Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven

Just an update AM

I received a blessing two weeks ago to be patient that it takes a lot for the body to shut down but through the natural courses of time my body would keep progressing into that phase until Jesus calls me home to transition to the other side.

I thought things were good maybe even not as discomforting until about a week ago but this week took a turn for the worse because of my UTI and I’m consistently bledding urine and I only urinate once a day.
Just consuming jello with my meds with no water is taking a toll on my kidneys. I’ve been really nauseated no fluids and tired especially today. I fell out of bed hard a few days ago and hurt my hip. I have been declining more since. I can no longer shower by self with my aid.
My BP is low and O2 low
I’m having more difficult breathing and having chest pain.

Update PM

Feel so loopy since hospice nurse increased my morphine intake.
President Hartman gave me a blessing for the medicine to work and to be pain free and sleep
first time in weeks I’ve felt no pain and just so tired 😴

God is so good he tests us to out limits and then gives us the reward of our faith. He gave me a wonderful hospice company now that is all about me and my comfort care!!

Now I can finally sleep with no pain until Jesus is ready to take me to heaven

But I’m at total peace wrapped in Jesus arms.

Since I’ve been in the nursing home on hospice the past few months I 🙏🙏how I can serve others. It’s been so difficult to serve since I’m basically bed ridden but I’ve been sharing my story with my Branch President in my ward who was in tears by my story ordered my book on line immediately. He told me he was so into reading my book that he couldnt put it down. He shared my story with the Relief Society President she loved it so much that now the Bishop ordered a copy. I have some copies I had ordered so I gave them their signed copies on the spot. It blew my mind within a week I had sold 5 copies
I was so grateful that week that I was not only able to serve by sharing my book and story. Also now I could buy gingerale and jello which is all I consume. They don’t provide any at the group home. A Miracle from heaven.

When people ask me how do you get by I always say,” As I follow the Savior HE always takes care of me.”

My book is on Amazon.com

Here are the new reviews from my book. I 🙏🙏🙏in my last days I can continue to bring others hope


I’ve read/heard a lot of near death experiences but most are pretty vague, short and don’t go into nearly as much detail as this book does.
This book is a testament that all of life’s trials are worth it and will help us to achieve everlasting joy, peace and happiness way beyond anything we could experience here on earth.
Justin Lukrat

Since I’ve been in the nursing home on hospice the past few months I 🙏🙏how I can serve others. It’s been so difficult to serve since I’m basically bed ridden but I’ve been sharing my story with my Branch President in my ward who was in tears by my story and bought my book. I had ordered some more copies. He told me he couldnt put my book down reading it. He shared my story and book with the Relief Society President she loved it so much she bought a copy and shared it with the Bishop who bought a copy. He referred it to other friends in the ward. It blew my mind within a week I had sold 5 copies
I was so grateful that week that I was not only able to serve by sharing my book and story. Also now I could buy gingerale and jello which is all I consume that they don’t provide at the nursing home. A Miracle from heaven.
When people ask me how do you get by I always say,” As I follow the Savior HE always takes care of me.”
My book is on Amazon.com
Here are the new reviews from my book. I 🙏🙏🙏in my last days I can continue to bring others hope and the love of Christ.

Marci’s book is in my opinion, a “5-Star” novel. She is a gifted author. You will find by reading this work, that she has spared no hesitation in describing her pain, emotional set-backs and ultimate triumphs and victory.
This book is a
must-read.
As you read it, you will learn to love Marci, as I have. You will see how tough she is. She refuses to give up. But all in all, she recognizes our great savior Jesus Christ, and all that he offers us.
Marci is ready to pass through the vail. She gives you an insight as to what lies ahead for all of us in this mortal life.
Love you Marci. God bless you!
President Bruce C. Hartman, Crestwood Care Branch President; the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day

Well this may be one of my last post. I am moving to a nursing home down the road and switching to Ability Hospice. They are willing to acccept my needs as both my family and myself are ready for me to go. In the past 11 days I have only eaten jello with my medication and small sips of gingerale no water. I have an acute kidney injury and my symptoms of dark yellow urine going to the bathroom once a day has been causing me great pain. The malnutrion and chronic dehydration is causing my liver to slowly shut down. I’ve lost 30 lbs since I’ve been at the nursing home I’m currently staying at - lose of 6 lbs a week. I wake up screaming at night because of my neuropathy pain in my L bad foot because I am bed ridden and have no circulation in my legs.
My body is def starting to shut down
I’m moving to the new nursing home tommorow and I’m starting the aggressive pain and anxiety managent to keep me out of pain and more comfortable.
Finally my days and nights of suffering are over
I love my FB family we will always be bonded heart in earth and heaven.

Jesus is the light and love whoever believieth in his shall not perish but have everlasting life 💡🙏

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Thank you for all your love, 🙏🙏and donations. Things have been progressing rapidly and by Gods great miracles I was accepted on Medicaid in a long term nursing care. I was accepted to a nursing home in Ogden on hospice for the end of life care. I will be going to this nursing home within the next week. Since I’ve been on hospice my health has seriously declined. I am losing 4 lbs a week and I have now lost 20 lbs in over a month. I am getting weaker everyday and now that I am only living on 400 calories a day my kidneys and other organs are being greatly effected. I have had fevers, a chronic cold and shortness of breath and high BP from my heart needing to work harder from malnutrition and dehydration.
Since I’ve been back to Utah and now accepted on Medicaid in a skilled nursing home still on hospice I’m on comfort care. I have almost fallen a few times so when I go to the nursing home I will need to use my walker again. My neuropathy and my left side weakness has gotten worse. Hospice gives me meds for my pain and anxiety. I barely eat or drink anything anymore so when I go to the Nursing Home from lack of food or fluids and the atrophy of my muscles from low mobility the hospice nurse will keep me pain free until my body shuts down and I can finally leave my body of clay and go to a place I’ve visited many times - heaven. I’m just passing through on my way to heaven -heaven is my HOME

I love you all I will keep you up to date as long as I can then my family will update you

Love with all my heart and soul ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for all your multiple 🙏🙏and love charity to me. Things are finally looking up
I finally was accepted by Medicaid today 😊❤️
into a long term nursing home.
I am meeting with my hospice nurse tommrow to discuss what nursing home will be best for me. We are are looking at Nursing Homes around Layton and Ogden area. My body is so weary and so ready to go! I just want to stop the pain of eating and drinking. And be pain free in a paradise I’ve seen many times heaven!!

I’m asking all my wonderful face instagram family to 🙏🙏I go soon. I can’t take the pain and suffering anymore that is why I went back on hospice!! My clay body is done!! I’m ready to go home to a place I’ve visited many times -heaven and be with my dad and Christ!!

Well these last few weeks have been some of my hardest days.

I’m still on hospice. I’ve been at my brother Jeremy’s in Spokane WA for the last three weeks. He and Tannea his wife have opened their home to me to take care of me as my health has been declining.
At the airport I fell on the escalator. My foot went numb from my neuropathy and I was weak from malnutrition. I almost missed my flight to Jers when they were going to call the paramedics. But I told them I would brave it out. They wheeled me in a wheel chair because I could barely walk. I just made my plane when they called my name over the speaker that my flight was leaving.
I made it safely to Jers!! But since I’ve been a Jers I’ve lost almost 20 lbs from malnutrition. When I got to Jer and Tannea they were worried about me trying to feed me but I was just vomiting and in so much pain. I said,”No more I’m done.”

So now I’m basically consuming sips of sprite and jello to stay out of the hospital because I’m on hospice no hospital - when I feel like I’m going to faint I force myself to eat the bare minimum for a day just to survive. After vomiting and feeling so much pain I can’t take it anymore then it’s back to only eating jello and sips of sprite again. I have become more weak everyday unable to walk short distance without feeling dizzy. So I’ve basically been bed ridden.
I’m now waiting to get on Medicaid and into a Nursing home. My hospice doctor referred me to a Nursing Home from his diagnosis where he told me I will be the end of my life.
Many 🙏🙏have been answered for great miracles but I’ve had a few blessings that Heavenly Father is preparing me to return to him. And that he is sending angels to be with me to help me accept his plan for me. I’ve felt my dad many times close by so close that I know I will see him soon. 😇this brings me comfort and peace.

I’m flying back to Utah next Friday to live with my mom until everything goes through with Medicaid to go to a Nursing Home hopefully close to Layton.

Now that I’m on hospice my health has declined I’ve 🙏🙏🙏to have the strength and peace to follow to the end of Gods plan for me. It def hasn’t been easy but I felt my Heavenly Father take my hand and walk me through it all. So the more sick I’ve become the easier it has been to stay good bye to my clay body and be free of pain in a place I’ve been many times - HEAVEN

Please 🙏🙏for me to have the strength to endure to the end and that my suffering will end soon.

As I can feel more of the other side so thin I know in my heart this time I will go. I’ve prayed earnestly and fasted and feel strongly I’ve done the important work for the Lord I was sent back to do. One of them is I know I was sent back from heaven to publish my book on Amazon. From this point on while I’m still here and when I pass on my book will remain on Amazon as my legacy of a firm testimony that I know Jesus loves us perfectly and to have hope in HIM for he will wipe our tears and be with us through our great storms of life.

Now as I refelect on my life I want to feel that I made a difference that what God sent me on this earth to do I have completed my mission.

Thank you to all my friends and family who have been angels of light to carry me through such hard days that I didn’t know if I could make it. But your love and support is what has given me the strength to keep going. Thanks to those who have read my book and shared with me how it had renewed their faith in the Savior and given them hope that they will see their loved ones who had passed on. Half of my royalities have been going to rescue children who have been trafficked to the OR foundation of Tim Ballard who rescues these precious children. When I pass on all my royalities will go continue to go to this foundation

This has brought me the greatest joy that I was able to help rescue these children of God. Now all I want to do is share my testimony of Christ all the days of my life and beyond the veil.

Love you all ❤️❤️

Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven After 8 surgeries, including a devastating hysterectomy, Marci was left struggling with both physical and emotional pain as she faced the reality that she would never conceive a child. As her health declined, she lost her faith in God and in religion. After her loving father passes on, she feels ...

This day of much decision for me. They did the special drink study to see how my bowels are functioning and what is causing the bowel obstruction. The special drink they gave me moved through my bowels but did not come out. I have had no bowel movement since I’ve been in the hospital. That could mean two things the endometriosis is obstructing my bowels or the gastroparesisis is back and not allowing a bowel movement because of paralysis of my gastrointestinal. So the next step is to do a gastric emptying study to see if the gastroparesisis is back.

The doctors are truly concerned because my stomach pain is less since they are giving me a bowel rest - NPO and I haven’t eaten or drank anything since I’ve been in the hospital. I haven’t vomited either. My blood pressure has been low with malnutrion they are only giving me IV fluids.

So the gastric empty study will give more answers. I’ve already talked to the doctors that if my gastroparesisis is back there is no quality of life for me and I will go back on hospice!! Since I will never agree to a feeding tube.They agree!!

If the test is negative I will proceed to see the OBGYN specialist and discuss doing the surgery once again my 17 th surgery that could once again cause major complications like it has in the past / blood clots etc. I don’t know if my body can handle another surgery.

Honestly I don’t know how much more of this my body can take. I’ve been praying earnestly why I’m going through this again alone. Every day the Lord carries me through. He is the author to the end of my story. I love you all ❤️❤️please keep me in prayers.

I will keep you up to date when I get the results back from the gastric empty study.

What an incredible two weeks. My book is now in a library in San Diego. I have sold my book to atheists, suicidal individuals, co- workers those who recently lost loved ones and church members. Referals from readers who have read my book. I give away 10 free copies of book to those who want to read it but may not have the financial means to afford it. My book is now reaching more and more people. I just want others to feel of Gods love through my story and book.
I now know I was sent back from death doors for the third time to bring hope in Christ. For others to witness a Walking Miracle - Me
I am only here by heavens miracles. I try everyday to walk in the Saviors footsteps.

My book is available on www.Amazon.com

Jesus loves you perfectly!!

The full story that angels saved me from almost death today!!

I’m lucky I’m alive. I went to work today and tried to walk home but my foot was killing me after working all day. I called Lyft my driver reaked of ci******es and alcohol. He was driving crazy fast and almost hit a car 🚗
I found it odd that the driver was suppose to be a woman but when I got in the car she was in the passenger seat. She introduced me to her husband who was the driver. She said she just had knee surgery and that was why her husband was driving. He could of killed me. The stench in his car reeked of alcohol and ci******es so much that I felt like I was going to pass out. I still have a terrible headache and barely made it home!! Angels were protecting me today!!

I’m glad I reported the incident to Lyft who took immediate action. I would feel terrible if I hadn’t reported it and he killed another rider or another person while under the influence.

God is a God of miracles. I met this amazing woman a few weeks ago when I bore my testimony in church and shared my story. She read my book and loved it. We have become close friends and we have so much fun together. My book is now in a library in San Diego.
God has literally given me my life back. I’m working full time at Utah Valley hospital in Provo. My foot is recovering by swimming and doing yoga. I am happier than I have been in months. I am almost finished writing my fiction novel The Breath Of Life. A task I never thought I could do but am I doing the impossible with God. I am realizing why God sent me back from heaven for the third time while I was on hospice. I know it is to share my book and story to bring others hope in the Savior.
God is good everyday.
My book is available on www.Amazon.com

God has literally given me my life back since I got off hospice last year in June. I am now working at Utah Valley Hospital at IHC and I love it. My book is reaching more and more people and is now in a library in San Diego. I’m in the process of making a Ytube video of my miracle story and posting it on Ytube.

I have shared my testimony at church a few times and the people I have met have read my book and are now some of my closest friends.
God has revealed to me of why he sent me back from from heaven while I was at death doors for the third time while on hospice care. He has an important mission for me to do. God is doing the impossible through me. Through my story and book people are believing in heavenly miracles. God is good everyday!!

My book is on www.Amazon.com

God works in mysterious ways. A few weeks ago I was running late for church. I was physically and mentally exhausted from a hard week. I went to the YSA ward at 1:30 pm. They had their testimony meeting that day. I felt a strong feeling that I need to share my miracle story and book. As I arose to the pulpit I literally felt angels from the other side including my dad giving me the strength to share my miraculous recovery and story with the congregation.
After the meeting I had a group of people come up to me after asking me to share more about my NE’s They told me I need to start speaking at churches and schools to share my miraclous story. So I am working on doing that.
Each person wanted to read my book 📖 especially a beautiful girl that was facing her own storms of life. We connected and became good friends. I just gave her a signed copy of my book today.. She is so excited to read it.

My story and book is changing peoples lives. People have shared with me that it has renewed their faith in Christ, gave them hope that they will see their loved ones who have passed on and to focus on Jesus Christ and not the storm.

God has been revealing me to day by day of why he sent me back from heaven while I was on death doors fro the third time. I am here to do his work and bring hope in Christ.

My book and miracle story is on Amazon.com, Good reads, Barnes and Nobel, in a school library in San Diego, and it’s ready to go on Ytube soon. God has done the impossible through me.

I am now writing a novel The Breath of Life that I was inspired to write after coming off hospice that is based on the experiences I had when I went to the other side of the veil three times. Beta readers have loved it 😊

I am the happiest I’ve ever been in months. Seeing how my story and book is giving others hope in Christ and in heavens miracles is what keeps me going. So thank you to all those who have allowe you in your hearts and homes sharing my book and story. Jesus loves you and so do I. ❤️😊

I know all this wouldn’t be possible without the Savior. He is the hand that carried me through troubled waters and gives me hope for a better tommrow. 😊❤️

This new walker is for sale $75 it’s brand new. This is the walker I used when I was on hospice. It’s in mint condition. If you know of anyone who needs a great walker please let me know by FB message me. Thank you 😊

I had the most incredible experience today. I have been earnestly praying how I can reach more people with my miracle story and book. I had been up all night writing my novel I Need To Be Born. I couldn’t sleep after because my mind was racing of new ideas for my novel that just kept coming to me. I was so exhausted this morning so I went to the singles ward at 1 pm. I then realized that it was testimony meeting. My body literally started to shake as I felt I needed to share my story and book. I arose to the pulpit and as I spoke I suddenly felt the entire room filled with angels from the other side including my dad routing me on from heaven. Cheering on those who were in the congregation. After the meeting I literally had a group of people come up to me after and thanked me for sharing my story. They told me they were fascinated by my visits to heaven and that I had met the wondrous Savior. They wanted me to share more about my story. They were asking me question after question in awe of the story I had shared with them.
They shared with me how they had lost loved ones recently and how my story had gave them hope they would see them again. They told me that they now had more hope in the Savior to carry them through their storms of life.
They were asking me where they could buy my book and told me that I needed to speak more at more churches, schools etc.
Each person that I met touched my life in a fundamental way. This is why I was sent back to share by miracle story and give others hope in Christ. This is why I keep going. So thank you for allowing me into your hearts and homes with my book. It is saving and changing peoples lives.
With God nothing is impossible!! I know because he did the impossible through me!

I had the most incredible experience today. I have been earnestly praying how I can reach more people with my miracle story and book. had been up all night writing my novel I Need To Be Born. I couldn’t sleep after because my mind was racing of new ideas for my novel that just kept coming to me. I was so exhausted this morning so I went to the singles ward at 1 pm. I then realized that it was testimony meeting. My body literally started to shake as I felt I needed to share my story and book. I arose to the pulpit and as I spoke I suddenly felt the entire room filled with angels from the other side including my dad routing me from heaven. Cheering on those on who were in the congregation. After the meeting I literally had a group of people come up to me after and thanked me for sharing my story. They told me they were fanatized by my visits to heaven and that I had met the wondrous Savior. They wanted me to share more about my story. They were asking me question after question in awe of the story I had shared with them.
They shared with me how they had lost loved ones recently and how my story had gave them hope they would see them again. They told me that they now had more hope in the Savior to carry them through their storms of life.
They were asking me where they could buy my book and told me that I needed to speak more at more churches, schools etc.
Each person that I met touched my life in a fundamental way. This is why I was sent back to share by miracle story and give others hope in Christ. This is why I keep going. So thank you for allowing me into your hearts and homes with my book. It is saving and changing peoples lives.
With God nothing is impossible!! I know because he did the impossible through me!

Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven After 8 surgeries, including a devastating hysterectomy, Marci was left struggling with both physical and emotional pain as she faced the reality that she would never conceive a child. As her health declined, she lost her faith in God and in religion. After her loving father passes on, she feels ...

Some exciting news to share:
I just accepted the offer letter to work at Intermountain Health Care at Utah Valley in the float pool at ICU and Med Surg making more than I was making at the speciality hospital I was working at. I start in two weeks 😊❤️ thank you to all those who 🙏🙏for me to land this dream job. This is what I was doing in San Diego at UCSD hospital. It’s like the Lord is literally giving me my life back before I became so deadly ill and almost entered death doors for the third time when I was on hospice care 6 months ago.
Now I can save for a car 🚗 and keep doing what I love writing books 📚 I’m in the process of writing my novel I Need To Be Born I have an amazing new editor ✍️ that is pushing me beyond a vision I didn’t know I was capable of.
I’m swimming and doing yoga 🧘‍♀️ to keep healthy and strong and to help my neuropathy pain.

I carry my book Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven With Me where ever I go and I am selling copies to co- workers, Lyft drivers, my H and R block lady, etc.

I'm in the process of setting up book signings at Barnes and Noble and other major book stores. I'm also making a video of my miracle story and will be submitting it on YTube soon.

There are so many people who are lost in this world 🌎 and I am overjoyed that my book and story is giving them hope.

I am sending 15 free signed copies of my book out tomorrow. I have a few copies left if anyone wants one send me a FB message.

Thank you to all those who have allowed me into your hearts and homes with my miracle story. The word is spreading and my book is now on Barnes and Noble, good reads, eBay, Bookshop, Flipcart, and Amazon.
I wrote this book to bring hope in Christ. People have contacted me personally and shared with me that my book has saved and changed their lives. They are now focusing on the Savior and not the treacherous storm in their lives.
This time last year I was dying from a three battle of gastroparesisis. I couldn’t keep anything down for 3 years and was constantly going into renal failure. During this time I almost died twice. I passed beyond the veil and met the magnificent Savior. I wanted to stay in heaven with HIM. But he told me I needed to return to finish the book I was writing Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven. My body continued to shut down as I entered death doors once again while on hospice care. I was saved by divine intervention. I am only here today by heavens miracles. Coming back from the dead for the third time has been the hardest thing I’ve had to do. I have suffered great pain and sorrow in my road to full recovery. Seeing how my book is bringing readers hope in Christ is what is keeping me going.
My new reviews of my book is on www.Amazon.com

This has been one of the most challenging weeks since I got off hospice six months ago. This time last year, I was dying from an incurable disease of gastroparesisis from a botched appendectomy. I couldn’t keep anything down for 3 years and was constantly going into renal failure. During this time I almost died twice and passed beyond the veil. I met the wondrous Savior. I told him I wanted to stay in heaven with him. But he told me I needed to return to finish the book I was writing Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven and share my story. My body continued to shut down when I entered death doors while on hospice care. I was saved by divine intervention. I am only here today by heavens miracles. But, coming back from the dead for the third time has not been easy. I have faced treacherous road blocks in my path that have made it near impossible to work full time at the career I once had as a CNA. A chapter from my book When God closes one door he opens a window typifies my story. I’ve had one person after another contact me personally and share with me that they are struggling with health problems and addiction’s. But after reading my book it has renewed their hope in Christ to focus on the Savior and not the storm. They shared with me that reading my story has saved their lives and changed their hearts towards Christ. Now they are sharing my book with their loved ones who are also in need of hope. Christ wants my miracle story to be told. He is opening doors for my book to expand to more readers on line at Barnes and Noble, good reads and other major publishing companies. Never lose hope in Christ just when you think it’s over he sends you a miracle. Here are some new reviewes of my book.

I have been struggling this week with some road blocks in my path. I prayed for a miracle to help me to keep going. I just received one. My book is doing so well on Amazon that they put my book on line at Barnes and Noble. The people who have read my book and loved it put my book on Good Reads.
I went to my good friends ward today that I had bore my testimony in church and shared my story awhile back. I felt I needed to bring a copy of my book to church. I didn’t know why. But listened to the prompting. The Bishop wanted a copy of my book to read and share with the youth, etc. I said “I have a copy here with me.”
He was so excited my book was published and I had a copy in my hand to give him.
Life definitely hasn’t been easy literally coming back from the dead from heaven for the third time. I just got off hospice care 6 months ago and the road to recovery has been grueling but the Savior continues to shower me with his miracles. The joy I feel from others who are moved by my miracle story and book is what drives me to keep going. So thank you to all those for your great reviews and your incredible stories of your renewed hope in Christ that you have shared with me that have touched my heart ❤️ through sharing my book. When I met the Savior beyond the veil I wanted to stay in heaven with HIM. But he told me I needed to return to finish the book I was writing Just Passing Through On My Way To Heaven and share my story. Now I’m doing what HE asked me to do and HE is moving mountains to make it possible. Never lose hope in Christ. Just when you thick it’s over he sends a miracle.
Here are some new reviews of my book on www.amazon.com