Centehua

I form the center, I sow the seed-atom, for the creation of heaven on earth. My womb is the creative matrix, the matriz that creates the infinite potential of human expression. My body is the new earth and heaven is my state of mind. All that was fragmented I now make whole, all that was shamed into submission, I liberate into sovereignty. All that was forgotten, I now remember and all that is seemingly mundane, I honor as holy.

One of the most magical moments in my life has been to share with my daughter the power of undisturbed, natural birth. Everything we embody as mothers become potent transmissions for our young.

If you have daughters then you know that your steady example and support will guide her to herself, as she slowly blossoms before your very eyes. A daughter that trusts and loves her mother is the most beautiful thing in this world, it’s the foundation of true sisterhood. The betrayal / abandonment wound from the feminine is alchemized when we raise our daughters with gentle awareness and compassion. Our daughters give us fuel to heal, what better incentive to woman up and mature than being a constant mirror for our young girls.

Raising our daughters with love and integrity is the most humbling and magical experience, it also reopens our own mother wounds because we have the opportunity to reckon with the many stages of development where we were not cared for properly.

May our daughters feel loved, protected and admired by us, May they know how beautiful they are, how precious their bodies and souls truly are. May they dance fully in their power as they learn to share their gifts with discernment and skill.

Blessed be the mothers who are restoring their bloodline into wholeness through the potent alchemy amd magick of mothering.

❤️ inspired by my daughter Eva who turns 21 today.
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When I conceived my third child at age 42, I was already living outside of the system thus I naturally chose to enjoy a wild pregnancy. I chose not to tell most family members about my self directed pregnancy because people assume that excluding the Industrial medical system of obstetrics from pregnancy is irresponsible and dangerous, especially when you’re a seasoned mother like myself. It’s true I did not give the system the satisfaction of labeling me a high risk geriatric pregnancy, I did not allow them to make this holy process into another statistic, another woman to be saved from the dangers of birth. The system is designed to breed the primal wisdom of birth it of women so that we may be subservient in perpetuity. All done of course with the pretext that it’s for our safety. Now I’m not saying that emergencies and rare infections and dysfunctions where medical interference is needed don’t ever happen, I am however weary that most all healthy pregnancies and births are treated as medical emergencies. When you choose a wild pregnancy you are choosing to take full responsibility for your life and your child’s as well, that means that you accept the mystery and embrace the fact that death dances closely to life. The western mind is horrified that someone may accept death as a part of life, our culture is death phobic and as a result also terrified of living. It is challenging for people in the technological world to embrace an unknown outcome. Sovereignty requires courage and I would choose this ancient, primal, radical way of creating life one thousand times again. Yes I had doubts, yes Im old, yes I had fears and yes I placed my trust in the invisible forces that hold my destiny intact. I have been violently abused by people in scrubs with medical degrees therefore it took some deep spiritual cleansing to restore my body into wholeness and to believe in the supreme intelligence of my womb. Your intuition is your most potent tool and it’s exactly what the allopathic model has systematically weakened, good news is that your magick is yours to reclaim and while you may have forgotten how conscious your body is, remembrance is at hand.