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React 😍 if you like the lyrics and share if you want it to be the anthem of our alma mater... Try lang 😂 Set a tune now fellow Veridianians!

VSNI HYMN

Standing proud, praise we bring
Veridianians together we sing
Our voices shall unite
To battle for the right
Soon our paths will part
VSNI, we'll treasure thee within our hearts.

We'll hold and fling thy flag high and bright
The hue maroon and white
Dear VSNI, Hail to thee !
Loyal and proud children we'll ever be!
Fount of wisdom, cradle of dreams
VSNI our second home
A shrine we call our own!

In our wandering far or near
We'll not falter nor fail
Your memory always ours to keep
VSNI, a place where dreams and countless achievers are build!

Soon our paths will part
VSNI, we'll treasure thee within our hearts.
VSNI our second home
A shrine we call our own!

Veridianians please set a tune on this newly composed song for our alma mater! Time changes and so with our hymn! Hahaha


VSNI HYMN

Standing proud, praise we bring
Veridianians together we sing
Our voices shall unite
To battle for the right
Soon our paths will part
VSNI, we'll treasure thee within our hearts.

We'll hold and fling thy flag high and bright
The hue maroon and white
Dear VSNI, Hail to thee !
Loyal and proud children we'll ever be!
Fount of wisdom, cradle of dreams
VSNI our second home
A shrine we call our own!

In our wandering far or near
We'll not falter nor fail
Your memory always ours to keep
VSNI, a place where dreams and countless achievers are build!

Soon our paths will part
VSNI, we'll treasure thee within our hearts.
VSNI our second home
A shrine we call our own!

My goal was to make the best out of my stay in VA. As a member of the family, I feel I was very privileged and honored to be part of their endeavour. I felt like I have the responsibility to make the best out of my remaining days with my students,friends/allies and colleagues especially on the love, trust and compliments that I am getting. Closing for now this beautiful chapter of my two-year journey in VA.

If there has been two great things I’ve learned from these last two years, it would be – patience and professionalism.I’ve been tested these past two years with the toughest times while being able to do beyond what I can possibly offer. But through all those challenges, it has only made me even stronger and inspired to move even further. Let me take this moment then to acknowledge the deep gratitude I have for their many kindnesses and unwavering support during all of the years that I worked with them. I sincerely wish them continued success in all their future endeavors.

On the other rate, hope my students will look over me with pride not because of the companionship that we have shared together, but because of what i have imparted on them, how I’ve managed to overcome whatever obstacles i faced for/with them and bec. I have abled to embody my purpose to teach the young veridianians. I'll definitely miss some if not all of them there!

Remember that there will always be Sir Sejh who will always cherish the memories you've been through all the years! There will always be Sir Sejh who puts a mark on you(yung grade), a person who absolutely appreciates the value in every single of you. That is what I am proud of being your teacher for two academic years. One me makes it a big difference hahaha joke.... Our educational system doesn't require you to be the best, what it does is to do your best! Sir Sejh is officially signing off 😔 😂

I don't exactly know what to feel this time so just read this....
....................................................... ... ...........
We easily met through a simple HI
Yet, we'll soon end up by biding goodbyes!
Leave with a smile rather with a sigh
Try to laugh instead of cry!

Though It pains me well to see you go
Farewell might be for now our foe
No Blasted hopes to hinder you grow
Impediments, allow not to foster-that's what i want you to know!

Keep on accomplishing greatness!
Kudos for your next steps!
Perhaps, there's a space we left behind!
But one thing is for sure, we'll meet again soon!

'goodbye isn't an easy thing! But staying still isn't easier!

Goodluck Veridianians!

To my VEGESTABLE STEWs
(Pinakbet Group)
_from your Vegie Cher

To whom I render this plain and simple poem?
It might be you, who cant admire any resounding gnome.
To the group i want to meet somewhere else, some other time, with my other self.
memries you left neither for me nor for someone else.
Our written fate is in a blank slate
Hope to see it in a present state

The name that i fail not to remember
The same name who i considered stranger
We met somewhere else in centro sur
Batch of the ultimates you are for sure.

Moments with you,'am reading a hundred different books.
stories we made cant be found in simple nooks.
Me to you is nothing but a second choice
Perhaps, i am an option in a silent noise

You took me lands away, left a thing in a cask
Diversed facades in a crooked masks.
Ive seen more blacks than whites
Foresee the future in different paths and heights.

This is the tale no one dares to tell
Story of us in not so distant past.
The old self tries to uphold
Tale of the teacher with a soul so cold.

He lived a million times deadly alive
I want to met you somewhere else
When 'm already with my other self.

I am fed up that's why i made a narrative and expository paragraphs as my rant towards our never ultimate subordinate...

We are living in a democratic country-the republic of the Philippines which connotes that we are free to express our thoughts and feelings towards someone or something. So, at the moment i would like to tell to the one reading this...You do note! let us be who we are, what we want to be and want we want to say...

Don't hinder us from our freedom to express what we feel even just in this page. We know how to manage and contain our emotions by clicking the right buttons and typing the correct words in every post we boost. We know the pros and cons,thus, we fully know about the social media policy. You should know how to consider also. If you think you are brilliant and you have the authority, pls don't think you can always repress and enslave us with your badmouth.

Since, we were given the chance and choice to shout out and allowed to utter words that can hurt others, I suppossed we can also do the same thing if we wanted to but we are not like you. We know our limitations and we should not cross the lines. At times, we were not able to explain ourselves, our sides because you haven't gave us the chance to talk. Instead of talking back we chose to remain silent because we know we cant beat you that way. You are always correct no matter what we do and no matter what the cases are. In our heads, our smiles and silence are the best way to hit you hard and down to your knees. We're already fed up of your attitude but we just cant correct you because we will just look stupid if we do. Even we explain the truth and even if we explain and defend ourselves, you won't able to get it, you wont be able to emphatize with us neither. We are humans and we also need to be respected as the respect you gain because of their fear with your authority. We respected you so we expect that in return but we fail to feel the mutualism many times. We need to be respected, the way we respect you. You may not respect us because you are our immediate superior while we're only your inferiors. Who are we anyways to you,right? But please we beg you to respect us as humans. We have feelings too, we are not robots, we are not perfect either but we always try to be better than what you think we are. We try our very best to be almost to your standards.

We admit that we have shortcomings unlike you who is a perfect epitome of excellence and everything. We have our own different flaws from one another. We have weaknesses just like the rest of our fellows. We are all diversed from each other but if you are talking us like that?? ?I just don't, this is just the start and there are more to come or yet to come. Note: I am just an illeterate person and soon to be professional like you but i don't deserve to be your thrashtalk bin... Be one! 😭😭😭

Tama pa ba, tama kaya kahit maling mali na?
_by 10.00 pesos

Tama pa bang itama
Mga pagkakamaling nagawa?
Tama bang tama na
Mga pasakit na nadarama?
Tama pa bang ipaglaban ka
Kahit alam kong maling mali na?
Tama pa bang ipagpatuloy natin
Kahit alam natin bukas makalawa magwawakas din?
Tama bang sukuan na kita
Dahil ako'y nasasaktan na?
Tama bang habulin ka
Kahit sakin ayaw mo na?
Tama bang umasa
Na sana bukas magiging tayo pa?
Tama bang magpakalayo-layo
Para makalimot sa sakit na dulot mo?
Tama pa bang kumapit
Kahit sobra ng masakit?
Tama bang palayain ka
Kahit na mahal pa kita?
Tama bang bigyan ka ng pangalawang pagkakataon
Kahit na di pa naghihilom itong sakit ng ating kahapon?
Tama bang magpaalam na
O kailangan lang muling mag umpisa?
Tama pa ba kahit maling mali na?
O Mali na kaya tama na?

Adviser ko hero ko

Oo madami akong paburitong g**o sa aming paaralan pero iisa lng ang tanging hinahangaan ko. Sa bawat araw na nakilala kita aking g**o para kang naghaharana ikinekwento mo ang bawat talento na saamin ay nakatago. Nagtiwala ka, oo nagtiwala ka na aming makakaya ang bawat pagsubok na aming madadaanan, hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumapasok sa iyong isip kung bakit mo kami ipinaglalaban, sig**o dahil sa iyong tiwala. Nakita ko ang bawat pag tsatsaga, bawat pawis na papatak at bawat pagpupursige na saamin ay tatak. Salamat Mam sa bawat pag iintende. Mam sainyo namin inaalay ang bawat panalo na aming nakamit at makakamit pa dahil kung hindi dahil sa iyong pagpupursige at pagtitiwala sig**o sa aming pwesto kami ngayo'y wala. Nakita ko kung gaano mo kami kamahal, nakita ko sa iyong mga mata kung paano mo kami ay binibigyan ng halaga. Dahil sa bawat pagsubok ikaw ay laging nandiyan para saamin ,ayaw mong mawala kahit may ibang importante silang pinapagawa.pinanindigan mo nga ang pagiging magulang na laging gumagabay sa bawat gagawin naming hakbang sa buhay , maraming salamat po mam kami ay saludo sa iyo

-Rr

"HINDI DITO, HINDI SA PAGKAKATAONG GANITO"

kaibigan lang kita noon
Kakilala na lang kita ngayon
Eto yung kadalasang nababasa
Sa daan daan ng mga katha
Yun nga din ang nais nitong may akda
Na sana ganun nga

Sa aking balintataw, ikaw'y nakikita
Nakaraan nating puno ng saya't pag-asa
Mga pangakong hanggang sa huli
Mga pangarap na hanggang sa muli
Mauuwi lang pala sa pagkasawi

Matagal kitang mahal hindi mo lang alam
Lihim kung ituring pilit di iparamdam
Dumating ang araw ng pag amin
Ako pala'y mahal mo rin

Ngunit bakit kinabukasan
Bigla mo na lang iniwasan
Sa diwa ko'y trip mo lang
Na ako'y iyong paglaruan

Sana sinabi mong ako sayo'y kaibigan lng
Para di na umasa sa walang hanggan
Mali dahil nagpaloko sayo
Nagmahal ng todo sa maling tao

Masakit ang salitang wala na
Pero mas masakit yung salitang meron.
kang iba
Nasan na ang pangakong tayo lng dalawa
Nasan na yung pangakong ako lng sapat na

Sana inisip mo, mga bagay na pinagsamahan
Mga suliraning ating nalampasan
Mga pagsubok na sabay nating napagtagumpayan
Mga alaala't pangakong sinumpaan
Ganito na lamang ba't ibabaon sa nakaraan
At tuluyan ng wakasan?

Masakit dahil ako'y iyong iniwan
Pinagpalit sa taong sana ako na lng, kahit minsan, d magiging tulad ko kailanman
Okey na sig**o yung minsan may tayo
Kesa sa panaginip lang tayo nagtatagpo

Sana bangungot lang lahat ng ito
Para paggising ko meron pang tayo
aking mga mata,mulat-pikit ko man o hindi
Sa atin wala na yung dati

Mabuti pa ngang marinig na di mo ko kakilala
Yung tipong nagka amnesia ka
Mas maganda kasing isipin na nakalimot ka lang
Dahil maraming panggamot diyan

Mabuti naman sana kung nang-iwan lang
Kesa ganitong lumisang walang paalam
Masakit totoo, yung ating nagtapos na
Pero wala nang sasakit pa sa katotohanang yung taong mahal mo wala na

Kung nasaan ka man ngayon
sana masaya ka parin sa kabila ng ating magulong kahapon
Labis akong nangungulila
Kaya nagawa itong akda
Hindi ito ang ating tadhana
Dahil yung tunay na may TAYO na katha
Ay nasa susunod pa lang na kabanata
Nais kitang makilala sa takdang panahon
Hindi dito, hindi sa pagkakataong ganito.

Fuel

Dapat ba akong maging masaya dahil kaibigan kita? O dapat ba akong maging malungkot dahil kaibigan lang kita?
Oo nga't kaibigan kita pero it doesn't mean na dapat na akong maging masaya dahil kapag naaalala kong hanggang kaibigan lang kita hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng lungkot...
Sabi nila "umamin kana hanggat maaga pa" Paano kung handa na akong sabihin sayo yung totoo, pero natatakot at the same time kinakabahan ako sa maaaring isagot mo. Paano 'pag ganito ang sasabihin ko "gusto kita higit pa sa kaibigan na inaakala mo" natatakot akong marinig sa kung ano man ang isasagot mo like "sorry hindi kita gusto".
Natatakot din akong baka layuan mo ako matapos kong aminin sayo yung totoo.
Bakit kaya may mga taong lumalayo pagkatapos mong umamin? Diba pwede mag stay na lang.Para ka naman kasing ulan bigla bigla na lang dumarating sa oras na di inaasahan.Wala sayo ang mga katangian ng taong hinahanap ko,pero bakit sayo ako tinamaan ng husto tadhana nga naman sobrang mapaglaro.Titiisin ko na lang na makitang kang masaya sa piling niya. Mas pipiliin ko na lang na masaktan ng patago kesa malayo ako sa piling mo.

-Earth

To my advisory class,

A-t first I thought you are just

Q - uiet but dangerous coz a lot of teachers told me so

U-ntil I finally met you as a group,and days goes by

I can slowly see the true colors of each one of you

N-o matter how hard headed and noisy you are sometimes

O-h ! Sweet Aquinians of mine, I LOVE YOU and forever I’ll be fighting for you.

-Mam Sha

Sa lahat ng pag kakamali ko sa buhay ikaw sig**o yung tamang nang yari sa buong buhay ko dahil na kilala kita maliban sa dyos ikaw ang pumapangalawa mas mahal pa kita kesa sa mga magulang ko pero ngayon nag bago na napabago mo ako pero ikaw naman tung nag bago mahirap kang mahalin para sa iba pero sakin napakagaan mong mahalin di ko alam tong nararamdaman ko kahit anong pilit ko sa sarili ko na gusto parin kita hiyang hiya na ako kaya sana ma isip mo na may isang taong nag seryoso sayo kahit dimo sineryoso kahit ginawa molang laruan yung puso nya kasi manhid ka eh pinaparamdam ko na nga sayong mahal kita pero ikaw tong lumalandi sa iba at hindi ako oo malandi ako pero sa mga kalapit lang hindi sa mga di ka close na cnasabi mo pero humihingi parin ako ng paumanhin sayo i love you

#19

Do not ever make your partner feel unworthy. Why? Because she's the one who makes you feel worthy. She's the one who care for you the most. She's the one who wants the best for you. Cherish all the moments that your with her. All of her smiles, laugh and stories. Do not ever get irritated when she's telling stories. Do not even get mad at her when she feel jealous. She just love you so much. Seeing you with another girl or seeing you talking with another girl makes her feel uncomfortable. Even reacting on another girl's picture would hurt them. I know this sounds immature but, don't make your girl feel uncomfortable. Make her feel like your only princess. Make her feel that she's worthy than anyone or anything else. Make her feel the best before she gets unhappy with you.
—Zein

THE WEDDING
_St. Augustine

Not sure if you know this

But when we first met

I got so nervous

I couldn't speak

I'm a bit nervous while slowly walking in this red carpeted aisle; serenading each step I take by my dreamt wedding song. The melody pacifies me from all the memories of the past -- on how I so much desired to have this day once in my life and spend the next day finally waking up in the morning with the man I fell in love.

At the end of this aisle, I know he's there -- seemingly can't wait to hold my hand. His almond eyes which captivated my heart the first time we met will show me the whimper of joy and willingness of him being the one I will spend the rest of my life with.

Few steps more and I'm about to see my man, firmly standing at the edge of this red carpeted aisle wearing his white tuxedo. I glimpse on how he stretch his hand, wanting to finally hold me. I am about to give my hand when .... " Ellaiinnneeeeeeee!!!!!!!"

"Arrrgggghhhhhh!!! MONALISA!!!!" I groan as I compel to close my eyes again and bring back myself to that dream.

":NO NO NO! TAKE ME BACK! TAKE ME BACK PLEASE!" I plead only to get back with a black image as I try to close my eyes over and over again.

"Oh come on Ellaine. That's just a dream! How can you find a man to fall in love with or a man to marry if you're not even in love?" Monalisa stated. She just suddenly came in to my room and already fixing my things.

"I locked my door right before I sleep, how come you suddenly startled me and ruin my wedding?" I whoop but she just rolled her eyes over my pi**ed tone.

"Auntie Aurelia gave a duplicate" she disclosed as she showed me her key -- of my own room.

I just shout my frustrations and pound myself in bed. She's really cruel and always been in contrary to my wedding -- and I wish I didn't even told her about it. She said its just senseless for I don't even have a boyfriend to marry and that what I dreamt is too magical and distorted. I used to hate her every time and she just used upon my hatred at the same time.

"Monalisa, after you clean Aurelia and Anton's room, you wash the dishes okay? I'll just go at the market and buy some fruits and vegetables" Nana Lou speaks to Monalisa.

"Okay Nana" she agreed and went upstairs holding a cleaning apparatus.

Monalisa and Nana Lou are a family. Nana Lou's husband died because of liver cancer. Monalisa was just 7 when she lost his father. That time, Nana Lou didn't know where else to go after she lost her husband. They sell their house so they have money to use for her husband's burial and other expenses that needs to pay as soon as possible. Nana Lou has been with us since I was born. She takes care of me when Mom and Dad were not around. My parents decided to have Nana Lou and her only family which is Monalisa to live with us. At first, Nana Lou was hesitant at my parents offer but when their temporary house was demolished; they got no choice but to accept it.

Their stay in our house went well for they became a family too -- more specially to me. Nana Lou became my second Mom and Monalisa became my bestfriend --and sister.

Monalisa and I grew up together. She's three years older than me but we treated each other as if we're at the same age. I am glad they came into our lives for I don't feel to be alone most of the time. She might be cruel, sarcastic and frank but I know, she only got those attitudes from me. Whenever I was at my darkest days, Monalisa comfort me with her presence and words I never thought she had. She's not showy for her love to someone but when she cares for you even just through little things, you'll know she is.

"Monalisa, do you think Jared could possibly my groom?" Monalisa turn her gaze on me.

"Why do you keep on holding to that dream Ellaine?" She seriously asked.

"It's my dream -- and all of my bones felt it was real." I answered. It seems that she's trying to distinguish what I stated. Monalisa is kind of boyish but a lot of boys are still attracted to her. I can also determine how beautiful she is just seeing her bare face.

"Does all your bones also tried to inform you that before you marry, you should have a boyfriend first?" she express sarcastically.

"That's why I'm asking you about Jared" I replied with an inch of pi**ed tone.

"You're the one who's going to risk yourself Ellaine, not me. I see Jared as a good guy but is being good already enough to marry someone? Your dream may seem magical to you but it was not Ellaine -- for nothing comes easy before you get there. It's not enough that it felt real -- you must experience it and make it real." I don't know but something inside me felt sad for what she said. It scares me for I know for fact that she's right that nothing comes easy before you get there. I have to suffer the REAL consequences before the MAGICAL taste.

"I think you're not telling something to me Monalisa" I suddenly joke and I saw how her cheeks became red.

"Oh come on! You're being secretive this time huh" I tease but she abstracted her attention on cleaning up the table.

"Well, I'll prepare Nana Lou a snack for I think, we have to talk something later" I mockingly stated.

"fine. I let Glenard court me okay, that's it" she squealed.

"Glenard? A guy?" I sarcastically asked making her glared at me all of a sudden.

"What? I was shocked, I thought you're a bisexual" she immediately threw the rag on my face as she walk out, making me chuckle.

"but Glenard sounds cute!" I teasingly shriek at her direction.

Monalisa and I went in different schools. My parents gave her the opportunity to go with me at the same private school but Monalisa declined the offer. She said its too much already that we're living at the same roof and she knows that my school is an expensive university. She went to a public school and she manage to performs well as she excel in both academic and extracurricular.

I know that a lot of guys are admiring Monalisa but as she always disclosed, she's not at school for boys but for a diploma. She didn't entertain those guys that even came in our house and try their whack on showing how they really admired her as she kept on turning down them as soon as possible. --And so I was surprised when she told me about this guy named Glenard. Maybe I missed too much or it's because we're not at the same school so I don't have the chance to meet this guy who captivated my Monalisa's heart.

In that very moment

I found the one and

My life had found its missing piece

I am back -- in this red carpeted aisle -- in the melodious soundtrack of my magical moment. He's there waiting for me. I wander my eyes and cherish the fascinating once in a lifetime moment. This is the exact wedding I've dreamt to have. A kind of one day wherein you'll feel that you are the most beautiful woman could possibly alive -- and that everyone is looking up to you for you are lucky on experiencing a moment where not everyone could possibly have.

He is there -- waiting to be hold. It's been merely distance that I can already saw and hold him back as I choose to suddenly open my eyes.

I felt the tears streaming down my cheeks. I was awake in the middle of the night and choose to ruin my own wedding.

It felt real and magical -- but at the closest distance, I felt an unknown pain. I felt static and drag from the very start of the red carpeted aisle. I try to bring back my dream as I went back to my forty winks but everything became different as I came back.

There goes my heart beating

Cause you are the reason

I'm losing my sleep

Please comeback now

A different song is playing. I am once again at this main start of this red carpeted aisle. They're all looking at me but it felt different on how they try to distinguish every step that I take. Their smiling glory became questionable.

I continue walking and still manage to cherish the moment. This is my wedding -- my special day. Maybe, it became different for I cried and think about the negativity of some things but it can't be ruined. Maybe Monalisa was right that I should find a boyfriend first to have a persuaded man to marry but I can easily find him if I am finally at the edge of this red carpeted aisle and see this Man wearing a white tuxedo. I made my steps a little bit faster as I don't want it to be ruined again. I'm almost at the edge -- he's becoming visible -- I can already hold him - but a vast of blinding light ripped the perfect moment -- once again.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU" I want to scream for my dream was ruined again but my heart melted the moment I heard my parents greetings on me. The happiness in their eyes is evident as they proffer me a cake, waiting me for the candle to blow. I am a bit surprise for I forgot that it's already my 20th birthday. Maybe because I am too preoccupied with my wedding that I forgot that there are still some special days left of me to celebrate in reality.

"Happy birthday Ellaine" Monalisa greet. Nana Lou's beside her who also handed me a simple gift.

"Thank You Nana and Monalisa" I utter as I hug them both.

Maybe, Monalisa is right. It's not enough that it felt real -- you must experience it and make it real. Maybe, I should make that dream as an inspiration to make it happen in reality. Maybe, I need to risk myself in the entire consequences of being in love first -- before it become magical.

*******

"Congratulations Monalisa!" I squealed and excitedly throw myself to hug her.

"Thank You Ellaine" I can see in her eyes how she's so happy right now. It's been 5 years since I last saw her and she matured well and beautiful. I can see how her hidden beautiful features are already highlighted this time. She became more admiring and irresistible. No wonder Glenard is very lucky upon never letting her go.

Since I graduated from college, a tempting opportunity came and I can't just let it go. A famous designer abroad offered me a contract having a chance to work and develop my chosen craft more. It went well for as I extended more years, I had been known as one of the famous designer of all times. I didn't expect all the successful moments in my life. God had given me too much than what I expected that I only deserved.

Its been also 5 years since I've seen Monalisa . We talked through video calls but due to busy schedules, it's just once in a blue moon to have a chance to chitchat with her. --And so I'm sure I missed a lot about her -- more especially on meeting her an hour to be husband who seem still anonymous for me.

"I can't believe you're really getting married Monalisa..but I'm so happy for you" I can't hold back my tears for I am really emotionally happy for her.

"Me too Ellaine" I heard a bit sadness in her tone.

"You seem unsure? Does he only force you?"

"WHAT? NO. No, he didn't force me Ellaine. You're overreacting." She assured me. I saw how she took a deep breath and seem reminiscing something.

"I just can't believe too Ellaine. I'm really getting married in which I never thought could still possibly come. Glenard and I had been through a lot for the past 5 years of being together. There are days when we felt so in love and woke up in the morning sailing in the never-ending sea of heartaches. The drowning pain disheartened our path through the immeasurable promising of horizon. We were doomed from the chicaneries of love and almost failed to beat the entire sophistication. This is what I told you Ellaine; nothing comes easy and always magical. The paradigm of love is sometimes riddled tortuously with a rigid amount of impaired expectations. -- But its all a matter of choice. Our symphony of love had become discordant but as we practiced on how to facilitate the strings of obscurity, we made a different kind of harmony -- it serenades us back from the equanimity of our lost refrain. Our love became stronger because of the things we've been through. I can't explain how I'm happy right now Ellaine. I really can't believe this day will still come." She emotionally stated. I pull her a hug. I can see how she's happy right now. Her tears explain an inconceivable happiness on surviving from all the difficulties of their journey in love.

Monalisa and Glenard are both lucky to have each other. Not all relationships have the chance to be in their state. It's rare to converge with someone who's willing to endure the same amount of bliss and mourning -- someone who'll paddle in the sea of ache and reach the coast of pleasing love with you -- someone who'll never give up easily -- someone like Glenard.

So as long as live I love you

Will have and hold you

You look so beautiful in white

I never forgot that dream. It was still at the very back of my mind and made it as my inspiration for all my successes in life. I went into different places not just to pursue my dream but to hope that maybe, in those places, I could finally find him.

And from now to my very last breath

This day I'll cherish

You look so beautiful in white

I was a bit startled when I arrived. It was the same church -- the same decorations -- the same guests -- and the same song playing. I wanted to run away and sober to a place where no one can see me but here I am -- slowly walking in this red carpeted aisle; serenading by my own dreamt wedding song.

So as long as live I love you

Will have and hold you

You look so beautiful in white

And from now to my very last breath

This day I'll cherish

You look so beautiful in white

I felt the tears slowly streaming down my cheeks. I can't believe that the most awaited day in my life is happening right now -- that my most treasured magical moment is in somebody else's destiny.

My dream became clearly visible. I was wearing a bridesmaids' dress. He was there; my mistaken groom -- smiling and can't seem to marry the woman behind me. He was not even looking at me. His almond eyes were directly towards his bride's direction -- and as I made a look behind, I finally see her wearing my dreamt wedding dress. It's not mine after all, it's my Monalisa's wedding.

There goes my heart beating

Cause you are the reason

I'm losing my sleep

Please comeback now

As a different song was played, all eyes can't resist taking a look on the mesmerizing moment of Monalisa. I saw how the tears slowly stream down from Glenard's captivating almond eyes. I went into different places hoping I can find him yet all this time, he's just with Monalisa. I felt a small pang in my chest because I know, I fell in love with him just the moment I've seen his face -- or I already fell in love with him in my dreams and fell even more right now, that I'm seeing him.

There goes my mind racing

And you are the reason

That I'm still breathing

I'm hopeless now

How can Cupid be so cruel and made me hope into a dream that's not even mine after all? Why did he just let Monalisa dreamt for it? My heart is breaking seeing my dreamt groom marrying someone else. I'm happy for Monalisa that I'm letting myself to feel broken right now and not ruin her wedding.

"hey, I'm sorry but I think you need this." My eyes were only directed to Glenard for me to be startled with someone's presence. The undeniable concern was shown in her eyes as he tries to hand me a handkerchief.

"thanks" I utter and accept his offered hankie.

"Dustine!..you stubborn..go back to your cousins side" an old lady whom I think his Mom speak in a low voice. He twists to give a look at his Mom and look at me again. I noticed how he has the same almond eyes and a bit features of Glenard too. He smiled at me before he went back at Glenard's side -- and because of the small distance, I can clearly see his eyes still laying on me.

I'd climb every mountain

And swim every ocean

Just to be with you

And fix what I've broken

Oh, 'cause I need you to see

That you are the reason

I felt my heart rapidly pounding. Dustine's eyes captivated me and I can't resist the stare he's giving me. I turn to look at Monalisa once again. Her eyes were only directed to Glenard. From their small distance, I can see their wholesome and unbreakable love for each other. Their eyes expresses their beyond measure of enduring a lot of hitches just to taste the utmost magical moment of their lives. They both deserve this day -- they both deserve each other from the very beginning and until the eternal quest of their journey as committed ones.

Cupid gave me the taste of one magical yet suddenly heartbreaking reality. I've come miles away just to have that trance but it's been in a place where settled with boundaries for me to pe*****te. While hearing their vows for each other, I've come to be more inspired rather than lift my concealed heartbreak.

All the abrupt awakening had given me the realization that it was not meant for me. I only strained myself to believe that it is my destiny. It is my mistake that I became dependent enough into something unsure -- but I never regret any single day that I had the chance to dream for somebody else's destiny. It awoke me in reality for me to reach who I am now. I invest my heart to grow hoping to that dream and perhaps, a taste of impairment is needed for the heart to grow better as it learn to finally let go and love once more.

"You may now kiss the bride" the priest stated. He reaches for my hand and placed it in his chest. The rapidly pounding limb inside gave me the satisfaction of his intense love for me. His gentle kisses take me haven of infinite love.

"Congrats Dustine and Ellaine -- I'm so happy for the both of you..more especially to you,Ellaine" I can see the sincerity in Monalisa's eyes. To have someone who's really happy for you is such a rare thing to have. I hug her tight and can't oppose watching her as she carries her little angel she named Maureen and went to her husband. Despite all the enduring of both sorrows and bliss, they're still strongly and lovingly together.

"I love you Ellaine" his rhythm became the void that provides me sparkling entirety. Who would have thought that as I compel to trust that there's still a kind of buried reverie destined for me -- I'm finally rejoicing it in reality. Through Monalisa's wedding, I found my own kind of Glenard. It was been an unexpected providence that a single handkerchief could possibly make two people reach the shore of a promising love.

"I love you more Dustine" I utter and reach for a quick kiss. My dream came true and it became much better than how I expected it to be. Every time I fell asleep and create a different kind of reverie, it is already visible; it is always a dream of spendable lifetime -- only with him.