Tracy straight out of polk county

I know Jay pi**ed that he had to sacrifice Gran to bring me back. I feel so bad!

I tried to sacrifice myself.

I'm not searching for a person! I'm searching for a feeling. I can't describe it, but I know when I find it.

Let them be delusional!
don't save um! They don't want to be saved!

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Mama don't understand me.
She keep think I'm a w***e.
No baby girl!
I'm a pimp 😅
&& we don't love these hoes 😂
And we definitely don't f**k these hoes!

Come on mama 😫
I thought you knew better.

All my ex trying to reach out from the grave 💀

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Trying to explain your s*xual preference to this generation is nearly impossible!

Being a A s*xual woman is so hard in this new generation.

But I do understand the people for me will understand me perfectly.

Happy Mother's Day to every woman!

Being a mother is far beyond convincing a child.
Mothers raise a nation!
Womb- man are creators!
womb-man birth the 🌍!
Womb-man you are amazing!
Womb-man your phenomenal!
Womb-man we love!
We are Womb-man!

One of my siblings told me no one invest in them.
They're in a bad situation.
They recently got into a car crash and their partner stole all their insurance money.
48hr later I gave them 10K.
I told them I don't care what their plans were.
Just give me my money back how I gave it to them by the end of the year.
I even let them use my car. Just had to pay for the payments and insurance.

It's about to be 3 years later.
They haven't paid me back.
And they crashed my car.
I Got them a rental car
And paid out of pocket for the repairs.
I still haven't got my money back and had to pay over 1k for rental and repairs.

I said that to say this. Don't invest in anyone who can invest in themselves.

Follow along on my journey as a first-generation Haitian American woman chasing the American dream while pursuing her purpose.

Music, Love, and heartbreak can be a deadly combination.

If love is a battle field.
Does that mean we are at war?

Voodoo part 1

On our one year anniversary Voodoo beat the ish out of me😩

No one helped. I mean not a soul.
One thing I learned for sure that people and Dundee mind their business.

Bro it was late and his grandma, left before he put his paws 🐾 on me.

It's kinda weird because Voodoo grandma said she left to handle a domestic dispute with Voodoo cousin and her husband.

And next thing I know me and voodoo ended up having our own full blow domestic dispute.

To be continued...

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Been searching for something rare.
Seems like a myth.
Something that will make me face
my deepest fears.
Some say it’s a once in a lifetime time.
I’m just praying I get mine in my lifetime.

What’s love?

Sometimes I sit back and ponder.
Search myself and real try to dive deep.
Is love and being in love the same thing?
If not what’s the difference.
Is true love once in a lifetime.
Or will we be dealt that card more than once?

Do you have to be worthy of love?
or does love make you worthy?

People say love hurts!
But is it love if it’s painful?

When bubba had that Ta**us to my dome
I remember I told him boastfully that I was born to die! I’ve always wanted to meet my maker!
😎
Thank you for finally giving me the chance!

I could see he was taken of guard!


I let him drive cuz I would rather read.
He would drive my whip 🚘
Cuz I only had a learners permit.
He drove and I was his rider...

I was the hustler and he was the provider...

Bubba part 2

Tracy couldn't believe what was going on before her.
This is the second time she had a gun 🔫 pointed at her.
But this time was different.
This was close and intimate.

Thousands of things ran across her mind, but she finally spoke in a cold calculated tone.
" I was born to die" Tracy says as she looks directly in his eyes.

It might sounds crazy but Tracy wanted nothing more than for him to pull the trigger.

June - my first boyfriend
Honey - high school best friend
Voodoo - high school sweet heart
Future - high school best friend
Twan - college best friend
Lexus - my cousin
Benz - high school best friend
Cici - my sissy
Producer - college sweetheart
Tippy - the person who mended me
Carter - the person who destroyed me.
Reffa - Rapper from the city.
Bubba producer from the city.
Baptist - stalker from the bay
Real - youngest elder on my mother side
Juice - my oldest brother my mother side
Jive- my middle brother on my mother side
Salt my little sissy
My vices...

Each of these people changed me for one reason or another.

Bubba came over.
I know I'm stupid. He treated me so badly after we has s*x, but my heart won't let me throw a person away.
So he met me at Cici house 🏠 thats around the corner from where he lives. I wasn't nervous cause I've been around Bubba and we dated before.

Bubba is a club promoter from the City. So basically Bubba has a lil clout and kinda cute with a big ego.

Bubba BMW was parked out side. I walked to the passenger side and got in. Something was off. I spotted the 9mm Bubba was sporting. I'm confused.

I ask Bubba whats up.
Bubba looks at me. I can clearly see something is weighing on em. Bubba pulls of. I'm a little alarmed now. I can see the lust in Bubba's eyes 👀

" Bubba where are you taking me & do you always have a gun"

Tracy " you're going to give me some"

I know you're scared and confused as me....

To be continued

Bubba part 1

Honestly, I don't know where to begin. It's 2021! Last year was tough. It was the year of death and I think everyone can agree. But honestly, I've been losing people well before last year. I guess it started when I lost myself. Logically how does one lose themselves. I guess you lose your soul right, Or is it your mind. I know it's at least one of the two ✌️. I look back.. & I'm betting it was my mind. I'm usually very logical. But I felt like I was a outsider looking 👀 in on some "Get Out" s**t. No matter how hard I tried to break free I kept sinking deeper and deeper, inching closer and closer to transitioning. I was sink in quicksand begging someone to hear my cries. But no one could hear me as they covered me with sand. I was trapped. Gasping for air. Trying to make peace. I could not comprehend why nobody recognized my voice as I screamed..