Divine Space for Growth.

as Thanksgiving is around the corner, like tomorrow...I am very thankful for my life. It's definitely not perfect but it's a good one. A blessed one. I have God in my life and He blesses me with abilities that I realize now I was born with. For a purpose to expand the Light and Love of God. It's my purpose and I'm not going to be shy about it any longer. or embarrassed, or feeling as though people will judge me, think I'm crazy or think that I think I'm great.
It feels good to feel this way. It's freeing and the more I let go and use this gift, the more I receive. It's not about ego as it's more about spreading the goodness of God to others because I personally love others. I truly want whoever I meet to be happy and at peace.
It starts with me, then out to my husband and kids.
It has to start with you first. You can spread peace, and speak kindness and wisdom, not judge others or feel as though you are separate from anyone else, meaning, either you are better or less than someone else or visa versa.....
THEN you can easily, naturally, without effort be genuinely kind. This leads to living life in the moment, therefore living life to the fullest.......(does this make sense?)
It's starts with you first, then the expansion of God, Light and Love is already being spread.
you can tell when you are aligned to "your Higher Self" or God within you when your thoughts change, your intentions come from the heart and love for others, and/or when you're not thinking of the past or future but being present.
and when you just "do" things without thinking of time.
When you feel a deep deep sense of love and joy and you just don't know how that happened. It just happened and there you are: full of Joy you're going to explode.
Adding Trust all is well and going to be well and Faith that all is well (as you can see Faith is always in the moment) God can fill you up with all the abilities meant for you. More intuition, like it's a normal thing. Insight. Words of wisdom. A very deep sense of gratitude for anything and everything. and everyone from everywhere.
And all of this is all part of expanding......does it sound like you had to do anything to receive it? or to do it?
Life is hard, it's not meant to be easy. But having faith in God, the All That IS, makes life easier to handle. what is faith? Knowing all IS well, because God has got your back.
Also, your family is safe in His Hands. Give each one of them over to Him because they are His children too. Give over all those you fear can harm themselves, or be harmed by others and the "others" who do harm because all of "them" are His Children. He knows what to do because He knows them and you so very well.
I am grateful for God, I am thankful for my mom who instilled this kind of faith in me as a child. It is the world to me.
I wish you all a very Thankful Thanksgiving, a very Happy and Fearless and Loving DAY!......ok YEAR!
God Is God IS God IS!!
hugs and kisses!!!

i was meditating this morning and Jesus told me to start a blog. I must listen and here it goes. God the Father wants me to write down messages for all to be able to read. I was concerned with facebook and their possible manipulation and keeping track of everyone and what they do and say on facebook to use against us.
(that's where my mind goes sometimes: conspiracy theorist)
God said to me: those on facebook are my children too, leave them to me. NO BRAINER.

I am here Lord. what is it that you want to say? (i'm kind of new at this)
children, and you are my creations, my children and any good Father would love and care for his children. even though you have a separate body from the Father, there is DNA that makes you part of Him where there is no separation of union at all from Father and child.
sometimes a father has to stand back and let the child learn from their own experiences so they can grow, so they can learn and gain wisdom to live their life with curiosity, exploration, creations by their own ideas (which are inspired by the guidance and direction of the Father) so then they have joy and confidence to live the life they are meant to live.
all the while, the Father, cares for them, holding them, carrying them, loving them, and never ever judging them for their mistakes because as He knows them wholly, He understands every thought and action.
but as the child goes off into the world, dips their toes in the dark waters to test it out, often they want to deny and defy the ways of the Father, thinking the Father doesn't see them, the Father doesn't know what He's talking about, defies the teachings by tryng to prove the Father wrong and go on living life "by themselves" and finally denying the Father's existence.
His children then want to prove they are more special and powerful over others so they feel their lives are valuable and meaningful. If someone else is beneath me, then i am on top of the world, they say.
this has been going on for thousands of years. The Father washed away all mankind at one point except for one trusting family........but that didn't change the minds of His children. He sent prophets and Saviors and Christs. He sent the Messiah who was the True Light of the World. no denying that by the way He lived and Died and Rose again to show the world nothing of this world has meaning more over the purpose of living in and for Love and Trust all in faith.
the world is only here for your purpose to serve as Jesus did and all the prophets and christs that has come before and after Him.

and all things that have been created is for His children to use for support to live the life of this purpose. A mattress, chair, pet, house, dinner plate, glass, fork, knife, spoon, napkin, money and so on are holy things created for the support you need for your purpose to live and love.
Nature of all kinds.......to rejuvenate your soul and to deeply connect with the All That Is, Father.
Nature is wonderful is awakening or reknowing that you are always in the Presence of God. every breath you take you breathe in the essence of God, every cell in your body as its naturally works to keep your body and mind alive, is emersed in God. Nature and your being is one........everything you touch is sacred, everything you see is sacred. EVERYTHING. how He blesses you in those little things. bigger than any amount of money in the bank or popularity of friends.....
God's children have walked away from Him and his Love. denying him in their own family members.......which has caused meaningless wars devastating the state of the soul...for what? causing hatred, separation, fears and more fears for then created a world covering black blanket cloud, heavy with their own thoughts and intentions without the Light.
But it is Now, that humanity needs to see what they created without the Father so they can go within and wash away, transmute the darkness deep embedded by the teaching of fear, the acceptance of fear as culture, the repeating of this fear away. coming back to the Father because the Light replaced the dark and His children remember who they are. and OH the joy of knowing how Loved they are and so they love back out into the world.
!!!!!
this is Now. but the cells in the body remember the thousands of years it steeped in fear. it takes time, it takes trust, it takes courage and confidence that God is in Charge to clear away that darkness. patience and due diligence is what is needed. and the JOY of knowing they His children are so safe during this process that the process of FREEDOM will come sooner than later.
those children who are higher and farther along the journey of freedom hold the hands of their brothers and sisters to help them move along as well. this is Now.
be Patient the Father says. He is in charge. be trusting He says, knowing this chaotic world is already resolved. Be Strong He says, you are supported by all that is good, so be kind, be thoughtful and courageous to let go of fear and shed your attachments of this meaningless world, seeing a new that this world is here to support you for your magnificent, amazing, valuable life!

The Father is in you, you are in Him and of Him as is every thing you see and do not see. You are so very loved. You are so very very valuable! you are so very needed HERE and NOW to change the world.
By you realizing this, you automatically transmute the darkness and you shine your Light brightly.
THe Father says: go and enjoy your day. Trust your day is already planned for you, just let it roll out as planned. you envision it a royal red carpeted path.........because you are Royalty.........you have been created by THe All THat Is!!
IT shall be so.
GOD IS GOD IS GOD IS!! .....and so you are.

I saw two snippets of leaders of the Middle EAst speaking against Israel and the United States. boy was I angry that this platform was given to these men to belittle our country. and listening to them only a few words, I could see they were already lying......blows my mind that people would believe any of it.
I'm sitting in my bed, under the weather and closing my eyes to meditate on this situation (as there are so many that we can worry about if we let it) and was reassured that whatever is happening now is in the plan of God for the world's reconciliation with the one True God...but humanity has a choice to suffer more or less according to turning to God and remembering who we all are or continuing in separation and pointing the finger at someone else to blame......(i still do that with our own government...working on that).

so, Jesus, who is my guide, showed me, every person you see on the news, knowing of manipulations and lies, not to get mad or fearful, which is a denial of God and a continuation of separation, but to sit quietly, envision them being lifted up into the light of the love of God and of all Truth to be transmuted, freed from the darkness they choose to be in. this way, you lift yourself up too.

if you/I decide to hate anyone, even if it looks like it's warranted, then you/I are holding that same negative low vibration.......it's because we are all one. there is no denying it. That is the Truth.
so if you lift them up and see them transformed, so goes it for you/me.

Father, right now, I lift myself up with all those who I see as a danger to mankind. Those seen and hidden in the shadows. I ask you to clear me of any fear, division, hatred, blame, or separation of any kind, within myself, my family, my community, country and the world.
Father, I envision all leaders of every country coming together for peace. and I envision leaders being replaced with True Leaders to make this happen. and I forgive those leaders who refuse to change their hearts.
Make my heart clean, my mind Free, my body healthy, my Spirit bright, my being only full of Love and as such goes the world and everyone in it so it can be quickly healed and renewed as the New Earth reconciles with YOU.
thank you Father for hearing my prayer and all those who pray for the Entire World's healing and renewal.
Peace Peace Peace
Love Love Love
AtOneness
In Jesus' Name
God Is God Is God Is
Amen It shall be so.

Praying for the world and this is what I received. Trust!

Muscles are intelligent, they just know everything you need but when you take away this knowledge with fear, they freeze, tighten up, become resistant to free movement…….
SO…. How you doin’?

i'm still trying to figure this page out. its been a long time since i posted anything here. but this morning i'm drawn to post something about faith:
(As the day goes on God has given me more nuggets to post—- there has be some changes and additions to this post since this morning….Enjoy😃)

GOD DOES NOT DENY ANYONE WHO SEEKS HIS PRESENCE!

Its all about the Holy Spirit! No matter what faith you are in, what religion that is, how you practice and worship with in it, all that matters is the affect on you by the Holy Spirit.
This is what came to me as i keep praying: Lord! so me the way, where do i belong?
I hear people saying other religious beliefs are wrong and their beliefs are the "right" way. they feel closer to God within their beliefs, within their groups which is fantastic!
But God is NOT locked in any religion. He exists everywhere. I'm learning that we cannot monopolize God in our own religion. that is Separation, Division and denial of God in our brothers and sisters, therefore ourselves.
I went to catholic mass, the music carried me to such a place of ecstasy, it brought me to tears. The priest's homily was touching and receiving the Eucharist remembering the Love of Jesus for us all clinched it all together where the Holy Spirit touched my soul, healed my soul at such a deep level, i couldn't hold back the tears.

I went to my nieces' church called Calvery, the Jesus Revolution movie was about the start of this church. the music was indescribably beautiful, it almost brought me to my knees with the Holy Spirit's love. it was so beautiful. I felt the Holy Spirit there too.
the guest speaker spoke about his life that started out not so good but someone prayed for him and fast forward he came to Calvery church and became a new man, and a preacher at that.
and then More music.
i left both churches and ceremonies with the joy of the Holy Spirit lingering in my body, my mind and lifting my soul.
today, trying to meditate and just not being able, this came to my mind and now following the guidance of the Holy Spirit, here i am.

I know that God is saying to all of us, break the boundaries, even in religion, that separate us. to practice Love, dig deeper to recognizing the judgement you hold towards anyone. If you think someone is lost, lift them up! there is a tendency to judge them to be sinners, lost, bad and therefore continue in separation.
But lifting up your brothers, those truly behaving badly due to whatever is inside them that diverts the Truth of themselves as children of God, as safe, as having everything they need, to the level of your understanding of who you are, you raise the energy of love in this world so needed now. you can only lift to your own alignment and when you do, God lifts you both higher, with more understanding. it's something you cannot work towards. (so don't try.......God told me to say that. lol) it's all about letting go so you can receive. It just does not take any effort......except for letting go, surrendering and trusting. This lets the Holy Spirit fill you with It's knowledge just for you to have and then to use. when you use the knowledge and gifts of the Spirit, it grows and creates!! you just FEEL joy, light, energized, excited and confident doing the work of God.

but when we judge, try to take something away from someone out of ego, it does just that, takes away and creates negativity, heaviness, fear, separation, chaos but not just to the one judged...........but most definitely to yourself.

The HOly Spirit is life force here. He touched the ones Jesus touched to heal, to forgive, to bring back to life......Jesus, when he was here walking this earth, was filled completely with the Spirit of God, He was fully embodied. He was the Christ and therefore had the authority to heal and to show the world we are so loved by the Father, anything we could've done (behaving badly) can be erased from the soul by knowing who we are, where we came from, and where everyone in this world came from, and who they are. because with this knowledge there would be no reason to judge, hate, fear, "want" AT ALL.
REMEMBER, God is not contained in any religion, He exists everywhere, in everything and the Holy Spirit is the ONE that touches, leads, guides because we forget who we are. (its a practice of remembering every day but we humans are starting to get it. A good sign that you know you're getting it is that you recognize what you don't want in your life anymore. freeing yourself of fears.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
The Holy Spirit is uniting, harmonizing forgiving, strengthening, experiential growing! And in everything!

(here's another little nugget the Lord placed on my heart, indulge in your faith, whatever and however you can bathe in the Spirit that rises you, raises you, gives you joy. Come to Me all of you I will nourish you, surround you with my Light, just Come!)

let the boundaries disappear and see into the hearts of all people. honestly, it starts with looking into your own first.
LOVE is the true and only law of God. it's not about trying. it's about Being.
love you all.
would love to hear from you.
maybe questions or experiences. let's raise the roof here!!!
i feel joy right now! i wish you the same.
BIG LOVE!!!!

Knock knock knocking on heavens door!!!! 😃😄😇🙏
Yeah yeah yeaaaaahhhhh!!!!
Thank you God!

No don’t be jealous! I had a night out with this awesome woman! My BFF from good old Port Jefferson!! Love you girl!

Learning more and more about who we are. It’s seems so simple but yet it’s very hard to let go of pattern thinking.. just recently putting all the things I have learned about forgiveness and love aside, I found myself complaining about someone in my life still!! Feeling very guilty of my bad energy I could do nothing to take it back but only to sit with Jesus and let Him heal it all.
Jesus told me through A Course in Miracles: thinking you’re being attacked comes from fear and anger causes you to attack back.
He said you are never being attacked. It’s impossible to be attacked if you know who you are. A Son of God. And He cares for you because He created you and loves you.
If you cast all cares into His Hands you will never fear or feel any lack therefore you will never believe you are being attacked.
If we listen to the Holy Spirit in each of our brothers and sisters we learn… it’s the totality of the One Voice. Even if our brother feels he’s attacking you, you know you’re not but will hear what the Holy Spirit is saying and teaching through them. We are all teachers and learners.
Jesus also said that the crucifixion was not a punishment or an attack on Him. It was a lesson for all to see that it was the last insane journey where only the belief of hurt is to be feared… the intensity of the crucifixion was where he was persecuted and tortured and torn and killed. Jesus said he was none of that though it appeared to be by those who believed it. Because Jesus knew God He knew it was a lesson and that the resurrection was the truth. The wholeness that we can only be. Because God created us.
What are we learning? To remember the pure right mind that God gave to us before the separation and development of the ego. And it’s hard to release the ego due to the repeating of history and the re-teaching of fear since the separation. But the Truth is there in us and can never be changed or taken away or persecuted or attacked ever.

Peace is in the Now and the only aspect of eternity in time is Now. Peace then is eternity and eternity is the Kingdom.
This is the Truth in all of us.

I was asleep on my couch last night and was quite uncomfortable but had a realistic dream that I got off the couch walking toward the TV when I felt a dark energy very large grip me around my neck. Squeezed strongly and picked me up off my feet. I quickly realized what it was and starting saying the Our Father out loud. As this entity picked me up literally by my neck trying to squeeze the breath out of me and had the intention of throwing me to my death, I was not afraid! I only had to say the Our Father once and this entity was forced to carry me back to the couch and gently lay me back down. Then I started to say the Hail Mary only twice when I felt the energy melt away and a light and sounds of nature overcame me. I felt so peaceful! And went back to sleep… (until my next dream… lol)

From a Course in Miracles:
The only aspect of time that is eternal is NOW! 💪👊😯🧐🧐🧐😃❤️

Also: having a peaceful mind is eternity.. if the kingdom is eternity then …. Having a peaceful mind is the kingdom.

Also: sharing the Light within you increases it in yourself and within your brother even if he does not recognize it.

Letting the rain pelt all over me is such a spiritual experience!! I feel cleansed and full of joy!! I highly recommend it!!! I felt Jesus smiling on me… I was really happy about that because … you know the other day I…… well let’s not go there, shall we… lol

I’m not really sure who this reaches but I’ve been experiencing being in a place I can’t seem to get out of. I feel like whenever I open my mouth my foot goes right into it. I had an experience that triggered things from the past that gives me many sleepless nights. My mind can’t shut down when it’s supposed to be. I need to cry to release it all but it just does not happen. I reach out for others to help me but there was no interest. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I have no one to turn to to hear me. It’s just too intense for them. All the while knowing that God is with me and allowing it to happen. I first prayed for God to take it away from me but then realized I have to work through it so I asked Him to grant me the focus and strength to get me through it. My mind felt so toxic and just no release! I was suffering… I kept praying every day until last night where I wanted to jump out of my skin 2 am in the morning I took a shower and used epsom salts to clear my energy. Still my mind was so chaotic. Just a very uncomfortable feeling and thought this is what mental illlness is like? I sat down with my computer and wrote a letter to Jesus telling him everything, reading it back it sounded like “woe is me” but Jesus said to me to Admit the Truth and act accordingly. So I wrote down the truth of where my feelings were coming from but I had to really be honest with myself. I had to force my thoughts to slow down and pick one at a time to see clearly what I was thinking and feeling and honestly “why”.
EGO, my ego and pride was hurt. And realized it’s not such a big deal after all. But this particular situation put me in a spot to embarrass myself because of my ego. That’s it in a nutshell.
I was thinking I’m going to quit. Not continue this course I’m taking, I’m not good enough and it reminds me of all the times I humiliated myself in front of many people. It was SO hard to revisit.
But Jesus said to me “do you want to quit on a low? And carry that with you as well for another trigger to bring it up? Or do you want to finish on a high? Leave your pride here with me and work through this. Complete this and let go of all ego that wants to be special over others.”
Admit the truth and act accordingly.
He showed me doing and continuing in humility but with heart and faith.
He showed me overcoming my past and it’s triggers without care and worry because I was empty of that emotion and showing me completing what I started.
So now is the beginning of humility and understanding that triggers can come up by my own doing of wanting to be special.
And whenever that feeling rushed over me of fear of failure just keep going and know that God is with me all the time to help and guide. But He doesn’t take away fully the struggles but gives me the strength and courage to work through them. He wants me - US to be valors in our lives.
Thank you Jesus Thank you God ! May you all turn to God in your darkest hour and never give up! He’ll show you how strong you really are! It may not be instant but it will happen! Be patient, be diligent and be confident! Big love to you today!!

I've been reading a course in miracles. for me it's not easy reading but as i was reading about ego and false autonomy, I stopped and prayed to understand better. Jesus told me to live by the Our Father prayer and that should do it. He also told me to post it and explain it for others to understand as well. it's simple, but because of our history and our conditioning with fear and separation of ourselves with God and each other, its very hard. I'll give it my best college try to explain:

Our Father - the Universal God, He is all of ours'. not one religion or one belief, but all of ours' Father.

Who art in Heaven - it should say Who art in us/me- because Heaven is not a place, it's a state of the soul. it's the relationship and one connection to our Creator, God of All. this is a claim of acknowledging our Oneness.

Hallowed is Thy Name - He is Holy as are we. period.

Thy Kingdom Come - this is not a place or a far away land only the pure go to when they die, it is also within us when we expel ALL fear, fear of lacking in any sense. when we no longer believe in separation of each other and ourselves from God. the Kingdom is Knowing we are all ONE, connected fully, no different from each other in any way.

Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in heaven - the formula to the Kingdom. trust in God's Will for us individually and collectively so denial of Him is extinct. for God's Will is perfect and always for our highest good and the good of all of us.

Give us this day our daily bread - living in the moment and trusting you will receive all that you need. food, lesson's learned, clarity, etc.

Forgive us our trespasses and we forgive those who trespass against us - this goes hand in hand. It's us forgiving others first. because we are already forgiven. but if we do not forgive others that's actually the denial of God and our brothers and sisters and therefore heaven and the kingdom with us cannot be. Forgiving is freeing our souls and for sure, not letting anyone getting away with what they did but to open the doorway for God to work inside those who have hurt you. Forgiving is very powerful to heal on so many levels. if you want to heal, forgive. forgive those who trespass against you. forgive yourself. and even "ask" for forgiveness from those who you may have hurt.

lead us, NOT into temptation but deliver us from evil -
Lord lead us NOt to be tempted, tempted to deny Him in ourselves or others. tempted to fear due to lack and this lacking goes very subtly deep so find some time to search within to see where this fear comes from and realize it's an illusion. tempted to act upon this denial of God in sinful ways.
delivering from evil/darkness is within us always. evil can be around us but it can never touch us when we have faith and trust and walk by the Will of God.

Amen - It shall be so!

I hope this helps in understanding that this prayer is Universal for all people, not just Christians. It's not religious but a blueprint for us to live our lives freely, in union with each other as we pray not only for ourselves but for all of our brothers and sisters.
remember you are not here by accident. we are all here for a purpose, created by One God so we're all related! Let's all get along and put all vices aside.......what does it matter anyway? Love is truly what matters and as my sister told me from heaven, the only thing you bring with you is Love.
on that note: I love you all. and have an amazing day. breathe deeper today!! be free

I’ve come to realize that I do say and desire to choose Love. I bought this tank from Simplicity because I wanted to remind others to choose Love as well. But as I was going home holding this tank in my hands flashes of time came into my mind many of instances where I wasn’t loving. I can say it and desire it but the application and follow through of it has proven not 100%. Jesus says in A Course in Miracles that if one person believes in separation we still have work to do. We can claim we choose love but if we still speak ill of each other or even feel we are superior or inferior, if we fear anything, we still have work to do. Though this tank would remind me and hopefully others you can switch your thoughts in an instant to Love!! Practice practice practice! Till you achieve! Every breath you take is an opportunity for miracles of “right mindedness”. An opportunity for you to pray for those who crest chaos and fear not to separate yourself and damn them but for both of you to see the Light in yourselves to change your ways by knowing Who’s in Charge and your value in this lifetime. Opportunity for forgiveness and to trust! So faith can dispel fear and we are FREE to Love and truly live!! Enjoy your day!! Cause right now in this moment I love you all!! Many blessings to you! Look into your heart. You’re awesome!

Standing in the pelting rain, eyes closed to feel the healing coolness is amazing!! It truly energizes you while calming your mind and with intention clears negativity! You really feel Gods greatness pouring onto you. I highly recommend it 💪🙌

Hello you beautiful people!!
Today is the day that the Lord had Made for You!
Allow this amazing day that your presence blesses roll out with trust and confidence and see how little miracles sparkles your soul!!
You’ll only feel joy and excitement even if your stuck in traffic or having something go “wrong” according to your expectations.
If you have trust that God is in charge you’ll gladly be open to receiving all that comes your way knowing either you’ll learn, enjoy and/or become more aware of how fabulous your life here is!
Remember you’re supposed to be here! Regardless of how your childhood has been, your beautiful butt has a purpose!
See how your experiences has made you the person you are today! If you’re not liking yourself, today is a new day to change your thought process. First by knowing YOU ARE MEANT TO BE HERE! YOU ARE SO VALUABLE! You have a purpose! And God made this day FOR YOU TO LIVE!
YOU ARE DO CERY LOVED AND SEEN AND KNOWN AND NEVER FORGOTTEN.
Give situations to God The All That Is, that are out of your control and see this situation in your mind and feel it in your heart as healed. Keep that vision going and make it a recording in your brain. It gives you peace and allows God to do His thing.
Enjoy today!! Smile😁😁😁😁
And from my heart with all my Love, I wish you peace and joy and happiness