Jessica's VGS journey

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Hey there 👋 I know it's been a while since I've posted on here. More or less because I get so busy but I also had a bit of a plateau for a while. 😫 Which isn't a big deal, it happens.
I feel like my body is kind of where it needs to be or I just need to start working out more lol. I gained a couple pounds & last doctor's appointment I was 226.. Man that shattered me💔💔💔💔 I don't know why, considering I was almost 400 pounds at 1 point but Now I am finally back down to 215 and and I just have 15 to 20 pounds left until I am content Looks like I will be getting a gym membership soon lol. Anyways I wanted to let you know this journey never stops. And I am so proud of the people I have inspired, and I am so proud of the people who have inspired me. We have come so far And should be proud of ourselves.

I fell like alot of my self esteem issues stem from my past. I will always be that big girl that fought with her weight her whole life, who was bullied for being thiccccc not even fat. Middle school a guy won 200 bucks for dating me for 2 months on a dare. That summer I developed an eating disorder and a very unhealthy workout routine that kept me under weight for my body type. Which in result I had 2 knee surgeries in the beginning of high-school due to me then being too "petite" (Dr's words) for the position I played in basketball (post guard)
Over the years I gained the weight back and got to a normal size. Then BAM got pregnant. Lost 20 lbs fist tri due to being sick. Then GAINED 85 to 90 lbs. Then kept Goin. Was I happy? Sure, but with my self, naw. Iv lost nearly over 140lbs and I still see that big chick in the mirror.
Plus I have alot of extra skin.
Needless to say.. I'll try to be better about sharing again. Alot of you relate to this.
And I just wanna let ppl know ur not alone. And I need to remind myself I'm not either. Even though it feels like it sometimes.

Today's weigh in. Good vibes I can knock these next 15 20 lbs off

The current photo taken tonight. 140lbs gone
If I can mann anyone can.

18.8 lbs till I'm at my goal weight

131lbs lost
23 more till I hit my goal.

Only 25 more lbs to lose

123lbs down
31 left to go.

For those of u who care on down 123lbs
31.8 left to go.

Heres my weigh in
Clearly not losing a lb a day anymore but I'm totally okay with this.
34 lbs left

I cant believe I was less than 50lbs away from being 400lbs.
Best thing iv done for myself

I just wanna remind yall that I have to remind myself I WAS 354.5LBS pre op. And that's AFTER the liquid diet I got out on for 2 weeks pre op then another 3 weeks post.
I'm now 235.5 or whatever that scale said and I'm in disbelief. Like in AWH! I have 35lbs left. I hope they come off fast. I'm still trying to be good food wise as always but I need to workout more. And when I mean more I mean start doing it at all. I start then I'm like naw. I need to stay positive.! Help me workout lmao

This mornings weigh in

118lbs down
36 left

117lbs Down
37 lbs to go

I wore jeans

Finally broke the 240s.

Todays weigh in.
(Back in the hallway) my husband and I did a lil experiment and the scale is most accurate in the hallway lmao.
114lbs Down

🚨CONFESSION TIME🚨

okay so I have my scale in my hallway and that's where iv been weighing in. My old scale used to be in my bathroom, but upon breaking it and replacing it with a newer nicer one, iv just left it in the hallway.
Well. Early this morning I weighed and I'm still 242. & Its stayed like this for a lil over a week.. (better then gaining I know) but still a tad discouraged. (I need to workout more) my diet hasn't really changed and I'm still being carb cautious, I'm always trying to stay active and moving. Later today I decided to weigh myself in the bathroom cus the kids were running around now (and I weigh naked lol) so trying to prevent scaring my children for life, I moved my expensive ass new scale that has sat at 242 for over a week now, into my bathroom. (Same type flooring as hall way too) and this thing straight up said 238.6lbs
Ok but in the hallway I was 242... in the bathroom I'm 238?

Ima go with the bathrooms weigh in lmao
But ima be mad if it goes back up tomorrow cus it's some fluke lol.

Its driving me crazy. My whole week has been a disaster everyday felt like a monday and wed I had a massive panic attack in the restroom at work. Sometimes the things I cant control in my life take hold and the things I CAN control like my weightloss take over and then I just see myself as a blob of poo. Literal poo. I know I'm a whole 112 lbs smaller or whatever my scale says today, but I still look in the mirror like why? Why am I like this? Why cant I just be happy? Just be happy with the way i look now? Sure ppl tell me I look great and that I look younger or I'm glowing, but bro, I definitely do not feel that way. Somedays I have enough confidence for a ROOM FULL of ppl but most days I dont understand how i let myself get that bad. Cus now look at what I'm having to do. Dont get it twisted. I should have done it a long time ago. But I just wanna feel and look as happy and good as ppl think I look lol.

Love yall thanks for listening to me bitch for a sec.

Yall. I know 242 is still alot but like I cannnnt Remember the last time I weighed this much.. for years iv avoided a scale.
So this for me is a huge accomplishment.

Just remember when u start feelin down about ur own weightloss journey,, someone out there wants to be your size, prays about it actually. I know because that was me.

Ps. I almost wore jeans today for the first time in years. Key word. Almost.

They were too denim 😂😂
Not enough black.

This mornings pic

The scale dont lie

112 lbs down

How it be

Nuff said

Down another lb.
Down 110lbs
44 left to go 🤙🤙

I posted these on my regular page but not here.

I haven't done a weigh in picture because I haven't lost any weight in the past week. But now I'm down another pound. They said it would slow down so I Guess I am at that point. It's OK I still lost about 10 pounds last month and it's still coming off so I'm still happy😊😊
Aiming for another 10lbs gone over October!

This mornings weigh in
Iv lost 108lbs
Only 46 left to go.