Banshee Wicked

Non è il mio genere
Tu figlio degenere
Parole mai scritte
Sono le f***e
Dentro mura di cenere
Fatte di sconf***e

Non ho mai fatto niente
Degno del mio nome
Ho solo sparso vento
Chiedendomi come

Come si finisce con uno specchio in mano
Delle pasticche, le corde strette
Salvami, tendi la mano

Io non so un c***o della vita
E lei non sa un c***o di me
Il mutuo vuoto negli occhi
Di chi non sa chi è

È mai possibile uscire
Da un'altra stagione
Quando le ossa che trascini
Sono la tua prigione

Non c'è dolcezza
Non ci sono più le margherite
L'unica cosa che ancora splende
Sono le tue ferite

Ti trascini, strascichi
Di una vita giovane e stanca
Quella vita imposta a zero
Dove l'anima manca

Non c'è un perché di queste righe
Non c'è un perché alla vita
O forse è quello di trovare
La fottuta margherita

1, 2, 3, let's burn
불러 불러 우릴 지금 불러

What does emotion mean to you?

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me
On, and on, and on, and on
Love is the red, the rose on your coffin door
What's life like bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor?

Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me
Hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of a serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one, and one, and one, and one

So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want, then fire at will

어둠을 거둘 어둠이 필요해

We're still in the dark, do you feel alive?
흐려지는 mind 내가 날 느끼지 않아
Now it's time to fight, take back my life
나 내가 되는 날 나를 마주해 in this world
희생과 절망, 욕망, 열등감
분노, 후회, 복종, 타락과 불안감
원망과 증오 속에서 타는 애절한
혐오와 존경 그 모든 것들 속에서 자유는 날 수 있는가
I can't take it no morе

Domani un ciclo si chiude con il release party al di Erba.

Scrivere Kintsugi è stata una fatica immensamente grande ma anche una gigantesca soddisfazione. Posso solo sperare che l'entusiasmo che provo nei suoi confronti sia condiviso da voi anche solo un decimo.

Vi aspettiamo letteralmente col cuore in mano e con la grinta che ci contraddistingue.

숙여라 익을수록
입은 놀리지 마라 익을수록
머릴 숙여라 익을수록
너네 잘 배워놔라 익을수록

Give me, give me that, give me
Hit it, bang
Run it, run it, back
난 멋대로 해
내 법대로 play
Disobey

E adesso che te ne sei andato anche tu, mi sento ancora più vuota dentro
Buon viaggio pulcino
2009-2023

You could be my flamingo
'Cause pink is the new kinda lingo

Old house, old dog, old soul.

So some days ago I had some kind of anger crisis and cut my hair on my own

Now I have image issues and I can't look at myself in the mirror 90% of the time

Yeah, these days are quite the mess

Please leave kind words or leave none at all

xoxo
Banshee

I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

I'll be fu**ed up if you can't be right here

And you know that I know that I can't live without you
So, baby, stay

I'll cut everything that doesn't fit in anymore out of my life

벗어날 수도 없어.

Never have I ever cared about genre.

Nor in life, nor about people, nor about music.

Music always fuelled my life. Without music, life would be a mistake, Nietzsche said, and it's true. I know my life would.

has become a huge part of my life as of lately, and their music has soothed the rough edges of it as much as it can. I'm grateful I have them and their music. It makes me a better person and my life a better one. It helps me cope, it makes me smile, it makes me want to fight.

"Thank u for being on my side"

Sei mesi fa cominciavo il mio lento e stupendo percorso nel taekwondo.
Sei mesi fa varcavo la soglia della palestra spaventata ma eccitata dopo due decadi abbondanti di attesa.

Oggi finisce il mio primo semestre, tra dieci giorni il mio primo esame.
Mentirei se dicessi di essere pronta.
Credo che se dicessi di essere pronta, non lo sarei umanamente, mancherebbe l'umiltà necessaria a meritare di vestire la cintura che stai cercando di conquistare.

Sono una testa dura, nel bene e nel male. Il taekwondo fa parte del mio futuro come la musica, me lo sento nelle ossa.

Courtesy 예의
Integrity 염치
Perseverance 인내
Self-Control 극기
Indomitable Spirit 백절 불굴

Ci sono in realtà poche cose che contano veramente nella mia vita.

Affetti a parte, la prima è la musica, e subito dopo viene quell'amore odio per la fatica e il sudore, il dolore ai muscoli e la frustrazione di non essere mai abbastanza per i tuoi standard.

Ma è anche disciplina e divertimento, introspezione e scoperta di sé stessi, rompere sempre nuovi limiti per poi imporne di nuovi.

Il taekwondo in sei mesi mi ha cambiata radicalmente dentro e fuori. Auguro a chiunque di trovare qualcosa che faccia lo stesso.

화이팅 🥋

#태권도 #도복 #태권도도복 #화이팅 #화이팅👊🏻

Thanks to the wonderful girls at I now have new shining hair - and a new eyebrow style 😎

This is because tomorrow me and are going to do something big for the new album... But you ain't gonna see that for a while! It's a secret 🤐🤫

Looking forward to the moment when we can release everything. You are so going to like it, I know it ❤️

If you want to support us, you can find our crowdfunding link for the new album KINTSUGI in my bio 🖤✅

~

It's been a while since my last message here.

I want to focus on what's to come, and though it's still a bit foggy and messy, it seems good things are ahead. I don't feel like it, though.

I need a mindset shift, I'm tired.

I hope you're all doing good. Be safe 🖤

~

빛이 되어주오 Oh Halazia
Oh no 모든 것이 말라가네
We all try but we lose emotion
점점 잃어 감에 익숙해져 가

살아있다는 게 뭔지 느낄 수 없어
난 이 순간에도
한없이 차가운 이 세상을 물들여
빛이 되어주오 Oh Halazia

📸 Tjasa Miketic

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#가수

This is Rosa. She is 15 years young.

Today they told us she has a beginning of senile dementia.
We will always be there for Rosa until the very end which we hope will be in many years yet.

We love you, goofy little 토끼 ❤️

~

#토끼

제발 숨다운 숨을 쉬게 해주오
춤다운 춤을 추게 해주오
꿈다운 꿈을 꾸게 해주고
이 모든 감각을 느끼게 해주오

"Please let me take real breaths
Let me dance a real dance
Let me dream a real dream and
Let me feel all these senses"

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There is absolutely nothing that excites me more than getting a new tattoo.

Design: done.
Session: booked.

Oh, be the light, Halazia.

~

Shadows are fallin' and I'm runnin' out of breath
Keep me in your heart for a while
If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less
Keep me in your heart for a while

BREAKING NEWS!

We will play in Slovenia alongside the mighty HELLCATS 🤘🏻

🔥 BREAKING NEWS 🔥
𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

DAN ROCK ŽENA has been supporting all-female bands since 2015.

This year HELLCATS invited two wonderful all-female bands:

🇮🇹 Wicked Asylum from Milano (Italy)
and
🇷🇸 Replicᴜnts from Belgrade (Serbia)‼️

Get your tickets 🎫 HERE:
https://www.orto-bar.com/dogodki/koncerti/dan-rock-zena/

See you on 11th of March in Orto Bar Ljubljana!

Stay tuned for more info!

First concert of 2023.
First flight since 2019.
First pop concert... ever?

First good note of 2023.
First feeling of excitement.

Thank you, ❤️

These are strange days.

Extreme lows. Some little highs. Very little enthusiasm, in general.

I'm fighting to find myself back. To find my will to spend time, effort and love on the things that used to give me joy and purpose.

Right now, I'm just blank.

Just know I'm doing anything I can to climb out of this black hole.
I'm trying.

I'm tired.

Hey, don't stop 괜찮아 우리
서로를 round and round 돌고 돌아
Hey, don't stop 밤이 새도록
너와 나 막을 수가 없도록
한 템포 쉬어
죽여 더
Wake up, go, go

The first time I fell in love with taekwondo it was 1999. I was playing with my elder brother .mon.roe and I chose to main Hwoarang. I adored the way he moved and letally danced around his opponents.

I asked my parents to join a taekwondo dojang. They said it was "a boys' thing" and dismissed me.

I asked again some years later, they said all the gyms were too distant. I stopped asking them.

Then high school years came, and I had no time for anything. Then university, and we were too broke. Then I landed my first full time job. Too bad it had evening shifts, I couldn't join anything with fixed times. That job lasted almost seven years.

I changed job, but I had just moved into my first house with .edge and we were totally broke. Then I changed it again during the pandemic, but he had the car all the time.

Then 2022 came. I changed job again, I stayed in Florence for 6 months. When I switched office in Cusano, I finally did something for myself and joined the dojang in Bollate.

Today they gave me my dobok. I waited 22 years to wear it. Today I cried, trying it on.

It doesn't matter how much times it takes you. If you have a dream, fight for it until you can finally touch it.

I'm comin' back to you
And I hope you don't mind
That I'm wasting your time

I know you want me too
Even though you're not mine
You got that look in your eye

Come on, tell me where you at, when you back
I won't keep you up, take a nap
A little gasoline and a match

You just like it better when it's cold

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🎃👻🕷️

Last week was tougher than expected. Tougher than I deserved. Among other things, we had to put our sweet cat Haarhus to sleep, at only 8 years old, and it's still breaking my heart. I loved him dearly, my special cat, and the house isn't the same without him. We will get the urn with his ashes soon, so at least he will return home.

What gives me the strength to continue my fight is knowing I will be on stage again with my girls at with and .official on 30th October to get some positive energy flowing back again.

📸 .dvdreporter

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A sweet siblings moment caught by .dvdreporter during Saturday's concert with at 💜🖤

Love ya 💚

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Today is World Mental Health Day.

I don't want to say much, I always end up saying too much.

Just look at my eyes in the photo at the left of the collage. It was taken at the beginning of my month-long stay at the clinic last year.

At the right, my last selfie, snapped at home a couple weeks ago.

Look at my eyes. The light in them. Tell me it's not completely different. I barely recognise myself.

The moral of the story is: ask for help. Before is too late. Ask for help. There is no shame in it. Ask for help. You'll thank yourself for it.

Trust a random sh*thead like me.

-

Kinda difficult times lately. When I'm in Florence, I have troubles sleeping even though I'm already taking my medication for insomnia, and being so far from home the whole week has started taking its toll.

Sure, I have time for studying Korean and listening to music or watch a movie if I like, but I miss home. My spaces, my stuff, my husband, my animals, everything.

I've been living in Florence (except for the weekends) since May, and now it shouldn't be long till this chapter of my work life comes to an end and the Milan office finally opens, but the less there's left to wait, the more it feels heavy.

Lucky for me, next Saturday I'm finally going back on stage to blow off some steam with my girls, and damn I'm going to give it my all.

Just a little update. Not as positive as I'd like, but still.

Stay strong and kind, my friends 🌸

~

My new journey and challenge. I started studying Korean three days ago, using , a website called 90daykorean and at home waiting for me there are three books, one is a Korean grammar book, one is for learning Korean letters and the other is an A1 Korean course, all by Hoepli.

I'm deadset on this. Let's hope I will be as consistent as I am with my fanfiction.
By the way, if you have any Korean music to suggest me, I'm open to any genre. I tried BTS but I didn't like them, right now I'm hooked with GOT7 though.

If any of you have any suggestions on how to study Korean, any podcast, any website or book, also comment or drop me a message! Thank you in advance thanks ❤️

~

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅

𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒆𝒈𝒈
𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆
𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓

I want to give myself a shoutout for once. During the last few months I've been giving myself Hell to work at the top of my form, in a city 300km from home, far from my husband, my furry family, basically all my friends. All in the sake of my job and my career.

I am happy to say it paid off, and I'm officially permanently on board with the company I work for as of last week. I'm happy and satisfied, but I will be truly grateful when I am able to come back home and finally work in Milan as initially intended. You see those bags under my eyes? I fu***ng earned them by working my ass off. You're welcome.

When that will happen, a long-lasting dream of mine will finally come true, one the 9 year old in me is cheering so damn hard for: I will start Taekwondo trainings 😍 I still can't believe it and I can't wait to get started, just a little more patience is needed and I will get there too.

I also got to chapter 43 of a fanfic I started with no hopes nor serious intentions, but I've been constant and people have started to follow me and comment on it, which prides me.

Last but not least, without any diet but just adjusting my eating habits here and there and walking everyday to and from the office, I dropped almost 20kg since last year in October.

I'm sorry if this is long, but these days I've finally been proud of myself and my choices, and I felt like sharing the good for once. I wish the same sensation to everyone who deserves it. ❤️

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I've been feeling like total s**t since yesterday and I developed a fever too (I touched the 39 degrees last night). I fear it might be covid again, I never ever have fever except for that instance, but I tested negative yesterday at the pharmacy.

I bought some home tests for today and tomorrow to monitor the situation, but in the meantime I still feel like s**t. Lol. Everything in my only two free days in the whole week, splendid, just splendid.

Wish me luck folx.

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**kyoucorona **kyouveryverymuch **kcovid19

So, this is my last vacation day before going back to work. These two weeks passed so quickly it's crazy, but they were everything I could ask for: time with .edge and our furry family, especially Nonna Rosa who had her second surgery at the beginning of August, rest, writing, music, and two new tattoos I'm in love with.

We didn't go anywhere because, ehm, money, but I got my day in the pool at my siblings' house and played Tekken 7 with them too. Everything perfect 👌🏻

Hope you had good holidays too! ❤️

~

"You're barely enough for a warm-up.
Yeah, yeah. Shut up already."
-Hwoarang, 'The Blood Talon', Tekken

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Wicked Asylum

Subito dopo il Milady Metal Festival a Mantova sabato 4 maggio, ricordiamo l’appuntamento allo Slaughter Club di Paderno Dugnano!

Domenica 5 Maggio - Wicked Asylum, Five Ways To Nowhere, Null Positiv e Ankor! 🤘🏻

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