Juzgo Motivations

I find it really funny how there are people out there who try to make things so uncomfortable and difficult for me...thinking it will break me....

News flash: My hobby is to try and break myself. I have failed continuously. Life has always tested my limits... I doubt uncomfortable situations will cause a break...

in had fun. Went with a friend and had fun this one. Didn't take it very serious... December I will trifecta and September I return to Killington. Looking forward to my short yet tough race schedule for 2024... 2025 I would love to return to weekly racing.

I already have my trips planned. I do not race as much as I used to but still try to squeeze in a weekend here and there. Looking forward to returning to having weekends off so I can race more often

Do I know voice actors, Casting directors, media buyers, or anyone involved in the media field...????

I am just trying to learn and break the industry.. Please reach out

. I added a to my 💪💪this one I walked most of it but I think I got someone into the sport and might have gained a level of respect

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The faster I go the more I have. The more issues I shake. and do you have the .

What is your meditation?

A while ago a friend gave me a plant. From there came 1 🍍 and 8 plants.
Since then the original has died and I have had to remove it from my balcony. In it's place I got 8.
Few years later these gorgeous have sprouted. I don't even like to eat pineapple. But since I grew the first one I will only eat ones I grow.

in 1 day.

I have been trying to get back into my old mindset. I was hit hard last year with some tough obstacles to hurdle. The way life took a turn took me away from me and put me in a very depressing place. I cannot say with confidence I'm out of it. But I am going through it. And each day is a new milestone.

Had someone mock me about my slow times... Only to motivate me.
Was called out on a slow finish to a race I conquered... Well... Podium here I come.

Nothing can stop me now.

All I do now is look up trail races... I miss racing

Looking forward to my 6 mile run tonight. Running is my escape from my reality.

It's the only time.where I'm not thinking of satisfying others, doing good deeds, worrying about circumstances....

I am selfish and use this time to not think of anyone. It's that moment where I can let go of my anger, my depression, my anxiety... I can say in totality it's about me...

I am so over things in my day to day so much that these moments of solitude are my rewards for caring about my world around me.

My gym needs are growing... what to do?
option 1: look for obstacle gym
option 2: start my own

at kicked my in the... but I always show love to my bucket

So...
Lets try something new....
Im not weird... I am who i am
I am not a dick... Im blunt deal with it
Im not an as***le... you just get offended easily

I will no longer use these terms to describe myself...
If people cannot deal with it sorry... I am not out to try and make you happy at the moment... Maybe I will return and try to make you smile... but for now it is my turn

hey this isnt a click copy and paste... this is a real thing...

did you know su***de rates spike during the holiday season... so check in on all of your friends....

had to just tell everyone to spread that love beyond your circle. extend compassion to those who are less fortunate... and its not always about money... so keep an eye open for the signs

been a while since I was able to post this type of post. This last year has been wild. My mom with her incident and me becoming everything in a split second. Stress levels through the roof in ability to train due to time constraints. has always been a fun thing for me. But to apply the "I will finish this race on top" mentality to actual life... I am so grateful to have had my journey. No longer part of a team. Most of my friends have bailed on me, and I am ok with this. So far this year has been a year of me proving to myself it only takes an army of one to win the battle

Went for a night run. These pics were taken in essentially dark lighting. what a camera.

I do believe I'm lucky.
But in addition to luck.... I have put in a lot of work to make it happen.