Santos Suerte Healing
Ancestral medicine made in Small batches with intentions of healing, love, abundance, spiritual guid
The fire that lies within me is the fire that my ancestors gifted me. It was the fire they held, the fire they used in ceremony and in prayers.
My strength is their strength and their strength is the strength of our communities.
Walk with your medicine and offer it fully from a deep place of reverence for it is the resilience that is needed.
I hear them singing from my bones, I feel them moving through my feet.
Visions of my grandmother placing a Copilli on my head full of feathers to remind me the connection to creator, to source. That there is no separation between the worlds unless we create one.
My time in Arizona was transformative, the North Direction is my home. It was no coincidence that this where my journey as a student begins. In the words of my Maestra “We have to be uncomfortable sometimes.”. Here in the Smoking Mirror is where I found myself, who I’ve always been, who I accepted to be in this lifetime. Although I didn’t grab many pictures I left with memories that were programmed into my heart for all of eternity. Bringing my medicina from Tejas, from Danza and bringing it to AZ helped me be the fire keeper. Helped me open up and walk with commitment to this work. To this life, to a promise I agreed to before I came to life. Tlazocamati to KTO familia for welcoming me in, for witnessing me, for allowing me to witness each and everyone of you, for opening your hearts, your homes, allowing me to feed you with family recipes, to sing at our altars, to share sacred space with you. Ometetol. ⚡️⚫️🌹
With much humility and respect I felt called to share my own personal reading today. The message felt like it was also meant for someone else who is moving through a similar situation.
After my morning meditation I heard “you are working towards something greater.” A wish that was sent off is coming to fruition slowly but surely even if it may not seems like it. There is deep healing that is happening. Let go of what is old even if it feels comfortable. Our spirit team is here to support us through this process. Don’t shut yourself out to what feelings/emotions arise from this. Remember allowing your waters to flow is cleansing. Listen to “I invite ease & joy” by Geminelle on a loop. Feel those affirmations imbed into your new skin/become your new code. This is the growth you’ve been inviting in. Don’t shut it out because it’s asking you to make room for it.
Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t.
With humility and Gratitude, Ometetol. 🕯️💗
Growth never comes easy, often times it comes with its own challenges. Last year was a blur, it held many challenges that broke me down, but it also held a lot of beautiful moments.
I don’t really see January 1st as a new year. That comes with spring, but I do see January as a time for reflection, appreciation and warmth.
Here are some highlights from 2023 with people I love and hold so close to my heart. They were my reminder of why we walk this road, why we love they way we do, and why we were never meant to do things alone.
If you didn’t see I’m now offering in person sessions again .tx. Don’t worry my out of state clients I’m working up on offering virtual sessions again. But I’m listening to just flow with ease.
Availability for rest of January and February are live. Head to the link in my bio to book a session.
To my ancestors.
Thank you for everything.
We were destined to work together, destined to meet.
Because if we didn’t then I would still be feeling lost.
Lost from my identity, lost from my community, forever longing to find that missing piece.
I would still be holding onto pain not knowing why it’s there or what to do with it. I’d be filled with anger and continuing cycles of repression through substance abuse.
Because of y’all I learned to how to speak, how to laugh, how love fully. Y’all taught me how I pray, how to have humility.
Our work together hasn’t always been easy. When I was scared of fire y’all showed me how nurturing it can be. When I was scared of darkness y’all held my hand and reminded me to use owl eyes to see clearly.
These past five years y’all gifted me so much showing the beauty to be in deep relations with all that is apart of creation.
When I first started this journey I never imagined the day would come where I had to let y’all go. But we’ve elevated. All that was needing healing has been healed. And it’s time we both get to enjoy peace, ease, and gentleness.
I won’t lie and say that it’s left me feeling empty but I guess what I’m feeling is the newness that comes from re-birthing. And we won’t ever stop being in relation with one another for now I’m your walking/living altar. And when the time comes we will all meet again in the eternal room with a table that smells of coffee, with the bird clock and the warmth of home being greeted with hugs and laughter. ❤️🔥✨🕯️
Ometetol.
We know this year has been hard for many of us. Feeling the economic pressure of living through a recession while the cost of living surges. When 2023 started we had such high hopes of what we would be able to accomplish and achieve. And though it’s brought us moments of deep transformations and growth it’s also come at a heavy cost.
Since May of this year we have been dealing with multiple unexpected challenges. At first we kept reminding ourselves that the universe always has our back and we will find our footing. We haven’t lost our faith in that but we finally came to the hard decision to put our pride away and no longer suffer in silence and ask our community for help.
Those that know us personally know we love offering help and support to others when we can. Whether it’s lending an ear and holding space, to giving rides, cooking meals, we know what it’s like to go without so we always want to make sure people feel held and taken care of. It’s one of the many reasons we fell in love with one another in the first place.
We started a gofund me to help us raise money to get back on our feet (you can find the link in my bio). We understand if you can’t donate but ask if you can please share.
Tlazocamati,
Kirby & Al
Buenos Dias!!
As some of y’all have probably seen on September 30th and I will be offering sound healing and prayers to the land and ancestors at Bethany Cemetery.
Bethany Cemetery was the first cemetery for the Black community in Austin. And the area of town it resides in has been undergoing gentrification for quite sometime causing a disturbance to the land itself.
This is open to the public for those that feel called to join us in this prayer. We are asking everyone to please wear white or light colors, wear a faja or “waist” belt and cover your crowns to protect your energy. If you feel called to bring an offering we are asking for flowers (Yellow, Red, Purple, Blue, or White), To***co. No fruit or food offerings please as this was requested by the care taker of Bethany Cemetery.
We are allowing for participants to share songs, poetry, and prayers.
If you would like to leave a monetary donation that will go toward Bethany Cemetery you can do so using the link in my bio as well as RSVP so we can have a general estimate on how many people will be attending.
If you would also like to be a volunteer please reach out to me or Quibilah. Ometetol ❤️🔥🕯️
Embracing your medicine is a journey.
It requires trust, strength, patience and humility.
Some days you feel connected and inspired.
Other days you may question if it’s meant for you.
But you keep going, keep dreaming.
You hold and love your shadows as much as you do with your light.
Embracing the highs and lows
You come back to your heart
Hearing your spirit whisper
“This path called out to you.”
Hold your head up high.
Don’t be afraid to be seen
Allow yourself to be received.
Even if it’s scary.
Look to the stars,
See yourself up there with them.
Ometetol,
With permission and respect, I am sharing that on February 5th I will be at doing a market day fundraiser for my Kalpulli, Tlatlpapalotl. The purpose of this is to help raise funds for our upcoming anniversary ceremony in March.
I will be offering both virtual and in-person general readings for $25 along with selling a few of my herbal formulations.
All of the proceeds will be going toward getting supplies needed for our ceremony. You do not have to purchase a reading or a formulation to support us, you can send donations via venmo or cashapp.
If you do want a reading or to purchase an herbal formulation the link is in my bio.
Please like and share this post to help it gain traction. Any and all support helps us.
Tlazocamati for your hearts, spirits, and support. Ometetol
Holding what lies deep.
Trusting the journey, my journey.
Forgiving myself while also acknowledging how much I’ve grown.
There is something new approaching.
Thinking of the kind of ancestor I want to be. How do I want my descendants to call upon me?
Winters lessons have been deep.
They aren’t over just don’t feel as heavy.
There is no place like home and home is where the heart is.
Sharing vulnerability..❤️🩹
It’s very difficult for me to feel and process anger even if it’s present for me. After crying for almost two hours to my partner I can finally understand why I’ve been angry. I’m tired and so are my younger selves. We are walking away in love.
We look to the trees as they release their leaves.
Letting the cold air kiss our skin.
Feeling the earth prepare for her rest, inviting us to do the same.
Why I don’t call myself an Herbalist. 🌿
One of the many lessons I have had to learn is that when we carry a title no matter what it is. That title come with responsibilities. It’s very easy to give ourselves a title but can we also walk the path true, whole heartedly and upholding highest integrity?
Working with plants is a path that is always asking you to be present and at ground level. To be open to learning and incorporating new teachings into what you might have already known about a plant.
When people ask me at work if I’m an herbalist you will here me say “I have herbal training.” because this is the truth for me. I’ve had 200 hours of training but I’m still learning so much everyday. Every time I make a new tea blend, oil or formulation is a lesson in itself.
I was taught that titles have to be given to you by either elders or your community. Maybe one day I’ll take on the title of a yerberxs. But until that day comes I’m more than happy with simply being an estudiante.
I wanted to wait until after my birthday to share this information but there is no time like the present am I right?
As I approach my Saturn return I’ve been feeling the call to take a step back from offering sessions and move back into the space of being a student. This follows along with a loud a clear message “Fall Deep into the medicine.”
As much as I love holding space for people, being a conduit for spirit, I also have noticed that what I already know can only take me so far. As an ancestral worker, a title I don’t take lightly, I always strive to offer spaces + services that uphold high level of integrity and stay informed as much as I can.
I’ve asked myself can I do both? Be a student and offer still? Simply the answer is no. Sometimes taking a step forward can look like taking a step back. This won’t be forever but for right now it’s what feels in alignment with my sacred path.
With that being said these past three years have been incredible and with much humility I appreciate everyone who has trusted me to hold space for you, your spirit team, or have felt comfortable enough with me to relay sweet general messages at markets.
My last two days of offering sessions for this year are Oct 22nd and Oct 29th.
Be on the look out for my shop opening/offerings via patreon.
Tlazocamati (thank you)
With respect for the highest healing good of all. Ometetol ⚡️❤️🔥🌀
Holding space 🕯🌌.
Something that has come so naturally to me since I could remember was holding space for others.
Recently I’ve been sitting with the sensation of what it means to hold space for me? How does it look? What does it feel like? How do I like to be nurtured?
Asking myself how I can offer that to myself but also how to communicate that with others.
Holding fertile space that is dark, deep, but I can feel a pulse, a heart beat. Something is growing.
Moving out of spotlight to feed my own inner light. Moving back into a space of being a student, understanding how learning is abundant, how learning gives me joy.
Where have you been at lately? What is coming up for you with the transition of the seasons?
1. A dressed candle to call in joy, spiritual protection, love.
2. An image created by after our session that represents what I’ve been seeing/feeling. Absolutely Breathtaking
3. What the AI on tik tok created when I wanted to see my ancestors. Felt very affirming as this is how I have seen them.
Tonalte Todxs! Ceremony Season is approaching which means there is limited availability for sessions. I only have two dates available for sessions in September. So if you have been wanting a session now is the time to book before these dates become booked out.
Tlazocamati and Happy Fri-yay!
✨Collective card reading for the day✨
When I shuffled for today’s reading there was a lot of energy that came through. Remember this is a general reading so take what resonates and leave the rest. 🖖🏽🌹
-Moyolacocqueh/the lovers 🌈💞
The lovers show themselves for us today. A card that not only can talk about partnerships and love. But This card reminds us about the duality in all things that surround us. Reminding us that sometimes before we can move forward may we remember what it is that we stand for. Are we continuing to hold that integrity? Transitions are happening, don’t fight against them, flow with them. There is more coming that you can not see right now but I’m hearing that the veil is thinning for some.
- What are we still choosing to carry? Is it helping us move forward or do we feel like it’s our responsibility to hold it for others? Rest easy. You don’t have to carry everything.
- For some you are starting on a new journey or you are moving to a newer “level” on the journey you already set out on.
- Nostalgia is creeping in, your heart is showing you love that still follows you from the last. This doesn’t have to be with someone romantically this can be feelings of love and joy like a child.
- For others spirit is reminding you that your hard work is paying off. There is deep healing that is happening here, either from family wounds or wounds from past relationship(s). Allow your heart to be your guide and speak up with what you are needing.
I have two openings left for this Saaturday. To schedule your appointment use the link in my bio. 😊⚡️🐍
Tlazocamati 💗
Ometetol 🌀🐚
Card(s) of the day 🃏✨
Storm (Rx) + Spiritual Guidance
Know that you’re not alone. Have you been paying attention to the signs that are presenting themselves to you? As we move through changes, challenges, seasons it can be easy to only pay attention to what is not working rather than what is. These two feel very similar to Tower energy, destructive of what has not been working to make space for what can be. Check in with yourself today and check in with your guides. Offer yourself that space to be present in the midst of everything.
I still have openings for this Saturday and next Saturday if you are wanting a personal 1:1 session. Link is in my bio ⚡️❤️🔥🦅
Card of the day ⚡️
Chalchiuhyaoquizqui /Jade Warrior
The jade warrior is a card that reminds us to continue to walk the path we are on. Sometimes the best action for us to take is to listen to the guidance we are given whether this comes from friends, family, teachers, community members. The jade warrior also talks about the importance of humility, you don’t need to know everything that’s why you’re on this journey. To take the lessons as they come, to put what you have learned into practice.
Personally this card also reminds me of patience. It can be easy to get over excited/impatient with the way things are working out and wanting to move onto the next but the jade warrior reminds me to stay true to where I’m at and hold gratitude.
How does this card resonate with you?
Also excited to dive into the wisdom held in these books that were gifted by .jo.yoga.
“How did you start reading tarot?”
One of the questions I get all the time is how I began reading for people and most of the time I tell them “I just sort of winged it” 😂
But in all honesty my great ma pepa came through in a mediumship session and told me to read tarot after I had been intuitively feeling like I need to pick it up.
So I bought a deck from half priced books and began making it a morning routine where I would ask a question, pull 3 cards and write what came to me. Then I would check the guidebook for reference.
I did this until I took a tarot beginner course with and which really helped me with understanding how to see the story within the images of each card.
Even though I’ve been reading professionally for almost Three years I still will go back to basics when reading for myself/working with a new deck. Yah know if it ain’t broke don’t fix it haha.
I’ll be offering general readings today at Oaxaca Presente from 6-8:30pm. I also have openings for the following Saturdays (23rd and 30th) for in person/virtual sessions held
See y’all tonight 🃏🔮✨