ScorpioWarrior's Fight for Life
A personal blog about my battles with my mental health, addiction, traumatic events, famly, motherhood.
I’m a personal coach of sorts that counseled people who struggle with mental health issues, domestic violence, addiction, unhealthy relationships, and etc.
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She’s not like the others, and he knew it from the first hello.
She was a gentle and soft spirit, her kindness shone brightly through her actions and tender words.
At first, he didn’t know her story, a painful tale of strife and struggle..laden with emotional abuse and hurtful feelings from a hard past.
But the more she came out from behind her walls, the more he could feel the subtle sadness emanate from her soul.
He didn’t know what had broken this beautiful woman, only that he saw a magnificent creature before him that was so deserving of love..and he knew he was the one to give her what she wanted and craved, so he did.
He could feel the doubt in her heart as the little voices of insecurity born of a painful past tried to steal her joy.
She had been alone and forced to be strong-so she didn’t want to trust..especially not depend on someone else.
And all the men she had ever cared about did just what the ones before had done- hurt her and walk away.
She’d always manage to put her broken heart back together, but each time, she grew a little more distrustful, a little more guarded..
Until she found herself distanced and alone, almost unwilling to let anyone in.
So, when he stood before her, trying to take down the walls she had built around herself, she fought back out of fear and mistrust..
But little by little, he kept showing up, kept loving her and making her feel safe.
He saw her demons, felt her pain and just did the most beautiful thing he could do:
He held her closer, loved her harder and helped her see herself through his eyes.
She was only ever used to seeing only her flaws, jagged edges and things she didn’t like about herself.
But as he held her hand, she slowly began to see herself for the amazing soul that she was..
Deep, kind and loving..among so many other wonderful things.
Tears streaming down her face, she turned to him and hugged him fiercely.
Her voice cracked as she spoke softly.
“Thank you for loving me when I needed It most..and for making me feel more beautiful than I ever have before..”
Smiling, he wiped away the tears from her cheeks.
“I will never stop loving you the way you deserve..and I simply showed you who you really are- beautiful, inside and out.”
Nodding emotionally, she felt a smile breaking through the tears as her eyes met his.
He cupped her delicate face between his strong hands and softly kissed her forehead and lips.
“All I ever wanted to do was love you.”
Sobbing happily, she forced her face into his chest and squeezed him tightly.
She didn’t know what she had done to deserve a man like him, but she was thankful in a way she had never known.
This was what peace and love truly felt like, she realized, as she hugged him.
Smiling, that’s when she knew that this was exactly where she wanted to spend the rest of her days.
Home, in his arms, where she had always belonged.
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She knew as a little girl that she wasn’t like the others.
While they were content with simple pleasures, she found her mind wandered to deeper thoughts.
She’d always seen past the simplicity of life- not that she didn’t enjoy the simple things like a warm cup of hot chocolate, a beautiful sunset or a great conversation…
But she always yearned for more.
She was never content with an ordinary existence and a telltale life.
She craved passion, fire and all the emotions that made her feel alive.
Maybe some were okay with regular feelings of satisfaction,
But she would never be one of those people.
She wanted to feel the fire burning in her heart and the passion coursing in her veins.
Whether it was an adventure to somewhere fantastic with someone she loved or just a connection with a deep soul that provoked thoughts and emotions..
She was tireless in her search for the extra in everything.
While her friends were amazed on her ability to adjust, adapt and overcome, she was the one who was always there when they needed her..
Inspiring them, motivating them and pushing them to be better.
Why?
Because that’s just who she was, without apology or permission, she created her world to be one of love, passion and growth.
She would never be one to stand still, be complacent or be content with “as-is.”
She poured herself into loving her people, evolving and growing who she was into a stronger and better person.
True, many didn’t really understand her for her drive to always be seeking more and pursuing growth, but they respected her for the person she had become.
She wasn’t a candle in the wind, she was a roaring flame that wouldn’t be taken lightly, overlooked or disregarded.
She would always be heard, respected and if you were lucky, love you.
That is, if you could handle her passionate fire.
For that is just who she is and will always be…
And she’s worth every moment of the burn.
|ravenwolf
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We all change into someone new when it comes to survival of this world. For example, something bad happens with your boyfriend that he cheats on you. Suddenly the sweet, cheerful, loving and giving soul changes to protect themselves from the heartless di****ad!
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That is a great question for those suffering from any type of PTSD disorder. That is something that I need to find out more!
Everyday is gift to be alive, and one needs to make room for better.
To allow the past to hold on to you, not allowing you to enjoy the present is like being handicapped. Letting go is the only way to grow into the person that you are meant to be. Why hold on to something that brings you pain, and NOT happiness?!
I’ve been stuck in this place for so long, I don’t even remember what it was like without all the memories of us always flooding my mind.
When I lie in bed at night, with the silence of the world cloaking me in a serene quiet, that’s when it’s the worst.
My mind rushes though the thoughts of us- the happy, the sad and the things that tore us apart.
It seems fresh to me, even though it’s been quite some time.
I just can’t seem to move on..I don’t know how to make the pain of our split go away.
Every night, whenever I have time alone, my mind goes to you.
I can’t heal because I don’t know how to let go.
My friends are so wonderful, being there for me as I fight the demons of our failed relationship, but they can’t go there for me..
They can’t bring me out of the haunted hurt of times gone by.
So, as I lie here, holding onto the memories and the feelings, continuing to replay it in my head..that’s when a calm settles over me and I close my eyes and take a deep breath with a harsh realization:
I can’t move forward if I’m stuck in the past.
The baggage from us is weighing on me so heavily, I need to let it go and find a way to breathe again.
I know it won’t be easy and it’s going to be a journey, but it’s one that I must make, somehow.
Continuing to fixate on us and what went wrong, right and all the stuff in between is only hurting me more.
I can’t take these feelings anymore, so I’m going to dig deep and start taking baby steps away from the thoughts that have shackled my heart and soul for so long.
It’s time to turn the page and start a new chapter.
Thinking about the past won’t change anything and I’m done letting it slowly eat away at me.
I just want to be free from the anguish of a time long gone.
It won’t be easy, it won’t be fast, and it definitely won’t be painless..
But deep down,
I know I can do it.
I have to do it.
I will do it..
I can and will rise again and become stronger, better and wiser.
I’m letting go of what has been so that I can embrace what could be.
I feel the corners of my mouth curl into a smile that I haven’t felt for some time.
That’s when I remembered the most powerful feeling of all:
Hope.
For a better tomorrow, a brighter future,
And most of all, my happiness.
I’ll end up where I need to be..
I always have.
Because now, I can do what I couldn’t before:
Believe, have hope and start over.
|ravenwolf
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Love is such a gift that should be cherished and treasured. There are so many people who take it for granted. A person never should do so
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*You.*
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Yes! Poor kids are stuck with me! Both of you kids have certainly grown for the best. I might have my same issues with pre teen fun age group that I learn a lot from! I love being able to joke around with both of my kids. My son is quite the funny little b**b! He has me laughing at the time that I need it so!
To those who have loved with their hearts for toxic people it’s hard to part from them when you may still have love for them. That goodbye is the hardest but needs to be done.
You could be faraway from the one that has your heart and soul, but still feel connected to them. When you have a supporting foundation in your relationship it helps it to grow in many ways. It helps manage the distance better without putting stress on it. You feel so close to your mate even if they are 6 hours away!
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*As simple as that…*
Read that slowly! It’s so true! I had felt that way!
No it doesn’t make them a hero but a pain in the ass!!
Never let your heavy baggage of the past weigh you down! Live your life with hope and love to the fullest! There are sunshine rays breaking from the clouds! Keep the faith in the Lord and yourself!
Words of wisdom to know about what is emotionally correct behaviors!
Truth
Correct as usual! Some people have the stories all mixed up! Be careful who you trust!
Yes! Toxic people change their victims when the victims find out what the toxic people are doing to make their lives a living hell!
It’s important for your recovery or anything that you do to better yourself..to look back to see how far you came! But don’t look backwards to your past!
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