Angelicheart's Unite

SO CREATIVE!!! Made by 👉 Lyn Lusse
"After making my first dragonfly, I have been asked to do 4 more. I have fan blades, tennis balls, and spindles all over the place. LOL, It is great to be able to recycle and make people happy. (and I get a bit of pocket money) There are so many great ideas out there."
source - https://www.facebook.com/groups/homegardendiy/posts/868832873722355/

🌅Waking up to the gentle breeze lapping at my skin like the waves against the shore has me contemplating life and relationships.. immediately I remember a movie "Fireproof"

https://youtu.be/prIWM_zSVJw

In this scene two men are discussing marriage, vows and the prospect of divorce. Which instantly reminds me of a cup of coffee. Without the delightful creaminess of the creamer and the added sweetness of the sugar the coffee would be harsh and hard to swallow but still remains "coffee" in every aspect of the word. Somethings from an alien's perspective would be hard to understand I'm sure. Imagine if an alien arrived on the planet and had an issue with texture or with taste. Looking at us adding granules of sugar might cause a very curious reaction as to why we are deciding to lump two very different things into a perfect cup of coffee? The coffee represents life and the simplicity it takes to create it. Whereas, the creamer represents the subtle things we can do to add sweetness and variety to it (look at all the different types of creamers available on the market). Finding the right partnership could be as easy as going to the store and selecting the creamer you want or it can be as complex as having to sort through and feel through which creamer you want to try because it's a new option added to your coffee experience. Chances are there would be anxiety coupled with motivation, determination and the added excitement of experiencing the unknown leading into curiosity with a dash of apprehension as you take your first sip to see if the concoction you created really works for you and is a flavor you can see adding to spice up your morning routine; hence the need to FEEL and sense every relationship with innocence.
Can you imagine only salting your meals?!
Absolutely not?! Why...🧐🤔 Because then your meal would not be perfectly seasoned, impossible to consume and bad for your health. The same can be said about a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

Separately they are incredible and have their own value and unique tastes that are just as delectable to you pallette, but sometimes you have that urge, that want, that desire to put them together; to make two become one🥰🥰🥰
When that craving strikes it's a Divine pairing from the Gods like that of Cookies and Milk 😋😋😋
Eating cookies by themselves can become dry but sometimes is just what the body wants as milk can leave a funny film in your mouth at times or a bad taste afterwards. Then there are other times that milk coupled with cookies allows one to devour the treat within life in softness and in joyment instead of making the teeth work so hard that it's still in joyable but requires pressure.

In my experience if we pay attention to the little things we really will understand the bigger things 🥰💞🥰

🌸Kani The Goddess of the Untold Story™

Fireproof | Salt & Pepper Shakers Capt. Caleb Holt and Lt. Michael Simmons are talking about Calebs decision to get a divorce. Michael points out that Caleb made a lifelong covenant vow with ...

I woυld never вe ѕo vaιn aѕ тo poѕт a pιcтυre oғ мyѕelғ and тag people ιn ιт- ιтѕ jυѕт NOT тнe way I aм. Seeιng aѕ нow ιт dιdn'т poѕт ғor wнaтever reaѕon нere we go agaιn:
Taĸe 2🎬
Yoυr Lιғe Force ιѕ an υnιverѕal energy тнaт ιѕ мore lιĸe a ѕpιrιтυal ғιngerprιnт υnιqυe тo every ιndιvιdυal. Tнιѕ energy мaĸeѕ υp тнe eѕѕence oғ oυr вeιng; oυr concιoιυѕneѕѕ. Eacн oғ υѕ нaѕ тнree вodιeѕ- pнyѕιcal (oвvιoυѕly), eмoтιonal and ѕpιrιтυal. Once yoυ can υnderѕтand тнaт yoυ can ѕтarт тo ғιnd нarмony and тrυтн wιтнιn yoυrѕelғ.
Iғ aт anyтιмe we вecoмe ѕтagnenт, вlocĸed or υnвalanced we can eхperιence dιѕ-eaѕe wнιcн really doeѕ ιn ғacт тнe dyιng oғ eaѕe wιтнιn oυrѕelveѕ; ѕoмeтнιng нaѕ occυred тo мaĸe υѕ ғeel eмoтιonally cнallenged caυѕιng υѕ тo ѕpιrιтυally awaĸen.
Wнen тнιѕ нappenѕ ιт'ѕ aѕ ιғ yoυ are a ғaѕт paced ѕтreaм and yoυ've now вυιlт a daм тнaт мaĸeѕ тнe waтer мove ιn ιтѕ υnnaтυral paтн oғ ғorмaтιon. So ιnѕтead oғ ғlowιng ғreely we've now reѕιѕтed тнaт naтυral ғlow вy вlocĸιng ιт oғғ; тнe ѕтreaм can'т ғlow ιn тнe paтн oғ leaѕт reѕιѕтence вecaυѕe yoυ нave ιnтervιened and dιѕaвled ιт ғroм doιng ѕo. Yoυve now caυѕed тнe ѕтreaм тo go wнere YOU wanт ιт тo go- υnвalancιng ιтѕ aвιlιтy to naтυrally ғlow.
Wнen dιѕ-eaѕe occυrѕ тo тнe pнyѕιcal вody ιтѕ вecaυѕe yoυ're oυт oғ alιgnмenт ѕoмewнere; yoυr cнι'ѕ are вlocĸed and yoυr energy ιѕn'т ғlowιng ғreely.
Tнere were ѕeveral poιnтѕ ιn мy lιғe wнere I waѕ тryιng тo "ғιnd мyѕelғ" тнroυgн relιgιon; wнιcн ιѕ ѕoмeтнιng coмpleтely dιғғerenт тнan eхercιѕιng yoυr ѕpιrιтυalιтy. For eхaмple тнe мaιn ιѕѕυe I нave wιтн relιgιon ιѕ тнaт ιт doeѕ noтнιng тo υnιтe υѕ вυт ιnѕтead ѕнowѕ every paѕѕage тo dιvιde υѕ.
In one cнapтer ιт'll тell yoυ тo love eacн oтнer υncondιтιonally, and yeт ιn anoтнer coммand тнaт yoυ condeм ѕoмeone ғor noт нeedιng yoυr вelιeғѕ..yeт we are ѕυppoѕed тo нave ғree wιll?!
Tнe мaιn reaѕon I cнooѕe тo leave тнe ғlocĸ and do ѕoмe deep reѕearcнιng wιтнιn мyѕelғ waѕ вecaυѕe I нave HUGE reѕervaтιonѕ concernιng тнe вιвle and тнe ĸoran (вeѕιdeѕ ιт noт gιvιng an acтυal dιcтaтιon oғ evenтѕ) ιѕ тнaт ιт'ѕ very ιnconѕιѕтenт ιn ιтѕ тeacнιngѕ- ғor eхaмple ιn тнe very FIRST вooĸ oғ тнe вιвle ιт ѕayѕ, "I нave ѕeen тнe ғace oғ God" - Genιѕιѕ 32:30 and тнen ιn laтer вooĸѕ conтrιdιcтѕ тнaт ғacт вy ѕayιng, "Noвody нaѕ ѕeen тнe ғace oғ God"- Joнn 1:18 and 1 Joнn 4:12...
So тнaт leғт мe wonderιng well wнιcн one ιѕ ιт?!
Tнen yoυ нave oтнer relιgιonѕ тнaт coммand yoυ тo love one anoтнer yeт condeм yoυ ғor ѕιмply вeғrιendιng ѕoмeone wнo doeѕn'т coverт тo yoυr вelιeғѕ. Iт jυѕт вecaмe тoo мυcн ғor мe perѕonally тo нandle and тry тo jυggle.
Tнaт'ѕ wнen I wenт вacĸ тo мy rooтѕ... My Naтιve Aмerιcan Teacнιngѕ...
Tнe Earтн...doeѕn'т тell yoυ тo do anyтнιng; вy connecтιng wιтн ιтѕ ιnner ѕpιrιт ιт encoυrageѕ yoυ тo lιve тнroυgн ιт. To raιѕe yoυr ѕpιrιтυal ғreqυencιeѕ ѕo yoυ can evolve ιnтo тнe вeιng yoυ were мeanт тo вe. Bυт aт no poιnт doeѕ ιт ѕay, "Iғ тнe world тυrnѕ ιтѕ вacĸ on yoυ, yoυ тυrn yoυr вacĸ on тнe world!" Nooo way! How crazy woυld тнaт вe I мean really?
Cнιldнood ιмтergraтιon ιѕ really ιмporтanт and vιтal тo тнιѕ ѕнιғт! Soмe oғ тнeѕe ѕтoneѕ тнaт yoυ've вeen вυιldιng yoυr daм ѕυвconѕcιoυѕly ғroм ѕтeм all тнe way ғroм cнιldнood!
However, cнangιng тнeѕe вlocĸageѕ woυld мean coмpleтely overнaυlιng yoυr percepтιon on тнe world, on wнaт yoυ тнoυgнт yoυ ĸnee regardιng yoυr ѕpιrιтυal вelιeғѕ and wнaт yoυr нearт reѕonaтeѕ wιтн. Tнιѕ proceѕѕ alѕo ιnclυdeѕ нow we percιeve oυrѕelveѕ!
For ѕoмe тнere ιѕ a level oғ denιal; ιn wнιcн we can ѕenѕe ѕoмeтнιng ιѕ wrong вυт we're ѕo accoѕтυмed тo lιvιng a cerтaιn way; тнaт we вelιeve тнe ғeelιng doeѕn'т вelong тo υѕ. So we place ιт elѕewнere тo мaĸe oυrѕelveѕ мore coмғorтaвle.
Bυт ғor тнe нιgнeѕт good oғ нυмanιтy yoυ нave тo realιze wιтнιn yoυrѕelғ wнere тнeѕe вlocĸageѕ are, and reмove тнeм ѕтone вy ѕтone ѕo тнaт yoυr lιғe ғorce ιѕ aвle тo generaтe aт eхceedιngly нιgн raтeѕ and yoυ are aвle тo ғlow ғreely, noт leғт ғeelιng ѕтagnenт ιn one place.

Xoхo
❤️‍🔥Kandι

For a while now my energy has been "heavy" to say the least. Something felt off. My sister came over today and had my daughter and I do what's called "An Egg Cleansing."
This process surprisingly worked. Already I'm feeling lighter and wanted to share the process with my readers.
You take a raw egg; and still in the shell you start at your third eye and begin rubbing it over the top of your head, down your neck and body using it gently like soap. Then afterwards you crack the egg in room temperature water and stare at the glass through the side. Your looking for needles, bubbles, cloudiness, and the change in yoke color. Needles means someone is attacking your energy, bubbles someone is spying on you with malice intent, and cloudiness is them intending to make your energy heavy. To return to sender, you then sprinkle cinnamon atop the water to purify the energy you are sending back to make it that more potentant to the recipent. Adding chili flakes and hot sauce for added "warmth" to make sure they "feel you"...gives a whole new meaning to:
I'm Rubber Your Glue"
I'm going to call this mid evil concoction Bitch Be Gone™ 😂😂😂
Then you flush it down the toilet. Instantly you'll feel your energy renewed. 🤗🤗🤗
🌹Kani The Original Angel Goddess

As children we are taught that its not okay to touch our own bodies in any fashion. We are taught that our bodies are bad. We are taught that ma********on is gross. When its simply energy that is stuck in the body needing to be expelled. We make it a demon that we cannot ever get close to. A fantasy is meant to be ran through and burned through the body; not held within the confines of your mind. Without burning up the fantasies we make bad, people then eventually act them out and become murders and rapists so that part has a reason to be demonized and feel like a criminal. This is all we know....💖
We must stop letting others dictate the wants of our bodies in anything but light...until then we are destined and designed to feel bad for what we want. It starts in the heart. Heal the heart...heal the mind...💖🌹💖
Kani

As children we grow up thinking bad things lurk in the dark due to an overactive/over stimulated imagination. We are told then by the adults around us, "there is no such thing as the thing that scares us." This actually gas lights the f**k out of us, because now all of a sudden what we thought we saw we didnt see "our eyes were playing tricks on us"...and the noises simply aren't there "we are hearing things"...this causes us as adults because those parts remain dormant and frozen to think at a subconsciously level that, "things go bump in the night" without our ever knowing about it, without anyone being aware of it. That's why crime is rampid at night because that's the REALity we have subconsciously created to be reflected back to us. "Nothing done in the light is reflected because it's seen"...however the reason criminals are found is because of our belief "what's done in the dark always comes to light." See how we create our realities without even realizing it...pretty crazy huh. 😉😘😘😘
🌹Kani

*** Living Dream ***
I'm too tired to function. I'm too pi**ed to see straight. The way my life has gone, I feel like I should be greatful but I can't seem to find anything to be greatful for when my whole life here was a lie, when my reality is simulated as s**t, when even the smallest things serve to wreck my heart. My mind, body and soul are suffering in this evil f**king game that I did not ask to play...that I don't know how to play. I'm getting tired of people thinking I'm crazy, just because I'm the only one "awake" to know the truth. 😓
My body is wrecked...💔
The princess of existence cries day and night a lonely banshee cry...WHY do this to me when I didnt deserve it? Why do any of it? Why not fix it all? I've always felt like a fairytale princess living a lonely existence, being treated horribly even though no body thinks so...it's just life is what I get told...but that's a f**king belief that I never wanted to see. My life was going great...going just fine, getting better since I met Josh who tried to heal my every ache and pain through conversation, recharge hugs, and colloidal silver. But then the game took his ass out and left me here alone to suffer and wake up on my own. I feel sick. I feel like there is no point to life if I can't live it in bliss where I want to be all the time. What is life without love and belonging? I feel like an android on auto pilot all the time, trying to live my best life and coming up short in everything. I feel like no matter what I do I'm doomed to be embarrassed, treated horribly or sick; all because I'm misunderstood. I hate crying so hard every night screaming at Josh to come and get me, retrieve my soul from the game. My body is not mine not anymore, its been taken over by an evil that is not me; that is so unpure. I look picture death that's sweet and sereen but I can't die, my eyes used to drain of all color but the more I feel like dying the brighter my light shines to reflect my innocence and laughter lost....

This picture irritates me...I could only make it softer, I couldn't remove the words that got cut off from "Happy Holidays"...it's the wrong picture I wanted something that fit the puzzle of this part a lot better...instead it depicts innocence in love frozen in time within a story...I hate this!! I wanted them to be cuddled up together...not distanced....I can't get this s**t right to save my life...! 💖💔
The next thing I know I see these same reindeer cuddled up within one another, relaxed; the literal definition of 2 hearts as one love. There are cartoon bubble pink hearts that float around them. Nothing can break their bond/connection, housed in a snow globe. I'm staring at it on a shelf.."Josh what is this?" Baby girl it's us.
"Us! I look at him confused...my head cocked to the side...he chuckles and picks up the globe and turns the charm at the bottom...secret love song explodes from the small speaker at the bottom. He sets it back down..I start crying. A thousand tears gracefully fall from my eyes and down my cheeks..."Josh why"...he points to the "Slovenia Game Board"...lights a ciggerate and watches me attentively..."You've always been mine; this is the "f**king game"...where people are allowed to date, marry, claim, befriend and f**k with my wife while I'm not here to protect her innocence. They are allowed and expected to act as if they love her, want her, and wish to be the love of her life- to essentially fill my role as HER Dom and her husband"...I see by the look on his face that this angers him to the point of no return. He picks up the snow globe and tosses it in the air before chucking it at the wall. I rush over to grab it, and cut myself on the glass seeing rainbow dash and fluttershy encased in a tight embrace. Josh pulls a hankerchif out of his pocket and begins wrapping my hand. "They keep cutting my wife! They keep hurting my wife!! I'm done!! I'm tired of this f**king planet f**king up who I love!!
🌹Kani

Attraction...when I speak about breaking the mirror this too deserves to be seen...when I first met Josh he was a dorky, shy kid, who smiled my way and played even though he was 10 years older than me; innocence wasn't lost on him. He was giant compared to me. When we reconnected after this evil game forced us apart of course I found the man attractive...but I knew in my heart that every girl did. Josh needed a new experience. I wasn't just in love with him for his dashing good looks...but for the persona that he carried as him. He was funny. He was a genuine person who was authentic, sweet, in touch with his emotions, who loved his life, loved the game, and in joyed taking space for every part. He had anger that spun out of control, and a warped since of humor. But at the end of the day he was innocence incarniated just like me. He had big feet I stared at wanting to step on; dance and dissapear into the stars. He had this pull on me worse than any drug, he was the highlight of my sleepy mornings, my recharge that kept my soul thriving, there was no s*xual attraction on my part. As much as I wanted him, I wanted his heart not his dick. I wanted to trap that beast of a man in a web that would comfort and love him not ensnare him. I wanted to passionately consume him with my eyes and devulge nothing that left me feeling less than in my eyes or his. I was still traumatized by relationships, I thought he'd judge me so my most intimate thoughts, my pain I kept a secret letting him see only what I thought would pull him into me. It was a very naive thing to do, but it was the way my mind thought after a multitude of screwed relationships. But when the mirror finally broke I wanted to tell him anything he asked, anything he wanted to know...I wanted there to be nothing I hid; every part then deserved that/wanted to be seen. But before this could happen I had to see him as safe...I had to view him as not a threat, as not a murderer of my heart...💖
🌹Kani

It is words such as these that always humble me....😇😇😇
I did not go out today...instead I stayed in looking up jobs, applying and binge watching Sailor Moon. Not all was lost.
I love reading messages such as these; they form love letters upon my heart, that tell me my mission in life is being fufilled by seeing the soul of my passions through.

This part especially hits home for me, and thus I feel as a mirror on this planet should be brought to humanity's attention---
"I lost things I valued. My self respect has suffered. My confidence dissolved. My tenacity working towards a peaceful and less stressful life has with YOUR friendship and kindness proven to be something I HAVE attained. ‘ENOUGH.’ I’m not interested in stagnating - but my lifestyle is SO relaxed that for awhile ( until events happened ) that I became BORED. Instead of loving myself, I didn’t see the person I was.. only the person my circumstances had molded. All of them. Included and VERY significant was my relationship with my family when I was young.. I never thought much about it- but as a tool to help me understand when everything seemed wrong was ESSENTIAL."

It appears that as we age and grow we take the "tools" given to us for survival by our guardians to heart making them our own. When in fact, none of that is "us" everything is only a tool to help us formulate a story of our life. Innocence gets stripped away when we are molded into something we are not; our soul's rebel until they literally drown in a soup of emotion and wish to rip the self preservation off of our bodies to learn the truth of existence. We are but a single tiny seed in this life meant to thrive and to grow outside what we think we may know. Therefore, as beings of innocence, love, truth, beauty and light we must see each reflection around us for what it is, discover the meaning we have attached and remove the bandaid covering up the "REALity of us inside."
***See comment section for letter inspired this story
🌹Kani

The Trauma Surrounding Grief:

I've realized when people die we start to wonder about our own immortality and thus want to realize our dreams so that we can feel accomplished before our time comes and we die. Why do you think that is?!

As humans we are taught that when someone close to us dies it's just "a part of life". When in fact life and death are completely separate. We are told things like:
That's life. Get over it. Time heals ALL wounds. It's been so many years, don't you think its time to get back on the horse and on with your life?!
Without understanding that a person's world is severely annihilated when they loose their connection to LIFE, innocence, belonging, passion and everything that defined life for them. A sense of home found in one individual who illustrated what life should be. This is when we discover the beliefs that have likened us to the life we are tethered to.

Thats a belief we are taught so that we just let grief be/go...😥
Its not that easy when we loose someone that's super close to us....
We loose the teether that teaches us safety and protection, friendship, and family. When we loose that special person our world crashes down around us. Leaving us filling blank and voided like a check with no more money in the bank. This person recharges our energy and it's only after their loss that our bodies feel the effects of having them as a corner piece of our pie. Like the corner pieces of a brownie they were hard so we didn't have to be...yet on the inside they were soft and squishy giving us the space to be loving and carefree. Once we loose them we end up freezing in time and space, loosing track of our existence, trying to find where we fit in this grand picture without them beside us guiding our way. We are then forced to grow up and grind in their light; every step taken to prove something to ourselves (such as we can master anything in their shadow)...and to prove to them and the evil God who took them from us that we are worthy..

It amazes me how flexible my emotions are now...one second I'm p**s fire mad ready to destroy something...so I self express, I release the energy from my body and check in with my soul to see where I am at...typically when people go through anger it's a leap into a higher vibration...but now I'm starting to notice that when the body feels anger, after trust has been broken...the body feels weighted like an anchor, the mind goes silent from all the spells...and the heart goes "okay I'm done, I've had it...leave me be"...and then proceeds to just anchor the body with depression energy of not being able to figure s**t out, get it right to save your life...or to understand anything at all. All this part knows is "I'm grieving harder than I know. More than I realized. Why did I fall in love?! Who is this person to disrespect me with lies?!" 😞😥😥😥
"Why cry?! Who will see my pain and take it as their own...who will care about my mind, body, heart and soul as much as I care about them...why lie? Why depress my system...why f**k my body up, why allow you to ruin my life?! You're going to end up killing me all in the name of love. I guess I deserve it because I love you so much I can't let go...when everything in me tells me too. You're evil as s**t to me, and yet I can't walk away..you can call it trauma...I call it love! But damnit I am suffering in a love I have to settle for that no part of me deserves...when I know you can be the husband and best friend I know you to be. But why change right? A leopard's spots only get bigger with time...everything in my body is burnt the f**k out on missing who you were...who you used to be. I want the real you back...I need him...but you don't care you're too traumatized in that body to see what you're doing to the person who holds your heart. You have my heart in your hands and you're crushing it to destroy me.to try and kill me...fine I give up...💔
Then the heart officially breaks mentally....f**k.

💖🌎💖 Good Morning Fellow Eartheans!! 🤗🤗🤗
I've noticed a huge pattern among humanity these days....
Friends have contacted me distressed. Not wishing to loose people over their opinions.
As humans and even as a little bitty Goddess we get triggered easily. I've noticed when people get triggered they push away the part of themselves that's triggering because they feel it as judgment. We judge not out of hate, not out of malice intent, but we judge what we don't understand and can't take as apart of us. That's the child in us longing for understanding. However, because we are TAUGHT that judgment of any kind is BAD...we automatically become defensive of our opinions and our character. I don't think its right for anyone to push away anyone else just because they are triggered. A trigger happens as an opportunity to heal by experiencing a new reaction that our minds, bodies, hearts and soul's need to remove the trigger in and of itself.
I don't think you should stop talking to him/her.
For Example:
A HUGE reflection most apparent is in women being s*xist and taking "offense" to being called what they are and responding in kind, yet harsh tonalities against it. That's still a part of you...from traumatized experiences that you're defending but also making bad....😥😞🙈🙈🙈
Which isn't necessary at all.
You are a very s*xist lady, but that's okay that's not a bad thing. You have every right to FEEL as you do because men in general are evil and have been evil to you/towards you. They have left you, used you for s*x only, and have sucked you dry emotionally because they are too hard to understand softness...yet want to do nothing but control your mind and your body...but possess your heart and soul. Men are big ass Bullies due to the conditioning of society and their father's You have to take into account women were not to have any opinion that differed from their father's. That's the trigger love.
Its okay to trigger each other...that's love all day long! 🤗🤗🤗