Womb Women's Circles
A page for women who have attended my workshops, circles or bookclub. A place to share, support and
Esotre blessings sisters.
It has been a big day of transformation for me. Farewelling my maiden self and surrendering to mother has been so much harder than I anticipated. My birth imprint resurfacing again.
My words..my unfolding for you.
Farewell Maiden, Mother I surrender
I sat in ceremony this morning. With you, with my higher self, surrendering finally.
Upon the spring equinox, I planted beautiful flowers with my prayers for you, our family, your dad, myself, our future. But this morning as I sat and meditated, I saw you dancing jovially and asking me to join. As I did you showed me your face in the many stages of your life: baby, toddler, school child, teenager, young man, father, grandfather and sage. I saw how deeply beautiful your soul is and what you needed from me. We danced I felt you swelling in my womb. But still I was afraid to surrender to you my son, to surrender to motherhood.
I sat drawing cards, cleansing myself and calling in the answers. Why did I feel out of alignment with some of the offerings I was putting forth into the world? Why was I scared to surrender into connection with you? Why was I hiding from myself?
The answers came. My son I was afraid of loss, of losing you like I did your sister. Her loss so early I barely recognised it. But she stayed with me so long, I thought she was you, the one coming in. It hurt to let her go, but as I did, your voice grew louder. Your great strength and wild spirit emerged. To lose you would break me, I know this feeling, I’ve lost you before. Many lifetimes of losing you. But not this time beautiful boy, this time we will share a life filled with adventure and love. I sit here weeping as I write these words. As you move in my belly, I imagine all you’ll be, all you ask of me. You’ve been a dream of mine for so long, and now you’re almost here, I release the fear of losing you.
On paper I write, ‘fear of losing my son’, I place it in the bowl.
Then the next wave comes. The need to be seen, the fear of losing myself in motherhood. This is why I’ve created these workshops. I want to of service others, to hold them in love, but am I holding myself in as much love? What do I really need as I step into motherhood? My birth imprint is showing up again, as I sit in the dimensions of pregnancy. Rushing in, throwing myself into creative birthing. Only to realise I need to draw back. I need to surrender to motherhood, to the physical, emotional and spiritual birthing unfolding in my life, my body, my soul.
Into the bowl I put ‘The need to be seen, the fear of surrender’
I watch the flames burn away these old ways of being. I sit in total surrender to the death of maiden, the birth of mother.
I feel light, I feel joy. I feel you moving in me and love fills my body. Love for you, love for my journey, love for the woman I am becoming. The mother unfolding.
I surrender to mother, I sit crocheting all of this into your blanket. The magic of today. The magic of what is to come, the overflowing love I feel for you my beautiful boy. The knowing I’m on the precipice of the biggest adventure of my life. Knowing the changes in me have only just began. That you my son will be my biggest teacher.
And maiden, I farewell you. Thank you for all you’ve taught me. You’ve helped me to prepare for this moment, through deep surrender to my sacred body, her cycles, her blood. You’ve taught me to love her unconditionally, to allow her wisdom, to release judgement and fear, to trust. And so, I know I can love my children as I surrender to all they ask of me, their births, their wisdom, to love them unconditionally, free of judgement and expectation. Trusting all that they are I can provide for and that I have been chosen for this divine task of mothering them -empowered, embodied, connected.
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Good morning all!
Looking forward to holding this beautiful event again this weekend on the beautiful Spring Equinox, Saturday the 21st 10.30-5pm The Light Room
It will be a beautiful day, sitting in circle. We will dive deep into the cycles of woman (Maiden, Mother, Maga, Crone) and how intertwined these are with nature. We will also look at our birth imprint and our experiences through Rites of Passages to understand and connect deeply with how we create/birth in our lives. There will be a beautiful ceremony to finish.
Beautiful goodie bags for all that attend also!
Please be in contact if you have any questions.
A recent review from Tami Hansen 🙏
I recently attended the Cyclic Womb Workshop and I absolutely loved it! What a beautiful and safe space Alisa held for us ladies, I journeyed through this day with releases and beautiful acknowledgments of times in my life where I wished I'd had the love and self empowerment I have today and afterwards (a week later)I also had more to release and I feel so much lighter and happier for it. Some great activities, beautiful smells and relaxation 🌺😍 a safe place to share, to have tears and to become more aware # # # love the takeaway's as well, the daily notes on my cycle have been so helpful in seeing patterns and being more aware of my body. Thanks Alisa 😘
Much love,
Alisa xx
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Hi Womb Women!
This is just a little group I will add anyone who attends my workshops, circles, book club to as a way to support and share with each other :) I'll also post about any upcoming workshops too.
Alisa