Usit

June 5, 2021

Where are You Lord?
Can You still hear me?
Do You still care?
Do I matter to You?

Am I relevant?
Do I still have use?
Can I still do worthy things?
Is my life still important?

Hear me, O Lord.
Talk to me
Walk with me
Be with me.

I'm so weak
I can't go on
Why should it be?
Feeling faint and dizzy.

Forgive me Lord
Of all my sins
Cleanse me O God
For I am filthy

Renew me, my God
And give me strength
That I may obey You
And do Your will

Renew my mind
And make it clear
To see the path
That You prepare

Renew my heart
That I may love
Your way is perfect
Let me understand

I dont have power
Over my own weaknesses
Help me Lord to overcome
This lazy, weakling body

My mind is confused
My heart overwhelmed
The path is unclear
The way is dimmed

If You are the Light
Help me see clearly
If You are the Way
Help me walk uprightly

Give me a clear mind
Help me understand
You plan for my life
That I may have guide

Give me enough faith
That I may go on
Inspite of the troubles
This life may bring

Give me courage
To face the truth
I need to complete
The task You gave

Give me the joy
In whatever state I am
Don't let discouragement
Hinder my way

Let me stand
On Your strength
And walk Your Way
Pleasing You only.

Father, I'm tired
Of carrying this burden
Help me bear
This burden away

Let me be a light
To others as well
Help me depend on You
As source of The Light

Guide my every steps
I keep on stumbling
Lead me by Your hand
My feeble legs are shaking

Im afraid of sinning
Let me not disappoint You
I'm afraid of disobeying
Let me be pleasing to You

I've wasted so much
I've sinned a lot
Help me recover
The loss of the past

Let me use time wisely
Help me waste no more
Guide me please daily
To do my every chore

Let the pain fade away
That I may joyfully serve
Let Your love stay
That in You I may abide

Remove the anger
In my heart
That joy may fill
My whole life

Remove the guilt
Inside of me
For I confessed
And You forgave

Let me be wise
To choose You instead
For pleasure this world
Cannot satisfy

Guard my heart
To cling to You
My selfish desire
Can never please You

Let me finish
My task on earth
Work diligently
Leave a heritage

To be with You
For eternity
My God, my Lord
Is everthing to me

Job 13:15 KJV

Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him.

Dec 4, 2021

How long
can a pain remain?
How long
a heart can bear?

I almost gave up
I want the world to stop
I don't want to care
I wish to sleep forever

But God touched my life
And comfort my heart
Gave me a fresh start
Through pain I stand