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I signed an agreement with the dark
To eternally reside in its confinement
He will take the sorrow away
That you inflicted on me 
He will free me from every emotion 
That ascertains I am weak
He will liberate me from all these weaknesses 
That verify I am not immortal...

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Without the bright flowers 
Without the colors,
Without the morning dew and sunrise 
Without the captivating sunset 
Her beauty is insignificant 
For who will adore her dim sky 
Who will caress her scarred skin 
If she has a heart as the starless night 
Who's to take notice of her existence?
Forever forsaken she will be 
The price she gotta pay.

[I want to take a break as a birthday gift for myself. I might not be around that day so I'll leave you this post...]

       

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The night is quiet yet frightening.
I know the walls listen to my breathing.
In stealth mode, they stalk me.
I see no glint, darkness is suffocating
As if closing in on me while I am fighting
For my life, for my sanity.
I am hapless and helpless. I am failing. 
And the walls cave in on me, murdering me.

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I told myself I'll never write about you 
But I always find myself scribbling more 
I wonder what kind of spell you cast on me 
It's too strong and potent, I cannot stop 
This heart from writing these wicked odes 
I cannot resist this temptation too addicting 

Have I made it clear to cease this wanton craving?
But here I am, like a dazed and enchanted weak  being
In this transcription, I shall write the longing of my soul 
But no words can expound these mixed emotions 
'Cause my mind tells me to run as far as I can go
But my heart wants to savor every moment of this 

If fate and the gods conspired and our lips kissed
Would it be sweet or would it be my life's end?
But to understand all this riddle perhaps is to spend 
A moment with you, but hopefully it'll be forever 
Maybe I'm scared of tomorrow as much as sorrow 
But put the spotlight on now,  I'm up for a gutsy show...

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This exhausted soul longs to rest,
How much time do I have
Before my life withers away?

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To work down to my bones 
To pulverize this strength 
Until I disappear with the wind 
To have this memory corrupted 
Sucked into oblivion 
And all of me be passionless 
Is this your obsession 
To forget all about you?
Don't work too hard on what?
From falling into your lair?
To have your eyes on me?
It's too late now 
I'm worked up 
I'm overworked...

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If darkness is a sickness 
Then maybe I am sick 
And he said I need therapy 
But darkness flows through my veins 
And my heart grows darker 
I am corrupted in all its sense 
Infected inside out 
I need no therapy 
But wait till my flesh withers instead 

If darkness is a sickness 
Then maybe it's malignant 
It has metastasized and
Too late to hope for the cure 
'Cause my life is drawing near 
But have you found out 
How I got infected with 
This illness that everyone loathes?
You are one of its causes perhaps...

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The sun has kissed you a thousand times or more 
And the soft breeze embraces you each night 
I envy them for I wish it was me basking in your charm 
I could only wish but my heart's desire is undeniable 
If only wishes can come true, I have a million to make 

The ocean has caressed you tender and sweet 
The moon has been a witness to your dazzling smile 
The wind has heard your laughter and I envy them 
For I pray you would grace me even with your gazes 
But I can only have you in my lucid fantasies 

Perhaps these words don't mean deeply to you 
Perhaps there will never be a chance to utter them 
This heart yearns to be heard and I'll only say it once 
You are the perfect canvas for my art 
Let me paint you with my endless poetry 

When I start to scribble words on your skin 
Know that I won't hold back the poems from spilling 
I'll engrave these words with kisses and caresses,
Take my sweet time to create a masterpiece of a lifetime 
'Cause you are the perfect canvas for my poetry...

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Stubborn because I persist to survive,
Rebellious because I defy the norm,
Wild because I am unrestrained...

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I am a perfect mishmash 
I am a beautiful cataclysm 
Would you still like to know me 
Or should I discourage you more?
I am an outcast, I don't fit in 
I am the rebel, I cannot be tamed.
If you wish to change me, don't dare 
If you wish to lecture me, I ain't got time 
If you wish to unravel my secrets, 
I'm an open book but be warned,
I am more boring than you ever thought 
But I am perfect in my bizarre ways 
If you know how to read between the lines...

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I wonder if you think of me often 
Can I have a bite of your brain?
Does desire for me flow through your bloodstream?
Let me have a taste of your blood 
Let me check your heart if it palpitates 
Every time you see me 
I'd ravish you without mercy 
Until this curiosity of mine is pleased.
Grant my wishes, I command thee 
Before the sun glints, lemme have my fill 
This yearning can only be sated by thee 
You are my cure, can't you tell?


     

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I held on to you because I wanted to believe in fairy tales 
When all I had were nightmares and make-believe 
We shared this once-upon-a-time story 
A lovely fantasy that ended me being sorry...

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Can there be a brutal way to kill 
The monsters lurking in my head?

Some gave me cold shelter 
And stale promises poisoning me

Amidst the turmoil I faced, I found comfort 
In the darkest shade of my poetry 

My hecklers try to burn my dauntlessness
But even the fire cannot subdue my obstinacy...

> So, I wrote this piece as dedication to the people who are inexhaustibly trying to pull me down, my apers, my bullies at work. You always inspire me mf! 😅🤙🏼

I wear black shirts,
Ripped jeans and sneakers 
Sometimes I don't brush my hair 
And my fears, my flaws 
I hide them behind 
Black specs and some lip tint 
Still, I believe fate's unfair 
But does anybody care?

I take some photographs 
And they call me a photographer
I write my own poetry 
And they call me a poet 
I throw my outbursts 
And they call me paranoid 
I let them ridicule me 
Still, they call me crazy

Some try to overshadow me 
Others try to steal my identity 
Tryna ape me, unfortunately, they can't be me
I wear black clothes, check my playlist 
Everybody branded me a ju**ie 
They call me many names 
I vex your demons, maybe,
But I don't give a damn anyway 

Have I been trash-talked? Hell yeah!
My bullies are always alert 
My persecutors still tryna take me down 
They're busy dragging me down 
Maybe they have exhibits A to Z 
To topple me down at the court 
Without a fu**ing due process 
But I wasn't tagged as paranoid 
If I give up so easily 
So, suck it up. Here's my finger and a fist!


**ie

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You didn't say those words 
But your actions spoke louder 
What else can expound this scene 
When I deemed it all obscene?
What have I done to deserve this spotlight 
And receive this constant censure?
What kind of death is not painful?
Perhaps it would be the best resort.

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My poetry ain't about you 
But if you feel it like that 
I hope it hits you hard,
I didn't write about you 
But if it seems like that 
I hope it haunts you for real...

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You gave me butterflies 
You made me believe I bloom 
And those sugary litanies you speak 
I swooned over, gave me diabetes 
You were a fine wine, I was on cloud nine 
For the fantasy I created 
Never thought I'd be haunted 
Day and night 'cause in the end
You gave me nightmares 
Even in broad daylight 

Maybe a hopeless romantic 
Ain't got no spare room in this wretched world 
The winners are the players and cheaters 
And losers are the faithful lovers 
Maybe the world is dominated by actors 
And we act and play on a huge stage 
Armored with a poker face and hypocrisy 
Maybe love is an obsolete phenomenon 
And we survive to use and abuse 
The weakest and most passionate ones

I curse all of you who inflicted me with misery 
My heart has grown dimmer 
My soul is becoming darker 
Do not attempt to sweet-talk me at all
To influence me to come out into the light 
All you do is trick me with your pompous chivalry 
I curse all of you who abused my cool 
All of you who treated me like a fool 
May you forever roam alone elsewhere 
To never find a home when you need one.

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I'll wander far from you for your safety
For this demented soul only causes you havoc
Aware I am this fate was written in our stars 
We were meant to cross paths 
Only to journey on opposite roads 

I'll wander far from you to punish myself 
For committing a sin, the sweetest of its kind 
Cause as I nurture these feelings I began to fall 
Deep into an unfathomable pit of addiction 
Destroying both you and I.

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I should have stopped at hello 
Now, it's a shame you took all of me 
I should have just walked away 
Now, I am left wandering and empty 
Wasted time, you switched gears
Does it make you a man to leave me in tears?

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You mocked me for my stupidity
Derided my timidity
Your mouth spouted venoms
Your words hit me like poisoned daggers
Aimed at my feeble heart
And I slowly succumbed to darkness... 
But are you certain 
That my death will not be your torture?

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Who gave you permission to barge in
'Cause I didn't. I didn't let you in. 
For I know you're a threat to my sanity
A torture to my already burdened heart. 
Who gave you access to conquer my mind? 
Shoo! Be off! Be away at once
You're not welcome anymore. 
You're an enemy. I detest you. 
Eff, why do you keep assaulting my mind? 
You're not welcome anymore. 

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This wrestle between passion and desire
I wish to share only with you,
This clash between soul and fate
I wish to come undone 
As I hunger for you more,
This longing for pleasure
I wish to be done with you alone,
This fiery storm inside me
Wish to be pacified by your raid,
Come, separate me from my sanity
Let your invasion leaves me crazy.
I'll let you have your way with me
Conquer me as you desire
Devour me sweet, consume me slow
I am yours for the taking;
Seduce me, adore me,
I'll worship you the same.
Annihilate me and my hopeless romantic heart
Or love me true until the day my soul doth depart...

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If you were in my shoes,
You would know how many miles I walked,
You would see how many times I tripped,
You would feel what it's like to rip apart
If you were in my shoes,
Perhaps
You would know how many times I got tired
But continued to walk forward.
You would see how I tried to outrun my oppressors.
Sometimes I fail to escape from my hunters.
Sometimes I got stuck where I was.
Yet, no matter how exhausting the journey 
I had to stride nonetheless
Because I don't want to be labeled as worthless.
But if you were in my shoes perhaps
You wouldn't allow being trampled on,
You wouldn't allow getting soaked in the mud.
If you were me,
Perhaps
You'd long to be taken care of.
Alas! You were not me and I matter not.
Whether I get lost and forsaken
You wouldn't give a damn.
How many times did you curse me?
How many times did you belittle me?
Why couldn't I be treated fairly?
Indeed, fresh and new, I was loved and prized.
Old and worn out, I was tossed out. Reality.
Wait! Did you utter that, "I'll be with you
In this journey come what may...blah blah blah...?"
But, you left me when the roads got fu**ed up.
What nonsense! What a mindset!
But I ended up being the culprit. Holy s**t!

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Don't feed my mind with sumptuous tales,
I'm allergic to broken vows and epic fail;
Don't dare try to take me out into the light,
I'm sober enough to decipher which one is fake.
Don't try to act like a sweet dark knight 
And deceive me with blinding lights of sweet lies 
You won't stand a chance against me 
I know you're game, oh it's such a shame.