Jesse Hodge

I am an Andros*xual woman in a man’s body.

I am s*xual gender I am an Andros*xual woman in a man’s body.

Today I wanted to dance one way. Yesterday, I wanted to dance another. Maybe I should give in and just dance. Maybe I shouldn’t worry about the genre. Today I want to write a poem. Yesterday, I wanted to write a story. Maybe I should give in and just write. Maybe I shouldn’t worry about the genre. Since I don’t know what I’ll feel like tomorrow, Maybe I should just give into today.

Give Into Dance Today I wanted to dance one way. Yesterday, I wanted to dance another. Maybe I should give in and just dance. Maybe I shouldn’t worry about the genre. Today I want to write a poem. Yesterday, I wan…

In a world where we have to be everything that we’re not, Remember who you are and be true to you. Don’t get lost in the expectations, don’t get lost in your love for others including those that you love unconditionally, Stay true to you even when so much of you is demanded by others and by the world and to be a certain way to make them happy and even comfortable....

True to You In a world where we have to be everything that we’re not, Remember who you are and be true to you. Don’t get lost in the expectations, don’t get lost in your love for others including those that yo…

I forgot what you felt like. Other than when something happens outside of my control and you can’t be denied. I miss you when you’re real and when you are my own. I miss you when you guide me to where I’m supposed to go and remind me of where I’ve been. I miss being settling into a moment, feeling you, and knowing that you’re real. Reminding me that I’m real. And reminding me of who I really am. Me.

Feelings I forgot what you felt like. Other than when something happens outside of my control and you can’t be denied. I miss you when you’re real and when you are my own. I miss you when you guide me to wh…

Love Light Forgiveness Truth

Life Love Light Forgiveness Truth

More than anything and more than life itself, I long for my soul to be made free. More than s*x and love “as seen on tv,” I want for my soul to be set free. More than riches, more than what I think I need, I pray for my soul to be free. Again I repeat for those in the world, lovers of the world, and creators of the world to hear, more than pleasure and more than what I see as fulfilling, set me free. In your name.

More than Anything More than anything and more than life itself, I long for my soul to be made free. More than s*x and love “as seen on tv,” I want for my soul to be set free. More than riches, more than what I think…

I saw someone feeding birds a while back. I then thought about butterflies and how they are one of my favorite creatures of flight. But I then thought about what it takes for each of these creatures to become a beautiful butterfly. I thought about how they start off crawling. I thought about how they have to go into a cocoon, and I thought about how vulnerable (fragile) they are while there in this cacoon. ...

Vulnerable Cocoon I saw someone feeding birds a while back. I then thought about butterflies and how they are one of my favorite creatures of flight. But I then thought about what it takes for each of these creature…

I was going for my usual walk in the park in the morning. I didn’t get very far because I realized I needed to be somewhere, so I had to turn around pretty soon after getting to the park. As soon as I turned around, I saw a worm struggling and wiggling in the sidewalk trying to get to the dirt....

God Cares for Worms, Too I was going for my usual walk in the park in the morning.   I didn’t get very far because I realized I needed to be somewhere, so I had to turn around pretty soon after getting to the park. As…

Forgiveness is for You--Not for Them. Don't give them anything else. I had to examine my heart tonight because I still have a speck of unforgiveness for someone because of something they've done and said. In the grand scheme of things, it was the smallest thing ever in comparison to what's been done to other people. But it still happened and it was still hurtful....

Forgiveness is for You–Not for Them. Forgiveness is for You–Not for Them. Don’t give them anything else. I had to examine my heart tonight because I still have a speck of unforgiveness for someone because of something they…

I had a realization today that I need to allow for God and the spirit world to do their part in my life as well. It's a collaboration, a synergy, and working together. I'm so used to asking God to change me and help me be who I'm meant to be and make the right decisions, that I forgot to allow God and the spirit world to also participate in my life and do their part for what needs to happen around me.

My Part and to Know the Difference I had a realization today that I need to allow for God and the spirit world to do their part in my life as well. It’s a collaboration, a synergy, and working together. I’m so used to as…

Instead of indifference, Make a difference. Nothing is too big or too small. Once upon a time, there was an old man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach every morning before he began his work. Early one morning, he was walking along the shore after a big storm had passed and found the vast beach littered with starfish as far as the eye could see, stretching in both directions....

Make a Difference Instead of indifference, Make a difference. Nothing is too big or too small. Once upon a time, there was an old man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walkin…