on twisted bedsheets and dark cobblestones

papasok na naman bukas nubayan

if there’s one thing
i regret, it’s not
hugging you tightly
that time,

if only i knew
it was our last
time.

baby can u call me back? i miss u. it’s so lonely in my boarding house

what’s that thing na kapag ginawa mo for/with someone, we’ll know you’re madly in love?

it’s hard to live in the moment when you’re worrying about what the future holds.

bakit pa ba papasok, hindi ba kayo nagsasawa

one day, we will be remembered

they believe in me.
i don’t believe in me.

everything you lose
is one step toward
finding yourself.

these board passers made me think of what it feels like to graduate in a program na may bar exam. i’m a shifter and iba na magiging program ko next sem but both my current degree program and my new program has no bar exam. yes i know in the first place na wala silang bar exam but this new program of mine is what i really wanted. and i thought before na my current degree program has a bar exam pero turns out, wala rin pala. anw, i’m happy for them, deserve nila ’yon. inisip ko lang ano pakiramdam kung one day, magiging bar passer din ako.

i hope we heal from things that haunt us

the silence is getting too cold

i never hated you
for ruining me.
i never questioned
you when i thought
i didn’t love you enough.

now that i’m starting
to forget you, i hope
you’d never question
how i moved on when
you thought i couldn’t.

because if i were
in a room with all
the girls i loved,

i wouldn’t run to you.
for reading the same
book twice won’t
change the ending.

but i know i would
stare at you, wishing
i didn’t know how
we’d end.

what if sa 11 years na pagsasama ni kath and deej, ngayon lang si kath napagod. sa 11 years na ’yon ngayon lang siya nagsabi na pagod na siya. ngayon lang siya nagtanong kung kaya niya pa ba. isang beses lang siya nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob para sabihin kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman niya; na nasasaktan na siya; na nauubos na siya. what if ngayon lang siya sumuko— isang beses lang, sa napakaraming beses na p’wde siyang sumuko pero hindi niya ginawa. pero isang beses lang pala ’yung kailangan ni deej para sumuko, para umalis, at hindi na bumalik. what if he needed deej to fight for them because she was tired fighting alone. ’yung kahit na paalisin niya sa deej, hindi ito aalis kasi kilala niya si kath e, alam niya na nasabi niya lang ’yon kasi pagod siya, pero mahal niya ito. pero isang beses lang siya napagod, iniwan na siya ni deej. how could deej give up so easily? how could deej not find a reason to stay?

i touch my phone as if it’s your face

malabo na nga mata natin, ang liit pa ng font size ng menu niyo

kath’s new hair color is like: look what you made me do

your name,
forever the name on my lips

our relationship was
not the longest but
the happiest one.

and even in the
absence of our love,
every part of me
chooses you.

sa magiging next gf ni daniel, you will never be celine

“magkano na lang pera mo?” chapter closed, pahinga muna. i won’t be entertaining questions regarding this anymore. thank you for your understanding.

ni-rewatch ko ’yung love you long time tas ’yung song do’n is ’yung sa susunod na habang-buhay ng ben&ben, e ’di ba ang nasa mv ng song was kathniel 😭😭😭

oh birth month ! 🍰💘

“sabi nila kapag inlove ka, tumitigil ang mundo mo, bumibilis ang tibok ng puso mo at... at— tabi! ay! hmp! gangster!”

ma’am, hindi po ako makakapasok bukas kasi naghiwalay na ’yung kathniel

hiwalay na si kath and deej... n-no...

but if we loved again, i swear i’d love you right

what is the square root of sixteen if you’re not four me

where did we go wrong? i know we started out alright

i hope the world knows i’m not one of its strongest soldiers

people throw rocks at things that shine

may cash prize ba 'tong paglaban ko sa buhay

because even if the
world is against it,

i’ll be here waiting.
i’ll still be here
holding on.

kasalanan 'to ng mga hot kaya lalong umiinit ang mundo e

i’ve lost my mind. i’ve spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom

and i doubt you ever think about the damage that you did

and when the time
is right, you know
where to find me.

i’ll leave the door
open for you, if
you ever come back.

i’ve been pickin’ up the pieces of the mess you made