Lisa Adams Lloyd

cri de coeur
(cry of the heart 마음의 외침)

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, i wish for you connection, belongingness, + the feeling of overwhelming love where ever you may be.
be well + seize the day!! x LAL
💗 🙏🏻 ☺️ 🧘🏼‍♀️ 💫

cri de coeur
may i ask . . .
have you recently sailed a flag?
perhaps mumbled a wanting prayer?
the universe, possibly you asked
for a meaningful connection with someone —
anyone — a bestie, a lover, maybe a friend?
or late one night with a drink in hand
dared to playfully pose a secret quest
to summon your long lost truelove?
humbling to ask, but
out of the blue . . .
all signs are pointing to you.
+ although inexplicable,
the feeling
overwhelming + persuasive.
arguably a poet, i stand
hat in hand,
lost + weak in the knees.
with frail footing
i feel gathered + tugged
staggering my way
to answer your call
for me

마음의 외침

내가 요청할 수 있습니다 . . .
최근에 깃발을 항해 했습니까?
간절한 기도를 중얼거렸을까?
우주, 아마도 당신은 물었습니다
누군가와의 의미 있는 연결을 위해 —
누구든 — 절친, 애인, 어쩌면 친구?
또는 술을 손에 들고 늦은 밤
감히 장난스럽게 시크릿 퀘스트를
오랫동안 잃어버린 진정한 사랑을 소환하기 위해?
겸손하게 물어보지만
뜻밖에 . . .
모든 표지판이 당신을 가리키고 있습니다.
+ 설명할 수 없지만,
그 기분
압도적 + 설득력.
틀림없이 시인, 나는 서
모자를 손에 들고,
길을 잃다 + 무릎이 약하다.
연약한 발판으로
모이는 느낌+당겨지는 느낌
내 길을 비틀거리며
당신의 부름에 응답하기 위해
나를 위한

mine is a

Happy Saturday!
I hope this finds you well!

There is good in this world. Amidst all the information swirling around us trying to grapple for our attention, I think sometimes it’s easy to forget our place, our purpose and that there is so much greatness going on around us.

Recently, I have really been trying to narrow my attention + intention on the positive ideas + people around me. I find I am so easily drawn into battles, or negativity, trying to fight every single wrong out there in our world.

But every battle is not mine to fight. So I am re-learning to protect the resources that give me balance.

Honestly, that has been a tough lesson for me. I like standing up for the little guy, or the principle — but when I continually work to put out little fires, there is nothing left to chase after the positive.

So, I am working to focus on the positive, not engage in every battle and preserve enough energy + light to keep my own home fires lit. Not only does it feel good, but hopefully I am setting an example + reminder to others to do the same for themselves.

Big leap — then, I pray with my optimistic nature — if we all strive for such a goal, the collectively imagine the change!

There is good in the world. I know it, I see it, I feel it + I want to be an active participant in it.

with love + light, i wish for you the strength to stay positive, to choose your battles wisely, to pay attention to your personal resources and to seek + offer love. be well + seize the day. x LAL 💗 🙏🏻 ☺️ 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️


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home.

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, i wish for you connection, belongingness + the feeling of being home wherever you may be.
be well + remember this is it! the big show — let’s make the best of it!! x LAL
☺️🙏🏻💗💫🧘🏼‍♀️

home.

the fortuneteller’s
prophecy
came true
the moment your smile found my eyes.
your light revealed
my way home
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성역

점쟁이
예언이 이루어졌다
당신의 미소가 내 눈을 찾은 순간.
당신의 빛이 꺼져
집으로 가는 길

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swipe to see the cover I created for Well Versed.

If anyone is interested in purchasing a copy (which includes my poetry + two short stories) they are modestly priced and can be ordered from Amazon with free Prime delivery.

Please note: I do not benefit from your purchase. They are sold by my writer’s guild at near cost.

Happy Friday!
I hope this finds you well!

No matter how hard I try life seems to speed up instead of slow down. I think that is bc there are so many pulls to my attention (but I am working on that in meditation. 😉)
The reason I bring that to the foreground this morning is because I stayed up late last night trying hard to catch up on my writing, reading, responding to email, blah, blah, blah.
But something snagged my attention and down the rabbit hole I went. For nearly two hours I was riveted to the idea that if you stripped everything away — what remains?
Applying philosophical + spiritual concepts to trusted psychological paradigms, (my background is in Psych) which suggests the elimination of thought (+ self) instead of accumulation of ideas (focus on self) . . . It felt like what water must feel to the thirsty.
All these years I have been amassing . . . When maybe the key is shedding . . . ?
But I digress.
— my point this morning was to emphasize the joy of Awe, Discovery + Curiosity!
What elation I found in digging into a new facet of a held belief. It felt like stretching my legs after being on a long flight.
There is still so much wonder in the world, so much out there to inspire us in whatever endeavor pulls us it’s way. I not only encourage you to be the change, the light, the inspiration — but to stay curious! Wasn’t that one of the best things about being a child?
Today, I encourage you to seek something new + novel and trust where it takes you!
With love + light, I wish for you joy + discovery, the wonderful sense of awe found in the ordinary and love. Lots of heart-filling love! Be well + seize the day! x LAL 🙏🏻☺️💗💫🧘🏼‍♀️


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blue dawn.

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, i wish for you a life filled with love, intimacy, kindness, compassion, + connection. be well + please make the best of the day! x LAL
☺️🙏🏻💗💫🧘🏼‍♀️

blue dawn.

a vow of silence
born on the spot
voice stripped, language gone
in their place, love
drifting in waves of ancient
dreams
+ waking rebirth

all around was sea + sky
exhaling secrets
shaping a dewy curtain
whispering wisdom
summoning truth, all the while
enchanting the ghostly light

stirring the fire
of my levitating soul
with body trembling
my mind surrendered
to that cerebral awe
as worship climbed to rapture

for below was a wondrous darkness
from which rose unbroken shades of blue
like a Rothko,
the sunrise diffused
entering the swelling morning mist
until it softened into the untouchable sky
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blue dawn

침묵의 맹세
그 자리에서 태어난
음성이 제거되고 언어가 사라짐
대신 사랑
고대 꿈의 파도에 표류
+ 깨어있는 환생

사방이 바다 + 하늘
내뿜는 비밀
이슬 맺힌 커튼 만들기
속삭이는 지혜
진실을 소환하는 동안
유령 같은 빛을 매혹

불을 휘젓다
떠오르는 내 영혼의
떨리는 몸으로
내 마음은 굴복했어
그 뇌의 경외감에
예배가 황홀경에 이르렀을 때

아래는 경이로운 어둠이었기 때문입니다.
그로부터 끊이지 않는 푸른 색조의 장미
로스코처럼,
일출 확산
부풀어 오른 아침 안개 속으로
만질 수 없는 하늘로 부드러워질 때까지

Happy Thursday!
I hope this finds you well! ☺️🙏🏻

my work continually receives criticism for lengthy exposition + wordy descriptions. (i received another rejection letter for a manuscript i submitted three months ago). apparently my structure isn’t “Hollywood enough.”
guess what? it doesn’t bother me + i have no plan to change but to evolve more into authentic self.
as an empath i relate to the world a little differently than most. i am sensitive to the innuendos,
the Art, the Language, the Spirit that occur in a moment of time.
many times i have explained my memory as being “interpreted emotional snapshots” rather than stoic fact. remembered as how i perceived + related to that moment in time, bc for me — that is the value of my attention.
having explained that, hopefully you can better understand why i use words to buffer my work — so that i can fairly represent what it is i am trying to describe.
now, maybe you aren’t at all interested — fair enough. but my art is more about me lifting my readers into a wonderful transient experience of beauty, art, love + hope. surely, some of us still need that?
so maybe i see the world through rose colored glasses but if that is fine by me, then why try to pry my joy into violence + clanging vulgarity?
well friends, thanks for letting me say my piece. it is my hope + intention to dish up something to inspire you, i hope to keep getting better + not let you down!!
with love + light, i wish you for you to be true to yourself, to follow your dreams + not let anyone else dictate them. i pray that you find strength in your expression + deepen your self-discovery! be well + please remember to seize the day! this is it! fill your life with love, laughter, connection, intimacy + belongingness! x LAL
🙏🏻 ☺️ 💗 💫

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the wild ones

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully, this says it all!
with love + light, i wish for you a life filled with kindness, an “attitude of gratitude,” connection, intimacy, + love. ☺️
be well + make the best of the day! x LAL ☺️🙏🏻💗💫🧘🏼‍♀️

the wild ones.

beneath dark, thundering skies
ablaze + backlit by firebolts
spotted, are the wild ones
to the eye, as if winged
running true,
they shear
the spooling south wind
parting the heath
+ the heather
seemingly mounted
by ghostly rough riders
they buck
whipping their tails behind
dance, do the wild horses dance
then low on the horizon
just beyond
seen are the fit, feral
fiddle-footed ponies
whose manes sweep with the wind
brushing contrary
countering the stormy blue yonder
kicking up dust
in a breakaway stampede
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어둡고 천둥치는 하늘 아래서
어블레이즈 + 파이어볼트 백라이트
많은 야생마가 발견되었습니다.
보는 사람의 눈에는 날개가 달린 것처럼 보입니다.
가위처럼
그들은 키 큰 풀을 베어
바람을 타고 남쪽으로
맞는 것 같다
유령 같은 거친 기수들에 의해
그들은 벅
꼬리를 뒤로 흔든다
춤을 춰라, 야생마들이 춤을 춘다
그런 다음 수평선에 낮은
그 너머에
적합, 야생
보편적인 조랑말
그의 갈기는 바람에 분다
브러싱
폭풍우 치는 푸른 하늘을 마주한
그들은 먼지를 걷어차
부서지는 스탬피드에서

Happy Wednesday!
I hope this finds you well! ☺️ 💗

It looks like we may be in for a bit of rain today. Although I am a self-professed “sun + summer” girl, there is something about a rainy day that conjures romantic notions.

What is it about the comfort we experience when the thunder growls across the sky or crawls deep in the earth beneath our feet?

Somehow there is shelter found, a heightened sense of protection when we cloister inside and look out. The rain summons a sense of nostalgia, rousing memories of past storms when we wrapped ourselves with loving guard.

On Sunday, as we presented our work for Well Versed, I welcomed the booming thunder rolling in the distance. It was a loving reminder that although we season many storms, this, too, will pass and we will be kept safe.

With love + light, I wish for you feelings of connection + well-being. Together we ride out the storms and together we will see another sunny day. Be well + remember, this is it — the big show. Let’s make the best of it!
x LAL 🙏🏻 ☺️ 💗 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️



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awakening clawed dragons.

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, I wish for you a life filled with kindness, an “attitude of gratitude,” connection, intimacy, + love.
be well + make the best of the day! x LAL

awakening clawed dragons.

Just beyond
Latticed paper doors
Tunic-clothed monks
Kneel, bow & scrape
Forehead to ground
In quiet contemplation

Gaining strength
Temple drums echo
b- aum b- aum b- aum
Through the canyon
At dawn

awakening clawed dragons
witnessed by downward flaps
thrusting swirling, dust devils
they lift into the sky
just as the sun swells — wide
toppling the horizon

그 너머에
격자 무늬 종이 문
튜닉을 입은 스님
무릎을 꿇고 활을 긁다
이마를 땅에 대다
조용히 명상하면서

힘을 얻다
사원 드럼 메아리
b- aum b- aum b- aum
협곡을 통해
새벽

각성 클로 드래곤
아래 플랩에 의해 목격
회전하는 소용돌이, 먼지 악마
하늘까지 들어 올리다
태양이 부풀어 오르면 - 넓게
수평선 너머로 흐르는




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Happy Tuesday!
I hope this finds you well! ☺️🙏🏻

I am happy to be back after a modestly crazy weekend! Our writing events went off without a hitch, many showed an interest in our guild, and the launch party was an astounding success!

On a personal note, I felt very honored for my work to be included with many more accomplished, seasoned writers.
In the coming days I will share my contributions, as well as the cover for the anthology which I designed.

With love + light, I wish for you lungs filled with air, heart filled with love, + a soul filled with peace! 💗 Be well, love unsparingly + remember this is it — the big show! Let’s make the best of it!! x LAL
☺️ 💗 🙏🏻 🧘🏼‍♀️ 💫


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that winter, the winds blow.

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully, this says it all.
with love + light, i wish for you connection + a sense of belonging. be well, x LAL
💗 🙏🏻 ☺️ 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️

that winter, the wind blows

it is i, who is
reduced to dust
upon your leave.
scattered,
shattered into a
million shivering
pieces
set adrift in that
cold Winter gale.

authors note: none of my dogs died recently. i wrote this last fall when my beloved st. bernard, Brambly crossed the rainbow bridge.





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Happy Sunday!
I hope this finds you well! ☺️🙏🏻

in a world filled with many distractions, negativity + rushed, brief interactions, i suggest intentionality to combat these waves that have a tendency to wash over our spirit.

what if every morning we woke and made an action plan to slow down just a bit taking time to listen to another, + to look for opportunities to offer kindness, a smile, or even meaningful eye contact? these gifts will not only be gladly received but may just fill your spirit with a sense of purpose + joy. by being responsible for our words, deeds, + actions we can be the change and become the source of inspiration!

with love + light, this morning i wish for you to strive for a life of intention, to deny negavity + for opportunities to lift someone around you. be well, love unsparingly + remember, this is it, the big show! let’s make the best of it!! x LAL ☺️ 🙏🏻 💗 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️

the release

my humble offering for you tonight. hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, i wish for you kindness, an “attitude of gratitude,” and a life filled with connection, intimacy + love.
be well, x LAL 🙏🏻 💗 ☺️ 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️

the release.

the release
of these shoes from my feet
of this belt from my waist
of this bra from my breast
of this heart from my chest
me falling into you
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mine is a
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Happy Saturday night!
I hope this finds you well! ☺️🙏🏻

i had a great day today, mostly spent in the studio working on honing my basic pottery skills. We are already wrapping up our semester, preparing our pots for the kiln.
I learn more than how to center, throw, trim and glaze, tho. Mostly lessons on humility, lol. But I do find great peace when I am working with the clay, whether at the wheel, or constructing from slabs or coils. It feels a very honest, authentic endeavor and i really like that.

I am lucky enough to have a great instructor, — no exaggeration. I am very thankful for him. He is patient and very encouraging. I have just enrolled for another semester — so we will soon see what kind of student I have been!!

One of my favorite artists is Rothko. I was reading about the Rothko Chapel in Houston today and the 14 “black paintings,” having to do with shades of black. The reason I bring this up is — Rothko’s work also teaches lessons in humility — how he could express so much with such brevity? Is that the right word? His abstract rectangles — sorry for oversimplification here, tells legions — for me, it’s all about the space in between and he really demonstrates a masterful understanding in my opinion. My point? Life is revolving construction + deconstruction, art is a great tool to illustrate such fundamental ideas and recognition of that offers first hand experience in humility. There are always those who are the masters, the teachers and some of us, the students. Humility keeps us honest + authentic to our own selves, don’t you think?

With love + light, tonight i wish for you peace to sleep well, humility to help you pursue authenticity and deep, meaningful connections with others. be well + sweet dreams. see you in the morning. x LAL
☺️🙏🏻💗💫🧘🏼‍♀️



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summertide symphony

my humble offering for you this morning! hopefully this says it all!

with love + light, i wish for you kindness, an “attitude of gratitude,” + a life filled with love! be well, x LAL
☺️ 💗 🙏🏻 🧘🏼‍♀️ 💫

summertide symphony

winter stripped memories —
lost + forgot
was the soul awakening raucous harmony
of the trilling frogs
+ the hooting owls
+ the welcoming sweet lyric
of the harrowing howl
of that one lonely wolf . . .
who lives deep in the wood

in the nighttime shade
of midsummer’s swelter
i dance
beneath the moonward gaze
+ dwell in the worship
of the beguiling lure
+ the trumpet submission
of the summertide symphony

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mine is a is yours?

Happy Saturday! ☺️
I hope this finds you well!

Yesterday we reached 90 degree temps for the first time this year and with every degree over 78, I felt Spring’s departure + Summer’s arrival.

For me, these are the halycon days I wait all year for . . . in my bones I am a “summer girl.” More time is spent outside, my anxiety slackens, my breath becomes steady + sure. There is nothing like the warmth of the sun on my face, the wind at my back, the songs of chirping birds, croaking frogs and children’s laughter that fills the air.
Altho, where I live we are fortunate enough to experience 4 hard seasons (and each one brings out something new + loved) it is here, in the cradle of Summer that I am home.

No doubt I will be feeling the heat this weekend. My writing guild will be representing at Art in the Park, + as I mentioned recently, we are having our book launch outdoors (in the afternoon and if I am lucky, I will have the opportunity to read one or two of my pieces that were chosen to be a part of the anthology! Wish me luck!) But I wonder, what better places could I be celebrating life, writing, expression of thoughts and emotions than in the good care of Mother Nature?
with love + light, i wish for you to embrace the moment, seek + offer love, and live your time with confidence! Because, this, my friends, is it! The big show — we have but this time, make the best of it!! be well + love unsparingly! x LAL ☺️ 💗 🙏🏻 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️






mine is a . . . Is yours?
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the lap of the gods.

my humble offering for you this morning! hopefully, this says it all!
with love + light, i wish for you abounding, radiating love!
x LAL 💗🙏🏻 ☺️ 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️

the lap of the gods.

I know of a place
where light meets dark
and shadows shift
beneath the light of the stars
and amongst the quiet
of gradient sound
awaits the lap of the gods
and our desire to be found.
A place of our ancestors
and karmic sum
where destiny drifts
we bang the drums
together we ride
the endless waves
of true love
a nod to our purpose
our egos succumb








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Happy Friday! How can it be? ☺️
I hope this finds you well!

If you swipe you will see two books that I am reading and recommend. The first is written by someone I follow here on Insta. in his memoir, “Skinny Woman in a Straw Hat,” Tran beautifully “recreates the Saigon of his childhood with his leaving for Australia then accidental immigration to the U.S.” Go visit his page - many lovely images - and support writers when possible!

The second, “Care of the Soul,” is an interesting dive, defining the soul + sacredness and how to foster greater depth to the meaningful. We can all use a little of that! 🙏🏻☺️

My family has been in the book business since at least the 1920s. We still own a brick + mortar store downtown, as well as sell in various other locations + online. Mostly we focus on the rare + obscure, but as a whole we are voracious collectors + readers.
So it is easy to understand that books are an in**ed obsession for me. I read as many as 10 at a time . . . the small stacks give me comfort and protection from a busy + booming world! Someday I will post pics up of our store — literally floor to ceiling books!! ❤️

Let me know what you are reading + recommend!

With love + light, I wish for you breakthroughs towards enlightenment. Taking care of the temple, will help take care of the soul! Please remember, this is it ~~ the big show, make the best of it! Be well + love unsparingly! x LAL
💗 🙏🏻 ☺️ 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️


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gallop, my knight
my humble offering for you this morning! hopefully, this says it all!

be well, love unsparingly!
remember this it ~~ the big show! make the best of it! x LAL
💗 ☺️ 🙏🏻 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️

gallop, my night

beneath moon’s soft embrace
in the distance I hear
the howls of my wolves +
of what news the troubadour sings
untied, long + loose
my hair sweeps + cradles
around my shoulders bare
while the voile
round my ankles raptly fans
in the welcomed evening breeze
from the chemin de ronde
the path round my castle’s walls
quietly, I await
the galloping arrival
of my soulmate
upon his steed







mine is a 💗💪🏻

Happy Thursday!
I hope this finds you well!! ☺️🙏🏻

I have many interests . . . my brain continually seeks new + novel entertainment. ☺️

Exercising my mind is a full-time pursuit! Each day I write, read, contemplate, listen to music, + learn something new. (trying to teach myself Korean is my latest endeavor!) As you know, my brain seeks beauty so the chase is nothing less than magical!

But, there is a drawback. Over the last months of Winter, I found myself exercising less. There were many distractions + excuses made . . . I am not pointing any fingers, you understand. ☺️ Everyday I put off working out in lieu of something else.

Recently brought to mind is the idea that my body is the temple of my spirit and while it is great to condition the mind, the body, too, deserves a challenge.
So, this week I am back on the treadmill, back in the pool, back to hiking and vigorously walking my dogs. The ache + fatigue of my body is oddly satisfying. There is also a sense of pride of accomplishment. It just feels good.
with love + light, i wish for you a healthy temple to house your healthy spirit! there is a certain allure to rosy cheeks + confidence! take good care, be well + love unsparingly! remember this is it — the big show! make the best of it!
💗 ☺️ 🙏🏻 🧘🏼‍♀️ 💫 💪🏻💪🏻 📖




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build me a castle
my humble offering for you this morning! hopefully this says it all!

be well, love unsparingly!
remember this is it ~~ the big show! make the best of it!
x LAL💗 ☺️ 🙏🏻 🧘🏼‍♀️ 💫









call for the
master builder + architect
there is work to be done!
a new fortress built
with a deep moat + drawbridge
to protect
what is left of the
crumbs of my heart

mine is a 💗

Happy Wednesday!
I hope this finds you well! 💗

as the vp of my writing guild, i do my best to pitch in + help where i can. our promotion materials were due for an update, so i designed a new logo, business cards, banners, + book cover for our latest release, etc.

this coming weekend my writing guild is participating in Art in the Park + holding our book launch party. so it was little wonder that last evening (while i was on the treadmill getting on run on) a guild member stopped by to pick up the promo materials. unfortunately, the very first words out of her mouth were prickly, her tone critical, a scowl on her face. she voiced disappointment without even opening the materials i had created. i stood there in my foyer bewildered, wondering how this woman had the nerve . . . my first reaction was hurt, followed by feelings of provocation + anger.
when she left i jumped back on the treadmill until the feeling melted away.
following, i decided boundaries were needed with this woman as this wasn’t the first time she had dismissed me + my efforts.
over the last several years i have made multiple efforts to forgive her acrimonious nature + respond to her with overwhelming kindness, which obviously isn’t working. something else was needed. then it dawned on me — no. she owns her behavior, her words, her bitterness — none of that had anything to do with me.
this was another lesson for me to learn to self-preserve + nothing else.
the key to my lesson?
if others express disappointment in you, it is because their expectation isn’t met. it has nothing to do with you (as long as you are earnest in your endeavors 😉). this woman was putting out what she is experiencing inside — none of her testiness had anything to do with me. upon this realization i felt liberated. ☺️🙏🏻

with love + light, i wish for you healthy connections + communication with others. i wish for you to set boundaries when necessary but don’t carry the burden of other people’s baggage. remember this is it -- the big show, make the best of it! be well, love unsparingly! x LAL
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last act.
my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully this says it all!
with love + light, i wish for you abounding, radiating love.
x LAL 💗 ☺️ 🙏🏻 💫 🧘🏼‍♀️



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Happy Memorial Day!
I hope this finds you well!

Today we commemorate the lives of the soldiers and others we have lost. I am filled with gratitude for their service and sacrifice.
Bless those who continue in their wake to ensure our pursuit of life, liberty + freedom. I pray for your health + safety. 💗

with love + light, i wish for you a day of celebration. because of those who have served to protect us we are free to live as we please and seek our happiness. seize the day, my friends! please remember, this is it — the big show, make the best of it!
be well + love unsparingly!
x LAL
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on the road.

my humble offering for you this morning. hopefully, this says it all! be well + remember to seize the day! x LAL 💗☺️🙏🏻💫🧘🏼‍♀️

on the road

sitting beside you in the car
is one of my favorite places to be.
together we laugh, we sing, +
finish each other’s sentences.
and, while we are safe inside,
i watch you concentrate on the world outside.
my favorite moment
comes with the long straight stretches of road
when you take one hand
off the wheel +
slip it into the warmth of my lap.


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Happy Sunday! I hope this finds you well! ☺️🙏🏻

my faith is unbreakable + there is a reason for that. it is not readily explained, + altho i gifted with a sizeable vocabulary, i am still left lacking.

beneath everything —nature, mortality, Beauty, Love, even Life, — a current of spirit exists.

many have tried to label it, describe it, spent their lives trying to capture it. of this current of spirit, i am more confident than hoping the sun will rise. some call it God, some call it energy, the list goes on and on.

i do know it was present in the void, in the dark, before Time, before Light, just waiting for something to grab hold — then when conditions were just right — the universe began + all Matter was sewn with this spirit. (Hopefully one day I will find representation and be able to share with you many ideas + explanations such as the beginning of the universe as i do in one of my manuscripts, In the Garden of the Gods.)

written in our dna is a map of our history + it’s origin but what i am very clumsily working to explain is that it.is.true.

— a spirit persists, regardless of name, of definition, of explanation and it will continue to persist no-matter-what.

That is what we cling to — what we must cling to. In the end, no-matter-what everything will be okay.

if you find yourself doubting, hurting, or filled with desire feel free to bank on my faith + know if your heart everything will work out, everything will be okay.

with love + light, i wish for you to be filled with the confidence of faith + the reassurance that no matter how challenging, painful, or scary life can be sometimes — your energy will be okay. and pls remember, this is it - the big show, make the best of it! be well + love unsparingly! x LAL ☺️🙏🏻💛🧘🏼‍♀️💫