Jacqueline Courtney Rios

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Oh, I suck, I know I do... I'm going to have time on my hands so my best will be out forward to try to catch up with myself. Hope that's okay?

Totally forgot to post this yesterday!! Please go read it!!

I don't know how to do this... Today started off pretty okay. So I thought. I don't know what happened when I was at dialysis and I'm not really sure if I want to find out...

New post!!! Go read it!!

I will follow you anywhere blindly... So... We've been in the new place for about three weeks now. I wasn't initially going to add photos to this post, like I often don't, but I ...

New blog post up!!

I really just don't know what else to do... We've officially moved!! We've been in the new place for about a week and a half and things are actually going pretty well... Except I ha...

See? Something new!! Took me FOREVER to do it and I had to edit the f #$k out of it but it's up!!

I'll be grateful when this is over... I'm sitting in what should be considered the living room of my house but is actually my mother's room. It's the dead center of everything...

This whole trying to find a place to live $ #!+ is ridiculous! I'm writing a ton but just not anything I'm willing to share right now. I'm hoping to make it all make sense one day so I can share it with you! May I ask for you to send me good vibes? I need all the prayers I can get right now!!

https://vocal.media/journal/jax-in-a-box

Post up on vocal!!

Jax In A Box So, I run a shop on Facebook that is basically a dud. I'm trying my best. I've only sold one thing. It was a knit hat and I sold it to my uncle. I'm pretty sure he only bought it because he loves me. It was the best $10 I ever put towards a pack of ci******es that I ever made and spent. I hope I can...

Just so you know...

I'm just trying to figure things out as I go along... I'm not sure about you but I don't honestly feel like I'm the same person twice. I rarely feel like I'm ever staying still, I'm always changing, always learning things, forming new opinions. Many of them have even surprised me, where I'm pretty opened minded I also feel like I'm a bit stuck in my wa...

New poem up!!

Poems Ungrateful I don’t like Feeling like I’m being totally ungrateful But sometimes You’re so like You don’t want to be appreciat...

I'm on a roll...

Might as well put my name on the cover... My mom is in the process of writing a book. Maybe two. I really have no idea whatsoever, I got confused a really long time ago and I stop...

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The kindness of strangers... ...is truly the most amazing thing I have ever experienced in my whole entire life. Lately, especially. My mom set up a Go Fund Me pag...

New blog post! Prepare to be bored!!

New year, new you, nothing ever changes... Happy New Year!! It's been a minute, I know, but I'm hardly bothered since it doesn't seem anyone visits me here but me. Oh well. I am, r...

Click here to support Help with medical bills organized by Irene Bahrami Irene Bahrami Help with medical bills Not so very recently, my daughter went into full kidney failure. As a life long diabetic, we've been very lucky with h

New blog post up! Yes, I'm a loser...

They don't know how I do it... ...and, quite frankly, neither do I. Seriously, though, what choice do I have? It's not like I can make all of my ailments disappear. I wish...

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Motivational speaking and the lack of conversation... I can't honestly say that I have any friends now that I'm an adult. I don't go out. I don't speak to anyone besides my daughter and family. ...

No blog post to announce but at least a status update... I've officially concluded that I can no longer hide or joke about being nuts. I am and it's sad and I'm doing my best to deal and to help me along the way, I got two baby rats to tame!! Pics will go up as soon as I feel comfortable to take them. Off I go to play with them!!

New poem up! Nothing too special. You can read it if you want...

Poems Ungrateful I don’t like Feeling like I’m being totally ungrateful But sometimes You’re so like You don’t want to be appreciat...

The darkness and the light It's a hard life, this one is. There's no denying that it's been one hell of a wild ride. I'd do it all over again. But different. Now, b...

Hello... ...My name is Jacqueline Courtney Rios and I am mortally human. I make mistakes (and have learned from them). I do harm (and have harm done ...

I was honestly going to take this page down. It was on hold for a while. I'm never here (let's be honest). I've decided to keep it up. I've got a few things going on right now that I'm writing about. I'm not sure where it's all going to go but it's coming along. Blog has been happening recently. That's a plus, I guess. I've got a notebook not quite full of poems. I've got a lot of videos on my phone of me talking to myself about things in general that I either have to edit and post on YouTube or transcribe and put up on the blog. I feel the need to take more pictures. I don't know, peeps. I feel like I kinda lost myself, trying to piece myself back together. It's hard to explain. I'll igure it out sooner or later...

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Haunted As I am People laugh at me when I tell them that I’m haunted. They also laugh at me when I tell them that I am so alive serious it isn’t really ...

You will never understand... I honestly don't think you'll ever understand. I'm really not trying to be mean or ungrateful but I really just don't feel like any of yo...

New poem up!! GO READ IT!!

Poems Ungrateful I don’t like Feeling like I’m being totally ungrateful But sometimes You’re so like You don’t want to be appreciate...

New blog post!!

IDK... ... I haven't the slightest idea where I've been lately. I have absolutely no excuse for not being here, I have about three hours EVERY. SIN...

Hey! See? I'm still here!! Please visit my blog to check things out. I'm really trying to get things written up on there to prove that I am actually doing something and I can, kinda, be trustworthy!

Thoughts that catch me off guard sometimes... I'm hoping this side page of my blog will be a place where my story ideas can manifest and possibly, with your help, some to life!! I'm v...

So, I am, in fact, not missing in action. I am over at Jax In A Box trying to build it up and work as well as I possibly can! Of course, I'd love it if you can head on over and take pity on its extremely sorry existence...

Craziness! I swear, only me! I'm writing a blog post that'll hopefully be up soon... I just have to figure out what the hell I was typing while my blood sugar was low!! 🤣😂😅

https://photos.app.goo.gl/3vhUVujFVouLsbe37

Hopefully, this link works! I'm going to keep updating it as I make new hats. And as I figure out how to set something up so I can sell them here. I really do hope I figure this out...

Hats 9 new photos added to shared album

I really am trying to get my life together enough to get some stuff I've been writing ready to post but I can't seem to get myself in a position where I feel like it's worthy. I am, however, knitting up a storm of hats during dialysis. Now, if could only figure out how to post those here to possibly sell and put the proceeds towards my medical bills... That would be so cool! Insurance or not, this craziness is ridiculous!