Truth Hurts

Pt. 5

Her biggest fear of "Being alone" came to reality

, I had to find a way to get a place where I'm going to live for a certain period of time, I couldn't go to my friend's house because the lived in a small house I didn't want to be a burden, the only person that was clicking on my mind at that point was "That man" my real father

But the question was "Where am I going to find him" because it was getting late and honestly I was hungry and I was scared of sleeping in the street what if something happens to me ? And the next day I had to go to school because I was writing , it was a lot , I had 2 choices

It's either I go back home or look for my real father, but where am I going to start , I had to go around asking about him describing him using the clothes that he was wearing, "long black coat and a hat " many people didn't see where he went but after asking many people a little kid from my neighborhood knew him and he gave me directions

But now what ? Do I go there and introduce myself as if he was not rude to me ? Also now I'm desperate for a place to stay

I had no choice but to go there , on my way there I had many questions but when I reached his neighborhood the houses were dispersed and they were all huts 🛖

But there was a hut that caught my attention, it was painted black all of it which was strange to me because houses are usually painted in colorful colours, and there was smoke that was coming out that hut , I asked the neighbors about the owner of that hut and they told me that no one is living there , I thought maybe my father was living there , I really wanted a place to sleep , so I had no choice but to go there

BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE .... when I opened the door the first thing that I saw...

To be continued

Pt4

My mother started crying after being asked about that man , (I didn't know if I felt sorry for her or I was thinking that she wanted my father to change the topic). She sat down , and she asked my father " do you remember my high school male bestie?" , My father looked at her in a strange way then he said "Yes"

My mother: Well ... Before I met you me and him had a thing but it was not that serious
My Father: What thing? What are you talking about? You told me that you've never been in a relationship before me

( My father slowly got up and I could see that alcohol was getting out of his head , ( he was getting sober)

My mother: As I said , it was not "serious" we were just playing and .. 😔
My father: And? 😕
My mother: And I fell pregnant

I was so shocked, I didn't even want to hear the rest of the story because I'm the only child , so that means "That man " is my father , I got up and I just ran because I was so mad .. but my mother didn't even stop me , she didn't even cry

As for my father ( the 1st one) he did was he's good at , he slapped her then continued to beat her , after that he went to the Tavern told everyone that my mother was a sl*t

Now what my mother was scared of came knocking at her door , Her biggest fear came to reality....

To be continued

I'm sorry guys for not being active in the past 3 days but part 4 is coming ♥️

Pt3.

I qu**ky went to open the gate for my father , I greeted him with a smile but he just pushed me and said "Get out of my way " ,I tried to distract him but my father didn't want to hear it , he saw that the door was closed and he looked at me and asked " where is your mother " I gave up and said she's inside , he asked again " why is the door closed ! " , I didn't answer him I just went to fetch my books , he opened the door aggressively, after 2 minutes things went down

I heard my father shouting "Who is this man !!" Huh,? You're cheating on me ? With this!, Then he did what he's good at , he started beating my mother Infront of that man , The man punched my father and grabbed my mother , he asked her to leave with him but my mother refused and told him that he loves my father , so the man her , my father was lying there , I was so angry at my mother because that was the opportunity for her to leave

Sunday (next day )
My mother woke up early just to make breakfast for my father only , she was smiling while making that breakfast maybe she was trying to ask forgiveness, thinking that monster was going to forgive her , the irony is that my father usually forgets things that happened when he was drunk but he didn't forget this one , on top of that he didn't even want the food that my mother gave him

He asked the question that I was asking my self too "Who was that man"?...

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Pt2.

After our little fight things got tense at home , she became very distant from me , she was not greeting me anymore nor giving me money when I was going to school , It started to affect me academically to a point where my marks started to drop , I tried to talk to her but she didn't want to listen to me instead she'd just look at me and continue with what she was doing , but why was my mother so scared of me leaving her behind?

One day a man who was wearing a black coat and black hat came to my home, while I was studying he didn't even greet , he just asked me "Where is your mother ?" I couldn't even give him an attitude because he was old I told him to sit down I'm going to call her , did he sit ? No he didn't instead he told me to hurry, I was so pi**ed then I called my mother, she stood there and looked at him , I could tell that she was shocked but who was this man ? She told me to go outside I told her that I was still studying she shouted " I said go outside little girl!!" The look in the eyes scared so I took my books and went outside but i couldn't study because I was thinking about my mother's reaction and I was asking myself who was this man , so I wanted to hear their conversation so I slowly went to the door so that I can listen , the only thing that I heard was " I told you not to come to my house" after that I saw my father walking towards the gate and he was falling I knew that he was drunk and yep things were about to go down, he was falling so I didn't know whether to distract my father or tell him about the man that was in his house
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I was shocked to find that my own mother was the one who was blocking my path because she was scared that I'll leave her alone , growing up my mother was always supportive from primary school to high school even though we didn't have much , she'd make sure that every cent that she got from selling veggies would be used on something important

Unlike my father who was always drunk and beating her everytime , honestly i always wanted my father to die because there's nothing that he did for me other than bringing traumas in my life, he'd tell me how useless I was and how he wished I was not his kid everytime I stood up for my mother and I guess the feeling was mutual

My mother on the other side used to protect him with everything that she had, when people asked her about the bruises she had , she would say that she fell , I've always wondered why she always protected that evil man everytime when I asked her to leave him she would always lie and say she's planning to leave him , I guess she planned to die with him instead of leaving him.

I wouldn't say I was a bright student at school but I was a hard worker and that's why my mother spent every penny on me , she didn't finish school, she dropped out in grade 8 after failing 3 times and that is also something that motivated me to push at school because I didn't want to be like her , when I was doing grade 12 she started to change all of the sudden, she started asking me weird questions like "You're not going to leave me right "? At first I thought she was joking but things got serious because she was asking this question frequently and I told her that I wanted to further my studies so of course I had to leave at some point, that's when she got angry, she started asking me who is going to support me when I'm not near her ? Who is going to buy me food and everything that I needed, I was so confused because I didn't know what I did to trigger her to be so angry about me deciding to further my studies ... Tb continued