R.I.P Michael Desantis

Good morning baby boy! I hope your having an awesome day up there, I know your getting flooded with kisses from everyone, we will be sending you your birthday cards soon! I love you baby happy birthday!

Mikie make sure you give Aunt Cindy a great big hug and kiss for me tomorrow, love you baby boy!

Happy new year baby boy mommy loves you

Mikie keep Gabby close to you and help show her how to be there for her family, this is her 1st Christmas without them. We all love you baby boy!

Hi baby boy, its hard to believe its been 1 year already it still feels like yesterday that you were playing with your brothers and sister. bubby had his first football practice today, doo baby is more n more like you every day and your loosie starts cheerleading on monday and she said you came to visit her today!!! mommy loves and misses you more and more every day, rest easier my sweet angel, Love mommy!!!

Happy 4th of July baby boy, i hope you enjoyed the fire works last night, there will be more again tonight, and thank you for sending the little bunny and birdie out to see us while where sitting with you, mommy loves you baby boy!!!

Mikie mommy loves you please be poppop tom he goes for more tests, and be with mommom too because mommy cant b there while she waits cause doo baby just wont sit nicely long enough in the hospital!!! we miss you terrible and we love you!!!

Ok mikie i need you with me today, mommy uis going to meet with a lawyer to get your foundation name legalized, i love you baby boy!!!

Mikie we went to hoy park today we looked for turtles but no luck daddy did find 2 frogs tho and 1 only has 1 eye so he named him 1 eyed pete, love you baby boy!!!

Mikie please be by Jordies side and help him along the way, i love you baby boy!!!

I love you baby boy, i cant believe it has been 9 months, i miss you terrible. you would be so proud of your bubby at his game today and loo getting her feet casted today! i wish you were here for all this but i know your watching over all of us!!!

HAPPY EASTER BABY BOY!!! I hope you have good easter with the rest of the family baby boy, i feels so wrong not having 4 baskets sitting here but i know you have one waiting for baby. MOMMY LOVES YOU!!!

Mikie you would be soooo proud of your bubby and loo playin baseball, i wish you were here playin with them it would be soo much fun. keep an eye on them and if ya can talk to miss mother nature and ask her to hold off on the rain tonight!!! LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!!

i cant believe its been 8 long months since you have been here making us all smile and laugh, i miss you terrible, you would be so proud of your bubby and loo they are officially done with therapy tom. we will be there to see you either before or after baseball practice MOMMY LOVES YOU BABY BOY

Mikie your doozie isnt feelin good he reminds me of you when your sick the hug me love me n dont let me go fallin asleep in my arms i miss you baby

Hi baby boy mommy misses and loves you so much. your loo loo got a windmill at school today and she is going to put it with you this weekend

Im laying here holding your doozie and it looks like i am holding you, his mouth is wide open the hair the eyes and lips i could go on and on, i wonder if seeing you in doo baby is your way of letting me know your still here i mmiss you terrible daddy got you this really cool light up firefly decoration that lights up your gonna love it! i love you baby boy!!!

mikie please be with the family popop is back in the hosptial and they arent sure whats wrong and it is really hard right now, but on a happy note bub n loo are starting baseball but i wish you were doin it with them, mommy loves you baby boy

i hope you have aiko her birthday hugs today baby boy, just sat with your doozie and looked at all of your pics, asking so many questions again. i love you sleep tight baby boy mommy loves you!!!

MY BEAUTIFUL BOY I AM SO SORRY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

I miss you terrible baby boy, you would be so proud of pop pop he finally quit smoking and he lettin mommy help him get his health straightened out! your doo baby is gettin so big and more and more like you everyday when i turned to look at him in the car yesterday i swore i was lookin at you, your bubby n loosey are doin good too they finally stopped fighting with eachother! love you lots baby!!!

Mikie please help mommy be strong theres alot going on and i dont know what to do or what to feel. i loved feel that tickle of air on the back of my neck yesterday when there was no one around me. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!

i miss you baby boy, this week has been really hard everyone is sick and back and forth to the hospital, it reminds me of how sick you were before that horrible day and it scares me that they are sick like this. Daddy found your scooby doo fire wallet with your money and stuff in it, hes holding on to it pretty tight but as soon as he lets go it will go in the hutch we the rest of your favorite belongings!!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY BOY MOMMY LOVES YOU!!!

Mikie i cant believe its 6 months it still seems like yesterday you were here, please be with mommy today mommy has a funeral today for a beautiful little girl. im sure you found aiko please help her be with her mommmy and daddy and her family.

Mikie please find Mr. Davis im sure he would love to see another little fire house kid and help him threw his new journey. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY AND MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY!!!

I wish i could hold you just one last time!

I love you baby, your doozie is more and more like you everyday its like you still here

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY BOY I LOVE YOU!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY BOY I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!

I miss you baby boy it diesnt feel right not shopping for you.

Mikie you got another angel today a lil girl that lived some what close to home be there for her baby and help her be there for her family especially her older brother that was there with her just like your bubby was with you. I love and miss you

Hi baby boy we are on our way to bring you your christmas tree i hope you like it. I love you

We love you mikie it all still feels like a bad dream