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Kiyo 🖤

After a while I came out and got in the bed. I had to go to work. I was exhausted and my eyes were puffy. I put a hot rag on my face before I finished getting ready. I ate some cereal and I had some toast. Jacob was still sleep when I left. I stayed to myself at work. I threw up when I first got there. I found Gia on Instagram and wrote her. On my break I went to go meet her.
“I finally get to meet Ms Kiyo.”
“We’re not here for that. I want to know what you and Jacob have going on?”
“Ask Jacob?”
“I asked Jacob and now I’m asking you.”
“We work together.” She was being sarcastic.
“Gia don’t be sarcastic. I’m asking you, don’t be a little girl about it.”
“Girl nothing. We just work together.”
“So when you texted him the other night what was it about? Because I read your reply. He just deleted what he said.”
“Read it yourself then.” She unlocked her phone giving it to me. She was flirting with him, talking about how she wanted to have s*x with him. He turned her down and told him he was deleting the messages. He even asked her to stop texting him and making passes. She asked him if he was single would he do it and he actually answered it. Before I knew I threw her phone at her and hit her.
It happened so fast. Just as fast as it happen somebody grabbed me.
“You know what I’m gone let you have it because I know you’re pregnant.”
“What?”
“Oh yeah I know. Tell your boyfriend he shouldn’t talk so much.”
“Both of you just walk away.” I grabbed my stuff leaving. I had to go back to work. When I got there I sat in the break room for a second. Not even forty minutes later Delilah came in the back to get me.
“Uh ma’am. Jacob is here and he is looking for you.”
I got up walking out.
“We need to talk.” As we were walking out I walked pass Lisa.
“I’m going to step out for a minute.”
“Okay.” We went outside, down to the front.
“What the hell did you do?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Gia came back to work going off saying I need to control you. You hit her, really?”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Tell you what?”
“About her.”
“I told you nothing was going on.”
“I read the damn messages.”

“What messages?”
“She was texting you and you deleted them. She still had them in her phone though. She asked you if you were single would you do it and you actually answered her. That was enough for her. I let Zee slide but y’all are not about to keep playing with me. Why the f**k would you answer that? You turned her down and asked her to stop texting unless it about work and to stop flirting. But you answer her about if you were single would you f**k her. That’s stupid and disrespectful. Disrespecting me is going to be the last thing you do. I lost my cool, I threw her phone and yes I did hit her.”
“Why?”
“Why didn’t you telling me? Why did you delete the messages?”
“Because I was handling it.”
“Handling it? She was going to find a way to tell me and brag about it. I would rather hear it from you then somebody else. Also, she’s know I’m pregnant. How?”
“What?”
“She made a comment about not hitting me because she knew I was pregnant.”
“I only talked about it with one person.”
“Well either she was listening or that person told. Why are you telling people anyway? You don’t even want me to have the baby.”
“Can we not do this here?”
“Can I go back to work?”
“Fine. We’re talking about this when you get home.” I walked off going back to work. Lisa was busy when I got back. Once she got done she pulled me in her office.
“Tell me what’s going on?”
“Nothing.”
“Now I know that’s not true.”
“I feel like I’m losing my mind. One I’m pregnant. Jacob doesn’t want to have the baby. He doesn’t want to go through, well me to go through another rough pregnancy. His main thing is, three kids in diapers. I’ll probably be going in labor when the twins turn one or just afterward. Then after we got into it about it, later that night while we were in bed his phone kept going off. Mind you I had been up all night. I checked his phone and Gia was texting him. She works with him, but she is also a girl that has texted him before about going on so they can talk about something other then work. We had another conversation about me being pregnant. I told him he didn’t even ask how I felt. I was being rude and disrespectful. I had an attitude and I was in my phone while he was talking to me. I confronted him about her texting in the middle of night. I was yelling, plus he deleted the messages. So I only seen what she replied to him. I got mad threw my phone at him and I hit him. The arguing continued and I walked away. He said something to me, I turned around yelling more then I started hitting him again. The only thing that ended it was the twins waking up. So today, I did something stupid. I wrote the girl on Instagram to meet me. Jacob kept saying nothing happened and it was nothing going on. I just don’t get why he deleted the messages. So when I went on lunch and met her I asked. She was being funny saying ask him and blah blah blah. I asked her about the messages and she let me read them. After I read them I threw the phone hitting her. Somebody grabbed both of us then she said she wouldn’t hit me and she was going to let me slide because I’m pregnant. Which only Jacob and I knew. He came up here because she went back to work going off.” I told her about everything else. I told her what was said during our arguments.
“Come on Kiyo. Really? You have two babies to think about.”
“I know that.”
“If you know that then why are you acting like this?”
I started crying. “Why Kiyo?”
“I don’t know. I just got angry. I broke up with him. He’s the one that fought so hard for our relationship. It’s just, if you fought so hard and you wanted us to be together and work why would you even be why. Like, just tell me. Tell me, if nothing was going on tell me. I got the information from her. She was ready to brag about it. Which makes me look stupid to even have to go to another woman about the person I’m in a relationship with.”
“Well you got some things you need to figure out.”
She gave me this whole pep talk about me being a mother now and thinking about the the twins. That I needed to figure out what I was going to do about me being pregnant. I also had to decide what being with Jacob was worth to me. Jacob had texted me saying his mom was getting the twins from daycare. Lisa let me go home early. When I got home I had to pump. I didn’t get a lot of milk out which was unusual. Once I put the milk up I started cleaning up and let the dogs out. Jacob came home around six.
I was laying on the couch. “Are you ready to talk?” He asked standing by the couch.
“To talk about what?“ I sat up on the couch.
“Kiyo don’t play with me.”
“Jacob you’re the one playing with me. You should’ve been the one to tell me about the stuff she was saying. You shouldn’t have deleted the messages, you should’ve told me when I asked instead of saying nothing. I’ll apologize for putting my hands on you, but I’m not apologizing for anything else. It’s nothing else to talk about when it comes to Gia. I don’t want to look stupid or be out here getting embarrassed. I refuse!”
“You’re right I should’ve told you. I honestly felt it was no need because nothing was going on. I see that I was wrong for that. It will not be an issue again.”
“Thank you.”
“But you can’t just go around putting your hands on people.”
“I guess.”
“Seriously Kiyo. I’ve never seen you act like that.”
“Never had to.”
“Don’t do it again. We have to make a decision about the baby.”
“You don’t want the baby. I’m not having a baby with somebody who doesn’t want it. I wouldn’t put my baby through that.”
“You’re saying it as if I just don’t want any of our kids. I want kids, but I don’t want to have a baby when it’s not the best time. You just had two babies, not one but two. The beginning of your pregnancy was so hard. I don’t want to see you go through that again. Not so soon, then to still have to deal with the twins.”
“Okay, fine.” After we talked the house was pretty quiet. I was eating all day. I didn’t call my doctor until the next day. I had a talk with Lisa and I talked Aiya. Jacob’s parents kept the twins for a few days then my parents got them. Which had me free so after my appointment I went home and showered going to bed. When Jacob got home he was being my nurse. He came in the room giving me something to drink.
“I never want to do that again. Never.” He didn’t say anything. I was silent with him for a week. I couldn’t breastfeed because everything that was going on. I still pumped just so my milk wouldn’t dry up. Two weeks I was so distance with Jacob. I was crying in the shower. I wouldn’t sleep or sit next to him. We wasn’t sitting at the table for dinner. We talked when it came to the twins and schedules, that was it.
I had worked a twenty four. I was home by myself with the twins the next day because Jacob had to work. I was on the couch while the twins were playing with their activity mat. When he got home I didn’t even say anything to him. Then twins went down for a nap after they got done playing.
“Why are you not talking to me?”
“I don’t have anything to say.”
“Why? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Seriously, you’ve been acting like this ever since the appointment.”
“I guess.”
“Stop, seriously. We are too old for this. If you have something to say, say it.”
“I didn’t want to get the damn abortion! I think I made it pretty obvious.”
“Kiyo. So why did you go?”
“You didn’t want the baby! You didn’t want the baby.” I started crying. “If you didn’t want the baby and I kept it you would’ve felt some type of way. Then what, I have the baby and you have an issue and not want the baby.”
“You don’t know that. I also never said I didn’t want the baby. I just felt like it wasn’t a good time.”
“I don’t care about the time. We tried for a year and nothing happened. I felt like something was wrong with me. I thought it was me and I couldn’t have kids. I even suggested going to see a specialist. I felt so bad. I thought, which I see I’m now wrong for, I just thought you would see or get how much kids meant to me. I wanted, I want a big family. I want kids.”
“I’m sorry.” I went in the room getting in the bed. All Jacob and I did after that was argue. There was never a calm day in the house for a month. I would leave him at home with the twins going anywhere I could at night. Once I was done taking that medicine I was drinking. Everybody kept trying to have pep talks with me that I didn’t want to listen to

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🖤 Kiyo 🖤 part 3 for today

I cleaned my face then found some mouthwash. I took it easy at work because I was so tired. Then I forgot my breast pump. I had to go to the bathroom squeezing my breast trying to get some milk out. I couldn’t take it anymore and since I didn’t have any appointments I took my break early. I stopped at the store getting a few pregnancy test and test strip for breast milk before going home. I was in the bathroom pumping and p*eing on sticks. I left the test in the bathroom while I test my milk. After pumping for a while going through testing it the more I pumped the more the alcohol levels went down. I fixed me something to eat then dealt with the dogs. I made sure I had my pump. I checked the test before leaving the house. I took the test with me though. I checked on the twins on the daycare app. Jacob picked them up when he got off. When I got home they were all on the couch sleep. I took pictures of them before going to get cleaned up. I was cooking dinner when they woke up. I got Jacelynn from him.
“Hey you sleepy heads.”
“Hey babe.” We kissed. We went in the room changing them.
“I’m cooking, but I know they’re hungry.”
“Let me p*e then I’ll finish cooking.” I sat in the room feeding them. He went in the kitchen after he used the bathroom. Once they finished eating I put them in their chair going up front. I helped Jacob finish cooking. We sat on the couch instead of at the table. I ate half of my food then sat my plate on the table.
“Uh Jacob I have to tell you something.”
“Yeah. You’ve barely ate your food.”
“Not really hungry.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I’m pregnant.” He put his plate down and muted the tv.
“Huh?”
“I’m pregnant. I was bleeding after the twins, but I haven’t had a period. Which they said may happen. I woke up two days throwing up. I haven’t felt different, I just thought to take a test. I took more than one actually. They all came back positive. They’re in my purse. I just knew I didn’t drink enough to where I would be throwing up.”
“You’re really pregnant?” He looked at me like I was lying.
“Yes. Why are you looking at me like that?”
“It’s just, I’m in shock. The twins are only five months, in two days. It’s a little early to be pregnant again.”
“I mean, you nut in me. You nut in me a lot. Since I could have s*x again we really haven’t stopped.”
“Yeah, but I didn’t think you would get pregnant so soon. We’ve always had a lot of s*x and I’ve always nutted in you. You see how long it took you to get pregnant.”
“Yeah, we also stopped trying. When we stopped trying is when I got pregnant.”
“The twins would be one and you could be having another baby right after. I don’t think right now is the time for us to have another baby. Maybe if it was just Jacelynn, which we planned for then yes. But with Jace and Jay, you being pregnant is the last thing we need.”
“Okay.” I got up getting my plate taking it in the kitchen.
“Kiyo.” I went in the room going in the bathroom. I shut the door turning the water on in the sink. “Kiyo.” Jacob was in the room so I hurried to lock the bathroom door. He knocked on the door. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah.”
“Can you talk to me?”
“Give me a minute.” I was crying. I stayed in the bathroom for five minutes before I dried my eyes walking out. Jacob was sitting on the bed.
“Were you crying?”
“No.”
“Why did you walk away like that?”
“I had to use the bathroom.”
“Kiyo we both know that’s not why you walked off.”
“Jacob I had to use the bathroom.” I went to walk out and he grabbed my hand. “Jacob I’m fine. Let me go.”
He let my hand go and I walked out. The twins were sleep so I got them one by one putting them in the bed. I started cleaning up the kitchen. After a while Jacob came up front helping me. Once we got done he went in the room. I let Duchess and Deuce out for the last time. When they came back in I locked up. I was still up but Jacob was in the bed. For some reason I couldn’t sleep. I texted Lisa in the middle of the night telling her I wasn’t coming to work and to get someone to cover my appointment. I was in the room sitting in the bed. I seen Jacob’s phone keep lighting up. I got out the bed going around to his side. I got his phone and Gia was texting him. It was like she was replying to messages but he didn’t send her anything.
I put his phone down getting back in the bed. It was late when I went to sleep. I only woke up because the twins started crying. I was over the day already. Jacob was gone. I got the twins together and fed before I got myself together and ate. I put the twins in their scroller then got the dogs. We went walking around the neighborhood before I had to stop and throw up. When we got back to the house I got everybody something to drink. I put the twins in their walker giving them so puffs. I sat on the couch watching tv. We had been eating and sitting around all day. Once the twins went down for their nap I took a nap. When I woke up Jacob was home and he had the kids. I went to the bathroom then went to pump. I didn’t say anything to him.
“Babe are you okay?”
“I’m fine.”
“We need to talk about the baby.”
“Yeah.” I put my stuff up and got my phone going outside. I ignored him all day and he had the kids. We ordered out instead of cooking. The twins went down early tonight. I was sitting on the couch in my phone when Jacob came up front.
“You were upset last night and I want to know why?”
“Because you did everything last night but ask me how I felt.” I didn’t look up from my phone.
“Can you put your phone down?”
“Why?”
“Because we’re talking. I want you to look at me.” I looked at him with my phone in my hand. “Kiyo what is up with you?”
“I’m pregnant, hormones.”
“Really? Be serious with me right now.”
“What if I want to have the baby?”
“Do you really think we can handle three kids in diapers? Do you think you can handle the twins and being pregnant at the same time? After you just went through a rough time with the twins. Do you really think we can do that?”
“You know I want a family. A big family Jacob.”
“That’s not answering my question Kiyo.”
“I don’t know Jacob!”
“Why are you yelling? It’s no reason for you to be yelling right now.”
“I’m trying so hard right now.”
“Trying what?”
“To be calm.”
“What is the problem? What is your problem? Because right now I’m not understanding s**t.”
“What do you and Gia have going on?”
“Why are you asking about her?”
“Answer my question.”
“This is so out of the blue.”
“Jacob Airon Joe! I’m five seconds from losing it. If you don’t answer me.”
“Nothing Kiyo.”
“So why was she texting you last night?”
“We do work together.”
“Jacob please stop lying to me. She texted you and it was in the of the night. I read the messages. She was replying to you, but apparently you deleted what you sent.”
“Nothing is going on.”
I threw my phone at him then hit him. “Stop f**king lying! Like it can’t be that hard to be honest with me. I’m not doing this, I’m not. It was nothing going on with Zee then next thing I know she’s pregnant by you. I swear both of y’all are going to have a problem.” I got up walking to the room.
“Kiyo.”
“I don’t want to hear s**t you have to say. I sat in the bed crying to you about me being stupid and leaving you. Me being so happy you fought so hard for our relationship.” I turned around walking back towards him. “I feel stupid! Fu***ng stupid! Because you’re cheating on me. You go to work and cheat on me then come home like we just one happy family. It’s bulls**t! If you want to be with somebody else go do that. I will take care of my kids by myself. I will take whatever comes with this pregnancy. You don’t get to play with me like that. You don’t get to hurt me.”
“Kiyo I told you it’s nothing going on.”
I hit him. “Stop lying.”
“Stop putting your hands on me.”
“You’re a f**king liar! You can’t even be man enough to tell me the truth. You can’t possibly love me. You can’t and you don’t!”
“That’s not true.”
“Well tell me the truth.”
“I did.” I lose it and just started hitting him. “Kiyo stop.” He grabbed me.
“Get off me!”
“No, calm down.”
“Let me go!”
“Stop!” Then the twins started crying. He let me go. I went in the rom shutting the door and he got the twins. I was in the bathroom crying so hard. I heard him come in the room. He came in the bathroom. “Can you talk to me?”
“No.”
“Please.”
“I don’t want to talk to you. Get out. Sleep on the couch.” He walked out and I sat on the side of the tub.

🖤 KIYO 🖤 part 2 of today

I told Lisa I didn’t think I was ready to come back to work. She told me to come back when I was ready. I just didn’t want to leave the twins.
Wednesday night, we had ate dinner, cleaned up, and had the twins in bed.
“When are you going back to work?”
“I don’t know. I talked to Lisa already. I just don’t want to leave the twins. Are we going to put them in daycare or get somebody to watch them while we work?”
“I feel like daycare would work better. People have lives. Who would we get to watch this for the shifts you work? I mean I’ll get them when I get off work, but we go to work so early some times.”
“I guess. But, we have to find a place where we’ll be able to get constant and instant updates.”
“Okay.”
“In the mean time. Since the twins are sleep, my six weeks are up and my appointment went well so.” I walked around the bed over to him. “So you don’t need this.” I said pulling his shirt off. “You definitely don’t need these.” I pulled his shorts and boxers down. I got down and started giving him head. He didn’t let me stay down there long before he picked me up kissing me. He took my clothes off then bent me over the bed. He got behind me then started giving me head. You knew it had been a long time because he was not slowing down. “Ah, f**k.” He stuck two fingers in me. While he was fi*****ng me he started eating my butt. He made sure I nutted from that before he stood up going in slow. He was tearing me up, I was taking it at first then I started running. He pulled me back turning me over.
“Ah don’t run from me.” Jacob nutted but he kept going. We were having s*x for a while. I was leaking while we were having, I was too tired to go pump when we got done.
Jacob went to sleep and as soon as I dozed off the twins stared crying. I went in their room. I changed baby Jay first then Jacelynn before I fed them. The twins were up for a while after they ate. Once they went to sleep I was up. I took a shower then started doing unnecessary stuff just because I was up. I was just rearranging stuff and moving furniture. I guess Jacob rolled over and noticed I wasn’t in bed. He got up coming up front.
“Babe. Why aren’t you in bed?”
“As soon as I dozed off the twins woke up. Then they were up for a while and now I’m not sleepy anymore.”
“You’re up here moving furniture really? Come to bed.”
“I’m not sleepy.”
“I want to lay with you.”
“Fine.” I turned the light off walking to the room. We got in the bed cuddling. I laid there until I went to sleep. I wasn’t sleep long before the twins were back up. They didn’t want to go back to sleep after this. When Jacob got up to go to work they were still up. He could see it on my face.
“Babe do I need to go to work late or call in?”
“No, it’s fine.” I got their swing putting them in it. I turned on some smoothing music. He finished getting ready for work then kissed us leaving. They were quiet so I laid down on the couch. I ended up falling asleep. I only woke up because somebody was at the door. I got up getting the door.
“Hey mama.” Alexis said.
“Where are the twins?” Armani asked walking in. We went in the living room.
“Please don’t. Let them sleep.”
“You can put them back to sleep.”
“No, you can. I need quiet and sleep. Even Duchess and Deuce are sleep. Better yet, let me pump and get some sleep and you guys can watch them.”
“That’s fine.” Armani said it real quick. I did exactly that, I pumped then I went in the room getting in the bed. I swear I got some much needed rest. When I woke up all I heard was the tv. I went to the bathroom then walked up front.
“Jacob what time is it?”
“After three. I got off early. I sent the girls home, I told them I would tell you to call them when you got up.”
“I was just really tired.”
“I know. I took a few days off so I could be home with you.”
“You didn’t have to do that.”
“Yes I did and it’s already done.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” The twins were sleep so I was pumping. My body knew I was feeding two so I was producing so much milk. I honestly didn’t think I could. I had so much milk in the freezer it was taking over. I sat on the couch next to him putting my feet on him.
“We really have two kids.”
“That we are doing a great job with. Even with two being unexpected. You, you’re doing an amazing job and I’m so proud of you.”
“Thank you. I’m glad I snapped back but I need to workout.”
“You do not.”
“I feel like I do. So I’m going to start soon. I also need to get out the house. Since I had the twins I only left for appointments. I mean people come over, but I’m just always in the house.”
“We can go somewhere tomorrow then. Take the twins out, have lunch. Whatever you want to do we can do it.”
“Why did I ever break up with you? We could be married by now.”
“Because you didn’t know what you had until I was gone.”
“Oh really?”
“Yes, you know it too. I was still fighting to be with you, so I know what I had.”
“Well I’m glad you kept fighting. I wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else.”
“I love you girl. I’m in love with you.”
“You worship me as well and I love that you’ll do anything for me.”
“I’m glad you know. So anything you need from me, mentally, and psychically it can get down.” He said kissing me. He laid me back on the couch. We were kissing for about five minutes while he rubbed on my butt. I had on a night gown. “I just want to give you head.”
He pushed my night gown up pushing my legs back. He got down there wasting no time. The only thing missing was I couldn’t get my b***s rubbed and squeezed or even my ni***es played with. I was trying not to be loud. I’m so glad Duchess and Deuce were in the twins room.
“Ah Jacob.” I tried to move but he pulled me back down.
“Don’t.” He knew exactly where to put his tongue. I was nutting and he was eating all of it. He got up spitting in my mouth then kissing me. I unbuttoned his pants pushing them down. I put his p***s in myself. I took every inch then he got up putting me on top. When we got done I tongued him down.
“Damn I love you.” He said between kisses.
“I love you too.” Then the twins started crying. We got up going to get them.
We had a pretty chill day. We went out to the park just for a scroll and a picnic. I started going outside more. I just honestly didn’t want to leave the twins. I had been home for almost four months. I knew I needed to go back to work. We found the twins a daycare they had a link for else to just check in and we would get pictures. I always had to be to work before Jacob so he would take them to daycare. Everybody was so excited for me to be at work. I was showing them pictures of the babies. I was so glad we had a pumping area at work. We took pictures every month for the twins and family pictures.
I had just got off at twenty four hour shift. I was wore out on my way home. When I got home I pumped then got in the shower. Jacob and the twins were in the bed sleep. As soon as I laid down, my head touched the pillow, the twins started crying.
“Lord please give me the strength.” I got up getting them going in the kitchen. Duchess and Deuce got up following behind me. I fixed them a bottle then sat on the couch feeding them. I fell asleep sitting in the couch with them.
“Baby, get up. Let’s get in the bed.”
“The twins.”
“They’re fine, they’re in the bed. Come on.” He grabbed my hand pulling me up. We went in the room getting in the bed. I went straight back to sleep once I laid down. When I woke up I went up front Jacob was playing with the twins. They were having tummy time and play with blocks. The twins were really putting them in their mouth.
“Hey you guys.”
“Hey babe. How did you sleep?”
“Good. Much needed.”
“Well I got the twins for the rest of the day.”
“Okay.” I literally only sat around all day and pumped. Jacob cooked dinner, gave the twins a bath, put them to bed, then ran me a bubble bath. When I got out he gave me a massage. I rolled over looking at him.
“I love you.” I looked dead at him.
“I love you too.” We laid there kissing.
“Promise me that you’ll never do anything to hurt me.”
“I promise.”
“That you always be here for the twins, no matter. To always love me through whatever struggles I face or we face.”
“I promise. Kiyo are you okay?”
“I just, I feel so emotional right now.” I started crying.
“Babe. Why are you crying?” He got up.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to be sorry for.”
I sat up on the bed. “I just never pictured my life like this. I broke up with you for something so stupid. I honestly thought I wanted to be myself, like I didn’t know myself. I know who I am and what I want. I just wanted to be out having fun and no commitment, when it’s really not what I wanted. You do so much for us. So much, that I love you for. What if we didn’t get back together and I found out I was pregnant. I would’ve been alone going through so much. I don’t mean you not being involved, I’m saying me at home sick, tired, swollen feet and ankles, labor, and everything else. I would be getting off a twenty four house shift, picking up the twins, and extremely exhausted being up with them. I just really appreciate and love you for fighting for us when my stupid ass was just being stupid. I know what I have and I will never take this for granted.”
He wiped my face. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” We started kissing. For the first time in a while we didn’t just have s*x, we made love. It was so intense and passionate. In just about every position our fingers were interlocked. He kept kissing on my shoulder and my back. When we got done we laid in the bed cuddling. I went to sleep laying on him. I heard the twins crying, before I could get up Jacob grabbed me.
“I got them.” I laid back down while Jacob got up. He put some shorts on going to get the twins. I knew they went back to sleep after they ate because I felt Jacob when he got back in the bed. I woke up to swollen breast and I was in the bathroom throwing up. I brushed my teeth then put my robe on. Jacob was gone because he had to work. I was so glad when the twins woke up. I hurried to change them then sat down feeding them. I was crying throughout it because my breast never hurt so bad and they were eating so fast. I was so relieved when my b***s went down. After the twins ate I put them both in their bouncer. I let the dogs out cleaning up and feeding them. I washed my hands fixing me some breakfast. After I ate I rolled the twins in the bathroom so I could shower and myself together before changing the sheets. I called my mom to see if she was home. I got the twins stuff together. Once the dogs came back in, I went to cool the car down and put the stuff in the car before putting the twins in their car seat. I locked the house up then put them in the car. When I got to my moms house I seen Tiffany’s car. I had my hands full getting our self and the twins out the car. When I got to the door I had to knock with my feet. My mom opened the door.
“Goodness Kiyo.” She grabbed a car seat and Tiffany came to the door getting the bags.
“How do you get around with them?” Tiffany asked while shutting the door.
“Jacob, usually he is with me. I just recently started coming out the house.”
“Why?”
“Just, I never wanted to leave the twins. I just went back to work a week ago.”
“Kiyo the twins are four months. I didn’t know you had been home all this time. I thought you just wouldn’t working how you did.”
“Oh no, I been at home.” We sat on the couch taking the twins out their car seat. I texted Jacob letting him know where we were. We sat around talking and eating. I had to go to work tomorrow morning and I was getting tired. I left my mom’s house around six. As I was trying to get the twins and the stuff out the car Jacob pulled up.
“I got them.” He got out the car getting the twins. I got the rest of the stuff shutting the door. I opened the door going to turn the alarm off. The twins were sleep, so Jacob put them in the bed. I let the dogs out and they were running right to the twins room.
“What was going on at your mom’s?”
“Nothing. I just went over to visit and to get out the house for the day. It was her and Tiffany. We talked and had lunch.”
“Okay.”
“How was work?”
“It’s was good.” He started telling me about this new project he just started on. “I’ve been thinking.”
“About?”
“Building us a house.”
“Building a house?”
“Yes. I mean it’s nothing wrong with this house, it’s a beautiful house. I just want something that is actually ours and we have the input on how it looks and what we want. I mean I go to work and help with this stuff. We can get it done. We have everything to get it done.”
“So how long have you been thinking about this?”
“Since you had the twins.”
“So why are you just now telling me now?”
“I don’t know. I really honestly was going to present it to you as a surprise.” We had a conversation about it. I mean I wanted my dream house, but I don’t know if I wanted to do it so soon. Armani called me asking if I wanted to go out to eat.
“Do you mind if I go out to eat with Armani?”
“No, I got the babies.” I got ready and pumped before I left. I kissed everybody then met Armani at the restaurant.
“Hey girl.” I said.
“Hey mama. How are the twins?”
“Good and growing. How are you?”
“I’m good. I just missed my friend. How are you?”
“I’m good, tired. But I’m good.” We got seated. Armani ordered a drink. I really wanted to drink so bad.
“You have milk put up right? So, a drink wouldn’t hurt.”
I ended up ordering me a drink. We sat talking while we ate. I ended up ordering two more drinks. We just played catch up. When we left we went our separate ways. I let Jacob know I was on the way home. When I got home he was sitting on the couch. I put my stuff down locking the door.
“Where are the twins?”
“Sleep.” I went and sat on his lap.
“We’re going to have bottle feed the twins.”
“How many drinks did you have?”
“Three.”
“Okay. I was just staying up until you got home. We can go to bed.”
“Or we can do other things.”
“You have to be naked to do that.” I stood up in front of him taking my clothes off. He pulled me to him kissing the top of my va**na. He put my leg on his shoulder then started giving me head. He turned me laying me on the couch opening my legs more. He started fi*****ng me while licking my c**t. He got up kissing me, but was still fi*****ng me. I moved my leg and he opened it right back up. He held my legs back and open. He kept going until I squirted on the couch. He took his clothes off then started back giving me head. I got up turning over. I put my butt on him then he put his p***s in me. I started throwing it back. He grabbed my hair pulling it. He turned my head kissing me. He put his hand around my throat choking me pushing in so deep.
“Ugh f**k!” He started rubbing my va**na, f**king me faster. I wasn’t trying to hold it in, but I nutted. I tried to keep myself up, but he kept going then I started squirting. I moved up on the couch out of breath.
“Tapping out?”
“Yes. Did you?”
“I was about to.”
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. Just turn around and open your legs.” I did what he said. He rubbed on my thigh and slowly rubbed his finger on my c**t while jacking off. As soon as I seen him nutting I got up putting it in my mouth swallowing it. “Let me see.”
I held my tongue out showing him all the nut then swallowed it. “I love you.”
“I love you too. Now it’s time for bed.” We got up going in the room. We got in the bed going straight to sleep. I was exhausted getting up for work. I had to pump and dump. Then I fixed me something coffee and toast. I put the dogs some food out before leaving. Once I clocked in I went to the bathroom throwing up.