Souls speak

I miss my son more than anyone could possibly understand
Over the years, my world… it became all about that little man
Everything I did, I went through, I endured, I tamed or defeated because & for him.
This pain… it is eternal! It shall never have an end!
I have given my all, I've done the so called "right" things
Yet it's only the saddest of songs that my heart both hears now and sings.
I understand that The Darkness will chase after me
for the rest of my life..
It has no idea… .that that's now the sole source of my light!
Waiting on the day, the time and the place
That I can p**s fully in the devil's face
You have no idea but you have altered the cycle
As you still live in fear of the great Saint Michael
He defeated you, Yes!... but he only threw you down in that pit
To me that's not good enough, I must admit
What I am gonna do to you, to your spirit during this fight
May send me to hell… but that'll be alright!
If my going to this Hades can save others this pain
Then that is a kind of hell I'm willing to entertain
I know that watching you choke to death on who you are
God help me, even if it kills me,it will be worth it by far
To watch you cower in God's bright light
My hands around your neck, your eyes full of fright
I feel like that helpless look in your eyes
Will serve to feed my last desires
When you finally are whimpering, when you choked to death
It's my eyes I want you looking into as you gasp at your last breath
So if you get my soul it will only be
Because I got yours first bitch, you will see
The biggest difference between us
as we simultaneously inhale our last breath
Is that I will use mine to pray for your soul
And I will be smiling peacefully as I face my death!

Why should I respect you
If you refuse to respect yourself
Am I expected to lift you out of your quagmire
Raise you up on some high shelf like an elf

Am I to hold you up on some pedestal
Allow you, with transparency to clearly see me
While you continue to hide your demons
And let them swing freely from tree to tree

It's not me that you got "messed" up
It honestly is yourself
I hope you can put in the effort one day
To be someone's Elf on a shelf!

You may rip away all that's important to me, satan
In these battles that seem to have no end
But as far as this vicious war of yours
At no time did you stand a chance to win

Before you, just a core… wrapped in its scars
Yes! As a man all that's left is a shell
But my soul still basks in the light of God
While you're still burning in eternal hell
🖕🖕🏼🖕🏾🖕🏻🖕🏽🖕🏾

Robert Fava

God's taking all the good ones

All the good ones are being swept up
While us wretches are left behind
To stand in the face of the utter darkness
Of humanities epic, self inflicted decline

The "good" are spared from living
Through the evil just around the bend
While the rest are left to fight the coming war
Though it is foretold we can never win

Lord I beg of you protect me in battle
Give me strength to endure the pain
Grant me the fortitude to make it long enough
That my eyes see You on this earth again.

Robert Fava

Oh just think….
how glorious it must be
To be a random leaf
On some majestic tree

Basking in the sunlight
All of your days
Bathed by cool rain
when it comes your way

Just fluttering in a gentle breeze
Or dancing in the wind
Offering shade and shelter
To all who need a friend

No knowledge of hatred
Or what it's like to be betrayed
Never experiencing deception
Or the worries of getting paid

Though it may never feel human love
It will never be crushed by grief
So if you ever send me back to this place
Lord let me be a leaf!

Robert Fava

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I cannot force anyone to perceive me the way I see myself!
That is just not attainable! To try is feutal!
If I am comfortable with who I am myself you will find I don't need anyone else to approve of it!
Authenticity is a beautiful thing! I recommend everyone try it out

I will preamble this with the fact that I DO believe there is a vast difference between women and men! It's infact a mutually beneficial difference.
I hold no disrespect or judgement on those who disagree! I believe all humans deserve respect regardless of their "beliefs"! I simply disagree with your right or mine to enforce our opinions on others! Opinions should only be swayed through the sharing of information... But the sharing of information seems to be a problem for some. So I must ask...

How do transgender people think that Archeologists can reform themselves to your desired terminology?
When we find burial mounds of Indians, tombs of Egyptian mummies archeologists only have the physical evidence in front of them. It is by the structure of the hips we were created with that tell them if they found a male or a female... What other steps are there that we think they should take! There is no record of emotions and feelings for them to test or hypothesis about! They are a science that deals exclusively in factual evidence! How do we change the curriculum of future archeologists to meet the expectations of a transgender archeologist? Seriously?

Many will find out at the gates of heaven. Passive support of abortion, not speaking up for God's children is not going to be "excusable"! I hope I get to be present to hear one of the short discussions! ..... I can hear St Peter now, "So Mr. ________, I see you were raised a Catholic. I see you were involved in your church, you gave to charity, you cared for your fellow man... All great things! But I am looking at your voting record now. I see you voted in a private booth with just you, your morals and your God present. I see that when you voted that 70% of your votes were cast for people that were pro abortion. Yes... I know! So many of you justify it by claiming you voted for a political party instead of the people. Let me clear that up for you before I send you on your way Mr. _______. You voted to give more power to a "party" that Killed God's children. A party that gave more power to a woman's right to choose than your Lord and Savior's right to choose! You voted for a party that actively worked publicly to destroy Judeo-Christian values that your Country was founded on. You voted for a party that worked feverishly to remove all Morals and words of God from schools and public places, a party that went to court to force demonic statues to replace Christian works of art. A party that worked non stop to take away your God given rights and replace them with the rights of darkness, abortion, transgender, homos*xuality, and the love of power and money. God asked us to love our neighbors he never asked us to follow them. You not only used your free will to support darkness. You never once spoke against the evils of your party. You did however fight tooth and nail while filled with hatred against every angel I sent to bring light to it.
See God already gave women the right to choose just not the right to re-choose! He gave you the right to choose too. So here's your ticket. Please board the train car labeled Mr. _______s choices. That way you can get a personalized tour of all the decisions and choices you made which handed your soul to your new Master. Then finally the train will deliver you to your new eternal home where you can enjoy all the darkness you helped spread.

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Truth can not be offensive.... It is simply a delivery of facts! It carries no emotions with it. We receive it with offense when it doesn't match our own perception of reality, and that's okay! It is quite normal. What defines us is how we handle that emotion, it says SO much about us!
Getting up and storming out of a room in a situation like this speaks volumes about the lack of maturity both emotional & intellectual!
It immediately shows that your emotions rule your actions without interference from the brain.
It shows that you yourself find your own argument extremely weak! Otherwise why would you pass up a opportunity to educate someone (especially a large opponent) as to why your position is the correct/more factual one. (If you find your opponents point of view so desperately wrong & offensive then it serves your cause to have them vocalize it as much as possible so that everyone can see how wrong they are!)
This is a developmental problem that is usually worked out by parents & teachers in early childhood. Due to progressivism grip on the school system we have trained our young adults to use emotions instead of critical thinking in the process of making all their decision. Many of them are emotionally disabled!

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As horrible as the story is it is it is wonderful evidence for many discussions about the human experience!

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From discussions about Reality all the way to morals. The list is extensive. Would love to hear thoughts.

Everyone's reality truly is separate and exclusive to them. Society tends to group together (and sub group with overlapping circles) based on these realities that are shared. Oppositely they disagree, argue & fight with those grouped together or singularly with different realities (often/mostly due to a lack of understanding).
The two in this video have a much different reality than most of us. If I had to dissect humans every day... If that became my reality then like everything else with the mere repetition of the work I would become dulled to a sense to the experience. Though, in this case it's probably part of our survival mechanism also, we become dulled to everything we experience especially emotionally. From pain to love..... Everything. What we appreciate and are excited about becomes "normal" and mondaine over time. The pain of loss and grief become bearable in time because it becomes our reality and it is our nature to adjust and adapt to our reality. I don't think the depth of the effects of our choices are understood in any clarity until hindsight. My opinion Totally! Not trying to sell it! Since we are incapable of learning from parables and the shared knowledge of those that came before us we often only fully understand their wisdom once we pass that milestone. The fact that we become numb to our reality makes the choices we make, the realities we choose to enter Omni important! **Warning** outrageous examples to prove the point**
The first time you have to kill something be it a animal and you are hunting or a human in warfare or self defense it is an emotional nightmare usually but by the third time you're able to sleep afterwards. It starts to become "your norm"
The first time you really give of yourself to someone in need out of the kindness of your heart you glow inside. By the third time it's just something you do! It's "normal"
It gives a lot of credence to the thought of hanging out with those that are where you want to be?!?

joe rogan hears the most heart breaking story of boy😯

Though I have put a lot of my poetry here
I started this page as a blog
I am going to say what is on my mind because it needs to be said! Even if on def ears it needs to be said! I will preamble this with yes! I am a Catholic! Please choose not to hold that against me just as I will always choose not to hold your religion, spirituality or lack of it against you! I will make no effort to preach my beliefs to you! I do however believe there is a right and wrong on how we treat our fellow man. A set of moral values that transcends all life and is the foundation that most religions are built on. There are good people and bad people in ALL groups if humans are involved. That includes my Church, your Church, police departments, all religions and groups. Someone has to speak up or we all must admit defeat

What if we all spontaneously decided
To be the person we actually are
No masks, no games, no hidden agendas
I know to some this must sound bizarre

But why? What would we lose exactly
And what would there be to gain
As a society we seem to expect an array of results
While we do the same thing again and again

What would happen if you took the effort
You flaunt in front of camera to be photogenic
And used that effort when In front of your peers
To simply be transparent and authentic

Maybe we would find that it draws to us
The people we actually need in our lives
Just look at what we are getting now
With our insecurities, masks and lies

How many "friends" do you really have
That would march right into hell with you
Watch your back and hold off satans demons
Until you and your battle were through

How many of these "friends" you have
Will hold you to the carpet when your wrong
How many while watching you take the wrong path
Will laugh and play your favorite song

How many friends of yours
Will immediately stop what their doing and come to your aid
How many of these friends could count on you
Though it's rare let's call a spade a spade

When you call yourself a friend
What exactly will you bring to the table
Can I count on you being authentically you
Or are you the fly by night type that's unstable

Robert fava

For what it's worth

I sit by myself in my own little world
Because it's the last place I am safe
Nobody can hurt me here
Or judge me by my mistakes

My mistakes have molded me into who I am
By the way I handled my pain and strife
I would rather die the "good man" I am
Than change to fit this new way of life

Where deception and dishonesty win the day
And there is darkness at every turn
Where manipulation seems to get you paid
But "doing the right thing" always burns

To even those that hurt me the worst
I wish you each the very best
I hope you all eventually find the light
As for me it's time to rest!

Robert Fava

Saving demons

Have you ever gone out of your way to help someone
And then realized you were wrong
That just because someone is suffering
Doesn't mean their not where they belong

What if my help ends their pain too early
Am I stealing a life lesson as it's being learned?
What if the situation I find them struggling through
Is pain which they damn well earned

I see now how their victims must feel
Filled with contempt and utter disdain
As their abuser is not only shielded from repercussions
But lifted into a position to do it again

So they carry on with their life of lies, deceit and manipulation
Using exploitation & degradation to achieve their self-gratification
Viewing their path of devistation fills me with perturbation
For I allowed my good heart to be a demon's sole salvation

Robert Fava

What happened to all the ladies
You just don't see many anymore
Masked women, gold diggers, "F" buddies are everywhere
But nothing worth fighting for

We have altered so many definitions
To fit what we have now come to be
But a lady is born a female, becomes a woman
And she carries herself with dignity

No! She doesn't have to be pure or perfect
She just respects herself and has some class
And you will find no list of men, like many have
That paid her bills to tap her ass

She respects herself and those around her
Because she knows what it's like to be scarred
Her skeletons you will find proudly displayed
Instead of buried deep in her yard

She has had to work hard to become who she is
To build a core she could actually embrace
With all her faults she likes herself so much
She would never allow a mask to hide her face

Not one that will lie to you
Or just tell you what you want to hear
Due to the honor she holds for herself
She will make her expectations clear

Her actions you will see will match her words
So many lack that legitimacy
But what sets her apart from mere women
Is authenticity

She doesn't play head games to get what she wants
Has no need to deceive or manipulate
With confidence she will simply speak her mind
And openly communicate

If you're looking for shallow women just for s*x
It's easier than having a pizza delivered to your door
If you seek intimacy, a real Lady and a relationship
You may need to travel to a foreign shore

Where women continue to be held on pedestals
Where they still protect their dignity from being infected
Where integrity and honor are still strengths not weaknesses
And good men are still respected.

Robert Fava

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Authenticity

There will be things that happen in life
That will, if allowed, lead us astray
There is nothing more important to your core
Than simply being "YOU" every day!
You!..... when times are good
You!.... when times are hard
You even if there are fifty of them
And your alone in some prison yard
The worst thing you can do
Is to set your core on some damn shelf
I would rather fight a thousand men
Than to disappoint myself

Not feelings nor thoughts
There will be no investigation
It's solely through your efforts
That you will reach your destination

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Always too busy chasing your wants
To accept the blessings you so desperately need
You brush right past the very things you pray for
As you mourn the way you constantly bleed

I hope God soon learns how you require your gifts
Your desired color, timing, shape, and size!
Maybe if He adorned it with silver and jewels
Your future happiness could catch your cunning eyes?

But that's just not the way it works
No matter your religious or spiritual beliefs
Rewards are always based your actions
While your feelings are obsolete

Feelings without followed action
Are grandiose ideas we love to mention
Simply put they are goals we plan to give no effort
Otherwise known as our "Good intentions"

They say the road to hell was paved with them
The things we knew where "right" but refused to do
Makes you wonder about the things you know are wrong
Yet with a smile you follow through?

Your ability to keep separate your multiple lives
And relationships based on bills gives me chills
As it exposes the substantial amount of effort you've put in
To honing your darker skills

Yet constantly you mention how you have a good heart
Your thoughts and words are absolutely beautiful, it's true
But they're fleeting sparks that you chose to give no effort
They are not actually a part of you

See we are defined in life by our actions
Not the things we feel or think
Self-perception has only one singular importance
It's in the efforts to grow that it should bring

Rather we live in the darkness or in the light
It takes action from us it's true
The side you choose to give your efforts
Will welcome your soul and you.

Robert Fava 2/23/24

I think I will be gone soon
I've felt it for some time
I've beat the odds so often
But there are hills we just can't climb!

I am actually okay with that
Honestly, I am fine
I only wonder what will be remembered about me
With the passage of father time

I know the road ahead of me
For I know exactly what I've done & what I am due
The larger question, in the words of Norah Jones
Is,"What am I to You"

What will be remembered about me
In the future, both near and the far
How about after my funeral (if you come)
When your alone again in your car

How about five years from now
When someone mentions my name
Will you smile, frown, or feel indifferent
I wonder if my pain was in vain?

The great Norah Jones

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Is it all men you think deserve this treatment
Like their a game for you to play
What happened to you in your past
That allows you to justify evil this way

What did someone do to you
To cause you to enjoy spreading pain
That make you pour your manipulation
And deceitfulness on us like rain

How can you have such a lack of respect
For another human being
And such an inflated ego
That you think your truths can't be seen

How can you have such a lack of concern
For the people for which you say you care
To fill their head and heart with lies
While being so debonair

You always said you needed to do this alone
Make it by yourself for your daughter and you
But the only way you make ends meet every month
Is by excepting the gifts from those you abuse

If one gets out of line you simply get a new one
Which is easy when you're gorgeous & sweet
But this glass house you choose to live in
Will eventually crash down around your pretty feet

The only ones that will ever get hurt
Are you, your daughter and the few that genuinely care
The rest are happy to use you
As their personal concessionaire

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Just Too much,
yet not enough!
Yeah! Well i guess that's me

A man that will give you
absolutely all of himself.
While asking only for your integrity!

But see integrity….
Well, it's hard to come by
So many aren't comfortable in their own shoes

They will lay in the bed
next to you for years
Yet you've never been introduced

The person you've
Been led to believe they are
Doesn't even actually exist.

It's a story to protect the demons
they want to keep instead of slay
You are laying next to a myth

A epic tale
They pass around
Created with just enough truth

So that they can
spit it out naturally
As they are selling it to me and you!

It's a wonderful story!
Don't get me wrong.
Probably exactly who they wish they could be!

Even some of the demons
they tell you about aren't real!
They hide the ones they don't want you to see

If they were authentic
and trying to reach that goal
In absolute solidarity I would stand!

Behind, beside
Infront, if they want
I would fight satan hand to hand

Why does it seem
So impossible difficult
To find a angel ready to really Live

I dream of what it's like
When two souls come together.
Both only wanting to give!?

Why do "Good Guys Finish last"
And when exactly did it become okay?
We see them taken advantage of all the time
Rarely do we have a word to say.

We can all see that kindness is in decline
But we never take anyone to task
We shrug our shoulders as if they should have known better
Because "Good Guys Finish Last"!