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These past few Christmases had been hard; losing both my parents, struggling with infertility, two big moves...last year we didn't even buy a tree or decorate.
But this year we have so much to celebrate; our new home, and of course, Rowan. ♥️ I wanted to capture these special moments for his first holiday season, and thankfully made magic happen. 🥰

13 years of marriage and almost 19 years together... there's no one I'd rather have as my partner in life. 🥰

Happy birthday to my amazing husband John 💖 I couldn’t ask for a better life partner or a better dad for Rowan. You are the kindest, most caring and loving man I’ve ever known. I hope all your birthday wishes come true. 💕

My whole heart ♥️

A few years ago, during the beginning of our fertility journey, I found a letter my mom wrote to some friend I had never heard of. I don’t know why my mom never sent it, or why she held onto it, but I’m so glad she did. In it she expresses to her friend that she would like to have a child as she felt that “life is worth repeating.” The poetry of that stuck in my mind throughout every difficult moment we went through to bring Rowan into the world. ❤️ I knew I wanted to get a tattoo to honor both my baby and my mom, so incorporating a bouquet of his birth flowers and my mom’s handwriting seemed like the perfect fit. ❤️ My mom may be gone but I see glimpses of her everywhere, in my laugh, in my creativity, and in my love for Rowan. (Tattoo by at )

My two babies 🥰 I feel so fortunate that Peach appears to love Rowan. She’s always by us, watching out for us, cuddling and kissing and just being so sweet. 🥰

Life is beautiful 🥰

And after two weeks in the and at 36 weeks of life, Rowan is finally home where he belongs. 🥰 So excited for on demand snuggles and experiencing what parenthood has in store for us. 💖

35 weeks of existence, 1 week earthside. It’s amazing how much I love you already, little Rowan Black-Kalosy. 💕

He’s here 🥰

Although I’ve been excited to meet our baby, I never thought it would happen so soon. Tomorrow, at 34 weeks, I will give birth early thanks to - I had just been trying to wrap my head around the baby being born in May and not June, but surprise, he’s actually going to be born in April! It’s a great reminder how unpredictable parenthood is; that regardless of your expectations, life is going to happen however it will. It still feels very surreal, but I imagine it will be a brand new reality tomorrow morning! ❤️ Please send good healing thoughts & vibes as we move forward into this unexpected experience.

Had such a phenomenal time at my Mother’s Blessing - a wonderful, touching, emotional experience where I was surrounded with love and support from some of the most important women in my life. A massive, massive thank you to my bestie Ally for organizing, planning and setting up everything- you absolutely could have a second career as a party planner! Thank you so much to my friends & family who traveled from afar or zoomed in to support me and share their love. I know I’ll have your thoughts and strength with me when I give birth in the future, and the beads will remind me of each & every one of you. 💖 Thank you all for the beautiful beads, books, gifts & your presence on such an important day. 💕

It’s my birthday! So happy to have made it to year 38, hopefully this will be the best one yet! 💖 ✨