Pag Hilom Ni Myhlz

The problem with me dealing too much toxicity is that not all I was able to filter.It gets into my nerves with out me knowing until I argue with myself because I know something is wrong.It eats me up.Well at least I'm not throwing it to anyone else.And everytime I encounter the same thing it all comes back with that ****** flashbacks.And I hate that.No one is gonna wait forever for someone to grow and mature when the person itself is not helping herself.Because I was there And you don't do the same to help me.

𝓦𝓪𝓰 𝓶𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓪𝔂𝓪𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓾𝓴𝓾𝓪𝓷 𝓴𝓪 𝓷𝔂𝓪 𝓼𝓪 𝓾𝓶𝓹𝓲𝓼𝓪,𝓨𝓪𝓷 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓪𝓷 𝓴𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓰𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓸 𝓼𝔂𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓪𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓾𝓱𝓪𝔂 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓪𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓪 (●‿●✿)

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i owe myself an apology. for being silent when my head was screaming. for not fighting back. for letting them break my heart. for not making the most out of my “free ” time. for being weak and afraid.

i owe myself an apology. for opening the door to wrong people. for chasing those who hurt me. for not taking care of my health: emotional, mental, physical. for not standing up for myself back then.

i owe myself an apology. for being like this. for being the one that i never wished to be. for not getting the dreams i dreamed of. for being someone i don't like.

so, to myself, i am sorry.

and i hope it's not yet late.

— Redwin Dob
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Mag iiwan ako ng tanong na hindi ko alam kung matatanggap ko ang sagot,
Wag mung sabihing hindi ko sinubukang ayusin bago ko sinabi sa sarili ko na my mga bagay na kailan man hindi natin pwedeng pilitin.

Noted Self🤗🥰

Silence Doesn't mean you don't speak at all.Mind do the work only if it can shout it out.

Hayaan ang panulat magbahagi ng mga nararamdaman at ilabas ang pighating nararamdaman para ang utak ay maka hinga.