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trying my very best
not to bother you

losing you twice
is heartbreaking.

how many lies
do i have to say
that it don't bothers me
that u have someone new

'twas nice meeting u
i hope there's no second time.

i said "i am no longer longing for you" i lied..

being with you
is like a nightmare
but..
i'd still choose to sleep

i think my back
has no space
for the knives
you'll be planning to stab

i felt your presence
but not your love

do u think it's enough?

your absence
forced me
to forget you

in the most self-centered way possible,
i hope no one likes you the way i do.

it's so tearful
seeing you pass by
as a stranger
without noticing
that I am craving
for your glance.

you used to teach me
not to be egocentric
yet you are slowly
becoming one

i often dreamt about you
and it happened again
but this time, with another.
and i woke up wanting to die