Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• AS JESUS TAUGHT •

Are we everywhere
Or just hidden in ourselves
Among the walls of warmth
Above the sinners we should love

Sinners we should pray for
And even die for
If needed

Sinners we should carry on
As Jesus taught
As Christ treated

Us

All along

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• EMPTY TOMB •

Fear and courage
Loneliness in the crowd
The foxes have dens
but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head

Fear and courage
There's no turning back
Only light I can see
Source of light in the dark

Only one photon
Is enough

Empty tomb
Among cementeries

Around the world...

~ Vulpes

• THE CLOUDS I SAW •

The clouds I saw is grace
Of what I cannot understand
The clouds I saw is love
Of what I cannot undarstand

That Christ died
For our sins
And was raised
For eternal being

The clouds I know surrounding me
Overwhelming by white light
The clouds I know smoothing anger
Overwhelming by warm sound

Of someone's words
That Christ died
For our sins
And was raised

For immortality

~ Vulpes

• MY HAPPIENESS •

As a human
I value timid nature
With many rumors
And quite adventures

Means more to me
Than a raw selfishness

So many unknown places
Discovered by eyes of craveness
Craveness of peace and calm
What the world call sadness

I call happieness

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• STRENGTH •

Strength is not what you can see outside, but strength is how you deal with the demons inside yourself. You can be on the top as a weak man, but you can be on the bottom as a strong guy as well. Tears taste the same on the top and on the bottom. Tears are always bitter if you can or if you can't cry either.

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• THAT NIGHT •

Flashing lights
Over a nightmare
Left my eyes blind
Among a scareface

Lifted up
Ascended
One night
Looking for an ambrace

Of your smile

There's nothing but a sadness
Emotions flood
There's nothing but a madness
Missing of you

Missing of an earthquacke
That everything turn into
What I feel inside

Antithesis of happieness
That I know, put me through
What I see outside

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes Let our dreams speak for us...

• EVEN LOGICALLY HEART WILL REMEMBER •

I've been watching Spider-Man with my brother when he told me some story about a couple that the girl had amnesia, but her heart remember who is her lover afterwards. Even though her mind was empty. Then my brother said:

"Even logically heart will remember."

I think: indeed...

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• CRAZY LITTLE THING •

You know what over the rainbow is?
The damn ground
More colorful it seems
Harder hit the ground

Just like relationships

It's just a light
And inner creativity
More it's white
More it's how suppose to be

Crazy little thing
Called love

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes Let our dreams speak for us...

• DESTINY •

Meet me there
Somewhere in between
My heart and my mind
Cause only you can heal
My wounds
And be the balm for my scars

Meet me there
Somewhere in between midnight and noon
As we used to wait
Lightyears from now, as long as we stood in the truth
For a new down - oh well
A new hope

As you used to called
Those sunrises
As you used to fall so easily
In love with strangers
What we used to call
Destiny

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes Let our dreams speak for us...

• TO THE ROSE ON B612 •

Your name is the ink
On my soul
Your words are the scream
Of my soul

Quite
But still audible

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

There is no better compliment for a man than the words: "I feel safe with you".

I can see
Your face always
As a piece
Of quiet moonlight;
Easing my discomfort,
Embracing my
Endless fright;
Cuddling my heart,
Inside me nothing else;
My soul bathe
In your serene light,
I can touch you there
Plunged in a rare delight
I press you to my chest..

• FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES •

The fiction we live

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• SILENCE •

Silence
How could Thee
Embrace

(Me)

Leave!

I don't see
And I don't feel
What I should keep
In my memory

Thy blindeness
Is not a victory
Not even close

Oh... (Silence)

Let my mind speak
Out loud
My heart scream
So far
My eyes bleed
What I should see?

Answer (me)
Let me close this chapter
And leave

My fails are on me
My darkness
My mandness
And my dreams

Those are real
Imagination let me live
As I feel I should exist
In this world of fear

And madness

What we call: humanity

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes Let our dreams speak for us...

• BASIC INSTINCT •

As if yesterday was today
What was done in love was done well
Now Chocolate & Thoughts
Awarness of consequences

Let's kill them all
And live in heaven
Which only we know
Our times and places

Let's dance it over
All questions
We'll face them slower
Or in different dimention

Pull me closer
But not my body
My happiness and anger
My all wannabe

As if yesterday was today
What's done in love is done well
Coffee and smoke
Of thoughts leading us to hell

Truly... Madly... Deeply...
We and our basic instinct

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

"Sometimes love it’s a crawl on hell’s floor." But still we want it somehow. We need it, no matter how hard it is. People say: toxic, but hey - toxicity is everywhere. Make a wrong decision - you are toxic, drink too much once - you are toxic. I see it all of the time. But what does it mean exactly. Does it mean that when we crawl on hell's floor for love, we forgive then, we are in toxic relationship? Or our partner is toxic? Should we avoid it? Or we should fight? When we fight - we fight literally for toxic partner. All of us are toxic sometimes, but it's always worthy to fight! Love is always worthy to fight even during the bad season...

If I ever learned anything from love, I've learned that love is not always a walk in the park, sometimes it’s a crawl on hell’s floor. Love has taught me to be brave, but the pain it brought - has teach me to be humble.

Being together and in love, is a wonderful feeling. Still, as seasons, people changed too. And after everything collapsed and to still believe in love? That’s powerful, for not everyone could come back from a war and still see the world in its beautiful form; as if it had not tortured them beyond distinguishable.

©️ M.

• THE PAST IS NOT THE PRESENT •

I miss those grey trees
Those understatements
Those drinks
Among conversations that created me

Indeed

I miss those dawns over the lake
Those moments bought by hitchhiking
Those smooth words without sense
Those conversations

Themselves

Now cloudes hide the stars
My B612
Is behind the fog of the past

Time flies fast
I miss you
Somehow too much

Were you real
Or I was too blind
Not to see

You were mine?

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

However having toxic, non-supportive, infant circle of friends is dope. The best times from my past was always with crazy people. We used to call ourselves outsiders those times - now we call people like this toxic, infant, non-supportive, it's crazy how judgemental it is. We're all toxic sometimes and the real blessing is non-judgemental circle of friends.

Have good thursday all 🔥🔥🔥

"Having non-toxic, supportive, matured, circle of friends is blessing"

• INNER IMMORTALITY •

We've all been toxic
Dancing with the devil
Neverthless trust worthy
However selfish

Drowning in our selfishness
In our somebody else wannabe
Where we can find ourselves
There we should stop and feel

Our inner immortality

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Apparently when you act like an as***le - you are an as***le. No matter motivation. Your attention is like the money. If someone treats you badly, just stop giving him/her your attention and go away.

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• EXPECTATIONS •

Sometimes expectations that are to high can destroy relationship. No matter if it's just a new friend or long-term girlfriend, sometimes our point of view can kill the strongest sentiment. People are who they are. We all make mistakes sometimes and sometimes we make real s**t. S**t happens. But if you wanna your relationship last just take a time that other people sacrifice for you. The presence, laughter, that one beer to much or just a silence. Cause someday you can miss it, just because your too high expectations. Whoever starts a war is the first loser.

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• ISN'T IT? •

Is a hope the truth?
And the fear just a lie?
Is all that we've been through
Just the past...

Forgivable?

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

"...because human is not a riddle, but a challenge for the Guardian Angels."

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• ILLUSION OF PEACE •

United in peace
However
Instead of me and you
Seems there's no heaven
As we should knew

As we should see
Through the whole creation
Pain and blurred vision
Scripture and few readers
Lie and truth collision

'tween me and You

I hope, there's a hope
As I believe in
I hope, there's a love
As I know it
I hope, there's a chance

To show them light
In their darkness

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• CLOUDS •

You blinded my eves
With a coulds
So that I would not see the bad
That people are held hostage to

You blinded my eyes
With a clouds
So that I would not want the bad
That people are held hostage to

You blinded my eyes
With a clouds
So that I would die for the bad
That people are held hostage to

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• I RENOUNCE •

Bitter sweet symphony of the shadows and love
Scope of secrets
Like the last breath of the fall

Winter comes as her weakness
And pure blood
Pour out of her sickness

Pulled up dress
No panties
Smooth and shaved

As young as illegal
I renounce
She's my trigger

Beginning of my fall

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Photo: Martyna Bizewska

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• OTHERWISE •

The people
Surrounding us
As a circle
With their unseeing eyes
Words of evil

Who is a friend
And who is hidding a knife
Circumstances
Are the source of the lie
Selfishness

We're all falling fast
Into someone
Then scars
Make us vulnerable
Exeptional

Extraordinary sens of the falshood
Bored eyes
Dancing with the stars over the flood
Of their fake smiles
Alone but not lonely wolves
We pay our price

And we win the prize
Reborn in the fight
We see the light
Surrounded by their blindness

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Photo: Martyna Bizewska
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Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes Let our dreams speak for us...

• THERE'S NO LOVE •

Many different things
Many different thoughts
So shut the door
What are you here for?

Many different signs
Many different words
We could've been close
But it was not about us

- not at all

You're like a ghost
Come and gone
Selfish the most
With heart so cold

Is it all about the past?
Or it's just your cruelty
There's no easy way out
For you, for me

There's no question why
There's no love - indeed

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• SHADOWS OF SKYSCRAPERS •

I'm dancing in the shadows of skyscrapers
I'm at the bottom, but see the light above
I've found the bright side of my madness
And I'm going foreward, steady and slow

Move on
Head delight
Overcoming obstacles

On my own
Turn of a card
Never more anonymous

I'm dancing in the shadows of skyscrapers
Eyes set to see opportunities, I'm taking a shot
Losing control with sleeping conscience
I have gotten away with murder, I have gone

From the world
That seemed not mine
When I was underrated

I grew old
And finally found out
How blind I was - in lies embrace

I'm dancing in the shadows of skyscrapers...

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

• RECREATION •

Your casual style
Distorted imagination
Different sens of life
Stuck in my mind as recreation

After whole world collapse
As if I was in different dimention
Time and time again I feel blind
Me, and my misperception

I've found yourself as my recreation
From the ashes of the past
The colors that have become faded
Meaningless words so far

To the undiscovered future
Universe that lasts
Coming out of the box that seems torture
Blinding by the light
The scent of ours
Among the stars
The one and only flower
The rose - i will surely find

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes

Photo: Anna Feschenko

• LADY OF WASTELAND •

Crossing the line
Out of the box
I am the way
I am your curse

I am above
And I am beneath
Just like a stone
Not as it seems

I saw you on the top
You fell to the bottom
Where's your crown (now)
Where's your kingdom

You are the queen of nothing
Lady of wasteland
I'm sick and tired of your habits
Of your blurred lines

Not like in the past
As I've kept in my memories
It was just a lie
As you lie now in your messages

~ Elle S'appelait Sylian by Vulpes