Revealing the Jewels of Autism

How’s everyone? So much happening I’ve been busy drawing. Lots of transmissions! Let me know how you’re doing in comments.

Crystallizing the New

I woke to this vision this morning that looked just like this image. I began to draw and this is what emerged. I draw to help explain what I’m seeing. And, yes, these visions often come from Samantha, and then I transduce the energy of it when I draw.

What this drawing says to me as I can feel it (this means I’ve captured the essence of it in a part of my light body which is transferred to the image), is that the new matter form is crystalizing. The geometric web of rose gold is the mathematic pattern for the crystallization or manifestation of the form. The liquid blue sapphire is the base energy, and you can see a crystallizing blue rose emerging adhering to the mathematic geometry of the rose gold web. There is rose gold particles surrounding it and brown which represents the dirt or matter of the earth. The rose gold is life ether.

The blue sapphire is transforming the matter to a higher state of manifestation. We are made of Earth matter and our Spiritual essence which is of a higher state, transduces the base earth matter to crystallize into this new state. This is much like cymatics when higher frequencies of sound applied to sand or water, shows a more complex and intricate geometry pattern.

This affects all aspects of our being, physical, mental, emotional, and everything in between. Our soul is the consciousness which engages this higher state of geometry to adapt our manifested form and thus our reality. Thus, it can be uncomfortable to the body, continues to challenge our thoughts and bring up deeper held emotional patterns, but make no mistake, our base reality is changed - not changing, it is changed. How we adapt to that is up to each person.

I realize my explanation may sound complex but this is what we’ve been “waiting” for and what individuals like Samantha have been waiting for. The rules of manifestation have changed. Some are calling this a changing of the guard. We are the change. It’s the embodiment of Sol or Soul connected to the ultimate Creation Source that is the changing of the guard from my perspective.

True Magick is here!
I drew this image on April 9, 2023. At that time, I just felt compelled to drew. No clear vision, just a desire to draw something with the setting sun when something magical seems to be available in those twilight hours. It’s like a feeling and inner knowing that when dark and light come together, the light manifestation into this world is magick. It’s from the unseen realms of dark matter and what we currently call the quantum field or zero point when combined with or when mathematics and alchemy are applied, we get manifest ion into the visible world; this reality, and our bodies. From that perspective, we are literally magick. We are born of this Creator’s magick. Magick has gotten a bad rap, yes, because there’s been distorted and fallen consciousness operating to create to “miscreations” for control and other agendas. But true magick is awe inspiring, innocent, and wondrous. It is joyful, heart present and wishes to give and give for the sake of Creation and Omni-Love.

There’s a little house with a funny door in the image. I didn’t intend to draw it but like magick, I felt inspired to do so. The door reminds me of awe and wonder like children. I can imagine a hobbit living in it or elemental spirits who rest in the night to refresh so they may emerge in the daylight to do their magick of bringing the world of plants and trees to life. Spirit is ever present around us and I consider devas and elementals as part of a spiritual realm of these micro spirits that keeps the world alive. As we step into this new phase on the earth, feel inspired by the magick of life, of what creates life, and the Omnipresent Love that is all around us and in us. One last point… behind the sun image is a sunstar network “sun” or emanation.

How’s everyone? Today’s a significant day! The original spirit of the wizard landed, have witnessed emerald sun birthing last week, connecting to the eternal flows of Christ consciousness. It’s gonna be hard for some even in the spiritual community as there are corrections to things we believed. Our eyes are seeing from a new lens. The good news is that we’re in a whole new cosmic and galactic landscape. We’re going to experience physical “weirdness”, may lose our sense of where we are in space and time because it’s very different. A new definition of wizard I was given: one who brings order to the randomness and chaos of the quantum field. In these terms, Yeshua was a wizard. Let go of any overlays of what that term means. There is more to settle this week. And we’ll be adjusting for months to come.

I should also clarify that to bring order to the chaos and randomness of the quantum field means , it’s manifesting in this world. Bring it to form which gives it order.

Also, by accessing the original creations of such things as the emerald sun and the original wizard spirit, means that all that does not align to these originals will collapse. I’m questioning everything. Some of what I’m discovering is uncomfortable. But to co create something new, we must look from an entirely new perspective.

So much respect to Tamara Mark for so courageously putting this out. Her life thus far raising her two sons considered severely autistic. She pretty much did it alone for so many years.

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Today feels easier for me today. My body feels ease like new “space” opened. Quantum body ease.

The Energy still isn’t easing b/c the “originals” are coming thru. For past few days I’m seeing birth of whale sound codes,birth of Emerald Sun, birth of dark matter… going back hundreds of millions and hundreds of billion years. Timelines we couldn’t access before opening. This means also we can heal more timelines. Clear out. Also, galactic lives your soul journeyed through are also opening. You may have had many galactic “lives”but may have one in particular that you’re connecting to now. It anchors at the high heart level.

Samantha transmitted that there are galactic root races that were meant to cultivate the full human genome and is one of the reasons these starseeds are converging on the planet. Earth is designed to host all these galactic root races to bring the full 12D human morphogenetic blueprint together.

Sharing some personal info from my personal fb page. Some of you may have already seen this. I’m sharing here because I know there are parents who may be in a similar boat.

A little update on finding a caregiver assistant in home. And some interesting insights with the experience. I had two possibilities for full time. Both options didn’t pan out. But it definitely feels like they wouldn’t have been a good match for us. Since this is position that requires being in our home full time mostly working along side me, it requires someone who’s a good fit in many ways. I won’t go into details of why it didn’t pan out. I’ve had many people in our home for many years and worked with us for many many years. The last one worked with us for 7+ years. She was such a treasure. Just loving and patient. An old soul who deeply felt my kids vibrationally.

What I feel after this process is that unless it’s a match in many ways, then it’s better to wait. Samantha is complex but brilliant in so many ways. Some of you who read my blogs or watched our YT’s know that what I share is very obtuse but that’s exactly what she’s here to share. Its mind bending but our 3D thought patterning requires breaking down. Some day in the future more will see just how backward 3D thinking has been. I digress.

I’ve been setting the intention that someone or people will come into our lives who are right for my kids. As souls themselves, they can magnetically draw the right people and circumstances to them. This next epoch is all about heart and soul at a much deeper physical level. Body and soul as a unified field. And I know that this is happening for both Chris and Samantha as I can feel energetic changes happening in their bodies even if the behaviors look the same.
Consequently, they will magnetize the right soul experiences that is graceful for they too have a soul mission.

Thus, the feeling I’ve had the last few days is ‘don’t compromise’. This is not part of the 5D living. I know that sounds unrealistic. This doesn’t mean don’t be flexible but there has to be a base energetic foundation that we shouldn’t compromise on. My children are unique and anyone who has the opportunity to work with them grow at their soul level.

The very base foundation of our matter world is about to radically change even more. We’re purging the old. Particularly our thought patterns and brain wave states.

In 2014, while I was in Suzy Miller (Awesomism) first class, Samantha showed me an unusual image of ‘herself’ that I didn’t understand. In the past week or so I’m finally understanding what she was showing me. In a nutshell, she remembers the birth of the quantum field. I know that sounds crazy but when I drew the image I could feel it all through my body and that knowing is undeniable.

By her presence here, she is bringing that awareness and awakening the feeling of it now. People may not know why, but it’s here. This alters our trajectory for those on that time vector. This is how the centers for our autistics and others like her will be born. As they plant their feel here, they are literally grounding these centers and magnetically drawing the resources, human and material based, to them.

The info and image of this quantum ‘birth’ is in our latest Patreon meeting for those in the cosmic membership. An excerpt will be shared next month after my husband has a chance to edit it.

Blessings to all who’ve read this far. We’re not compromising on their care. Their soul presence is landing. And we will know what to do.

5/27/24 update:
I had a very sweet moment with Samantha yesterday. While bathing her, she suddenly stood up, looked me right in the eyes, pounded on her high heart and I could feel the words, “I’m sorry mom. I have to change my patterns. It will take a bit more time.” And I responded that we have to change our patterns too.

She’s referring to how she’s been reacting to intense energy coming thru and how she’s been processing downloads. Since about mid 2017, her self injurious behaviors became much worse. The head banging into walls has stopped pretty much but she’ll hit herself with her hand and stomp on the floor so hard she’s cracked the tiles in the bathroom. This is really how it is. We even tried meds in the past but unless you give her an anesthesia dose, it doesn’t stop. Just fyi. And btw, I read an article a few years back the children’s psychiatric wards are full. Many autistics who can’t be managed by meds. I’ve been giving her cbd for years. If anyone is wondering… so please, I’m not looking for recommendations.

I had someone coming to our home a few years back to massage and do some feldenkrais but unless she was energetically “balanced” enough, she wouldn’t allow it. So we’d pay for sessions where he couldn’t do anything. His energy may have been wrong too. We did this for about 2 years.

I did find a massage therapist now, a woman, to come over as I feel she’s ready. She is more present and can follow more instructions again but she’ll still hit herself in the head when it’s very intense.

I don’t know why I’m sharing all this but it’s not to get any pity. Please don’t pity us. That’s not a good energy for anyone. Holding neutral compassion for families like us is the best thing. True for any family and anyone who’s physically challenged or disabled by physical human conditions. You don’t know who they are as souls and how they contribute to this planet in ways you cannot see.

Blessings everyone. We’re shifting higher so to speak for those who truly are compassionate Christ consciousness humans. Be true to your heart.

It is so intense! The inside out phenomenon is growing exponentially. That means accelerating and quickening.

During the Gateway on May 24th, 2024 you are bringing your multidimensionality in total coexistence with your physical systems. This gateway will allow you to know about your existence, where you are in your consciousness but also will allow your physical body to align with your consciousness. Your spine is like an anchor for all the energetic work that is happening in your multidimensional body and your physical body as well. During this gateway the anchor between dimensions will be aligned. It will be impregnated into one another. You will become a multidimensional being because your field will be aligned. The core of this alignment will be through your backbone marrow tissue.

When the anchor is complete, you will start feeling your body right to the very tips of your fingers and beyond as if your nerve system is extended. You will start getting addition sensitivity to your energetic bodies through this sensation of your nervous system. It will be an unusual feeling like touching something in the air at the same time having the feeling of physically touching this object or getting information about the object. It will be like your body is be extended through this sensation and you will be getting additional multidimensional data about the world around you. The new tools that you worked on with me will be handy. You will understand how to use the tools, which one to use and how to read the result of the work of these tools, reading the records from the new tool. It will be weird in the beginning like touching something without touching it. You will be touching something with energy and will know you are touching it. These new abilities will help you to grow into the beings you are.

Hugs and love to all of you,
Grandma

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Hi everyone

Managed to pop in yesterday for a . It’s still intense for me these days. Ta**us is really affecting me but I know I’m a good way.
Yesterday, I was having a moment where I could see my boys (young men now) above my head chatting really fast about world events. Couldn’t quite catch it all but they were chatting about changing strategy to guide the outer world events unfolding.
I got the message after that many as our galactic selves are steering events to secure the 5D timeline especially the pleiadians.

Securing the 5D Timeline #heartawakening #pleiadians

Believing + Knowing
5-16-2024

Hope everyone is hanging in there. It’s been intense. I’ve certainly been irritable. The solar flares are kicking up and out a lot of deep stuff. Also, I was getting that the impact to the planetary magnetics is helping our release from the density. If you’re having a hard time grounding, perhaps this is a factor.

This phrase, “Believing + Knowing = Manifestation”, came as a vision a couple of days ago. Perhaps this was always true for those who’ve been manifesters in the 3D plane. Those who teach manifestation, those that I’ve watched, anyway, emphasize thoughts and beliefs; that what we think is what manifests.

However, the vision of this phrase came from a different experience mentally and physically in my body. I was watching a video someone shared with me. Briefly, the topic of the video was around continued wars at various levels in order for humanity to be shaken awake as a whole. While the wheels in my brain were turning that perhaps this is “true”, the energy of the thoughts would not get past my high heart.

It was as if my high heart would not allow this energy of “belief” to run down the rest of my body and anchor in the root. This inner knowing that my higher self was not going to allow this thought, of needing war and extremes to awaken humanity, to be rooted in my body because it would manifest. These days, we are bombarded with headlines, video clips of what others believe to be true. Then there’s the AI generated info and images. It takes more discernment than ever.

I’m certainly not saying, I can’t be fooled or never will again but this experiential process is something I took note of because I do feel more people are opening their high heart whether they know it or not. The high heart to me is the universal heart. Our collective consciousness connection. If more are having this experience where we’ll be testing and discerning the beliefs that third dimensional consciousness attempts to push on us, then we can truly manifest something different. Who says extremes have to continue to play out for people to see? I don’t know how many are having this sort of experience but perhaps more will over the next year or two.

So this phrase/vision tells me as this inner knowing in our body grows, expands, it will become harder to manifest the same things we always have. We’ve been in an epoch where the mind and logical linear thinking has dominated. In this framework, time is linear and “seeing is believing” which we’ve seen these last few years has its dangers because people’s actions can be manipulated. The next epoch is all about the Soul and Body coming together where the mind is important but will be checked by our higher soul self because when belief and linear thinking is emphasized, we can create things that violate natural laws. Unfortunately, this is what has dominated.

I felt encouraged by this experience - where the high heart would not even allow the thought to anchor into my body. It’s a muscle, I feel, that will be strengthened over a period. But it also says that what’s possible is opening up even more and we can’t create something different based on the past. We’re used to planning our lives based on what the historical patterns have been. Even our sun and its patterns of solar cycles may become different. Cycles of the earth may not even be the same going forward. I really feel our physical world is changing at the quantum and subatomic levels, consequently, the cycles will also change. Hence, we don’t even know how people will behave. Those who’ve controlled what we see, what we “should” experience, etc… have no idea of how the world is changing or they do know and still try to steer us anyway. But if we don’t react and respond the same way as they predict, then what will happen? This is the true wild card. Black swan events.

Increasingly, our responses will become an anomaly to those in power. “We can no longer predict the future based on the past.” I know i’ve been saying that off and on for several years and now it feels like it’s becoming more and more true.

Do we require more wars and extreme lessons for more to awaken? If it’s easier to embody the higher self, is it necessary? Perhaps not because along with this embodiment will come the innate knowing of past life experiences galactically and on earth. The lessons are there. Additionally, it feels like as the Earth is physically changing, she is releasing histories and lessons, and therefore even if the mind doesn’t remember, the knowing will be felt in our bodies. That’s how it feels to me.

I just read some headlines from around the world and the ugly things transpiring. I had a moment of, “maybe i’m crazy, maybe i’m wrong” but then from my high heart again, the words, “let it play out. You don’t know how it will play out.” And perhaps refrain from boxing people into a timeline trajectory because the timelines are not straight vectors in a particular direction. Some may look like they’re going in one direction but an inner voice may suddenly awaken them to change direction. The time vector codes are in our dna and there’s lots more dna activations are upon us as the earth is unwinding histories. Other wild card is the return and healing of the Suns/Sons of the masculine principle and how this will impact the males on the planet.

May you be blessed as the wild cards are put into the mix. Just my thoughts and experience. Often, I like to let these questions just be there and don’t have to have an answer right now. Each can really only answer for themselves. It’s a tough time to juggle between what’s finished and the new. The best thing to do sometimes is just hold your tongue, breathe, and be kind to each other.

As I was finishing this up, Samantha was reminding me that there are also brainwave changes taking place. The only brainwave that is natural to the human is the theta wave. It means that mind control technology won’t work on people. Everyone? Not sure at this time. And if you don’t feel like it’s happening to you, it may in the next several months. Some are unaware it’s happening to them. So many unknown factors are at play now. We’ve presented this in our patreon meetings. The excerpts of these meetings are available on our YouTube channel.

Tascha Stubbs, I guess you’re right!

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How’s everyone doing? Your kids? There’s a lot happening in our universal planes at all levels. Primordial breaths pinging primordial Ra Sons/Suns which hadn’t been connected for billions and billions of years. It’s all harmonizing. It’s loud. All distortions are highlighted in this process to come back to alignment. Our emotions, thoughts, physical dis-ease… HaRagons carrying these correct creation codes which affects dna, matter,… no-thing is unaffected. It’s a plethora of sounds coming through. It may be louder for some the autists or other sensitives. Loud can mean in sound, in visual colors, timelines collapsing, in physical feeling sensations… our sensory system. Central Suns across the universe which today I’m seeing as multiple Ra Sons acting as One Central Sun in different sectors of our universe. Hang in there.

Copper Rose Gold Sun-disc Network

Happy Mother’s Day to those in the U.S! And all mothers around the globe even if today is not Mother’s Day in your country.
First, I want to thank all of you that follow our work. You have blessed me in particular. As a mom of two adult children with extra physical and sensory needs, this work I do - the drawings, the messages… have helped me to maintain my sanity when I could have completely lost it several times. Being able to focus on the “big expansive picture” gave me context that there indeed is something happening cosmically which is way beyond this human form, and so I thank each of you that is the audience for this work. In particular, I thank my Patreon members for taking the extra step to support our work. The audience may be “small” but you are each such great souls that the gratitude you offer is felt beyond any monetary value.
And now getting to this image….
It represents the Copper Rose Gold Sun-disc network beyond 18D is all I’ll say. This is not exactly how it “looks” because truly it’s beyond vision but energetically felt. It is transmitting today particularly intensely. I could feel it humming, radiating, activating, and offering cleansing of shadow aspects, i’ll just call them. Even galactic shadows i’m just calling them. Meaning, as souls who had traversed the galactic planes, there may have been darker experiences where we expressed as those “entities.” It’s highlighting many aspects of ourselves, the loving souls we are and also the darker sides perhaps. Each of you will experience this energy differently, and my perspective here may not resonate with you. And that’s ok because it’s truly time to align to who you are and designed to be.
In a sense, we’re being activated to the next level of our soul “mission”. I have looked at it like a new soul “contract” or perhaps the true soul “contract” that we were born with. Once the overlays of a 3D matrix began falling away, it’s as if the “true” blueprint, which is in your DNA, is being activated for this time or phase of the planetary evolution. This is what we’ve been waiting for. It’s why we came. It’s challenging for sure and maintaining sanity through it at various times hasn’t been easy.
We have each other, though. Others who can see. Others who’ve been working their part in the multidimensional and cosmic realms which very few can appreciate.
And so in this moment, I offer gratitude for all Mothers, the Earth Mother, the Mothers of the past who were able to hold pure love in their hearts in a harsh world of extreme polarity and duality. We rise because the Mother and Father are united as One, and the Father offers many blessings and embraces his true counterpart.
Blessings to each of you!
Susan, Samantha, and Family

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I surrender my thoughts to the eternal flames #spiritualawakening #newearth #5D

“My body feels different…” -Sammie

I release old beliefs of what’s possible.

You’re not going crazy!! Hang in there!!!

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New Blog Post Message from Our Sun-Sol

This is the woman who I mentioned in last post about alignment to Cassiopeia. I only watched first 10 minutes so far but felt it is relevant to what many of us are feeling. She describes May as a big month of integration from all you may have experienced in the eclipse season. She also describes Mercury retrograde as that trigger for inner integration. I’m certainly seeing this happening in Sammie, too.
Take a listen if you’re drawn and empower your own discernment while listening. Time to own your inner power!

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How’s everyone doing? It’s so intense. I feel like I’m massively purging. So thirsty. Think of stuff burning out of your body. Old selves, wounds,.., I hardly slept last night. This morning after sleeping about 3 hours, I woke this morning with high heart just buzzing like crazy. A diamond surrounded me or I felt like I was in a diamond. And center of diamond at high heart. Streams of rays all centering at that high heart and I could see many faces, body parts, half a body, faces converging there. This to me is convergence of all past present future selves returning. All the lessons of other lifetimes, wounds, forgiveness of past transgressions… being healed. And then integrated to a new self identity! It can be rough. Deep sadness may have been arising, anger you thought you may have purged… fear… etc… last night I did a session with my husband and part of it we went through each organ and body system. Loving each one, activating the soul of them, cleansing, to unify them with this body as one and whole. Give it a try if you feel guided. Love to each of you on this journey. We are loved. Truly, completely, wholly by the Creator!

This weeks

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A surprising transmission I didn’t expect. I have been feeling off for the last couple of days so was sitting outside taking a moment for myself when I felt the sun energy. I thought, lioness? No, tigress and I remembered that I read the tigress is a particularly fierce protector of her young.
It’s amazing how much leonine/feline energy is coming from the sun. As I write this, I am just remembering that according to this one site, starseed alignments, the astrologer said that we have an alignment to Cassiopeia. O bought her 2024 star seed alignment booklet.
Here’s what’s in the booklet by Starseed Sanctuary:
“THE CASSIOPEIAN ALIGNMENT
Sun Conjunct The Cassiopeia Constellation April 24th – May 15th
Sun Conjunct Caph, Beta Cassiopeia April 24th
Sun Conjunct Schedir, Alpha Cassiopeia April 27th
Sun Conjunct Archird, Eta Cassiopeia April 30th
Sun Conjunct Marfak, Mu Cassiopeia May 1st
Sun Conjunct Segin, Epsilon Cassiopeia May 15th”
I can’t verify how accurate this is but could be related to what I was feeling.
It’s been very intense in a very different way. Samantha has been off again. Difficulty getting out of bed. It feels like we’re getting transmissions from stars, galaxies, constellations in 360 degrees. It’s all around us. Sounds we’ve never known.
Hope you’re all hanging in there.
Hugs,
Susan, Samantha, and Family

Mother Protector of Tigress Transmission from the Sun #heartawakening #soul #tigressprotection

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