Elizer Talde Badol

Para sa mga pusong sawi’t nasaktan,
Mga pusong naghihinagpis dahil nasugatan,
Mga pusong sakit at p**t ang siyang tanging laman,
Para sa mga matang luhaan sapagkat may kirot na nararamdaman,
Para sa mga pusong naghihingalo
kahit ang totoo ay wala naman talagang kayo,
TAMA na!
Kalagan na ang sarili sa tali
Na pinipilit mong binibigkis kahit alam mong mali.

I sit and stare at his photos,
Lost in a world of my own,
Captivated by his image,
With no desire to be thrown.

I know that I can do nothing,
But gaze upon his face.
Oh, the joy it brings me,
As I soak in his embrace.

Mga mata'y nakatitig sa malayo
Di maaninag sapagkat lumalabo
San mang dapit ika'y di matanaw
Puso ko ngayo'y lubhang nauuhaw.

25/04/2023 (1:18 am)

I'm struggling with a sense of emptiness and a lack of motivation. The things and people that once brought me happiness no longer hold my interest, and it's really getting to me. I feel helpless because I don't know how to snap out of it, and I feel like I'm just going through the motions without any real purpose. All I can think about is how much I miss the person I used to be. I'm longing to feel like myself again.

felt a lil melancholy
yeah, totally discouraged!
all things seemed futile
thus, I have lost interest
just like a dead duck...