The Healing Home Retreat

I'm super excited to be part of the panel discussion tomorrow on "The benefits of grief support groups and the importance of processing your grief."

Thank you Brian Bernhard for including me.

If you are or know a bereaved mom that would like to attend our upcoming retreat, we still have an opening and would love for you to join us. This beautiful retreat designed to start healing with other moms going through the same journey. Please share and reach out for more detail.

With much love,
Gabriela

🌟 Turn the volume up! 🌟

I can't begin to thank Kurt Brown enough for creating this amazing video for us. It truly captures the essence of what Ride for Hope is all about. I've watched it several times and each time it brings tears to my eyes, reminding me of how far we've come.

This journey wouldn't be possible without each and every one of you. Your unwavering support and love for our mission to build a safe community where no one feels alone have been our guiding light. Together, we're making a difference.

Please take a moment to watch this video and share it. Let's continue reaching out to others and spreading hope.

Ride For Hope 2024 Turn the volume up! 🌟I can't begin to thank Kurt Brown enough for creating this amazing video for us. It truly captures the essence of what Ride for Hope is...

https://open.spotify.com/show/4eQbhvokaicQbFqMwhkayo?si=46a24d96100f4461

New Episode Launched!

Glimpses of Me Listen to Glimpses of Me on Spotify. Straight talk after loss.Hello everyone, welcome to Glimpses of Me. Glimpses of Me is an unedited version of my life after the loss of my 12-year-old daughter in 2010 and then the loss of my husband in 2015. Just as my writings are raw and in the moment and unedi...

Angel Wednesday

Meet this amazing young man, Paul. Let us always keep his family in our hearts and hold space for them. At Ride for Hope, we honor his memory by saying his name, remembering him, and tirelessly advocating for su***de awareness. We stand with the families left behind, offering our unwavering support and love. Paul's light continues to shine through our commitment to this cause.

A vital part of Ride for Hope is honoring our Angels—those precious souls who've left their mark on our hearts. They'll forever remain in our thoughts, and their memory will ride alongside us every step of the way.

Would you like to dedicate a tribute to your Angel? Send me their picture and name to [email protected], and we'll ensure they're honored with love and remembrance.

Every Wednesday, we'll shine a light on these beautiful souls, celebrating their everlasting presence in our lives.

To honor your Angel on the ride, visit https://thehealinghomeretreat.org/shop

The Healing Home Retreat

When I can't sleep, I write.

Reflections on Mother's Day: Embracing Change & Finding Strength As I sit down to document this moment, the clock ticks over to Mother’s Day, 2024. It's a significant day, not just because of the calendar, but because it marks my first sober Mother’s Day in what feels like an eternity...

May is Mental Health Awareness Month!

Let's make a pledge together: this month, let's each reach out to at least one person. You never know the impact a simple message or conversation can have on someone's mental well-being.

Whether it's a friend, family member, stranger, or colleague, a small gesture of support can make a world of difference. Let's break the stigma and show that it's okay to talk about mental health.

Together, we can spread awareness, support, and kindness. 💙

Son,

We had a great night sharing thoughts and laughs, mainly because I fell asleep as we were watching COCO. We planned we would take your sisters to school the next morning and then we would go eat breakfast. You asked me if we could go to the aquarium and I said “of course we could” I had called out of work to spend time with you. We were going to talk about bringing you back home from Seattle and transferring you to Regis University like you said. It was all left untouched and unfinished and my world suddenly stop. It has been six years since April 17,2018 the last day I had you in my arms, the last day I told you “I’m going to bed”. I walked upstairs not knowing I would wake up to the unbearable and unfathomable and paralyzing feeling, soon to be reality of your departure. This moments can never be erased from my memory they have substance they have meaning. I had to choose to live or to die. I choice to live for the both of us and your family. I took every ounce of me to pull my self up. Along with the help of my friends/co workers and most of all our family. I was able to laugh and start the process of loving life again, it has not been with out challenging days through this six years since you have been physically absent. I could now assure you that I have learned to carry you with honor, pride and meaning. I will always feel proud of the things you accomplished and the things you are helping me accomplish in honor of you. I will never give up on you. You are my son and I your mother forever.
We will smile and enjoy the aquarium on April 18 as we remember you and continue to love you my handsome little man.

Love you infinity times infinity,
Your Mother

👼🏼 Angel Wednesday 👼🏼
A vital part of Ride for Hope is honoring our Angels—those precious souls who've left their mark on our hearts. They'll forever remain in our thoughts, and their memory will ride alongside us every step of the way.

Would you like to dedicate a tribute to your Angel? Send me their picture and name to [email protected], and we'll ensure they're honored with love and remembrance.

Every Wednesday, we'll shine a light on these beautiful souls, celebrating their everlasting presence in our lives.
To honor your Angel on the ride, visit https://thehealinghomeretreat.org/angel-signs.

Today I would like to introduce this beautiful young lady, the last few years for Ride for Hope Her Mama
Laura Lynn Higgins and her Husband trailered their bike and drove from Florida to do this ride and to honor sweet Cameron. I love you sweet lady and will always honor your daughter.

Today marks the first day of National Donate Life Month!
I am honored to be speaking today at the raising of the flag at Childrens Hospital.

Very blessed for the opportunities Donate Life Colorado has given me to share our story. Missing my Brianna Burnout
knowing she gave the gift of life softens my heart a little.

Remember that you are not alone. Reach out, connect, and grow with the support of others.

Ride For Hope Patch Join the movement and show your support with the Ride For Hope Patch. This inspiring patch features the words "Our story isn't over" alongside a motorcycle, symbolizing the journey towards hope and healing. Perfect for bikers and supporters alike, this patch serves as a reminder that no matter what....

Thank you so much Blossoming Boutique for your support in our mission to help others, we are beyond excited to have our shirts and hats in your adorable little store.

👼🏼 Angel Wednesday 👼🏼

A vital part of RRide for Hopeis honoring our Angels—those precious souls who've left their mark on our hearts. They'll forever remain in our thoughts, and their memory will ride alongside us every step of the way.

Would you like to dedicate a tribute to your Angel? Send me their picture and name to [email protected], and we'll ensure they're honored with love and remembrance.

Every Wednesday, we'll shine a light on these beautiful souls, celebrating their everlasting presence in our lives.

To honor your Angel on the ride, visit https://thehealinghomeretreat.org/angel-signs.

Our hearts are with Tonya and her sweet Mama, who I adore and so proud of. MMeredith Olivasand her family.

The Healing Home Retreat 💖 extends a heartfelt invitation to a Mama for our April 19-21 retreat. 🌸 If you're navigating the challenging journey of loss or know someone who is, we're here to offer a sponsored spot for a truly transformative and healing weekend. Together, we embrace the path forward with love and support. 💐✨

🌟 Exciting News! 🌟 Calling all fantastic vendors! 🎉 Be a part of the thrill at our 11th Annual Ride For Hope ! 🏍️🤘 After an exhilarating ride, head over to Lulus Inn, where the real shenanigans unfold – a vibrant mix of a silent auction, music, and endless fun! 🎶✨ Let's join forces, support a great cause, and make this event a sensational experience together! 🛍️🥳 Contact us to secure your spot!

The Healing Home Retreat and Ride for Hope are so blessed.

Thank you Jay Winslow of Vivid Fiction. I have known Jay for some time now and have appreciated his support in this ever-growing journey.

Expressing our heartfelt gratitude for your donation! Your generous contribution is a guiding light, aiding families left behind as they navigate the challenging journey of child loss. Additionally, your support plays a pivotal role in sustaining our mental health program, "I'll See You Tomorrow." Together, we're making a meaningful impact on lives and fostering hope for the future. Thank you for being an integral part of our mission. 🌟

The Healing Home Retreat and Ride for Hope are so blessed.
Thank you Ron Lucas of Vivid Fiction. I have known Ron and his amazing family for over 14 years, they played a pivotal role after the death of my sweet Brianna.

Expressing our heartfelt gratitude for your donation! Your generous contribution is a guiding light, aiding families left behind as they navigate the challenging journey of child loss. Additionally, your support plays a pivotal role in sustaining our mental health program, "I'll See You Tomorrow." Together, we're making a meaningful impact on lives and fostering hope for the future. Thank you for being an integral part of our mission. 🌟

Ride for Hope 🌟 Embracing the Journey with an Amazing Team 🌟

Reflecting on the Ride for Hope journey, it's incredible to see how far we've come, and none of it would be possible without the support of an extraordinary team. Back in 2013, when I embarked on this venture, my vision was clear, but the roadmap was uncertain. With no manual in hand, I relied on the guidance of my heart, trusting that it would lead me to the right people.

Today, I am honored to introduce my sister and Big Pea. Beyond riding together, we've forged a beautiful friendship, turning a vision into a thriving community. The journey continues, and with such an amazing team, there's no limit to what we can achieve. Here's to embracing the ride and building a legacy of hope! 🏍️💙

I never believed I could radiate love to the world again. Living without Brianna seemed suffocating, and I anticipated a life of numbness. However, through my journey, I've discovered various forms of love, and amidst it all, my love for my children stands as an enduring force, surpassing any love I could ever fathom in this lifetime. My unwavering love for my children remains the strongest. 💖🌈

I made my first “Pocket Hug” heart 😊 there are two different quotes. I’m hoping to get them on The Healing Home Retreat website in a few weeks. You will be able to get them for a small donation.

WOW! What can I say about this weekend, it was a fricken blast, I love everything about the hustle and bustle of events. Setting up, tear down, the long hours preparing for the event, the long hours period!

The last time I did the Colorado Motorcycle Expo was in 2016, I had only been riding a few years still getting my feet wet in the biker community and promoting Ride for Hope My hope when I started riding and started Ride For Hope was to be a voice and a safe place for others to come ride and create a community where it's ok if you're not ok, to create a safe place where you can share your dark times, to share your stories. I wanted to honor our loved ones who have gone before us, I wanted to hear their stories.

As I enter my 10th year of riding, I find myself reflecting on the modest imprint I believe we've left on the biker community. This journey has brought me into contact with remarkable individuals who have wholeheartedly embraced our mission. Here's to many more years of riding, forging connections, and contributing to positive change. Remember, you are not alone in this journey.

Gabriela Mayorga and Eileen V Thompson I Love you and couldn't imagine this journey without you.

I'll See You Tomorrow.

I love you all so much

Good morning, prepping for the Colorado Motorcycle Expo.

Exciting News! 🏍️ 2024 Colorado Motorcycle Expo revs up on January 27th and 28th, and we're thrilled to announce that Ride for Hope and The Healing Home Retreat will be there with our very own booth! 🎉 Gear up with our Ride for Hope Bandanas and grab your "I'll See You Tomorrow" T-shirts. We're busy getting everything packaged and ready for the event. Every day is a commitment to breaking the stigma around Mental Health and creating a safe space for all. Join us in the ride against stigma! 🌟

Spread hope and light with our I'll See Tomorrow t-shirt. Raise awareness for mental health and su***de prevention. Together, we can make a difference.

I'll See You Tomorrow T-shirt What better way to spread the word than you wear it. Together we can start the conversation, together we can shed light on mental health and su***de awareness, together we can be the person that changes the life of another. All sales go back to The Healing Home Retreat to support our mission of "I'l...

I have always been humbled in my journey, I'm a mom who lost a child, and a widow trying to live this life the best I know how. Because of the amazing people in my life who have followed me from the beginning, who have supported me, and who saw the same vision as I do, we have been able to grow and touch the lives of others.

I have an amazing team that supports Ride for Hope and amazing people who have never missed a ride since its inception in 2013.

Ride for Hope supports the resilience of our communities who are facing darkness and despair that they are not needed in this life, to the contrary our world is a better place because of you!

My story is your story, our story, and together we can make a change.

Ride for Hope is honored to be at the 2024 Colorado Motorcycle Expo

I absolutely love women. I got you boo, I love you and I will support you no matter what.

Women are the most beautiful creatures on this earth and I’m blessed to be one of them.

We are strong as we stand on our own and stronger as we stand together.

Special announcement! we are honored and excited to have High Country Harley-Davidson support us in our 11th Annual Ride for Hope on July 20, 2024. We look forward to building this amazing connection, thank you High Country for supporting your communities.
We will start our ride at High Country for registration, with a food truck and some local vendors.
Please visit our website for more information, we will be adding as we get closer to the date.

If you would like to join our team in helping with our event message me or comment. We need all the help we can get.

The End......

This morning as I sat in my favorite place to take in the beauty, drinking my morning coffee and where I get my inspiration. It seems as though my writings come to me when I am in my raw moments, my darkness, my fight or flight mode.

The inception of Glimpses of Me. I started writing after Brianna died, it was about 3 years later that I knew I wanted to write a book. I always wondered how I would END it, and when would be a good time, I mean think about it, you can only talk about Grief so much, nothing has changed I still miss Brianna every single day, I think about her every single day, yes I have gotten stronger the tears have gone into hibernation for the time being, I have learned every year to deal with the pain, the Angel day, the Birthday, Holiday’s.

I wanted this to truly be a “Journey” It’s the journey of my life without my child, it’s a Glimpse of inspiration, happiness, darkness, and love. It’s how I have been able to come through this journey of Hell and turn it into a life full of passion. My dream someday is to travel and speak, to share my story, to inspire.

The death of a child truly changes your life, it tears your family apart piece by piece, it’s not all at once, it happens over time. My Husband took his life, he could no longer bare the loss of his child along with 16-plus years of physical pain.

I want to be the voice, the voice that others don’t have, I want to be transparent, so others know they are not alone. Our system is broken, and corrupt, our society has failed, yes there are many great people in the world, but there are so many distractions, so many obstacles. Raising a child today is way different than raising a child when I was growing up. We played until the streetlights came on, we sat at the dinner table to eat as a family, there was communication.

I once was speaking to an editor, and they asked me “what is the target market for your book?” I thought to myself “well everyone” she told me “you need to have a target, is it about grief?” again thinking to myself, I know for a fact that my story has helped others in all areas in life, whether it be work, life, marriage, they looked to me and thought if this Woman can do it so can I and that’s what I want this to be about, we ALL have tragedy we have been through, obstacles we had to overcome, and sometimes we just need to see someone else’s life, or story. I get inspired by different stories, I could be watching something on tv and get inspired, not only for the health part of it but also for other struggles I may be having, because this person made a choice to go outside their comfort level, to go outside the box and to me that is an amazing thing, so it pumps me up to do what I gotta do.

I have had some very dark moments in my time of Grief, some I have yet to share, when the time is right, they will come out. The struggles our family has faced since the death of Brianna, some I have shared and some I have not. It’s interesting as I type this, I am reminded of what I learned when I had training to be an Advocate for Donor Alliance. There are parts of our stories that are very intimate, very private, we don’t share those because they are very close to our heart, they are so close that if we share them it could be the final moment that breaks us forever, I have some of those and I keep them very close to my heart I protect them, because it’s a moment with Brianna that is TOO hard to go back to.

The one thing I never anticipated in this journey was that 13 years later that I would actually be fighting for my life, that I would be fighting to stay here and participate in a world I was so confused in. How hard it would be to wake up and put two feet on the ground, it’s different than the beginning when Brianna died, yes it was hard to wake up, but I woke up because I had a purpose. The past weeks have been exhausting, I wonder how I have any strength left, how I still have tears that flow so freely. This is a new journey for me that I will adapt to and pay very close attention to, my well-being, my surroundings and what I need to do to get through this season.

So, I guess it’s not the end I will continue to write, my book will be an ongoing story. I am thankful I am inspired to write again; I have not done it for a very long time, it’s for me, it’s how I process my life and the changes I have gone through; I hope along the way I can change just one person’s life.


The End, nope not even close. I will fight the fight.

Recently I took on a new journey I have been wanting to do for a very long time and that was to start a podcast. It's a spin-off of the book I am writing, "Glimpses of Me" Through my journey, I have always wanted to find a way to honor the fathers left behind, the men struggling in silence. We need to bring our men to the forefront, they have feelings too.

Men Matter Too - Glimpses of Me Men have feelings too, I wanted to talk about the men in our lives and how they are struggling as well. We need to be their light and show them we are a safe place for them.Let's change the thought process, and help the men in our lives.