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Oh!! Wondering
I thought it was heaven,
Carried away by the sweetness of mometary song,
Even if the world doesn't like us,
She is she,
With a home build in her heart.

I guess it's a reason, that people showering an unending judgments, despite knowing real love doesn't meet you at your best, it meets you in your mess. There is nothing personal about a home or a heart.. but it's all personal about a beautiful feelings that we could feel around.

That ~

"Wind blowing so strong,
It takes only one thought
That,
How the flowers were wrapped around
To feel like guns,
I have gone too deep,
From scratch to invest in your dreams."

It must have been love,
but it's over now,
It must have been good,
but I lost it somehow,
Those are just two things -

First, Who build this house filled with love❤️
Second, Who tried to keep this house as a home for "FOREVER"

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"Hey Everyone! After a long time I'm excited to share my blog with you. ~ It's called *Oh! Dear Heart* - life between love and home. Where we all come towards a person who feel like a home but end up being a guns in our life."

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2 candles in a row,
One with bright fire
Another with soft soul

You are alive,
Oh the wax,
Upon my shoulders,
A wick of a flame,
I will light up,
And meet the same energy I'm given,
is my candle burning from both ends?
is my true form an unlit candle
or a pile of melted wax?

sticky and unpleasant.
Drips of vagueness,
like tears before bed.
Crying appeal always so strange.
The shape of you,
a thin tall tower of white.
Sometimes red,
as my eyes staring at the dark's
only light.

Deadly Writer

Deadly Writer Creating my own sunshine, with all the keys of happiness �
Captivated from life, showing it here?

I am very honoured and proud to share my first ever solo book - "Journey to 7 heavens".

A book with 30+ poems. It is not only a collection of poems but as well the emotions of our life dedicated and relatable with our day to day happening. From stages of life to boundations of society to death of someone's life to Covid steps into our journey. Stories that has gathered in a form of "Rhyme"

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Do you sometimes feel lonely? You aren’t the only one. Loneliness is widespread. Many of us feel disconnected, adrift, or not truly understood by those around us. And that’s no surprise.
it’s part of the human condition to crave connection. It’s our natural state – to be with and connect to other people. But in today’s world, it’s not always straightforward. While it’s easier than ever to travel to see friends and family, the flip side is that we often live far away from those we love...
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These days, I am questioning myself of how I've been through the day. And I guess we need to be reminded that even if we are struggling, our mind deserve some break, too

Being a mother,
Being a daughter,
Being a daughter - in - law,
Being a grand mother,
Being a sister,
But most Importantly a women,
A human being too,

Who always stays mysterious mixture of joy and sorrow,
Used to bring trash words and sallow,
Who are you?
A women or just a punching bag to hold on too..?

Since birth..
When I was a kid - I were a bud,
Blossomed during teenager - my wings were cut and dreams were shattered,
Blossomed during youth - I was told to shut my mouth soon..

Why? Why? Why?
Is it because you are a girl?
Or is it because of that
Games left marks outside,
On inner thighs,
On waist,
Maybe sometimes chest.

Darkness was an evil veil,
But sometimes I used to put a fight,
Then exhausted,
I surrendered,
And the fear appeared again of not asking,
A freedom from self thought frames,
Marks of fight,
Were no more on my mind,
But they were carved in my memories,
And now I cannot undo them.

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"i feel nothing now"

i will say it
like i really mean it
and until i've convinced
myself that i do.

to the people who left thinking they're going to be chased.

look at us now: alone

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So, what really happened all of a sudden? That a series of emotions ran. A feeling of anger, closely followed by helplessness. What could I have done, sitting in one room with just four walls all around. How could I help when I could not even go out, I kept wondering.
These were injustices happening to other girls as well in the world, to real people, although laughing and smiling became just the face expression for them to survive. How does one resist? If I would be in this place - I will take a piece of paper, one side of which in fact, had notes from the previous suffered life, which says "walk slowly, walk firmly, there might be more hurdles in your life too, instead focus on yours to make it easy and not escape from it later" And then two different road diverged in front of my eyes saying - "follow your paths safely or watch yourself with lots of hurdles around with no helping hands."
I wrote down the message in a piece of paper - "Claiming the conversations between heart and mind"
"Claiming the framed life of afraid people"
It was an easier conversation to have than the one that was actually at hand. It was comfortable to overlook the threats. It was too difficult or we would rather shut our eyes than be witnesses to this violence of prison without being on criminal charges.
I m not someone who always speaks up about everything. I just sit back and notice things until I feel I should sleep in peace before it's too late to understand. Even as I write this, there is so much going on in the world that I haven't spoken about. It seems rude sometimes, just talking, just saying something. But that day, after hearing the prison life of girls in this world in there own house, which forces them to stay silent - but silence did not seem like an option. It was more like a war between hearts which always cuts one's wishes to see someone happy or the mind which is always ready to fight for self.

My story doesn't begin there where I started writing this content - it begins where I actually started believing in self and made own decisions, which is why this story is not about my past. It's about what I actually teach myself from past till future - with a long controversial pause!!
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Begging from someone the same love and pamper?
So, to whoever it may concern.

I see you're dating someone now. But whether or not you are happy together, I hope you treat your partner right. I hope you show them that you really love them. I hope you help them become a better person.

Please don't treat your partners badly. Don't be the reason for their traumas. Don't be the reason why their next partners will have a hard time mending their hearts.

If you no longer see your partner in your future, help them become a better partner for the next one.

Build each other up, even if it's not for your own good anymore.

And when you see your ex-partner happy and living good with their new ones, I hope you become proud of yourself.

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You've been searching and begging for love way too many times, to the extent that you're breaking your own heart just to have something rather than nothing. I hope this letter will somehow find its way to you because if there's anyone who should give you the love that you've been craving for all your life — it must be you.

-DeadlyWriter

We do hope,
We do hope on things,
When situations go wrong,
We do hope on things,
When we don't feel strong,
Coz hope is a word that keeps us going through, Till the end that way,
You get to the new,
After every hour of darkness in life,
You need hope to survive,
Don't lose your confidence in any case,
Have the will to run the race,
Life is full of roadblocks,
And it's difficult to tackle all,
If you have the force within,
Then you can also stand tall Tall,
So that you can ace the world so bright.
Hope should always be with you!
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Pen_and_emotions♥️ We're waiting for tomorrow, But tomorrow never comes, Rather, Emotions gather in a bucket full of chaos, As we look other way- Days, months, weeks and years Passes quickly that we never can pin down, And we gaze into the future, With the scars of the past, And we think that we are happy- But just lo...

But if at some point I decided to open up my heart again to someone, I hope I’d never have to lose myself again and be able to enjoy every little thing I deserve to have. To not question my worth, to be who I am. To love and be loved in the absence of boxes full of conditions and some ax to grind aims hidden under their sleeves. To be enough, for all the right reasons. To be able to say ‘I love you’ without waiting for their tragic comeback of ‘It’ll pass” and a soft tap on the shoulder that spells goodbye.

Because if at some point I’d allow someone in, I hope love stays.
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Pen_and_emotions♥️ We're waiting for tomorrow, But tomorrow never comes, Rather, Emotions gather in a bucket full of chaos, As we look other way- Days, months, weeks and years Passes quickly that we never can pin down, And we gaze into the future, With the scars of the past, And we think that we are happy- But just lo...

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And we will all get there, we will get to that point where we start realizing that not everyone we lose is our loss. We stop chasing and begging for love and attention; we fight through silence; we generously forgive those who have been significant cause of our pain; we begin to accept and let go; and we appreciate more of ourselves when we start to lose unnecessary people.

When our strength is enough, we no longer stay in the same place where we are left wounded.

All that means surviving while living.




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Pen_and_emotions♥️ We're waiting for tomorrow, But tomorrow never comes, Rather, Emotions gather in a bucket full of chaos, As we look other way- Days, months, weeks and years Passes quickly that we never can pin down, And we gaze into the future, With the scars of the past, And we think that we are happy- But just lo...

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Pen and Emotions both are part of our life - but we choose to stay quite with situations and still knows how to shine bright. Neither tomorrow nor future moments we can pin in our life story. But we can try to keep memories alive. With passing days - we think best for our next month and the cycle keeps going with a thought, "we should think about ourself first and be a little selfish" yet! our behavior never lets us think this way. And at the end we have to paint our smiles into happiness. 🎨
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You are more than just those screams telling you to shut off everything where sunsets give you calm. You are more than just those dark nights taking you away from the reality where bright things keep you on shining. You are more than just those bullets attacking you from behind and you thought of letting them in instead. You are more than just those beautiful masks that cover your truths and you forgot who you are anymore. You are more than just those sad midnights that keep you awake until the next morning and they tell you not to live for a day.
Ahem!! Sorry - "you are not more then acid in my life, so I needed to losse you to find me because everytime it's hard to take a stand for you even after knowing you will not be their for me"
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~~Unbound~~
Eat drink and be merry, isn't it that how it goes?well! life is not so easy after 75th of independence, In each one’s life there will always stay a feeling of not being unbound from something that we merrily does not want to hamper a mental peace
I am judged,
By what I wear
By how I look
By my music
By my makeup
All I wanted is an unbound mental peace
The seal of heart
the love which is awful
a narrow minded people
Folds over the world from its free wings
Between four corners of the walls
A paradise of weirdness is created
Till like 1 is in slumber bound
The boat of my desire is guided
Realms were air we breathe is love
And walk up on the sea and chant melodiously
Never take a writer for granted
If they can feel the pain
The words shout louder
To make the world play
Make them rhyme into words
To keep finding us in
“unbound wings”
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Feeling alone? Isn't it's a normal human behaviour.
The pain inside, stops the growth of our mental peace.
The healing inside always travels a journey of sorrow with few unsaid words to some close ones.
Selfishness isn't a bad behavior, it is just used when you only think of your own mental peace and growth in journey of life time happiness.

Hence, nothing is bad if you think for your own while ignoring the fake ones.
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Let your silence speak! People will understand anything by there own perception. Their is always one emotion common between every human - "Fear of being alone". This is something which leads to a strong and happy life and either with weak and fearfull life. It's our choice to choose to either of the one and let go of the other forever, before knowing people can be heartless and people can be shameless.
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A dream within a dream. Do you even have any inner dream? Or you are afraid of using your skills?
I write because it makes me feel like someone's listening - or I am finally listening to myself.
I doodle because it makes me feel motivated - or I am an artist 🎨.
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Believe yourself, before doing anything.

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