Lil Krizan

How’s your year going so far?
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I’m praying it’s a great start and if it’s not, you can always change it to be great 😉. Keep moving, keep aiming and keep pursuing the life you envision cause chances are, you didn’t get it by chance 😊.
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5am rises to spend time with my God and a year of practicing discipline. So far, so good and I’m determined to keep it that way for a lifetime. Stay committed to a better you cause no one but you can make that decision🙏🏽😘
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🌱🙏🏽❤️
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🌟The truth will set you free🌟
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Sure, it may be harsh and brutal causing suffering or grief, maybe both BUT it is essential. Why? So you can grow and become the best that you can possibly be for yourself and others.
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When you find that person in your life, that is willing to grow with you and create a safe space for you to be your absolute truth in all forms of who you actually are, HOLD ONTO THEM! It’s also vital that you provide the exact same, if not more for them ❤️.
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You’ll achieve a lot more and faster with someone who is as committed to you being your best as you are for them. Have faith and put in your best and I guarantee you’ll get there.
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Just remember to be truthful and honest to yourself and others around you to determine your rightful army. Go get it! God bless you 🙏🏽
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Are you a dreamer? 💫
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I wish you sweet dreams. Dreams that make you sweet. Dreams that are only sweet. Fundamentally sweet and nothing but sweet because to receive bitter is cruel on your conscious mind let alone the subconscious🙏🏽 and yet, it’s where the sweetest reside.
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Be honest to yourself and see where it takes you. Maybe to a mirror where you see double. One of the two is always sweeter than the other and yet to reach that level, struggle and suffering is always essential. No one said being sweet is easy, it’s quite the opposite.
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Blessed 🌿🙏🏽
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When you set your love free ❤️ and have faith that what is, is meant to be.
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New vlog hittin’ your 📱💻🖥 soon and it’s one you’re not expecting but took me over a year to muster up the courage to share.
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Whatever you take away from it just remember, it’s good to LOVE and feel REAL, HONEST, LOVE ❤️. Peace to you and yours and see you soon 🤩🥰
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Twenty-twenty-two has been an experience for all. This year I have met and been around more people who have lost someone than gained. I think that sums up the year.
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Some of us smile and wear a brave face just to help make it easier for those around us.
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Maybe it’s just me but I say wear your pain and let us all help you carry it for til you’re fit to fight again.
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My deepest sympathies to those who have said “see you later” to a loved one. God be with you all ❤️.
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JUST BE
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And everything else will work as it’s meant to. Worry and stress as you know, saved no one. Be present. Love today. Just be.
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Just live, like & love.
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Overcomplicating life can make it draining and become a waaaaaaaste of time. Learning to let things go to love the people in your life, like the things in your life and to live with a daily purpose can help you better manage yourself if all is too much. That’s my current: step by step, day by day ⭐️
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Keep an eye out for my next vlog... I thought I forgot how to do my thing but gurl got GAME! 💪🏽⭐️🤩🙏🏽
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“Don’t take life too seriously, baby”
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TRUTH:
Am an over thinker. Find it hard to truly forgive. Give the silent treatment in disagreement or confusion. Fail to stand up for myself sometimes. Severely hard on myself. Terrible at asking for help. Complicate simple things. Doubt myself. Emotionally cripple myself for others. Think others are against me or think the worst of me. Indecisive. Too serious. Have hurt others including some of my closest and myself.
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Day by day I sort my thoughts, emotions, reactions and intentions using my faith and values as the foundation. IT’S HARD AND EXHAUSTING but the MOST REWARDING. I’m learning to FORGIVE ME FIRST, for allowing my conditioning and habitual thought processes to impact my life with a heavy weight 🙏🏽.
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I deserve peace, love and joy. The people around me deserve that too. YOU DESERVE THAT!!! ☝🏽
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So, if peace, love and joy is what I want, then I best start showing it first to myself, right?
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Pic: I’m saying hi to Coral Sea and if you know me from my YouTube channel, you’ll know I treat water like one of my closest 🥰. The slant is for a reason - playful shot 🙌🏽.
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Grateful, regardless 🙏🏽
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“Life is not always about getting what you want, it’s about making the best of what you get” - Lil Krizan
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I’ve been offline for aaaaaages and this year has been my worst battle to date. A test of my character, my spirit and my truth. Sometimes what you think your truth is just ain’t it and sometimes your truth is in fact someone else’s idea of you. The moment you find the REAL YOU in the midst of chaos and darkness, hold onto it and NEVER LET GO! You only find the real you when you honestly and I mean HONESTLYYY, look at yourself. You change, people you thought were your closest fall to the sides and suddenly your path in life is different. For me, it’s my journey with God. For others, it’s the universe, nature, designer brands or even sexual gains. Whatever it is, I hope you’re truly happy with you, even when everyone else isn’t. If you’re not, it’s then that you’ll be forced to face the truth.
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I’m trying to build the courage to hit up the vlogging scene again and thanks to my man and Mami, I’ma smash some hard topics soon to wrap up 2022. Lmk if you dig cause sharing my experiences is ONLY in the hopes it helps you to gain perspective on yours. To allow yourself to really experience this journey of life rather than hold yourself captive to “how it should be”.
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Love ya, find your truth 🙏🏽⭐️
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Grateful
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Don’t overthink it... So, I overthink it 🤦🏽‍♀️
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Try see it for what it really is. Sometimes being present, is choosing not to give life to negative things that you remember from that moment but instead the beauty of where you stood or where you ate or even, the joy you heard around you. Choose to be grateful, no matter how hard it may be and see where that practice takes you.
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Oh and, I love sunsets 🌅🥰. I feel blessed and ofc, grateful. Joy to you, always 🙏🏽
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Are you religious or do you just like cathedrals?
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You’ll know that monasteries are my favourite - link in bio 🙏🏽
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Just smile. Even when you’re down or situations around you are difficult, just think of something to make you smile. Laughing to yourself may seem stupid but it’s possibly the most genuine.
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Life demands a lot from us but it’s only you and you alone who is responsible for your life so no matter how hard it gets, just smile and laugh off how ridiculous you may be in the greater scheme of things. Perspective - Life goes on, so choose to embrace it and paint it as your spirit guides you.
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Wishing you only love ❤️

Side profile like a pro 😆. Sending you and your loved ones ⭐️goodness⭐️ - seriously and genuinely 🙏🏽
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Vision. Certainty. Discipline. Consistency. To create is to admit to your truth.
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Find silence in the noise. The power to see things as others don’t.
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Silent your mind and be grateful, always 🙏🏽
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Stop and see, then maybe you might experience some magic.
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I’m ever so slowly creeping back to my online commitments. We all have our struggles so to all those doing their BEST 🍾🥂 - For you 🙏🏽
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⭐️LUSH⭐️
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Stop and take it in 🤩. Celebrating LOVE ❤️
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🙌🏽 Yep! We DIG 😍
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‘Too blessed to be stressed’ is what my Mami always tells me 😁. Sucks when you’re susceptible to stressing anyway 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️.
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Stress deserves no place in your life. It brings nothing but drama you don’t need.
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Is it too much to say what’s on your mind or too little to not consider the perspective of the other?
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Just another pose of me focusing on the sky 🙌🏽😆
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Let go of worrying about what others think. What you think of yourself impacts most on your well-being.
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