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It’s today. We will make it through another day. We got this. We can do this. One foot in front of the other, one breath at a time. ♥️

Mornings can be hard. With kids they are exponentially harder. It’s still worth it.
This is kid 2 of 4. I knew she would have Down Syndrome from the moment I took the pregnancy test. Something in my heart just knew.
She is the purest soul I know and I am honored and proud to be her mother.
I am a single mom to her and 3 other kids. I left an absusive marriage to start over and I started a podcast to help others do the same. It doesn’t matter the circumstance. You deserve love, you deserve to feel safe and you deserve to love your kids the way you always dreamed.
is the podcast and it’s available on any streaming platform you listen to podcasts. 🙏🏼♥️

Someone reported an old post of mine. It was a screenshot of a news article about the Taliban and their treatment of women. Now my account is sharpen banned and I’m not allowed to go live. Thanks

Just a Rosie appreciation post. We have the same birthday!! She feels like my actual, literal spirit animal 🥰♥️

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When I get really scared I look at this picture. I was maybe 15 and I remember someone saying “hey! Get over here and take a picture with your mom and grandma.” We were just hanging out, it wasn’t a special day or special moment at the time but looking back now stings.

I wish I understood how special this picture would be one day. How longingly I would wish I could go back to that moment and hug my mama one more time. I loved her so much, looked up to her so much and wanted to be just like her. I originally wanted to have one more child than her and make her proud that I could do it. I wanted to be a “Mama” and have the home base where everyone comes for love, comfort and safety. That’s what she was for all of us. I didn’t realize how much she loved me, I felt like just one of the kids always running around.

Once I realized the struggle a mother goes through. My love and respect for her struck me like the weight of the world. I’m so thankful I had her for the time I did and I trust all the women in my family that came before me are watching, guiding, and showering me with abundance. I’m scared because I’m seeing with my ego eyes but I know the women who came before me wouldn’t lead me astray. Just like the women here they’ve placed in my path tos help keep me going. Thank you for the love and support. ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

To fill you in on life right now I escaped an abusive relationship as a single mother to 4 kids. My car was side swiped while parked and considered a total loss by the insurance company. My landlord also informed me that due to horrible family medical issues they are selling this house and I need to move as soon as possible.

Seems like life is a mess but I’m going to focus on the things that I am thankful for so that as I move forward I do so in confidence remembering all that I do have and all that I am capable of. Rather than moving forward in fear which actually causes you to stand still, like walking in a treadmill, you’re tired but haven’t moved forward.

I like signs like this from the universe. I found it in Mandy’s car randomly and thought I put it away and then last night as I was walking to bed alone with my thoughts I saw it on the floor directly in my path.

Sweet reminders that everything is going to be better than ok as long as my mind’s eye is clear enough to see them.

Wishing you clarity and motivation through abundance 🙏🏼♥️

It’s all good to find your voice and feel safe and create a happy healthy little life. But once you step out of the world you created it let someone into that bubble you realize how much more work there is to be done.

Can I trust MYSELF again? Will I spot the red flags?

Am I still wearing my rose colored glasses? Am I being too naive? Am I being gullible? Is this for real?

It’s super confusing. I don’t know the answers but I’ve stumbled enough along this path, I’m sure I’ll make it the rest of the way. And if I can do it, anyone can. ♥️🙏🏼 ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣