Every great story Began when somebody decided not to give up
Giving hope to others when you feel like life’s hopeless. That’s inspiration and the Beauty in i
I’d give anything to hear your voice. I miss you so much I never forgave myself for leaving you all alone karma didn’t for get that either because now I’m all alone. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
They doubt you now. But they have no idea. Stay focused stay humbled. We know what’s up right Alex. We sure do John. 💯👑😇💰
Grab your own glass and fill it don’t let your fear destroy you.
Better days (TUPAC RIP)
06/01/2021
Said who? Said you.
08/12/2020
Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble, then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far.
28/11/2020
I saw my daughter on her 17 birthday today. It’s the first time I’ve seen her on her birthday since she was born. Proof that when a person gets off drugs they can do things they never thought they could I love you baby girl. You will always be my baby.
Hold up, let me get my mind right
Let me get my mind right
You know everything is alright
You know everything is all.
Dreams worth more then money. Maybe one day maybe one day. Letting go is something I’ve never been good at depending on the situation. If you don’t know this thing here is about and for you. I’m waiting for you and will continue to wait for you tell death. I don’t know any other way. Love you.
I find it hard for me to follow my dreams 'cause I get caught up in the drama 'till it's harder to breathe
I'm starin' right at my reflection and it's not even me
I got these voices in my head and I can't silence their screams
Just hauntin' my dreams, I wonder if it's only myself
But as I take a look around, I see nobody else
Can't talk about it to my homies 'cause my homies won't help
They'll act like they give a f**k but they don't know how it felt
So I just, keep actin' like it's all okay, this bottled pain has got me feelin' hollow again
Everyday I wake up and it's just makin' me stressed
I take a deep breath, it's not me, maybe it's them
I don't wanna crack a smile, so I'm crackin' a bottle
Look past for the sorrow, I know I won't be happy tomorrow
That's fine, all that really matter to me is right now
So if you're lookin' for me, I'm at home with the lights out
I'm still findin' ways for me to deal with the pain
It makes me wonder if they care if they don't see me again
Nobody wants to hear about so I keep it contained
It takes a lot of late nights for me to see through the rain
Be the change you wish to see in the world.
I found a reason for me. To change who I use to be. A reason to start over new. AND THE REASON IS YOU. for greatness (LeBRON James).
Merry, merry, merry go round
I don't want to see you down
I don't want to see you frown
Merry go round
Look
Summer day
Al and his girl would wake up every summer day
This boy and girl had nothing, they were runaways
So in love that now all they wanted was pain and so it came
Never had a silver spoon present in the past
Now at last, the spoon is present and so the boy wet it
Told her bring him a slab, a cotton swab, and a match
And told her one day they'll fly across the world and have a wedding
Like "baby I have a plan, come with me to this place
Baby give me your hand, now flip it give me a vein
Baby take off your belt, we'll use it as a restraint"
She sees that it starts to melt, he reaches inside a case
Fills the needle with food, flicks the needle with haste
Brings the needle to her, she isn't right in the face
The boy can tell that she's scared, he says "I love you, okay?"
Then shoves it into her arm and says "how the f**k does that taste baby?!"
I know about addiction far too well for it has impacted my life and that of my family..My biggest pet peeve is when people say "you had the perfect life, how could you mess it up like this over alcohol or drugs" or "if you want help you should just ask" or "We've already been down this road before..and that it didn't work last time..." addiction literally consumes your soul and it's all you can think about! No one wakes up one day and says I want to be a he**in, co***ne, or alcohol addict for the rest of my life... So today more than ever, I pray for the healing of addiction for all that are still struggling. There's a personal reason for asking everyone to put this message on their status for at least 1 hour. I know who'll do it! Think of someone you love who has had an addiction or who is trying to fight this evil whether winning or losing. I hope to see continuous efforts towards sobriety & this status on all of my friends walls. Don't share, but copy and paste. My elementary friend Eric Carheart wrote this I believe I kinda of agree. I asked for help a second time and got laughed at pretty much. Was told it’s as easy as just stopping. Ya right.
08/03/2020
Some days are harder then others. To anyone out there that I’ve hurt in my past I want you to know I’m sorry that I hurt you.
I know it hurts sometimes but you’ll get over it you’ll find another life to live I swear that you’ll get over it I know you’re sad and tired you feel you’ve got nothing left to give You’ll find another life to live I swear that you’ll get over it😓😥😓😥
Yeah, I f**k up and lose control
Burned so many bridges, got nowhere to go
Bi***es got these motives like Anna Nicole
I'm smoking ci******es alone until it burn a hole
In my lungs, in my soul, in my denim coat
Same place I'ma keep that knife if I'ma slit my throat
This s**t ugly,
Damn life's been hard since seventeen
I've been through hell, I think I'm somewhere in-between
Caught in purgatory, I could paint the scene
Everything turned to a nightmare from a dream, look
Wish Chanelle and me had spoke, but I can't get that back...tell her I’m a different person and that’s a fact. Seeing you smile is what I need right now it helps me in the hard times and when I’m feeling down. I hope you know you’ll never have to be alone And you can always depend on me to keep ya warm. Wanting someone to think of me or look at me the same way I do you.
Thought of the day. Get up I know your tired I know your body hurts I know you feel empty and I know you ask yourself what’s the point. But giving up is not a option. Big things have small beginnings.
03/01/2020
Giving hope to others when you feel like life’s hopeless. That’s inspiration and the Beauty in it
03/01/2020
Still kinda figuring this page out. Call it what you want. Just want to be inspired and inspire others. Recovery is always good. Anyone that says it’s not is still a slave to what they Hate. 05/07/2015 gone But never forgotten
03/01/2020
My first post on the page I created for reasons that people will understand more in the future. In a world that teaches hate learn to teach some good. Hope is the real reason. Giving hope to others in your time of hopelessness is Inspiration and beauty at its finest.05/07/2015 gone but never Forgotten.