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29/01/2024

ORIGINAL - The Time Is Here
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-You’re not willing. I’m not feeling…that way now
-I can only wonder where it went
-It’s so daunting. What you’re flaunting…to stay around
-If you only knew just what it meant

+The time is here, and the race has almost ended
+The place is near. Can you face what you intended?
+Why you cryin? Didn’t you know that this would be?
+Would you go on to sit your seat right next to me?

-Necessary. Yes, it’s scary…to unwind
-When the time has come to let it go
-Don’t be tearful. Though you’re fearful…to face it
-Read the signs you’ve spun to let you know

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-Does it matter, what you’re after…you want more
-If you could have changed the way you tried
-Shudda thought more. Couldda fought for…the high road.
-If you wouldn’t have raged and tried to hide.


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29/01/2024

workin on it

21/12/2023

ORIGINAL - Open Season

26/11/2023

ORIGINAL (live). "Live Through It"
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-Refine me…don’t define me to replace…..my soul
-Sound shadow…so shallow your mind…..not whole
--Remaining unchanged
--Sustaining estranged

-Break silence…in defiance to embrace…..my peace
-In rebellion…not a hellion I replace…..your beliefs
--Still keeping what’s just
--Not needing your trust

-Not broken…not your token of fear…..survived
-Just fractured…manufactured a smear…..derived
--Didn’t move, not an inch
--Unproved, didn’t flinch
--Lived through it, unmarred
--Slid through it, unscarred

24/11/2023

ORIGINAL - You’ll Always Be My Star
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-Is it wrong that I miss you‘ll not see me
-Are you strong since you’re destined to be me
-You can’t run away
-Am I so bad because I’m not a good mother
-I’m just a dad who didn’t wish that you’d suffer
-You won’t have to pay

+I can’t pretend that I don’t care
+Not my intent that I failed to treat you fair
+Not what I meant when I said it won’t matter who you are
+To me you’ll always be my star, I pictured before

-Can you forgive and abandon your anger
-Please don’t relive and dampen your answer
-I will wait some more
-Patiently I hope this soon comes to pass us
-Wastefully we’re missing time’s getting past us
-Please don’t close the door

20/11/2023

ORIGINAL in making
"You'll Always Be My Star"
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-Is it wrong that I miss you‘ll not see me
-Are you strong since you’re destined to be me
-You can’t run away
-Am I so bad because I’m not a good mother
-I’m just a dad who didn’t wish that you'd suffer
-You won’t have to pay

+I can’t pretend that I don’t care
+Not my intent that I failed to treat you fair
+Not what I meant when I said it won’t matter who you are
+To me you’ll always be my star, I pictured before

-Can you forgive and abandon your anger
-Please don’t relive and dampen your answer
-I will wait some more
-Patiently I hope this soon comes to pass us
-Wastefully we’re missing time’s getting past us
-Please don’t close the door

CHORUS
BRIDGE/LEAD
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05/11/2023

Repost from a copyright problem.

ORIGINAL - Come Up For Air
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-Have you drifted. Are you too deep to see
-As predicted, can’t we both agree
-Found you floating as the ending won’t come
-Always coasting, then we’ll surely both become

CHORUS:
--Come up for air
--From the place that just won’t keep us there
--Fight to remain
--It’ll pull us down if you don’t do the same

-I see you holding still. Will you push me hard to stay
-No longer wondering if we’ve lost this opening day
-I’m treading harder to endure the sucking sound
-I’ll leave my mark here to show where we’ll never have drown

CHORUS
BRIDGE/LEAD
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05/11/2023

ORIGINAL - You Should Know By Now
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-Am I the one with that crazy emotion
-It’s nearly done as we reach that implosion
-And I wish you well
-As you arrive

-Can you tell that the time’s drawing nearer
-Feel like hell though it’s getting much clearer
-Do you want me still
-Dead or alive

CHORUS:
--If I’m the one you’ll not leave me undone until we’re through again
--It suits you well, it’s the best I can tell for how and sometimes when
---Make it clear for the things you hold dear, dear
---Hold on tight for the things that you love, love
---Say it’s right if it sings your true song, wrong
+And then we’ll say that it’s so…
+You should know by now, what I mean

-Is it right that I’ve waited so long now
-Future’s bright having faded your move how
-You pressured me, just to be
-In your heart

-Now it’s passed, and my feelings went silent
-Not to last but my spirit’s the finest
-It’s now going fine, get to shine
-Do my part

29/10/2023

ORIGINAL - Headed Straight For Your Hell
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-Oddly in the way I posed my question
-Surely you chose to see my transgression

--You call it my sin, it just the way that I’ve been
--You think I’m not well, headed straight for your hell
--Looking out for the rest of us, you claim that you’re clean
--Stop pushing the best of us, you’ll see what I mean

-Shameful for the lie that you spread to the world
-It’s hateful, how you try to demand we should burn

CHORUS
LEAD

-Guilty, I’m the one that said I don’t care
-Fearful, I won’t fall for that bu****it anywhere

CHORUS

10/10/2023

ORIGINAL - Today And Beyond
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-Imagine me there on a Sunday morning
-Do you want me still, though I caused you pain
-Have I said that I care that you gave no warning
-Do you know the drill. Can you make the change

CHORUS:
-+-Will you wait for me, ever be…
-+-On my side, as I tried, while you cried
-+-Please stay, today and beyond

-Are you sure that you care, and that you feel the emotion
-With the looks that kill, or can you give me a smile
-Do you want to pretend and only go through the motion
-Will you fight for your will, and will you stay for a while

CHORUS

BRIDGE

-Have you left me yet, or are you wanting to tell me
-That you’ve figured it out about the way that you feel
-Have you taken my bet, or are you saying it won’t be
-At the end of the road is where we’ve finished our deal

CHORUS

10/09/2023

It’s the last of 321 Ashley Rd “Ashley’s Hangout”. Created 56 songs with over 45 produced in 9 months. Great therapy! Time for the next location with 3 songs waiting to be produced right now. I moved to Asheville NC, so another chapter begins but using that Ash name again. Hmmmm? Maybe it was destiny… see y’all soon.

18/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Bring It All To The End
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-Does it count for the words that I say
-Can I tell you in my own way
-I meant to show you, meant to honor my word

-Can you blame me for leaving so soon
-Off to travel, I’ll be leaving at noon
-Let me run this by you. It’s the most you have heard

CHORUS
+I can’t stay here again
+I’ll bring it all to the end
+It’s the best I can do
+Didn’t tell you I knew

-Not so graceful in the manner I left
-Are you hateful for the heart that I stressed
-Can you come to forgive me, will you ever forget

-Left you hanging. Not intended to do
-Crushin hearts is why we’ve got to be through
-Have you come to forbid me, are you still so upset

CHORUS

BRIDGE/LEAD

-Have you left yet, are you still living here
-Heard you’re fine now, haven’t shed but one tear
-I’ve come back to see you, will you meet me once more

-Saw you with him, not my friend that you met
-Lots of money and a house full of debt
-No laughs, just existing, I’m the man you were for

CHORUS

18/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Still They Remain Untried
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- che posto è questo (what is this place?)
- sembri così strano (you seem so strange)
- perché sono qui (why am I here?)
- apri gli occhi (open your eyes)

CHORUS
+I can see now that we didn’t really know how, it’s done
+I don’t wonder how the spell we were under was spun
=Cram this narration, and put this fu**in station aside, you know they lied
=It’s just the way I know that, the story’s a big act, inside
=They’ve pulled our chain, but still they remain untried

-perché non lo sapevamo (why didn't we know)
-perché non abbiamo chiesto (why didn’t we ask)
-seguiamo le loro parole (we follow their words)
-risposto non fare domande (answered don't question)

CHORUS

16/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Ante Up
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-In a flash, get some cash, knock ‘em down, you’re in a hurry
-What’s the deal, this for real, or a con that’s on a jury
-Wear it out, stand and shout, cast the doubt, you’re on the payroll
-Being mean, quite obscene, not so clean, you’re such an A-hole

+I’ve been holdin, never gonna fold ‘em, again… please ante up
+Still I’m shuffling, lookin for some hustlin, throw in…please ante up

-What’s for lunch, not your brunch, lots to munch, we’re havin dinner
-Eat it up, choose your cup, take a dump, you’re lookin thinner
-Swing on by, reapply, you’re looking spry, but not that healthy
-Take a shot, feeling hot, sit and rot, you’re kinda wealthy

+I’ve been holdin, never gonna fold ‘em, again… please ante up
+Still I’m shuffling, lookin for some hustlin, throw in…please ante up

BRIDGE/LEAD

-Suck it up, buttercup, such a pup, you’re still a p***y
-Move on down, back around, such a clown, you’re getting pushy
-Suck the pole, lick the hole, not the goal, I’m being naughty
-Such a sissy, being pissy, acting prissy, you’re a snotty

+I’ve been holdin, never gonna fold ‘em, again… please ante up
+Still I’m shuffling, lookin for some hustlin, throw in…please ante up

14/08/2023

ORIGINAL - All’s Fair
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- So high, felt the weight upon my shoulders just left my world
-Why I, took my friend right beside me, stands tall in what we’ve earned

CHORUS
+It’s helping to know you’ll be there by my bedside
+It’s telling to show me that you really care
+Once chancing to try out the future we’re risking
+Our romance we might be on track for what’s rare

- Onward, pushing straight ahead, living fuller than said I could be
-Authored, tell my story I’m in, the places I’ve been yet to see

CHORUS

-Wait there, If you’re wanting to act, I’ll be coming right back to your door
-All’s fair, do you see I’ve been leaning to tell you my meaning before

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09/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Still They Remain Untried - Live
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- che posto è questo
- sembri così strano
- perché sono qui
- apri gli occhi

CHORUS
+I can see now that we didn’t really know how, it’s done
+I don’t wonder how the spell we were under was spun
=Cram this narration, and put this fu**in station aside, you know they lied
=It’s just the way I know that, the story’s a big act, inside
=They’ve pulled our chain, but still they remain untried

-perché non lo sapevamo
-perché non abbiamo chiesto
-seguiamo le loro parole
-risposto non fare domande

CHORUS

09/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Bring It All To The End - Live (shortened)
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-Does it count for the words that I say
-Can I tell you in my own way
-I meant to show you, meant to honor my word

-Can you blame me for leaving so soon
-Off to travel, I’ll be leaving at noon
-Let me run this by you. It’s the most you have heard

CHORUS
+I can’t stay here again
+I’ll bring it all to the end
+It’s the best I can do
+Didn’t tell you I knew

-Not so graceful in the manner I left
-Are you hateful for the heart that I stressed
-Can you come to forgive me, will you ever forget

-Left you hanging. Not intended to do
-Crushing hearts is why we’ve got to be through
-Have you come to forbid me, are you still so upset

CHORUS

BRIDGE/LEAD

-Have you left yet, are you still living here
-Heard you’re fine now, haven’t shed but one tear
-I’ve come back to see you, will you meet me once more

-Saw you with him, not my friend that you met
-Lots of money and a house full of debt
-No laughs, just existing, I’m the man you were for

CHORUS

07/08/2023

ORIGINAL - All's Fair - (in the works)
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- So high, felt the weight upon my shoulders just left my world
-Why I, took my friend right beside me, stands tall in what we’ve earned

CHORUS
+It’s helping to know you’ll be there by my bedside
+It’s telling to show me that you really care
+Once chancing to try out the future we’re risking
+Our romancing we might be on track for what’s rare

- Onward, pushing straight ahead, living fuller than said I could be
-Authored, tell my story I’m in, the places I’ve been yet to see

CHORUS

-Wait there, If you’re wanting to act, I’ll be coming right back to your door
-All’s fair, do you see I’ve been leaning to tell you my meaning before

CHORUS

01/08/2023

ORIGINAL - Fly Into My Sunset
Paige Joost
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- I’m happy your going to live on your own soon, the timing’s just perfect right now
-Don’t you forget that I’m waiting in case here, I back you, I’m feeling so proud

+Spread out your wings and fly into my sunset
+Let them both sing bout the things in your life
++Enjoy all you’ll see and delight in your friendships
++Know I’ll always be here for hurt and your strife

-I want you to know that you’re in my reflections, up front and I’ll wear on my sleeve
-My image you glow and I’ll miss your affections, that picture inside can’t unweave

CHORUS


-You’re off on your own it’s the path we were meant for, my hope you’ll feel best ever been
-I’m sad and alone, it’s why all this will end or, I’ll envision your smile and then…

+Do all that you please, but think about compassion
+Just handed the keys to indulge in your passion
+ myGirl and myWorld taught never regret
+myPaige, please escape and Fly Into My Sunset

01/08/2023

ORIGINAL. -Sink Or Swim Again
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- I was thinking, you’re surely not picking to quit
- Why you passing, not amassing your lust for me real quick

= Keep on shoving, the way you’ve been loving, == Sink or swim again, Please come jump on in
== What you want to do, Whatchu going through

- Is it crucial, to lose what’s so useful to us
- What’s the problem, with turning up the volume, don’t fuss

= Keep on shoving, the way you’ve been loving, == Sink or swim again, Please come jump on in
== What you want to do, Whatchu going through


- I am finding, unwinding our past is really the best
- I’m all right now, but uptight about taking your test

= Push your way through, the minute you can say to, Come on in and spin, Play this game I’m in
== Without much ado, I gave quite a clue

- There’s no foul here, so we can both be all clear to move on
- Best luck next time, we have now reached our decline, I’m gone

= Push your way through, the minute you can say to, Come on in and spin, Play this game I’m in
== Without much ado, I gave quite a clue

30/07/2023

ORIGINAL - Sink Or Swim Again (in the works)

30/07/2023

ORIGINAL - Please Only Yourself
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-Can’t get far enough when setting my sail
-Left leaving this place for fighting to fail
-My worlds come undone by trying to win
-Not knowing I‘ve won by turning within

CHORUS
+The ways you allow, when you’re trying to please
+Stop working around, granting access with ease
+Make finding your way, the task you will drive - here
+Please only yourself, in order to thrive - here

-Hold ground so secure, that others can’t pass
-They’ll all come around, when wanting to ask
-How do you sustain, with foes that you swap
-Why don’t you complain, bout efforts to stop

CHORUS
-Air problems with others, take issue with hate
-Light future with colors and learn to create
-Don’t bother to worry, stay calm and ensure
-Don’t rush in and hurry, hold fast and endure

CHORUS

29/07/2023

Jammin with Drew Welborn

Hold My Inner Thoughts Of Passion

28/07/2023

Jammin with Drew Welborn

"Time Is Priceless"

26/07/2023

ORIGINAL (Remake) - Mi Alma Gentil
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You got me cravin
My adoration, for you, yes its true
You go me wanting and fawning for you, over you

Don’t you see…me….how I feel
Hola mi alma gentil
Can you see now that it’s real
Please come hold me alma gentil

Long time acoming
Becoming, my fuel, to my jewel
Rev up my engine, my attention overdrive, I’m, alive

Don’t you see…me….how I feel
Hola mi alma gentil
Can you see now that it’s real
Please come hold me alma gentil

You’re just what I needed, I’ve conceded storyline, realign
Ever so musing what I’m choosing to do, no déjà vu

Don’t you see…me….how I feel
Hola mi alma gentil
Can you see now that it’s real
Please come hold me alma gentil

20/07/2023

ORIGINAL - Earth Surfers - Serfs
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-Make the grade, look who’s paid, not the ones that surf the Earth now
-In a pinch, it’s a cinch, you’ve been picked to be the milk cow
-You can work, be the jerk, you been voted for the lynch mob
-Took the bait, feeling great, marinate about the snow job

CHORUS
+I don’t buy this s**t any more
+I won’t try and be your w***e
+You’ll only find me out that door
+I’m heading far away from here, and my conscience is clear once again

-Tit for tat is where I’m at, I’m not so stupid, not a moron
-Play your role, in control you’re a worker they can count on
-Build their crap, buy it back what a scam, just like a bad check
-Rule the world, often whirled, rich are furled it’s a train wreck

CHORUS

-Cash it in, try to win, take a spin up on the main deck
-Not the dream, it’s a scheme to live your life based on a paycheck
-Tiring out, but go about your route and earn your pension
-Pass on by, and wonder why there’s all this heat and all this tension

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Videos (show all)

ORIGINAL - The Time Is Here-------------------------------You’re not willing.  I’m not feeling…that way now-I can only w...
workin on it
ORIGINAL - Open Season
ORIGINAL (live). "Live Through It"-----------------------------------Refine me…don’t define me to replace…..my soul-Soun...
ORIGINAL - You’ll Always Be My Star————————————————————-Is it wrong that I miss you‘ll not see me-Are you strong since y...
ORIGINAL in making"You'll Always Be My Star"-----------------------------------------Is it wrong that I miss you‘ll not ...
Repost from a copyright problem. ORIGINAL - Come Up For Air------------------------------Have you drifted. Are you too d...
ORIGINAL - You Should Know By Now---------------------------------------Am I the one with that crazy emotion-It’s nearly...
ORIGINAL -  Headed Straight For Your Hell--------------------------------------------Oddly in the way I posed my questio...
ORIGINAL - Today And Beyond--------------------------------Imagine me there on a Sunday morning-Do you want me still, th...
ORIGINAL - Bring It All To The End-----------------------------------Does it count for the words that I say-Can I tell y...
ORIGINAL - Still They Remain Untried-------------------------------------- che posto è questo (what is this place?)- sem...