one day i will stop falling inlove.

ok lang, masaya kahit kaibigan lang.

It's sad that I have been avoiding a super close friend of mine rn for days now because I want that person to realize something, but it seems that we are parting already.

cause i only matter when shes not around.

who will dry your eyes?
when it falls apart.

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.

always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay.

bakit kahit na ikaw ang dahilan ng sakit, ikaw pa rin ang nakakapaghilom sa akin?

luha sa aking mga mata
kailan ba matatapos
gabing may mabigat
na puso kailan ba
magtatapos.

payapa ang gabi
pero hindi ang isip
kailan kaya makakatulog
na hindi mabigat ang puso.

nariyan ka pa ba?
hindi ka na madama.

The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.

11:11

hey guys, i know that only some of you will see this but i just want to share that i made a song today aaaa🤘

ako ay di na lito
alam na saan patungo
di na pipilitin
dapat ng ihinto
alam na ang sasabihin
alam na ang gagawin
di na kikilalanin
mananatilig estranghero.

kamusta ka na?
mukang
nahanap
mo
na yata
ang sarili
mo sa iba.

Kay gulo ng isipan
Ang bigat ng nararamdaman
Kay hirap lumaban
Kay sakit na malaman.

Akala ko ay umaayos na
Akala ko ay naghilom na
Ngunit tila ang mga sugat ay bumabalik
Ang sakit ay mas lalong humahapdi.

Pigil ang bawat pagluha
Pilit ang pag ngiti sa iba
Laging nariyan para sa iba
Ngunit sarili ay nakalimutan na.

sometimes i want someone to know me so well; to the point na alam niya i'm not okay with the things happening in my life lately kahit di ko sinasabi; to comfort me and assure me na all will be alright. i grew up in a non- affectionate household kaya yan yung hinahanap hanap ko, the love i don't have to ask and the comfort i don't need to tell the reason why.

Pero wag mag-alala di na kita gagambalain
Alam ko namang ngayon may kapiling ka nang iba
Tanging hiling ko sayo
Na tuwing umuulan
Maalala mo sanang may
Nagmamahal sayo

-ulan

badly want to kill my self.

i saw art cutting my wrisk
i feel calm when i see blood flowing.

they cant see me sad
because i always show up happy.
they dont dont know that i am suffering
because i choose to keep it in my own
no one knows how much im tired and just want to sleep forever.

when your hearts
suddenly feels heavy but
you dont have anyone to
talk to. so you sit there
crying holding your chest
praying the pain will go away.

the way i value people
makes me wish i had
someone like me in my
life, sometimes I long for
the same appreciation
and understanding i give
others. the way i care,
treat and love the people
around me makes me
hope i could meet
someone exactly like me.

cry cry cry :

In a world still full of life
I see color
In a bit of time cause we deserve better
always and forever when the right one comes
because, part of loving you
is LETTING GO.

i cry
i feel him
i feel lord
i love worship him
i love my comfort zone

gabi na naman
gusto nalang ipikit ang mata
matulog at di na gumising pa
kung sa pagmulat ng aking mata
sakit lamang ang madarama

-m

Everyday
Feels
Exactly the
Same.