Surviving My Existence
surviving I am a lot of things to a lot of different people, perhaps depending on who you ask...I'm a Mom, a Sister, an Aunt, A friend. I'm Happy with both.
I mean something special to many, and i am someone quite a few would rather do without. I am also a Survivor and Statistic. I take no shame in either of those things. I am more often than not fearful, i don't show happiness and joy as much as i should..but through everything life has given me i am thankful. I'm so thankful for all the struggles i have had, the loses i have endured, and the pain th
16/05/2024
This was in my fb memories, I wrote it 9 years ago:
i have seen everything that you do
believe me im not the quietest bit amused
only thing i cant see is what you say
believe you, its probably better off that way
because you, you've got everything left to use
and i, i've got nothing left to lose
im already onto you
but go ahead, do as you choose.
It'll only last as long as i can stand it
then your fu**ed god damn it.
so take these words, and mark em down
cause when i see what i already know
you wont be around
and i'll be free to go
Happy mother's day to all you badass moms ♥️
01/05/2024
How cruel
17/04/2024
Borrowed post...
Are you familiar with the “Let Them” theory?
Let them be upset.
Let them judge you.
Let them misunderstand you.
Let them gossip about you.
Let them ignore you.
Let them be “right.”
Let them not like you.
Let them run your name in the ground.
Let them make you out to be the villain.
Whatever it is that people want to say about you, let them.
The hard truth is they know how much they are hurting you. And they just simply don’t care. There will be people that would rather lose you than be honest about what they’ve done to you.
The lack of respect was the closure. The lack of apology was the closure. The lack of care was the closure. The lack of acountability was the closure. The lack of honesty was the closure.
Make the decision to no longer sit at tables where you might be the topic when you get up. You can still be kind. But do it from the distance they created in their words and actions. You don’t need to tell your side of the story. God already knows.
It’s taken me a long time to get here. Sleepless nights, countless tears, managing a range of emotions filled with anger, disappointment, confusion and deep hurt. Lots of self reflection, self preservation, deep prayer and seeking wisdom from those much wiser than me.
Don’t let them steal your joy.
Don’t let them steal your light.
Don’t let them steal your peace.
You are in control of that.
10/04/2024
I'm just now adding to istagram
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15/03/2024
Any other spoonies here?
Spoon theory - Wikipedia The spoon theory[a] is a metaphor describing the amount of physical and/or mental energy that a person has available for daily activities and tasks, and how it can become limited. It was coined by U.S. writer and blogger Christine Miserandino in 2003 as a way to express how it felt to have lupus; ex...
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