Holistic Living of a Hippie Mama

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I have been trying to balance my life internally and externally and thought I had found some like minded people to learn/grow with. I don't think I was right, we might share a belief in the benefit and use of quality essential oils (yes, I do personally believe Young Living has the best) but I don't like the judgemental way I feel everyone connected to that can be. Maybe I'm overly hormonal and need more than my Dragon Time to help with, lol but I appreciate you letting me vent since I've been inconsistent keeping up on here.

So I stopped posting because I let life overwhelm me. I've been putting me life back in order and living a cleaner, simpler life. A few more steps to cut the rest of the toxic pieces out then I can truly move forward.

So many things have happened over the last couple of days that has made me realize the importance of holding onto what you love and clean out what is poisoning your life. I can't say I am able to live a completely holistic life at the moment but I am trying to be as true it as I can and reconnect myself. Being forced to be part of another person's craziness has made me want a more peaceful and natural life.

Happy Easter

I am about to gear up to head out since I am just about out of essential items, moving will do that. Decontamination when I get home.

The weather put me in a mood to curl up and do nothing. Chilly, damp and a little snowy made me feel like making some comfort food. Turkey, mashed potatoes and some veggies is the plan for dinner with leftovers for the weekend.

I had to take a little time away but that gave me time I needed to do my other work, talk with my husband and clean. I want to get into a routine with posting updates on a variety of things that I'm doing, how I feel they're important and how they can relate to others. So here's to starting and keeping routines and connecting with others.

Last night was a rough night. My husband and I split up and I have moved into my own apartment with my son. The hope was we would work on our relationship, build communication and he would move in with me and my son and we would continue through life together. I truly wanted that when this all started and I don't know how we just keep getting farther and farther apart. My heart was broken last night in away I don't know can be repaired this time and he tells me that I'm fine. Really I just want to sit here and cry all day today but I can't let myself do that, that won't do me any good. So I'll let myself have a good cry in the shower then when the water goes off so will the tears (at least for now) and I will take the next step into today.

I'm letting the hurt and pain have their time tonight. Tomorrow I will make myself keep going.

I created this page encouraged by my husband, but since then so many things have happened that have caused me to put this off. That seems like a lifetime ago now but here I am starting it off to help deal with the things that made me wait in the first place. I've gone through months of being sick, dealing with depression, anxiety, and trying to keep my marriage together and now I think it's time I start to share what I'm going through along with the other things I wanted to share in starting this page. So here's to the first post, the first step in the right direction.