External ramblings directed to the void

After I received some upsetting news about my trans ness at work and reacted,the cis person that told me was asking if I was mad at them and saying I shouldn’t be mad at them and I think it’s hilarious that y’all think trans peoples first reaction is anger..no that’s y’all. I was never angry Our first reactions are usually Terror which is followed by sadness the anger comes later. The fear for our lives often outweighs the anger. And that’s something y’all will never understand