Real Spill Talks

The lack of support from friends and family is mind blowing. Others may not say it but I will. Why do people only show up for a good time? Then you pick and choose who you’re going to deal with a certain individual. Favoritism is a mtf and a draining individual is too. If you can only show up in someone’s life when it calls for a good time or after you’ve already entertained your favorites, then why waste your time with somebody you don’t really care for. People move weird and wonder why the energy is off. When it comes to having fun people will be all for you but let you really need someone when you’re health is declining, your mental isn’t that great, what looks like sunshine to them is rain for you and watch the time they put into showing up. I’m not a fan of holding on to relationships that serve me no purpose. I’ve lost friends and I have family I don’t speak with nor see daily. This has become normal in my life. I’m not scared to cut ties and stay away. I know where I’m truly wanted. The problem comes in when I start to stand on business. I won’t be that person to call you, text you, come around you. I’ll love you from a distance because that’s all I have. People never see the issues at hand and what about them made you act “funny” as people like to call it. I’m not acting funny I’m just finally at a place where you don’t get to ruin the idea of good people existing just because you aren’t one.

Breaking generational curses starts with telling your family members that they’re toxic. Sibling and cousin favoritism and beef is a real thing. You share the same blood and last name with people who envy you, people who talk about you, people who overlook you. Call it what you want but that title means nothing when you’re acting like the enemy. Sometimes you gotta tell family to kiss your ass.