Best Of Barbz

Can't wait to get my hands dirty cleaning this beauty up but will have to wait a week. Deep Cove awaits😍

It's been along time since I've posted on here.
But it's been one hell of a year.
I feel like I've just woken up from a very long sleep.
It's been such a roller coaster of emotions between loss and grief, depression and of course just all of 2020 so far all rolled in to one.
There has been some highs though and some creativity still coming through but it has been a struggle.
There's has been a lot of learning and rediscovering myself and my worth and I do thank those who have helped the process.
There is still a ways to go but I woke up every morning and get up. And that's a start.
So I thought I'd share somethings I have done and am proud of.

The caravan is coming along nicely. A few pics of the progress

Thought I'd share a little of what I've been up to lately. ❤️
It's been very therapeutic to find my creativity again and let it grow.

Work in progress. Stepped out for some fresh air and it's very fresh here💦💦

Everyday. We all have our own struggles.💔
Some are going through their own pain, grief anxiety, low self esteem or lack of self worth.
I just found a song that just put a smile on my face.
After waking up this morning feeling low, this plus being able to talk with a beautiful soul in my life, just made my day so thought I'd share.

Just did a little op shopping for the caravan. ❤️
Can't wait to see it all come together.

Just working on a project. All hand sewn.
All new covers for the caravan. Can't wait to see them in it. 😍

Was a nice warm day to go to the rhododendron festival.🌸🌻🌼 Unfortunately it turned very cold and wet.

So I decided yesterday to take the day off from everything else and do something for my self.
This is what I did.

So I'm just going to put this out there. Does anyone happen to have a dress or mass amounts of sheet fabric that I could borrow or buy for a photo shoot please. Something like this

Been getting those photography skills working again and loving it❤️. I've always been terrified of doing portrait and people photos. I'm not sure why just lack of confidence I guess.
Have alot of ideas so stayed tuned.

It's been a long day but a good day. I think it's amazing how much your mood can change when the sun is out. ☀️☀️

I guess it's been awhile since I've posted anything
Alot has happened in that time.
I've been to Europe🗺️, my Dad has passed away😭 and I'm now at a stage where I need to spend some time focusing on me and what I need for my own mental and physical health.
So in light of all this I'm making an effort.
An effort to take care of myself.
So today I post. About myself how I feel and trying to make an effort. ❤️

Sorry about the poor lighting. Just want to get them out there.

Sorry it's been so long but my creativeness has been in over drive lately. Who wants to see what Ive been creating

So any one who knows me knows I've had my own issues with my weight.😔
So today I decided to go through my pants and have a try on and throw out cause I'm tired of wearing clothes that dont fit properly.
So to my shock there are a few that dont fit. In a good way.👌👌
Trying on a few pairs I've been holding on to and shock again at how they fit.❤❤
It feels good to be in some comfy fitting pants that dont look too bad😊😊😊
Plus I gave myself a new hair colour and cut the other night. Tired of the drab look I had and bad regrowth.
Feeling much better.😊😊😍😍

Turning the big 40 today so something alittle shirt and sassy like me.
Have a great day everyone.☀️☀️❤❤🎈🎈

God morning all. A little vintage for the day.☀️❤

Showing my support and love for Christchurch today. Red and black have a great day. ❤❤

So the rain did clear yesterday and it was🔥🔥🔥
Let's see what today brings.
Have a great day every one.🤩🤩

Good morning all.
What a beautiful day it was yesterday☀️fingers crossed the rain stops and its another beautiful day today.🌻🌻

Made some progress today😍😍❤❤

Super relaxed day today. Had a good sleep in and now to wear something comfy all day.😍

Next project on the go.😍😍loving it so far

Trying to work this blue hat. Still going to work at it I think

A little bit if vintage and some pink ears

Good morning. ☀️☀️ sun is shining but it's getting colder in the mornings. So changing it up to something warmer these days.
Thanks Melanie Gutschlag for the jacket vest. Love it❤

Progress update of what I was doing yesterday