Someone who is no longer here

Indi nako ya mag palapit una takan ko.

Blaming me for something I have not done or did not do is what I hate the most!

PLAY VICTIM GO AHEAD!

Just f**k off kung ayaw mo!

If I want to hurt you, I will hurt you.

You have no idea how much I temper. Do not try me.

Always look at "what of me?" how about what of you.

Why now? why at this time? Must you have that much wrath.

Hmmmm. Drop it and leave it and you don't have to. Drop the ball!

Now matter what I will not make a sound.

There is no point explaining, like it doesnt even matter anyway.

It stays here

I never heard once ..... from you

I guess this is how we fight

The times I keep my mouth shut and whatever seems like nothing when we are fighting. I keep the things in mind... forget it. like it matters now

it is so unfair. You lash out on me and sometimes treat me like a punching bag, yet one thing I do and p**f just gone? I HATE IT HATE HATE HATE IT

Don't let the night turnover like this

Hays ka ano man. May exam pako gani. Ano mas bet mo? tapos ako agad yung hindi kakausapin? Hindi ako love? bwisit na bwisit at na saktan talaga. ano mas be?! oo pero di ko mean nga indi ko bet ang isa. yawa! nakapoy ko ah salamat nalang. Ako pa nag maka awa. punyeta

Please don't leave me.

I was looking forward being with you...

I promise to be more patient. If I fall short of this I will comeback here to mend it back again.

home...

The sky is not the only thing that rains.

Masakit ulo ko.

Do you know what it means to be saved?

What's on your mind?

I guess you're busy

I'm being selfish, I should stop. I did not know though cause well... I got so irritated before I knew let me just put it that way instead.

I'm not someone who holds back. It takes a lot out of me when I do and it pushes me pushes even more when it is something I can not work with.

Just gonna air out something that I feel is unfair, but I know it is not an obligation. Not replying to messages or leaving it to later. 🙃 I reply when I can and not at my convenience.

....

How about just say it straight huh?

Now my blood is boiling and I don't know if I could sleep.

I'm a little upset

Kung ayan ang basehan mo, dapat ka talaga ma walan.

I hope you talk to me later...

Is it too much to ask to be given the chance to fix something when I did something wrong or upset you? It deeply hurts me when you do not say anything at all and leave me like that! Can you at lease give me something like tell me to wait or something’s wrong or I’m upset, then be quiet.

I know it is your way but give me something please! I can not be the only one doing this all the time.

I try and I try just please...

I do not want to be a hypocrite, being angry does not give me the reason or validation to be one. Yet, it is stupid for me to expect that understanding from others.. stupid to even expect...

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