ones let alone people weāve just met.
Itās liberating to just meet someone and be completely real. Without hesitation, fear or judgement of ourselves, or the other.
Iām grateful for having met A and N and for what transpired.
The chance to be seen and heard by another, that wanted nothing more, than to be seen and heard by me.
I want to be brave enough to have more of these conversations - and hope by sharing this experience - it inspires you to do the same.
Ness x
My brutiful kilimanjaro experience ā„ļøšļøāØš«
Endings, wonāt end you š«š¹šæ
Keep dreaming. Moving. Smiling. Adventuring.
Make yourself proud.
Itās all temporary. Act accordingly š«š
Over the past 25 years, I have been in three significant relationships that lasted 24 years.
Being out of a relationship feels raw, loud and prickly.
My codependent, impatient inner child wants to re-couple, yesterday.
I dived onto Bumble. But while loneliness felt loud and prickly - a greater instinct felt even louder.
Be single. Be free. Trust the process.
After an eventful month I deleted the dating app.
Iāve been channelling all my energy into my kids, my friendships, climbing Kilimanjaro, solitude and rest.
Itās the first time in my adult life where Iām not seeking to be in a relationship or trying to maintain one.
Iāve been joyful. Playful. Seeking community. Sleeping like a legend. Spending a lot of time offline. Iāve never been more present with my kids. Relaxing and pottering around the house and then going for the longest walks.
Loneliness still accompanies me at times, but it's quieter. Softer.
I came across this line by Warsan Shire and it made me smile.
"My alone feels so good, I'll only have you if you're sweeter than my solitude."
And I believe it. Iām enjoying the company I keep.
Onward and inward journey šæšļøš„°
Ness x
She lived. š¦
She never stopped writing new chapters.
She evolved. She let go. She was a tangled mess. She was fierce. She was strong.
I love all of these lines šāØ
They resonate.
I donāt believe in balance - in perfect harmony. We are ever evolving and shapeshifting in spirit, thoughts, and relationships to others and ourselves.
Shedding old skin, beliefs and ways of beingā¦ for something that feels more right and true.
Be fluid.
Be open.
Imperfection was her back bone.
Forgiveness was her freedom.
Keep feeling, flowing, being open, appreciating all the chapters and versions of yourself - that have led you to this very moment in time.
Keep living ā¤ļøšæāØ
Ness x
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Thereās something truly magical when you stand, anchored, in a place of great abundance, self worth, compassion and love.
When you not only understand - but appreciate your own valueā¦all else falls into place. āØ
You donāt need to convince anyone of your worth.
You innately know it.
So keep investing in your well-being, wholeness and value and keep moving forward with grace.
Ness x
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I listened to a brilliant Rich Roll podcast this week, āspiritual minimalism, purpose and living a meaningful lifeā with Light Watkins.
There were so many gems in it. I highly encourage you to listen to it.
One of the key takeaways was this line
ā”ļø The only zen you have at the top of the mountain, is the zen you bring with youā āļøāØšļø
We often believe:
If I achieve āxā, Iāll feel accomplished
When I earn Y, thatāll be a true measure of my worth and success
If I do Z - then Iāll be [insert] happy, peaceful, proud, desirableā¦
But itās never that way or that easy.
Itās who we choose to be, during the process of getting to whatever goal we set, that helps to determine our emotional state and measure of personal achievement, when we get there.
Submitting a mountain WONāT make me happy or zen.
My emotional state on the journey to get to, and up the mountain, will directly influence my experience, at its peak.
Cultivating our happiness, peace, contentment, joy - is an inside job. Itās a daily practice thatās heavily influenced by gratitude, present moment awareness, curiosity and compassion.
I highly recommend this podcast & all the goodness within it šā¤ļø
Sending love
Ness x
Mount Kilimanjaro - Africaās highest mountain and the highest free standing mountain in the world - has been on my bucket list for years!
Today, Iāve booked my climb and safari. Time to stop dreaming and start planning. āØ
I canāt tell you how freakin excited I am. An adventure awaits!
Whatās been on your bucket list for too long? Join me on taking actionā¦ life is too short friends.
Ness ā¤ļø
A cracker from āØš
I love the idea that we are always working towards something, achieving something, pursuing X goal with clear purpose and intention.
My number one value in life is growth (thatās why I feel the universe offers me so many opportunities to grow š¤Ŗš„“š§āāļø)
But I also equally appreciate itās in the PROCESS of becoming - of pursuing these goals - of stepping out of comfort into action, that actually makes us.
The goal inevitably takes care of itselfā¦ itās who we choose to consistently be, at every step, that builds and solidifies our character.
In practice, for me, this looks like making one small decision at a time thatās in the greatest alignment with my spirit.
I desire to be healthy and strong in body and mind for myself, my kids, loved ones and community - then this desire dictates how I show up and directly influences how I take action.
Being proud of yourself in the process of working towards something is significant.
We often only value the achievementā¦the golden moment at the endā¦rather than taking stock of our evolution and all the personal, spiritual, mental and physical growth - that takes place in the pursuit of our goals.
Never underestimate the space between - the character building - space between, that happens over months and years, as you chip away at your goals. Thatās the gold, too.
Sending love
Ness āØā¤ļø
I deeply value community and connection and Iām intentionally seeking and prioritising this in my life.
Today I hit up and my heart was happy. Hearing the sounds of the waves break as I meditated next to a great bunch of people & we all enjoyed a coffee, a few stories and laughs afterwards.
Feeling grateful.
Friends, I really encourage you to try something new.
Put yourself out there.
Rock up without a wingman - just go!
When youāre already in a space where you feel at ease and comfortable in the activity (it could be an art class, boot camp, floral design course š) - youāll attract the same kind of boyant energy and itās so good for the soul.
Have a great weekend
Ness x
A great mate popped over in the middle of my move, and handed me some lemons from her backyard.
āHereās to making lemonade, my loveā
Hells yeah.
Sending you all warm lemon water vibes and love ā¤ļø āļøon this sunny winters day
Ness x
Quick follow up:
We are well. The kids and I are pretty awesome, in fact.
I honestly know we are on the right path.
I knew it even before we moved into our new apartment.
There was peace and a calmer energy - around and within me - from the time I made the decision to dismantle the life I thought we were going to haveā¦ and accept it for what it was.
When I was 9, the age my eldest son is today, my father unexpectedly passed away.
I have always known and felt the brevity of this one precious life.
What matters most to me, is how I choose to live with integrity and grow through all of lifeās changes.
If I am steady, my kids are steady.
And we are.
And I trust :
My sound judgement.
My heart.
My belief that we will be happier because - not despite - of all of this.
I love this quote by Glennon Doyle:
āWhat I Know:
1. What you don't know, you're not supposed to know yet.
2. More will be revealed.
3 Crisis means to sift. Let it all fall away and you'll be left with what matters.
4.What matters most cannot be taken away.
5. Just do the next right thing one thing at a time. That'll take you all the way home.ā
Iām grateful for all that was, focused on the now, and excited for whatās to come.
I absolutely trust the process āØā¤ļø
Thanks for your love x
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What a whirlwind this year has been for my heart and little family. Itās been massive.
This is where Iām at.
Grieving. Hopeful. Raw. Grateful and feeling our way through this season.
Itās funny how much resistance occurs in your life when you arenāt in alignment - and when you make a new decision or choice - that is, how much the universe conspires to help you.
To propel you forward.
āSometimes you cross paths with someone and thereās genuine connection and chemistry but you are still not destined to be together.
Bow out gracefully.
There is still more to discover where you are headedā
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In all of this - thereās been so much love, community, sunlight and a tonne of silver linings.
Itās funny, I did my Gallup profile months ago and empathy, positivity and activator were my top three traits. Iām using this now as my superpower!
Onward journey friends.
Sending love
Ness x
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