Dicky Dreamer

*MYSELF*

I hate crossroads
The dilemma is unbearable
An imperfect being I'm always unable
To pick the right from the wrong
Isn't it understandable?
Wonder why life was made so
So much like a maze or is it a puzzle?

I hate decisions!
Wonder why I always make them wrong
My journey to success they prolong
This bitter story of mine is long
I could have picked the easy way
But that's not how I do things
I love it tough to prove am strong!
In the waters of love I'm always jumping
Stupid me forgot am not good at swimming
Into the deep ends I'm always drowning
I find pleasure in these hurting
I give my heart again for breaking
I want to stop but I keep fighting
A slave of love am guessing
I hate it and I love it at the same time.
I can't change that's just me.

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*Love Poem*

Last night
I tried writing a love poem
Battling my negative emotions
The ideas that love is just a word
A password people use to get in_
Your life, your heart and you know what else
So I failed...
The poem didn't make sense
I deleted the texts
And wrote about my broken heart
And that_
Made sense to me,
I don't want to talk about love
I just want to experience life
In all possible crazy ways
Because today I am here
Tomorrow ain't so clear.

*The_Lonely_Moon*

*MIRRORS*

I hate mirrors
They remind me
Every time of how_
Misery has become my thing
I hate how...
That dude in the mirror
Looks at me as if_
He wants me to pitty_
Disgusting dude!
What has become of you?
So I passionately hate mirrors
Because its better not knowing
How deep you've been drowning
And maybe beyond saving
If you know what am saying
I hate mirrors!
Because there's nothing good to look.

*The_Lonely_Moon*

R.I.P Grandma..

*MY HERO*

My granny Winny
A total stranger
I was brought to her,
She took me in
In her big big family
She made space for me,
Not just in her home
But in her heart too!
Miles away from home but_
With granny I felt at home,
How can I repay that!?
I don't know,
She fought for me
As if I was her own,
She scolded me
When I was wrong,
She just wanted what is best for me
Sometimes I never saw,
But every advice she said to me
I'll always remember it all
Even if she's gone
She still lives in our hearts,
My granny...
I swear I will miss her
But what she did here
Is far too great..
So we must celebrate her
A great hero she is!
My hero_ she will always be.

*Celebrating the life of a great hero;*
*Winny Gacugu Wambui*
*By: Amunga Dickson*

*MY HERO*

My granny Winny
A total stranger
I was brought to her,
She took me in
In her big big family
She made space for me,
Not just in her home
But in her heart too!
Miles away from home but_
With granny I felt at home,
How can I repay that!?
I don't know,
She fought for me
As if I was her own,
She scolded me
When I was wrong,
She just wanted what is best for me
Sometimes I never saw,
But every advice she said to me
I'll always remember it all
Even if she's gone
She still lives in our hearts,
My granny...
I swear I will miss her
But what she did here
Is far too great..
So we must celebrate her
A great hero she is!
My hero_ she will always be.

*Celebrating the life of a great hero;*
*Winny Gacugu Wambui*
*By: Amunga Dickson*

*THE UNPREDICTABLE PSYCHO*

Oh life...
Sometimes it can be more of a curse
And at that moment
The only close thing to a blessing_
Is death...
I'm not talking about movies
This s**t is real
Right now
Someone has been sucked
He is jobless
At the same time someone has just
Gotten his dream job!
Its life.,
Somewhere someone is taking his life
And elsewhere another can't get enough of this life
It's sweet... And bitter at the same time
Just depends which side you are at this time,
So I pick up my broken pieces
And crawl with them away
Ahead there is a new day
Hoping it will be my day
Where I will get a chance
These broken pieces to mend
Its life...
There is so much I can't control
And too little I may be able to control
So I relax and just pray for a future_
I don't know if I will ever see it
Glad to be here right now
I take my drink
And make a toss to life
An unpredictable psycho
Who loves chaos, drama and surprises.

*The_Lonely_Moon*

*UNTITLED*

Dear ex...
Since we both moved on
I've been thinking a lot
About you and those_
Memories of us
Make me feel alive
I don't want you back
But I miss you sometimes so...
How have you been my friend?

No one can understand
Why I write this art_
For you... I write some more
For you... Still make me whole
If its you_ how can I say no
I'm I still in love or not_
I still don't know,
But I know that you're perfect
As you have always been,
Tell your man I said "hi" and
I'm a bit jealous of him.

Wait...
I don't want you back
I just hope you are happier_
Because I was happier
With you...

**

*LIFE...*
Life...
It has never been a bed of roses
On my side,
I still have thousands of reasons
To fight,
Even though am losing most battles
I try,
Maybe one day I will get there
And if I die_ before I do
Please let my daughter know..
I tried...

Life...
An endless maze
I keep running out of these
The more I run the more lost I get
Life to me is just another big puzzle
One am unable to solve
So I am just stuck here
Waiting for a miracle that will never show
Maybe...
Its just a curse and_
To die is a blessing we don't know.
Maybe...
**

*SHE...*

My last hope
She came right_
Before all fell apart
Amidst a million dead dreams
She's all that's left
She saved me_ my hero
I'm clinging onto to her
Because she gives me reasons
Not to die today
And the strength to fight my way
To another filthy day
She's all I have
To make me feel alive
And I love her.

*The_Lonely_Moon*

*BEING A MAN...*

Being a man...
Is a blessing and its a curse,
You have the power to control
Your word can be final when you say
The strength! To fight
The stamina to keep moving
When its rough and tough!
Is a gift from nature to us
But the force behind us_
Is a woman. Funny.

Being a man...
Is a curse!
People don't see you for who you are
They see you for what you can_
And what you can't do
Society fights for equal rights
And now supports the girl more than boys
The boychild usually_ must be left alone
To fight his battles and_
The battles of the females in his life and_
His kids are fully his responsibility and
You wonder why there are deadbeat fathers and
When a woman leaves her kids...
Its explainable and_
The court always rules in her favor its...
Emotional but I am a man
And showing emotions for us is weakness
I am a witness!
Being a man is a blessing with a curse
A lonely road that we didn't choose for us.

* Dreamer*
*The_Lonely_Moon*

*TRAPPED*

Its getting darker
With my hands I crawl and touch
The cold cold walls
How long they go
I know not
It feels like forever
That's how long I've been here,
Its not a tunnel its a room!
How I got here I don't know!
I search for a window or a door
But nothing!! I can't see nothing!
Guess I am trapped
And there is no way out,
So I wonder why I still try
Hitting the walls I bleed
Screaming for help!
And the only answer I get...
Is the echo of my voice
Screaming back at me,
And I don't know why I still fight
Hoping one day I will find a way_
Out of here, maybe...

* Moon*
* Dreamer*

I fell in love with a liar,
Now I wonder if she loves...
Or if she loves me not,
She will say it a dozen times
And I want to believe her so bad
But when am just about to believe
I remember...
She's just a liar
And this love
Might justvbe another of her lies...

*SHE...*

She...
She's a witch
She came and somehow
Managed to conquer my world
Now it evolves around hers_
And I don't understand how
A bloody miracle am now a believer
I was never one mention love and I would shiver
Stingy but she turned me into a giver_
Of my heart I put it in her hands and she...
Goes about the business of breaking it
And I come running to her my only doctor
The pain and the joy
My heart is just a toy
She calls and I obey
To run away I may_
But she...
She's a witch
In control of my world
And I love it I swear I do
It feels so good and hurts so bad
Entangled in this sweet enchantment
I don't wanna break free
I just want her to use me
Until am unusable then she_
Can finish me up
And I will die smiling
She's a witch evil and sweet
And am just her loyal slave.

* Dark Poet*

*Lonely Moon*

Hope...
Is what is keeping us going,
She comes in the morning
As she leaves I come in the evening,
It's like we are worlds apart
Yet she is right here in front of me,
Do you even know how much it hurts?
Millions of years I've been chasing her
And her chasing after me_ hoping
That one day we will finally meet,
It never happens but we're still hoping
During the last eclipse I saw her face!
So bright... So beautiful_ I felt her skin
Against mine we could have kissed_
But damn time was moving so damn fast!
It took her away as I watched
With tears and pain_ she walked_
Away starring back at me with those tears..
Carried by the waves of time
We were moving away from each other
Again! As we have been doing all these years
Oh my sunshine...
For how long should I wait?
Eternity? I will if that's what it takes,
For that day when time will stop
I will walk to where you stand
And finally hold your hand_
I will pull you closer
Your lips on my lips intertwine
And forever you will be mine.

* Dreamer*

*The River Me*

A river...
Naturally I'm very imperfect
With all the unexpected turnings
The rocky parts of my life
Makes my smooth flow into rapids
And sometimes when I make a wrong turn
I fight my way back to my course
One thing is sure though
You can't stop me I endure all
The long draughts and the windy storms
They will come and pass with passing seasons
I'm here still! For a greater course
You may think I'm gone but no!
I come back with a greater force
Try to close me in I create my way
Try to block me I'll move around
I face my fears head on!
I fall and rise and move on
I'm literally unstoppable
I go on and on never will you see me turn back
There is beauty in my imperfections
I'm a mighty river
You can't stand against me.

* Dreamer*
* *

*My Sweet Cook*

I don't know where she learnt these things
She's a cook and good at it
She makes the soup_ oh its so tasty
The meat am served while its still hot
No dry fry she makes it wet
Add some little cream and its so damn sweet!
She feeds me everyday anytime
What a generous soul...
When I sleep I dream of the meat
And when I wake I eat it
She makes sure my stomach is full
She's my sweet cook
And I'm in love with her tasty meal.
That's why I keep coming back for more.

**

*THE LONELY BIRD*





A bird

I lost my wings on my first battle

With a thousand more to fight

I sit here alone wishing I never tried

My legs tied to my past mistakes

Wonder if am ever going to fight

Or should I just wait for my day?

“I can do this” “I can do this”

I keep telling myself,

Why did I do this?

Self-pitting myself,

I still rise and jump

Ain’t giving up on myself!

It’s way too tough but I’ll fight

Nobody can fight on my behalf,

Screw mistakes, screw regrets

I’ll heal then spread my wings and fly

I’ll rise up and give myself one more try

Because one day the sun will rise and I will tell my problems goodbye.



* Dreamer*

*LET ME KNOW*

I will wrong you
You are not the first one,
I will hurt you
Anyone else can,
And I am sorry if I let you down
I must have tried all I can,
But if its too much…
I’m not a monster
Let me know.

I can never be perfect
Mistakes are a part of me,
My heart I always protect
First from the people who claim they love me,
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I lie,
Sometimes am good
Sometimes am bad,
But if it becomes too much
Just know I am not a monster
Let me know.

* Dreamer*