Solitary Loner Writes

we have a same gender
but why do many of you hate us?
is it wrong to love?

we just fell in love
we didn't want it,
our hearts wanted it.

if only the feeling
could be stopped,
i would

nagmahal lang naman kami,
but if you can't accept us,
at least respect us

we're only human, we are hurt,
we have feelings too, please
respect us, our feelings is valid.

-Solitary Loner Writes

gabi na naman,
halo-halong emotion ang nararamdaman,
lungkot, sakit, at panghihinayang.

nakakalungkot lang isipin na
ginawa ko naman ang lahat,
pero bakit hindi padin sapat
kahit pahalagahan man lang
wala akong natanggap

sakit na kahit kailan,
hindi ko magawang pigilan
pusong matagal ng duguan
hindi ko man lang nagamutan

ako ay nanghihinayang,
sa mga desisyong padalos-dalos
at hindi ko napag-isipan,
dahil sa emosyon na aking nararamdaman
hindi ko na mapigilan ang aking sarili at
pinili kong ikaw ay iwan.

-Solitary Loner Writess

"Previous picture"

Seeing my old picture,
where my smile's are true,
my heart was pure,
my sweetness like a honey,

I can joke,
I make people happy,
always get a high grade in a class,
have a lot of friend,
and also i can make my family happy and proud of me.

But now everything suddenly change,
i can't even make my family proud of me again,
they're so unlucky to have me,I'm such a failure.

How i wish to go back on that time again,
where i am happy, where people like me.
why is it so unfair when it comes to me?
what i have done wrong?
I hope i die.

-Solitary Loner Writes

" I'll wait for you "

I tried forgetting about my feelings for you
but i can't stop thinking about you.
I wrote this poem
to show how much i love you.

I know that you love someone
and i hope that someone
will give you the love that you want,
It's hurting me but never mind
I just want to see you happy
Even if I'm not the reason why you're happy.

I just want to tell you
and i just want you to know
that there's a one girl waiting for you
and will love you unconditionally, but
that one girl is me.

I'm still hoping that you will love me back
even though it's impossible.
but i realized, that nothing is impossible
If you never give up,
that's why I'll still love you even though i know that you've like someone .

I'm still here hoping for you to love me back
I'm still inlove with you
I'm always here for you
I will wait for you even if how long it takes just to be with you.

-Solitary Loner Writes

" Prisoner Of A Onesided Love "

I adore you for how many years
But you have no idea about it
Being in love with you for a years
Can't make me feel useless.

Confession is not easy
When you're not ready.
Then, one day i have a courage
To tell you what i feel and hoping
That we have a same feelings.

Your answers broke my heart into pieces
You rejected me in one day
while i admire you for a years.

Being in love with you is not wrong
You are just not the right person.
Somehow you make me happy and
I'll respect your decisions.

-Solitary Loner Writes

"Introvert"

I'm a student, i have no self-confidence
and every time i see my fellow student
raising their hands, and they can talk in a public places
I feel so friendless and hoping that god will give me some confidence.

Every 12 midnight i awoke
mixed problems and emotions are in my mind
All i can do is to cry until my feelings will be fine
and praying to god that one day i make my family proud so those problems in my mind will be alright.

-Solitary Loner Writess

"Monophile"

I'm a lonely person
But i love being alone
I hate noisy people
But i love music when I'm alone

When i cry and no one cares
i don’t care i can manage myself
Being alone is peaceful
no judgements, less of problems.

-Solitary Loner Writess

You are just infatuated but it doesn't mean you're inlove.

-Solitary Loner Writess

O aking dating sinisinta, sana ako'y iyong maintindihan kung bakit ikay aking iniwan, ako'y sadyang nasaktan lang kaya ikaw ay aking iniwan.
Alam kong ito ay hindi sapat na rason para ikaw ay aking pabayaan.

Siguro'y dito na nga magtatapos ang kwento nating dalawa, at baka nga hindi lang talaga tayo ang para sa isa't isa.

Mahal kita pero tama na ako ay nasaktan na ng sobra, tama nga sila masarap magmahal pero mas masakit masaktan, kaya sana namn ako'y iyong maintindihan.

-Solitary Loner Writess

It was my first time,
I can't stop my tears in my eye.
i was at my room,
looking at my card.

Full of low grades,
While the other's getting a high grades.
I'm disappointed to myself,
i can't make my family impressed.

How can i make them proud if i was stupid?
How can i make them impress when I'm so worthless?.

-Solitary Loner Writess

It was my first time, i tell my friends about what I'm feeling and i thought they would understand me, but instead of comforting me they were just laughing and invalidate my feeling.

-Solitary Loner Writess

"Those eyes"

When i look at you
I don't know what to do,
My heart beats fast
When i saw your beautiful eyes.

I can't deny how beautiful you are ,
My whole world stop when i look at those eye.

The way you stare at me
I get so nervous,
I feel butterflies inside of my stomach,
Everytime our eyes met i secretly smile,
and hoping that one day you'll be mine.

-Solitary Loner Writess

"My listener"

I'm near at my room,
my tears drop on my cheeks
my heart is too heavy to carry.

I'm lying on my bed,
calming and comforting my
own self because no one knows
what I'm feeling right now and
no one cares.

I'm at my room lying,
talking to my cat about my problems
and i realized that my cat was the
best listener ever, even if it's weird.

-Solitary Loner Writes
Plagiarism⚠