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A mother and her son on their way to a pride walk, 1985.

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still want you in my bad days

You are my good days.

too shy to say, but I hope you stay.

To be with you, that's all I want.

Hi PAIN, it's been a while.
Thought you've been gone but you've been finding your way to come back.
Come here let me embrace you then, let's deal with this together.

Regrets doesn't comes first, they're always in the last.
Where we learned lessons and reflect on our decisions.
The thing is when people hold out longer the moment they get tired/exhausted they don't want to get back and experience another pain anymore.
Enough is enough, it will be hard and it definitely is painful but it is another step on looking out to yourself also.
Don't make yourself suffer, other people had already been doing that to you, care for yourself a little.

My feelings for you isn't enough anymore to heal the trauma and pain you put me into. The actions you've continuingly been doing parallels on what you've been uttering.

My affection isn't enough anymore to convince myself that you won't hurt me to the point of questioning myself/worth.

These attachment/memories isn't enough anymore to push myself to be by your side again.

I'd rather be in pain and lonely everyday.
And dry my heart/eyes out when the pain gets heavy
Still questioning what big mistake I made.
Or if have I been great partner to you
To make me feel this way.

I just hope that you're happy now and won't do the same thing to others. Don't let them suffer and love them genuinely.
Assures and show them that you truly care for them.
Just words nor just actions isn't enough to prove how you feel towards them.
The two should be in sync to avoid confusion to the other party.

As it was nice, I was happy, had a roller coaster feelings being with you.
My heart still hurts, I'm still not able to fix these broken pieces.
It's still hard, it still hurts.
I still don't know how to mend the pain.
But I'm trying, still trying.

Doesn't matter missing you anymore.
Meeting you that day was a mistake.
It crumbled my heart more.
It shows me how big the gap we had.
It already showed me how far you are from me.
It clearly tells me that you no longer want me.

stay away

The Way Life Goes, Lil U*i Vert

and look what it got you into
another pain 🙂

I'm still hurting I still questioned my own worth.
I still want to rat you out.
But decided not to.
I'm tired of all the pain, I'm done telling everyone my pain.
I'm better off having all of these on my own.
Nobody understands anyway, nobody acknowledge it anyway but myself.

Hold Me While You Wait || Lewis Capaldi

Happiness - Rex Orange County