Palaboy-laboy na mga salita sa utak ni M
mga ligaw na kaisipan sa
aking nakatagong talaan
trying my very best
not to bother you
losing you twice
is heartbreaking.
how many lies
do i have to say
that it don't bothers me
that u have someone new
'twas nice meeting u
i hope there's no second time.
i said "i am no longer longing for you" i lied..
being with you
is like a nightmare
but..
i'd still choose to sleep
i think my back
has no space
for the knives
you'll be planning to stab
i felt your presence
but not your love
do u think it's enough?
your absence
forced me
to forget you
in the most self-centered way possible,
i hope no one likes you the way i do.
it's so tearful
seeing you pass by
as a stranger
without noticing
that I am craving
for your glance.
you used to teach me
not to be egocentric
yet you are slowly
becoming one
i often dreamt about you
and it happened again
but this time, with another.
and i woke up wanting to die