Deafhead

THE ONE AND ONLY

It is not what you think it must be
No words can describe, no language suffice
Not of flesh and blood, but pure energy
By it, be enticed, the one and only

A grim future slowly unfolds
As we are shaping it eagerly
We are what consciousness controls
Through the void and the one and only

That which keeps you awake all day and night
Not a memory it is, nor a plight
Of all the fates one could possibly have
This will serve us all well all right

A grim future slowly unfolds
As we are shaping it eagerly
We are what consciousness controls
Through the void and the one and only

You are free to understand it
The way you want and as you please
Bend and change all just as you see fit
The doors are locked, lost are the keys

We may find what we've been looking for
But may not recognize and simply ignore
This is how it's always been, an eternity
Deepens when you look within, a mystery

Feel free to take it all in as it comes
For there is really nothing else to be
Surrounded with a billion billion suns
Forever endowed with endless energy



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The One and Only Deafhead · Song · 2021

AWAY FROM MYSELF

Run, hide and walk away
From your inner tribulations
Give up and put away
All those empty expectations
Stop now and run away
From your lousy proclamations
Let go and do away
With all those dead approximations

Away from my own self
A day for my own self
Away for just a day
A way to find myself

Sit tight and dream away
There is no more consolation
Stand up and break away
From the walls of insulation
Wake up and fly away
From your dreams of desperation
All set now go away
From your wicked destination

Away from our own selves
A day for our own selves
Away for just a day
A way to find ourselves

Away from my own self
A day for my own self
Away for just a day
A way to find myself



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Away From Myself Deafhead · Song · 2021

MISCONCEPTIONS OF A RESTLESS MIND

Misconceptions
Misperceptions
Fire in mind
Liar I find

Self-deceptions
Interceptions
Rewiring mind
Higher mankind

Misconceptions of a restless mind
Day in day out all day and night
Preconceptions were never right
Play along just to sleep tight

Misconnections of a mindless heart
Always tearing itself apart
And in the end fail to restart
Unfinished abstract art

Misdirections of a senseless life
Cutting in and out like a knife
Confusion and sorrow still rife
Pain, pleasure in a strife

Misconstructions of a clueless child
Out in the night and in the wild
At an early age was exiled
With his soul unreconciled

Misconceptions
Misperceptions
Fire in mind
Liar I find

Self-deceptions
Interceptions
Rewiring mind
Higher mankind



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Misconceptions of a Restless Mind Deafhead · Song · 2021

EXPECTATIONS KILL

Remembering myself having read a little book
Bout life and how to live, and how long it all took
Need to go back in time to read it all again
Just to make sure this time I will understand

Understand
Life has to end
Make a stand
On this no man’s land

Had I only known back then that nothing lived forevermore
Choices that not make sense, did only close the door
Unfortunate, but time will only move ahead
Your past, behind; your heart, left full of regret

This is not a drill, my friend
Expectations kill
Mark my words and hear me out
Or lose your mind and will
This is not a joke, my friend
Expectations kill
This is what's life all about
There's nothing to fulfill

Walk your way without a hitch, do not back up in fact
Rougher roads will smoothen out, as long as you're intact
Lose all that is not yours, lighten up baggage weight
Take what's really meant, leave all else, eliminate

Eliminate
All excess weight
Eradicate
This mindless state

A simple existence is what I'm longing for
Too quick the seasons are now giving way to fall
Love, bread and water, and a little room to live
No need for nothing else, ‘cos expectations kill

This is not a drill, my friend
Expectations kill
Mark my words and hear me out
Or lose your mind and will
This is not a joke, my friend
Expectations kill
This is what's life all about
There's nothing to fulfill

Been talking to myself more than I’ve ever did
My past and future and my present, I got rid
What’s left with me is myself and my cluttered mind
Will take care of that too and will leave all behind

This is not a drill, my friend
Expectations kill
Mark my words and hear me out
Or lose your mind and will
This is not a joke, my friend
Expectations kill
This is what's life all about
There's nothing to fulfill



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Expectations Kill Deafhead · Song · 2021

EMPTINESS ETERNAL

Full of pleasure, pain and everything
Down the spiral the mind traverses
Within reach, yet seems to slip away

Pictures taken for remembering
In a life that never reverses
Where nobody can possibly stay

Before long, the neurons misfiring
Are there some other universes
Dying to know all of it one day

Time will tell if we are to survive

Time will flow in one direction
Time will kill any connection
Time will change all our perception
Time will change upon reflection

Try as much as you possibly can
Fill your life with some joy and bliss
To only go back where it all began
In the end there is only emptiness

Find yourself love and live life again
Don't think too much or you will miss
Remember when time's up there's no bargaining
In the end there is only emptiness

Time is here and now and never
Time is then and when and ever
Time is there to make you better
Time will die as well as matter

Try as much as you possibly can
Fill your life with some joy and bliss
To only go back where it all began
In the end there is only emptiness

Find yourself love and live life again
Don't think too much or you will miss
Remember when time's up there's no bargaining
In the end there is only emptiness

Remains
Emptiness remains
Emptiness reigns



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Emptiness Eternal Deafhead · Song · 2021

T-0

Time is running out
And you are not allowed
To go back in time
And redefine
Reshape your past
And make it last

For time is a straight line
And it says: you are mine
Was this a test
You must protest
Living a lie
At time's behest

There won't be another you
For now that's what is true
Some may have misconstrued
And I've been such a fool

All dogmas overruled
And utterly got schooled
Away they will have moved
They will be more confused

Menacing times
Up ahead
Is what there lies
For us instead

Life ain't worthwhile
When not shared
With the like-mindeds
Till the end

And there's nothing more to have
No paradise nor hell
And there's nobody to tell
How to live your life well

Life's been crystallized
Before you've realized
And you'll be back
In other forms
A time attack
And life deforms

An arrow is our time
And if you are not blind
To comprehend
And not pretend
Then maybe you can
Understand

That life's a one way road
A storm-hit tiny boat
Fighting to stay afloat
Meaning has been sought

Unprecedented ages
Forevermore it rages
Inside of our own cages
Keep turning on the pages

Menacing times
Up ahead
Is what there lies
For us instead

Life ain't worthwhile
When not shared
With the like-mindeds
Till the end

-0

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T-0 Deafhead · Song · 2021

LIFE IN A NUTSHELL

Within a speck of dust, a universe contained
Tirelessly giving way to all the things alive
Obey, we all just must, fate left unexplained
Nothing to do or say, but silently connive

Breath in, breath out, and try to be your best
Together all alone, a path not to be rushed
Tiny and nascent doubts are planted and expressed
Allowed just to be grown, before it all got crushed

It's just a sea of time in which we all swim
And never to arrive where we think we belong
The time is now, and yet it all looks too grim
Yet nothing will stop you from going head on

The sun keeps on shining no matter what you do
Until it cannot do, it will have to die too
All past dreams haunting you, success, wealth and all fame
Refusing truth to rule, when all went down the drain

When all is said and done, memories will remain
Even those memories will die away one day
All life will disappear, even happiness and pain
Stars will refuse to shine, an absolute decay

It's just a sea of time in which we all swim
And never to arrive where we think we belong
The time is now, and yet it all looks too grim
Yet nothing will stop you from going head on

So this a little bit is what was planned for you
Empty endings await, that's where we all go to
Nothing new here to see, all plays out just the same
Life in a nutshell, it's just a little game

It's just a sea of time in which we all swim
And never to arrive where we think we belong
The time is now, and yet it all looks too grim
Yet nothing will stop you from going head on



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Life in a Nutshell Deafhead · Song · 2021

VULTURE CULTURE

The vulture has been waiting
Now, so is the middle man
A nascent life is fading
Demise, who knows when

Fear of dying has prevailed
Compassion has been suspended
Out of hand, mankind derailed
All consequently upended

The vulture cannot know, nothing
When man can know it all
A petty prize, so enticing
Let her perish, let her crawl

A simple frame contains the whole
Death, greed, famine, apathy
Hope dies along with the soul
Existence becomes tragedy

The vulture still waits patiently
World is watching, all agape
Death crawling close, silently
Another story to be made

The price is high, fame dissipates
What will be left is truly there
Burden of truth, under its weight
Spirits be crushed, too much to bear

The vulture's me, and you, and us
Remember for eternity
Massive issues to discuss
Before we reach our sanity

Lest not in vain the dead have died
In plain sight lies our destiny
For us to hear a child has cried
He gave his life so we could see

This is a cry and not a song
The vulture eats humanity
Looked away for much too long
A nightmarish insanity

And on and on and on and on
Life cycles, captivity
And we belong and all along
A reoccuring symmetry



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Vulture Culture Deafhead · Song · 2021

FOR NATURE CANNOT BE FOOLED

First man to be ever betrayed
First vice, no headway ever since
First evil to be displayed
Of our wicked ways we're convinced

Poisoned minds and poisoned seas
Maimed everything in between
Constant spreading of disease
Conscience fails to intervene

A dead-end road we're speeding on
Going downhill, eyes wide shut
Compasses lost, minds long gone
A decent life this will be not

Deception's running rampant
Shows no signs of slowing down
Seasons pass, betrayal constant
Winter's here, summer is gone

All is lost on man’s conceit
Ripped apart like cats by dogs
Darkness is on what it feeds
Repeat endless monologues

Fooling ourselves readily
Gaining profit, losing grace
Harrowing mendacity
All done with just a straight face

Of lies and men the story goes
Those can't lie considered fools
Truth held captive, hearts are closed
Wrinkled brains, destruction tools

A culture of deceit embraced
Nonconformists ridiculed
Reality should guide their ways
For nature cannot be fooled

For nature cannot be fooled
No, nature cannot be ruled
Oh, nature cannot be lured



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For Nature Cannot Be Fooled Deafhead · Song · 2021

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No Place to Call Home Deafhead · Song · 2021

EMANCIPATION IMMINENT

Like the mountains, standing tall
Unmoved by nothing and none at all
Stretching across the earth forever
Standing still, no chance to fall

Seasons will pass, times will change
Life comes for you, don't get deranged
Strength, an illusion to shy away
Deal with it, for times are strange

Emancipation so imminent
Psychology so ambivalent
Reality so evident
A universal filament

No friends and no affections to have
Not a single drop of love left to give
What matters most has always been
Right by your side and just within

Emancipation, a winding road
To hell and back, and back and forth
Affinity, the threat to soul
From east to west, to south and north

Emancipation so imminent
Psychology so ambivalent
Reality so evident
A universal filament

Purveyor of all the dreams
Not a friend of mine anymore, it seems
Phantasms filling the nights
On my mind it slowly feeds

Challenge reality and truth
Accept death and give up your youth
A silent bang made all there is
Make a bang yourself, your own sooth



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Emancipation Imminent Deafhead · Song · 2021

AN ESTIMATED VALUE OF LIFE

Billions have roamed the Earth
Not a single one fully understood
Future holds mysteries at bay
All habitants got caught in a loop

While scraping for a living, tormented
Time flew away relentlessly
You took it all without giving, resented
All lost in mankind's reverie

An estimated value of life
Never seemed to grasp
An estimated love for our lives
Man's spirit will not last

An eerie sight fills now your vision
Of unprecedented anxiety
To value life or things, indecision
A turmoil of society

To calculate the value of X
Calculators will not suffice
What you will be left with, at best
Is an estimated value of life

An estimated value of life
Never seemed to grasp
An estimated love for our lives
Man's spirit will not last
No man’s spirit will last



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An Estimated Value of Life Deafhead · Song · 2021

A TIME OF DYSPHORIA

The two of us
Will save the day

It’s me and you
A slave to this day

A slave, no more
Begin to rise

Disguised in flesh
Our souls
Agonized

And will you become bolder
Before you’ve gotten older
And everything you told her
She fell for it big time
She entrusted you her soul
You lived without a spine

And now you try to mend her
Just trying to amend, sir
Look back and see what we were
Our lifestyle’s been a crime

The dark times of dysphoria
She will not be here for ya
Alone you will have to deal
The end will be sublime

Lend your hand
Lend your soul
Don’t pretend
You don’t have a role

Comprehend
Takes its toll
Now transcend
Stand up, take control

She’s the one
Most abused
Come undone
The cries, all refused

Let her go
Let it flow
Mindless games
Now, kill you slow

She’s the one
She is you
She is me
Wake up
She is all



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A Time of Dysphoria Deafhead · Song · 2021

SENTIMENTAL OVERLOAD

I'll be a heartbreak away
When you will be gone astray
I’ll take you in and will keep
So I can use you someday

Sentimental
Breaking all your spirit
An overload
Burning down your soul
Detrimental
All your life you gave it
Long since forebode
Gave your heart a hole

Elemental
In your head I’m drilling
Yet I’m ignored
Can’t you hear me sing
Monumental
Kill yourself for living
Future unfolds
Will make you stop feel

Emotions will die they say
So just be that as it may
You sank already too deep
And I will help you to stay there, forever

Sentimental
Breaking all your spirit
An overload
Burning down your soul
Detrimental
All your life you gave it
Long since forebode
Gave your heart a hole



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Sentimental Overload Deafhead · Song · 2021

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Misconceptions of a Restless Mind by Deafhead Album · 2021 · 14 Songs

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My first solo album is finally here! You can enjoy it on all streaming platforms soon. All songs written, arranged, recorded, engineered, and cover art made by Deafhead.

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Misconceptions of a Restless Mind Deafhead · Album · 2021 · 14 songs.