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August highlights 🍃

4L

Pink just looks so good 🌸

Jul 2nd 💕

Grateful 💕

Grateful for His mercies that never come to an end 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Yesterday I got to testify on the Goodness of the Lord and what He has done for me.

Leading up to the day, I was going through a lot of mental battles that I almost said never mind. It wasn’t till the day of that I realized that the enemy didn’t want me to glorify God. But the devil is a liar!
And I will continue to Praise and Glorify the one who is worthy!

With that being said, I also got a certificate of appreciation for helping out at church 🥹

Remember that there is power in your testimony. Never feel ashamed to tell the world what the Lord has done for you or where He brought you out from!

What I’m really thankful for is God choosing me to be a mother of two boys 💙

I will give thanks to you, Lord, with all my heart; I will tell of all your wonderful deeds
Psalm 9:1

8 was great 🎈
And exhausting 😂

Still can’t believe my baby off to middle school. Such a blessing to be your mom 🥲

Holy weekend was very special for me. Not only did I get to praise Jesus in the way he deserved, The Holy Spirit let me know that my children are safe. For some time now, I felt that a lot of the things I’ve done would affect my children along with other generations. It always blows my mind that Jesus paid that price not just for me but for my children and their children 😭
Hebrews 9:22 🙏🏽

Birthday weekend recap 🎈

Happy 11th birthday to my rider 🥺
God bless you always 🙏🏽

Loving this weather 🥺

Growing up, I think I went a handful of times to church. Never read nothing from the Bible, and didn’t know God. I didn’t really see my parents pray or listen to gospel music. Ya don’t know how much of a blessing it was that God moved in my life and brought me to him while my boys are still young. I get to have the chance to help them build their faith and relationship with the Lord for them to carry for the rest of their lives and for generations to come 😩🥺 He is so good 🙏🏽
Proverbs 22:6 “Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it”

Pink is growing on me 😩

Not me being the best mother and aunt I could be!
❣️ Happy Valentines Day ❣️

02.05.22 ✨

🎅🏾❤️

And perseverance builds character. Reminds me of how diamonds are made under pressure and look how beautiful they turn out. All our trials and tribulations will mold us into being the person God has called us to be 💙🙏🏽

Grateful 🤞🏽

My babies are soooo handsome 😩🥺

“I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth.”
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭9:13‬ ‭

I live for a comfy fall fit 💁🏽‍♀️

Just to show face 😇

Friday nights call for some home made pizza 🍕

We outside 😂

Since about July, I’ve been experiencing a lot of anxiety and I really can’t tell you why. With that a lot of sadness came because it started to affect my day to day life. I just kept asking myself why? Why has it gotten this bad so quickly? Why can’t I get a grip? Why can’t I control it? To be honest, I still don’t know the “why” and that’s ok. The issue is already present and all I can do is work on helping myself, praying and believing God will make the way. This scripture has been pushing me to keep on fighting the good fight. Jesus really did overcome the world and because of that + The Holy Spirit living in me, so I have overcome the world too. Troubles will come but none of it is forever. Someone also told me that He already has my last chapter and it’s always good. So I’m not too worried anymore. Whether it’s a day from now or a month or even a year. I know that by His strength, I will be fine. Actually! I am fine. Thank you to everyone who is helping me and has helped me. Appreciate and love you all ❤️

These days everything is about being “strong” and just sucking up what you feel and pushing through. You can’t share your thoughts or emotions because you look “weak”. The world has literally made being vulnerable and open into something “bad”. I’m here to tell you that these are lies! Sucking it up makes you sick! Emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually! Over the last few weeks I’ve been going through so much mentally and just kept it to myself to not “burden” others. Do you know what that has done for me? Absolutely nothing. It made me worse! Finally I decided to share with my close friends and I can’t describe what that did for me. It made me realize how much of a problem it really was and made me want to do whatever it takes to tackle it. And if you can’t talk to no one, talk to God! He has literally been the one dragging me through the days. I can honestly say my faith got low but I just knew He wouldn’t let me go. Stop being scared to be vulnerable. You’re just slowing down the healing process. I’ll forever give God the glory for helping me through dark seasons every time! No one else is as faithful.

Happy 7th birthday to my little boo 🥳

Ecclesiastes 7:21-22
This scripture really blessed me in last nights study with the ladies.
Often times we pay attention to the bad people say or think about us. Then, we go point fingers at them and “call them out”. First of all why are you acting like you have never done the same to others?! Not everyone is in the same walk of life as you and sometimes people just don’t know any better. Be gentle like how the Lord was gentle with you when you were in that same space. Secondly, why are you concerned with the thought of man?! The only ones who thoughts matter about you are the Lord’s. What is He saying about you?

Here’s a selfie photo dump. Serving all types of lewkz 💁🏽‍♀️
Thank you to for KILLING these box braids 😘

Yesterday my mind was running wild about all the things that could possibly happen in the next few weeks/months. I had to pull myself together and tell myself that I can only plan with the info I know and just be present each day. Being present is definitely hard to do but like the scripture says “each day has enough troubles of its own.” Sooo why am I tryna tackle WEEKS worth of troubles in a single day? That just sounds like I want to stress myself out LOL! Deal with what is present because we really don’t know what will happen tomorrow and anyways God got us right? So how bad is it really? And how many times He helped us make it out? Just thank the Lord on this day and all your days! Good and bad!
* ANYWAYS AINT NOTHING FINNA STRESS ME OUT WITH MY HATER BLOCKAS ON! FEEL ME?!

This birthday just hits different when you have God in your life. Just want to thank Him for loving and just keeping me when I didn’t even want to be kept. I’m ready to see what He has in store for me next 🙏🏽❤️

but make them cute 💁🏽‍♀️

Last week I went on a mini vacay by myself. It was literally my first time leaving the boys behind. We were all having separation anxiety LOL! I definitely almost talked myself out of the trip but I’m grateful to have people around me that pushed me to go. It was relaxing and eye opening. Just everything I needed 💙

Story time 🥳
I wasn’t going to share this but someone needs to hear it. As you get closer to God and your faith gets stronger, the enemy doesn’t like it and that’s when the test begin. Lately I feel like I’ve been less bothered by the worldly things because I know that I’m taken care of. Last week I had not one but 2 sleep paralysis moments. Literally like 3 hours apart from one another. What really messed me up was the second time it happened the damn figure spoke back to me, WILD angry that I called on Jesus to help me. I stood up all night crying and praying all night and legit just scared for my life. Later that day, I got some sense back and was like HOLD UPPPP! Nothing is gona make me scared or make me feel like God don’t got me. Not only do I have my own relationship with Him, I have friends and family who will be there to pray on my behalf too. So I say this to say that since then, I’ve given my fear to the Lord. All I have to do is trust God and it’s done. I’ll tell you that I’ve had some good sleep since then and I’m more at peace at night. Praise God 🙏🏽💙