A lost chapter of myself

"I'M THE BEGGAR ON THE STREET"
-by coffeemaniac

I'm the beggar on the street
a rumbling stomach in pain,
a crippled stick of feet,
a hand begging for a cent,
a cleared hollow eyes, albeit,
With a face full of dirt.
I may want a food
stock between my teeth.
but i know this life,
it desires
was the comfort of death.

When will the voice in your head ever stop?

Crying won't shed the problems off you.

Stop loathing yourself

Stop blaming others

Just accept things and be better.

"It is what it is"

~coffeemaniac

namomot-an taka,
ika ang laman kang pagrumdom
asin sa kada paglupad
kang sakuyang isip.

sa urualdaw na pag mata ko
ika ang muya kong harani
kundi pungaw sana baga
sa pag kaamay ang namamati permi

hanap ka kada segundo kang sakong boot
arug talaga gayud kaini ang mamoot
habong marayo, habo kang mayo
pero ayus sana man
ta uyan kaman igdi sa sakuyang puso.

kaya su mga madiskarte saimo
pake sabi dae man ako nang babari ning udog
kundi sana baka madagdagan
ang nakatalbong sa samoyang libod.

~coffeemaniac

"He who was cheated on, learned to love again and found solace from someone who was once cheated"

Love, is not only blind but it's amusingly ironic

It surely knows how to play the symphony of life

in the most unconventional way.

Weaving two opposite tune
together like a deranged maestro

Making you dance on its rhythm

Heals you with the sound
who imparted you with wound

Making you accept its q***r
by the very thing you fear.

Now the question is,
What love does truly possess
That drive us
Into madness?

~coffeemaniac

My heart, a wellspring of love overflows;
drowning, suffocating.
The weight of it presses down upon my chest;
crushing, and heavy.

Every evening,
as I as put myself to sleep
Tear-stained pillows
try too sooth the pain
of longing too deep.

"I miss you, I miss you!" I whisper hoarsely.
With every sob the word escapes my throat
A desperate plea for solace, comfort, and peace.

The cold of the night
never helps to numb the pain much
but instead making me reach out more
for the warmth of your touch.

~coffeemaniac

Hiii..,,

Why do I always feel like I'm alone in every situation I'm in? Fighting nitghmares and haunted dreams. Surviving battles without a single scream.

-Cy

And I did not ask because I'm afraid of the answer

Who you really are is of no concern to me. But I can't get you out of my head... What did you do?

Oh twinkle my little star
I wonder how far I can till
To show you the love that I feel

I'm thankful for the God above
For He bestows upon this mortal me
His gift in the form of thee.

-coffeemaniac

. "Gluttony"

Sweat slid down my face
Amidst the cold of the night.
The perspiration was palpable
Yet our bodies beg for more

Satiating the hunger in our hearts
To assure each "goodbye" as we depart
We seek right away the company
and the scent we leave behind.

Tired yet satisfied,
And loved and lusted
Did you feel me my love?
Because I felt you.

-coffeemaniac

starring blankly into the ceiling,
unaware of my tears
slowly falls down through my checks
carving paths, fighting to be free.

-Luna 🌕

Cause I don't want to remember you in every sad song I love to play when I'm alone

"A Kiss"

Her smiles illuminate the shadows that enshroud us both
The darkness of night conceals our affection
As my lips fiercely claim hers
Instinct takes hold of our bodies
Her hands rise to my chest
While mine trace every inch she offers

It was tasteless yet sweet
Not a moment was bleak
Gently threading our hearts
by weaving our tongues,
Fingers intertwined,
Separate fates now tangled.

There was too much love within that brief time
Every second felt priceless
Her eyes meet mine with such trust
And I took it upon myself
To never break her heart, this I must
I must!

(The maniac thay loves coffee is currently celebrating his birthday)

Ngayon, alam ko na ang hirap ng buhay. Dati sabi ko pa "kapag nagkatrabaho na, giginhawa na ang buhay" hindi pala ganon kadali. Dahil sa ngayon, 'yong pera na pinagpaguran mo, tamang-tama lang para patuloy kang mabuhay sa mundo.

~Luna 🌕

It's been awhile

~Luna 🌕

Cause why did we ended up something that didn't even started.

Gonna pack my things and leave you behind