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If I could go back 20 years, I’d tell myself two things:

1. The things you’re afraid of either don’t happen, or do and make you stronger every time. Be brave.

2. The things you think will make you happy won’t. All fulfillment will come in impact to others, not service of self.

2O-year-old little Beau thought she knew everything and she knew so little. The benefit of perspective.

What would you tell your younger self?

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Air fried Chicken in Oven Roasted Tomatoes Sauce.if oven roasted all your fresh tomatoes, peppers,onions and garlic ehn, blend it and use to make this sauce, I can guarantee you one thing, you will most definitely feel happy with yourself again 😉🤣🤣

I haven't had a good designer meal in well over 3months.
Thankfully, I made this and it was totally yum in my tummy.

I haven't had a good designer meal, cos my head was up in other stuff and other stuff just keeps piling instead of reducing but I'm re learning to and un learning again that HIS and learning again to care for myself even in the smallest things so that when the breakthrough comes ( it will definitely come,cause GOD is stil working on it and HE cannot lie) it will meet me in soundness of mind and with good health.

Somethings I had today were once a prayer point, so why not just trustGOD completely and lean not on my own undestanding, also know that HE will do what only HE can do!!!

Enough said, watch out for my post on .

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I DECLARE GOD's plans for my life is coming to pass.
There is potential on the inside of me that I have not yet tapped into..
There are seeds of greatness that are going to take root. GOD is going to make up for the time that's been lost.
HE is keeping records, and when it's my time HE is going to place me in the foreground. This is my Declaration by faith in Chtist Jesus, Amen!!🔥🔥🔥
Glory to GOD!!🙌🙌🙌ALLELUIA 🙌

I used to be a very fun loving person for a good portion of my life. I always knew how to make any event fun and special and totally never bothered about what I didn’t have and who I wasn’t.

When I suddenly found myself in this hood, I just kinda lost that me. Though I tried to revamp and re discovered myself but sometimes it just not easy and so I allowed all pressures from my new roles get to me and , deadlines always kinda choke it up again whenever it tried to show up..

Sometimes, silent guilt eats at me for trying to live, laugh and just be my happy fun loving self again.
I mean loss has a way of making you become a different person inside and outside.
You feel things differently and look at things differently.
You can become withdrawn, bitter and an hernit without you even knowing it.

Suddenly, your mind tells you and makes you feel like the reject of the world.
the unloved
the forgotten
the loner
the forsaken
the one everyone wants to avoid at all cost.😏🤐🤔

But thank GOD for The Holy Spirit. 🙌
He started to show me my own heart.
He showed me that I’m no longer rejected, but chosen.
I'm not despised but delighted!
I'm not forsaken but sort out!
I’m no longer abandoned, but adopted!
Ii'm not unloved but loved so.very much that Jesus died and rose for me. 🙌

He showed me that I'm a city set upon a hill, Vsible, Amazing and Breathtakingly Beautiful I’m called for such a time as this.
So I had to stop trying to be my old me, I had to evolved into this new me, A War Veterant with scars to show but still a conqueror called forth for such a time like this.

I had to renew my mind. ✨
I had to renounce that victim mentality.
That way of thinking wasn’t GOD’s best for my life at all, it was a big fat lie from the king of lies.🤪😜

Since I started to view my self as a conqueror, a war veteran through Jesus Christ, my life started to slowly but surly change.

❣️The crazy thing is, Jesus made me a conqueror, I just had to believe it and live just like one.❣️

I want to challenge you today to believe it.




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Welcome new seasons.
Welcome new memories.
Welcome To Seasons Of Uncommon favour, Mercy and Power.💃🙌🙏
Let GOD make this season even more beautiful than your past seasons. ✨

“... That is what the Scriptures mean when they say, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him.” - 1 Corinthians 2:9
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I dont know who needs to hear this, today but........
You can do this, yes you have what it takes.

You are gonna come out on the other side better, bolder, stronger and more valuable!!🌟

How???💪

Lemme read more from my Mom's journal, I be right back to give your more detailed tips 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣











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You're the best.”
“I'm humbled and grateful.”
“You knocked me off my feet!”
“My heart is still smiling.”
“Your thoughtfulness is a gift I will always treasure.”
“Sometimes the simplest things mean the most.”
You made my day.”
“I'm touched beyond words.”
Thank you , yes You, You, and You!
May HIs LIght, Love and Peace be yours always, Amennn!!!🙏

Special thank you to my for the early morning private concert recitation, it was mind blowing and it started the day on a great note for me. ❤💞💏🥰😘😍



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Facebeat and gele by Ishola Temmy
Ankara outfit by Imran Opeyemi Abi Ola
Pictures courtesy us... 🤣❤💞💏⭐

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When I think upon YOUR goodness
And YOUR faithfulness each day
I'm convinced it's not because I am worthy
To receive the kind of love that YOU give
But I'm grateful for YOUR mercy
And I'm grateful for YOUR grace
And because of how YOU'VE poured out Yourself
I have come to sing this song out in praise
Imela, Imela
Okaka, Onyekeruwa
Imela, Imela
Eze mo...🎵🎹🎸🎶🎧

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Face and hair by .co

Happy Blessed birthday to my ever Amazing 🎂🎁🥂💃⚘❤

! May God mend your broken heart and gift you His divine happiness so that all the days of your life may be filled with heavenly bliss, Amennn!!!🙏

Whatever you do, try not to let anything stop you from enjoying this special day..

I love you then,
I.love now
And I will alway love you.

Happy Birthday my .

Blowng you plenty kisses, 🥰🥰🥰🥰 your

Mom, Arise shine for Your light has come!!🎁🎂⭐💫🥂

I will bless the LORD at All times...
GOD has done Me no wrong.

Engraced. Favored. Loved, Blessed, Renewed, above all else. Forgiven.





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I'm not tagging anyone to this post, because this is strictly part of my personal mandate from above, but trust me that GOD'S Light is very strong and shines through any darkness including grief..
Grief therapy does work!!

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Before your head hits the pillow this night, remind yourself of the things GOD has helped to accomplished in the past. 🙌

Remind yourself of the things you did right..👌
Let go of the things you could have done better.😊

Cry if you need to, but never give up or give in to the pressures or voices calling you a failure.💪

Smile and laugh out loud at your silliness and continue to picture your dreams.😄🤣🤣☺🤪

Be extra patient with yourself, and remember that big things are achieved not all at once but rather one day at a time.

No one ever said it was gonna be easy, but I trust HIM who cannot lie to give me HIS light when mine goes out. 🌠💫⭐🔥
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The older I get, the more I realize how important family is.

Of course, family doesn't have to be limited to blood relatives. Our closest family and friends are often those who share the belief that there is strength in numbers. Knowing you can count on your family to stick together, have your back, and love you no matter what is truly a blessing.

My family and my friends are my anchor. They are the thread that holds me together.

Still, it can be easy to take the importance of family for granted, especially when you're not getting along. When that happens, try to focus on the deep bond you share and do your best to accept your loved ones as they are.

As Princess Diana said, "Family is the most important thing in the world."

So today, I urged you to take a step back, Count your blessings, say I love you, and live for the moments becuse,
"Family isn't an important thing , its everything!!









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I’ve been so focused on how to stay accountable to who I want to be, going forward as a Widow, Solo Parent and a Startup Entrepreneur.
For me, it’s comes down to three things:

1. Having a vision for my future.
2. Setting goals to get to that vision.
3. Hacking my motivation on the days I don’t feel like it.

The question I ask every single day, is “Beau, how do you feel about yourself when you’re by yourself.”🤔

And the answer to that questions every single time has been about how I’ve done what I could with the only thing I can control — this day — and how my effort today gets me closer to the vision of who I’m becoming and how to never let the small things stop me from the bigger things.😉🤣🤣😅

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Know where you’re going and then ask what it will take to get there.
Then make sure you’re hacking the things they usually throw you off track to keep you on the path to what you’re becoming.

doesn't mean things are gonna go smooth, but your resilience and tenacity to stick to the vision is what will make every single challenge feel like a walk in the park.

Today, I charge myself to , and give this day my best .
And I know I will be pleasantly surprised at outcome of .

You are worth it. You can get there. Let’s get moving on the ! ❤️







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In an extraordinary year, I’ve been grateful for many extraordinary friendships…. thank you.🙏

And on the first day in New Year’ 2021 is the first page in a blank book: join us and let's write a phenomenal story again!

Happy New Year 2021 from us 💑
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And cheers to !

Merry Christmas from us 💏 to all of esteemed family members, friends and Geng members.

May your His Light, Love and Peace Be with you throughout the Holidays and always.

Have yourself a truly Merry Christmas🎅🏽🎄💕🙏🏽❤️😍
Pick one grilled chicken and enjoy on our behalf 😘😘📿😉💏

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Today Google photos send me a reminder of the first pic on the left , 2 yrs ago... ahaaaa Beau na you be this? 🤪😜
Capital, YES!!!
That was me, 16/12/2018 4months and 6days after hubby's death.

I was totally hairless.🤣🤣🤣na wig I wear so.
Not funny at all, but i look back with plenty .

You see I was afraid, fear was my everyday companion, I knew the meaning of anxiety and panic attack at the very thought of the word future!
I lost my strength, I lost myself, I lost my self esteem, I went from to something I can't really describe sef. I lost my sleep, I lost friends, I lost the notion of who I thought I was but I never lost my .

Sometimes, focusing on a plan was very difficult. I just drifted along but I let carry me instead of my fears and doubts.

Today, I say to you, I still dont have it all figured out, but I know that THE BIG GOD ALMIGHTY above the blue sky is a FATHER who is mindful of me,this small little me. And I will trust that HE will lead me besides no matter how turbulent the storm my rage, HE will never abandon me halfway!!

No matter how you are / maybe feeling right now, I say to you and again to myself confidently, and HE will flood your paths with HIS light, Peace and calmness.

The other picture on the right is me today. 2 yrs after, some date but in year 16/12/2020, now I just had to run back and tell HIM 🙌
Who is Beau that YOU are so mindful of her.???

One thing I have learnt in this hood is that, nothing is permanent not even a broken heart.
Eventually the pain will subside. It never truly goes away, but you learn to accept the scar and not shiver atbutd sight.

The tears will give way to secret smiles of remembrance.

The heartache will motivate you to push through.
The question of why me, will eventually become, , for our time together.

The laughter will return because you will remember some funny things and relate them to present happenings that will make you laugh and bedside laughter in iteself is therapeutic to the soul 🤣🤣🤣🤣😝

The emptiness on that side of the bed still remains but you will learn roll over to that space and settled itheir in sweet bliss instead of total sadness.

Yes, the frustration of seening others celebrate their anniversaries may want to set in , but you can always write out that awesome anniversary messsge in your journal and read it with your happy smile, in your happy place and to your happy self.
The date becomes a day of especially when you are spending it with the fruits of that union. Like my totally delightful Butterscotch KSB💕😘👌⚘

Instead of crying over what should have been that is not, I choose over what I have and what I see up ahead with my eyes of faith.

I am grateful for YOUR faithfulness towards me and my household. 🙌

I choose to smile and rejoice even on a day like this because I know in ways I cannot tell.

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Sometimes, you find yourself bending a little more, just to fit in.

Sometimes, you find yourself shrinking several sizes, just to fit in.

Sometimes, you find yourself dimming your shine, just to fit in.

And sometimes, you find yourself losing yourself, the very quality that makes you unique and different, just because you desperately want to fit in.

But maybe the problem is, you were never meant to fit in!

Maybe you were specifically designed to be different.

Maybe what people find "odd" about you, is the very essence of you.

Maybe you feel "out of place" because you never had any business being in that space in the first place.

Maybe your destiny is to be so different, people will eventually pay to watch you be YOU.

Maybe you have been listening to the wrong advice and dancing to the beat of a different drum for too long.

Maybe you need to learn to become more comfortable in the skin you find yourself in.

Maybe, just maybe, the universe didn't make a mistake by making you so different from the rest.

Maybe you were born to bring change to the world, not to fit in by all means.

Change Agents are often "imperfect" people, created to destabilize "imperfect" situations and inadvertently move mankind towards "perfection".

So, maybe you are not so "odd" after all.

It's time for you to...

Find YOU.

Understand YOU.

Love YOU.

To thyself be true, always!

God bless.





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There is a treasure in my life which is more precious and rare than anything else in this world ? it is you my Amazing sister like no other.

I wish you a Happy Birthday from the depths of my heart.🎉🎊🥳👯‍♂️👯‍♀️🥂🍻🍺🎂🍰

When I count my blessings I count you twice, I always do sis👌🙋‍♀️

You have one of the most beautiful souls ever and I bless God everyday that you ard part my life. 🙏🏽🙌🏽

I appreciate and love you sincerely and completely!!

Happy Birthday PSE 🎂❤️🎁🎈 wishing you overwhelming joy always.⚘🎁🙌🥂💕🧧

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YAAAYYY💃💃💃🎁🎁🎁🎁Its that time of the year again..
It's my Mama 's Birthday.

Happy birthday to my ever amazing and delightful Mama!!🎂🎁🧧🥂🍾🎊

My life was forever changed the day we met you.
Before you, I didn’t know the true love and dedication a Mama could have.
Now, with you, I have it all. 🌹❤🙏

As the years pass by, you become more magnificent each moment.
Here’s tons of Love, Hugs and kisses to keep smiling for the next 356 days from us 💑

Love you to bits and some more.❤🙏