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.This is how I felt today. No need more to explain. This is my 365 day that I lived.

Welcome to your Self-Destruct

I hear you, and you want a way out

Your demons they haunt you

You prey to a higher power

But you never get an answer



You try to medicate yourself

Hoping all will end up well

You make sure a letter is done

Because life is no more fun

Just know you were never the only one



I kneeled and pray that there’s a God above

If there is one, you know what I’m thinking of



Where were you, When I need you most

When I struggled and begged

In your house, you were never the host

So many have paid for your pleasure

I might be only one, but there are others

So let me know in a letter you construct

And address it to Welcome to Self-Destruct



This prison that I feel inside my mind

Creates a hell I can’t leave from

What's used to be easy now is hard

like being seperated from your mom

I know now, your life isn't fair

And it's unfair for someone to compare

Just know that, someone is there for you

And will help you with all you're struggling thru

I now I lay to rest God, this is the end

And put my faith into you my friend

Just know you were never the only one

Where were you, When I need you most

When I struggled and begged

In your house, you were never the host

So many have paid for your pleasure

I might be only one, but there are others

So let me know in a letter you construct

And address it to Welcome to Self-Destruct

Day 2, Babylon is my next sin. I'm an ordained minister, but yet I keep questioning my faith. I want to be there for everyone, but I can't....This was the song that started me back. This is the song that I had in my head and wrote the lyrics. I had the music in my head first and then would go for a cigarette break a sing the first verse.

Babylon

I am the one
The only son
Have you forgotten
I am the host
The holy ghost
That you forsaken

So If you just show me your faith
Your judgement is the one that you made

You nailed me to my cross
And named me as your God
My shoulder had carried your burden
As I was left alone in your garden
I watched you change everything
Created war from nothing
I heard you say that I made this wrong
Well guess what, I'm ready to take on....your Babylon

You wrote a book
To make you feel
So fu***ng important
You keep telling lies
And in your eyes
You blame it all on our Eden

From afar, I've watched you create everything
If only you knew, I was all in vain

I want to put my demons from my songs up front. Life is living with accomplishments and regrets. Some were and still are old battles and some where the opponent who made you a victim refuses to acknowledge the damage he has done to me, and many others. The song "Prey" is for you. Take good care of your significant other, I wish him the best and a speedy recovery. ....You...I want you and I to meet and talk. Just you and I, The video is full of metaphor and make sure you are ready if you accept this! I'm calling you out D.C. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6sIK2KnhH8

Prey

Here's a story that you wrote
might not be in picture
and it's not the one I hoped
Thru many years and tears
I thought I was the only one
And I learned how to cope

I learn to live with myself
Feeling like there was nobody else
All I've ever wanted from you
Was to say that I was telling the truth

How many were all they
That you made them kneel and pray
How many were all they
How many were all they
That you choose to be your prey
How many were all they

Now my story has taken a turn
Regardless how I was burned
My voice is not alone
I've reached out only to find
There were so many others
In them now I feel at home

We are the ones you thought we'd never tell
Of the way that you put us through hell
In the eyes of most you were almost a saint
Our live's paroled, we leave our prison cell

How many were all they
That you made them kneel and pray
How many were all they
How many were all they
That you choose to be your prey
How many were all they

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Well, we are really living in the Twilight Zone. I had the skin graft done 2 Mondays ago and have a cast on my foot and leg. Guess who broke a left foot this past Monday? Hint hint, it wasn't me!

Hi there all my 1 or 2 followers. Tomorrow I'm going for skin graft surgery. I have 3rd degree burn on my right foot and needs to be corrected. 6 - 8 weeks with a cast (plautre en francais). First surgery in 15 years. Wish me luck.

Tomorrow marks the day that I"ve been dreading for awhile. I'm not sure If I'll post this on my regular FB Profile, But I know on my other one I can put what I feel. So tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of of my dad passing away. I am lucky my brother was there because I suffer from alot of issues (mental being in the for front) I never got the time Gaetan did, but at the same time, I could not see him that way and act like all was o.k. For me me, every time I saw him took a few days to get back to so normalsy. A year later, people may think I didn't care, but I did, I cried many times in silence. Telling coworkers (Labatts) that my allergies were killing me, but what was killing me, was knowning my dad wanted to see all of us. When I would hear that he wasn't, my body would freeze. Mon pere etais mon support pour toute questions sauf, empreunter de l'agen, sa c'etais une private phn call a mame. Geatan la fais aussi, so juger moi pas pour sa. Lol Mais j'ai appelelr mon pere pour de l'aide dans nos renovations, et il me disait que j'ai plusieurs chose on the go et je ne serais pas capable d'y aller. Une couple d'heure plutard, Il me demande a quelle heure....et il arrivait within 5 min de l'heure etablits.Pour vous faire rire, j'ai ete un participant de Mr. Moncton, On m'a posser la question "Qui est ton hero.". J'ai repondu mon pere et mere, even though que j'avavais chanter "Holes In My Walls" devant le publique. The song is about a physical abusif dad.....Which he was never to me that way to me. He was a gentil man and to this day, I miss him everyday. To my eyes, he was the greatest man, father and friend. So Thanks to Gaetan, Dianne (mom), Daniel, Ginette, Jean-Marc et Majella.

New lyrics........

Memories that remains

It’s hard for me to say this all to you
Cuz I am frail, and I hope that you will hear
There’s a reason why I never tell the truth
So I kept it all, to my heart, so near

I don’t know what you had expected
Knowing that you are with a rejected

I found home in the darkness
I found shelter in the pain
I have found myself wishing for rain
So it can wash away my sins
For all the memories that remains

It’s all that remains

I tried for a while to change the thing
That would everything be alright
But honestly, you’ve become the death of me
I need to move on and go on living my life

Memories haunt me, they’ve taken my best
But I’m not surrendering…to be like rest

I found home in the darkness
I found shelter in the pain
I have found myself wishing for rain
So it can wash away my sins
For all the memories that remains

It’s all that remains

I'm glad I have this FB page. I can write stuff where I don't fear what poeple will say. This is my personal place. I still struggle with Mathieu Boubreau and my dad. Battling mental issues, which I have been. Know that I put my faith in all you. I found music again aftr 25 year. This is how I feel about everyone that is in my life. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSABKRTtJM8

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I asked a friend of mine to write the music for "Welcome to your self-destruct". He wrote it and I can't wait to hear it. He said it sounds just like Sarah McLaughlin. Thanks Philippe Losier. Today being Bell's let's talk day, the whole song is about mental issues. I will consider this my early b-day gift.

New lyrics.......Welcome to your Self-Destruct



I hear you, and you want a way out

Your demons they haunt you

You prey to a higher power

But you never get an answer



You try to medicate yourself

Hoping all will end up well

You make sure a letter is done

Because life is no more fun

Just know you were never the only one



I kneeled and pray that there’s a God above

If there is one, you know what I’m thinking of



Where were you, When I need you most

When I struggled and begged

In your house, you were never the host

So many have paid for your pleasure

I might be only one, but there are others

So let me know in a letter you construct

And address it to Welcome to Self-Destruct



This prison that I feel inside my mind

Creates a hell I can’t leave from

What's used to be easy now is hard

like being seperated from your mom

I know now, your life isn't fair

And it's unfair for someone to compare

Just know that, someone is there for you

And will help you with all you're struggling thru

I now I lay to rest God, this is the end

And put my faith into you my friend

Just know you were never the only one

Where were you, When I need you most

When I struggled and begged

In your house, you were never the host

So many have paid for your pleasure

I might be only one, but there are others

So let me know in a letter you construct

And address it to Welcome to Self-Destruct

It's now easier to send Julien J Goguen a message.

There is a song that I heard back in High School. I went thru Roch Voisine. Back then in grade 9, it was revevent. But then after ther new year in in 1991, the ByeBye was recorded by Raymond Williams. Always saw him as my 2nd father, Always, But for the last week, this song has come back in my mind. R.I.P.

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Today, I spent the afternoon with a friend of mine. I got a chance to show him my some of my new songs. I had a great time watching him play guitar and he taught me stuff about music that I wasn't aware of. Next time, I'm bringing 1 to 3 more poeple and then, we can jam. Lol Thanks Luc Melanson. Now I have Lynch Mob in my head.

Circle of lies

Here I sit on a parkside bench
watching world go by
I see you walking on your way
in your tower that feeds us lies

I see you looking at a man
who's luck was taken away
A glance was all you gave to him
So it won't affect your day

It's hard to look into someone's eyes
When you're living in a circle of lies
No hand outs, no nothing when you die
When you're living in a circle of lies

You have it made big, living in your estate
while people live by their mistakes
You try to justify how are you a better man
Than the one who needs a helping hand

You have it all, you've got all your money and toys
But do you still have your soul
It's all a game of what you have collected
Things that won't matter when your old

It's hard to look into someone's eyes
When you're living in a circle of lies
No hand outs, no nothing when you die
When you're living in a circle of lies

Babylon

I am the one
The only son
Have you forgotten
I am the host
The holy ghost
That you forsaken

So If you just show me your faith
Your judgement is the one that you made

You nailed me to my cross
And named me as your God
My shoulder had carried your burden
As I was left alone in your garden
I watched you change everything
Created war out of nothing
I heard you say that I made this wrong
Well guess what, I'm ready to take on....your Babylon

You wrote a book
To make you feel
So fu***ng important
You keep telling lies
And in your eyes
You blame it all on Satan

From afar, I've watched you create everything
If only you knew, you did it all in vain

Rise

The time has come to make myself a plan
To show the world just who I am
Through all the struggles and all the let downs
I look at the life that I have finally found

I'm taking a stand to be what I can
For once, I will not let you take me down
My mind has made, me a slave of what
A fool who wears a crown

I WILL RISE
i WILL RISE
I WILL RISE
I WILL RISE

I forgot how I got here
I know that I felt fear
The mind can bring the strong one to their knee
But this time, it's not going to be me

I'm taking a stand to be what I can
For once, I will not let you take me down
My mind has made, me a slave of what
A fool who wears a crown

I WILL RISE
i WILL RISE
I WILL RISE
I WILL RISE

I'm taking a stand because now I understand
What I thought I lost but now it'sf ound
It's time for me to set this all on fire
And watch this MO********ER burn to the ground

Prey

Here's a story that you wrote
might not be in picture
and it's not the one I hoped
Thru many years and tears
I thought I was the only one
And I learned how to cope

I learn to live with myself
Feeling like there was nobody else
All I've ever wanted from you
Was to say that I was telling the truth

How many were all they
That you made them kneel and pray
How many were all they
How many were all they
That you chose to make them your prey
How many were all they

Now my story has taken a turn
Regardless how I was burned
My voice is not alone
I've reached out only to find
There were so many others
In them now I feel at home

We are the ones you thought we'd never tell
Of the way that you put us through hell
In the eyes of most you were almost a saint
Our live's paroled, we leave our prison cell

How many were all they
That you made them kneel and pray
How many were all they
How many were all they
That you chose to make them your prey
How many were all they